Insert Me Playing The Audio Books Instead Of Actually Getting The Kindle I Have All The Books On To Read

i think about a version of aftg where andrew had to chase after neil and actually catch him in order to keep him. like i imagine a scene where neil's paranoia gets triggered so he runs away and andrew chases after him, not used to the effort so his legs burn and chest hurts but neil is right in front of him, arms length. his knees ache, threatening to buckle but that firey hair in front of him urges him forward. he's about to give up, wonder what makes him even run after this thorn on his side but then neil's looking over his shoulder. eyes wide and blue, shocked for all they're worth and then neil's stumbling.

he falls and stares up at andrew's hunch figure over him amazed. no one has ever caught up to him, no one's ever tried. but here they were, eye to eye with neither one clear what causes the stand still. unsure of why andrew chased and unsure of why neil stayed.

beautiful. wonderful. no notes.

so we're talking baltimore, right? if neil found out lola and romero came for him and instead of going, he did what his mother taught him to do. he dropped everything and ran. he ran even though his muscles ached from the game and he ran away from the best year of his life because maybe for a fleeting second he thinks his mother is waiting for him he thinks she's going to be there when he turns the corner, she's going to give him a new passport and a new name and they're going to escape like they always do and no, maybe she's behind him, maybe she's calling his name, maybe he can hear her, why is he running from her, he needs to stay with her, he has to stay with his mother, he needs to keep her safe just like she kept him safe. for a moment he is alex and stefan and chris and nathaniel and all twenty-two names when he turns around for just a second, and it's not her, and it's not his father either.

the hands that catch hold of him don't hold weapons. andrew stops him from running and he says his name and suddenly neil isn't anybody other than neil, and for one fleeting moment he wonders if he dreamed it, if he could stay here for real. andrew looks scared, but his grip is firm and his voice insistent when he says "you're staying."

for a second neil thinks he can. for a second he wants to.

then he glances over andrew's shoulder, and the past he's spent nine years running from is standing right there.

all he can say is "you have to let me go."

me with all my wips when I only have a prologue written for we'll be fine eventually and just haven't written the first chapter

me but its always the baltimore scene via the audio books cuz gotta love the angst for comfort

This is very me coded fam.

another one is, the baby bump very helpful I use it for ocs it gives girl, boy, gender non conforming, with the whole abcs

You will not use AI to get ideas for your story. You will lie on the floor and have wretched visions like god intended

THANK YOU

"happy 19th birthday junior"

it's my birthday tada

honestly tho they so would like yes they have a dysfunctional family but they care about each other they'd do a lot for each other, and like they want me to believe that show aemond is aemond from the book like I'm sorry but that is two diffrent people so glad the shows it's own canon and the books are their own canon

Just thinking about how book Alicent and Aemond react to the way their show version treat Aegon kill me 😂

Alicent: what's this bitch is doing to my sweet son? Oh no–

*Show Alicent slap Aegon*

Alicent:...

Aegon: mother? Are you ok–

Alicent: *throw the remote and break the TV*

Alicent: *hugs Aegon tightly, almost suffocating him*

Aegon: M-Mother, can't breathe–

Alicent: Shh, it's ok now, my love. Mother loves you, darling. No more nasty TV for you.

Aemond: what is happening? W-wait don't tell me...

*show Aemond trying to kill Aegon*

Aemond: *face go blank* my king?...

Aegon: hm?

Aemond: forgive me...

Aegon: oh come on it's just a stupid show no need–

Aemond: not that, I'm apologizing for what I'm about to do...

Aemond: *pull his sword out and put it on his own neck*

Aegon: wha... WHAT ARE YOU DOING???!

Aemond: PLEASE DON'T TRY TO STOP ME–

Aemond: *suddenly fall to the ground*

Aegon: *look back up and see Daeron standing there with a flowerpot in his hand*

Daeron: you're welcome.

so a bit more info on eusw is that ranger aka our main insane thing, is actually being fostered by the Scott's Warren is a Scott btw he is rangers foster brother we love them being big brother annoying little sibling in this house, and we'll there is two separate trios as well so for trio one is the sanies we have Warren, Jayce, and bonnie all of these three have known each other since they were kids bonnie is trans mtf btw and the second trio is triple ill's this is because ranger, hudson and danielle all met during their stay at a physc ward, its why I mentioned that the group is a bunch of walking flags, and best thing ever is that they are like a found family group I can do so much shit to every one of them

so new wip is called echoes upon shattered windows it's a group of six ppl all six have their own issues and their group name is 'six flags' because its funny to me they all a bunch of walking flags and they in a group of six so I will say more when I get the lore down but until then uhhh weeeeeeeee

BEAT HIS ASS YOU HYPOCRITICAL GLASSES SHOP KEEPER

GIRL FIGHT GIRL FIGHT GIRL FIGHT GIRL FIGHT-

PREACH BAMBAM

you always be speaking the people's truth

"Andrew would've done the same as Riko if he was in Riko's position"

nobody would've done the same as Riko in Riko's position that's the fuckig point

Riko wasn't torturing people "to survive" he was just a fucking psycho like I really need y'all to think for a second

two pictures of racoons that scream elio

the first one is elio attempting to fake drive the maserati without it moving just turning the wheel while andrew and neil smoke outside the find it slightly amusing

the second one ahh where to begin umm soz if any of you cry on what I'm gonna type ig

elio after neil left for the nest waiting by the door or just being under Neil's bed until obviously going to new York (the pattern stays the same he stays hidden) upon getting back elio dives to hid under Neil's bed again not making a noise just waiting for neil to come back and maybe having the horrifying thought that he's going to be abandoned