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Adult You/Child You Picrew here!
I like this one. What a weird way to be made to reminisce.
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Right now, people are speculating if tomura has lost his humanity which includes his attachment to the league now that he was awakened with his new quirk as a ātranscendent beingā. I wonder how he will interact with his team when he returns? Will he question how the heroes managed to get the jump on them? How will he react to twiceās death? To Dabi letting in a hero spy into their lair and causing this raid and twiceās death? Is the tomura we have seen grow disappeared or is he still the same?
People may question if Shigaraki Tomura has lost his humanity since acquiring AFOās power, however I would like to point out that itās a running theme in the manga for characters to frequently question the humanity of Shigaraki and see him as something less than human, or a force that only exists for evil and destruction.Ā
However, despite the fact that the heroes and Shigarakiās enemies insist that Shigaraki has lost his humanity, the story shows the opposite. As much as Shigaraki has changed over the course of the story, he has also stayed the same.Ā
Shigaraki started out as a kid who wanted to be a hero who saved others, and specifically a kid who would go out of his way to play with the bullied kids. Everyone knows this by now, I would say however growing up in that household shaped Shigaraki to have core values that donāt really change no matter how much he changes as a person.Ā
Number one, the most important thing to Shigaraki is freedom. In a childish way he sees it as the freedom to do whatever he wants, because that is how All For One influenced him.Ā
All for One specifically told Shigaraki that being born with the power to destroy means that he should use it without restraint, and never try to hold himself back because in doing so heāll only hurt himself. AFO tried to influence him to be an unstable manchild because that would make him more dangerous and fearsome to the general public.
However, Shigarakiās destruction is always a response. He always destroys for a reason no matter how much he insists his destruction is completely random. One of the key themes of My Hero Academia is that in times of crisis you will remember your origin. Shigarakiās origin is a household that oppressed him to the extent that he wasnāt allowed to become a hero. All he wanted was someone in that household to agree with him rather than deny him. He wanted people to stop telling him he was wrong.Ā
Shigaraki values freedom, specifically freedom from oppression. Oppression that specifically denies the needs of an individual just because they disrupt society. For example, the opppression that had Himikoās parents turn abusive on her calling her a demon child because she was born with a strange quirk.Ā
In that way Shigaraki fights for a kind of true liberation, different from what the liberation force fights for. The Meta Liberation Army while wanting to overturn society also repeated several of societyās oppressive attitude, juding peopleās worth based entirely on the strength of their quirk whereas Shigaraki is willing to accept people like Compress, and Spinner who do not have super powerful combat efficient quirks and value them just as much as all the other members from his team.Ā
Shigaraki also knows the feelings of someone who has not been saved. Heās reflected on this several times, even as early back as his conversation with Deku. He knows that the way the current society functions, it ignores the plights of victims like him that are either too inconvenient to save.Ā
Itās what Shigaraki says to Deku word for word:Ā āI could hurt you right now and not a single person would come save you. Theyāll all walk by and pretend itās none of their business, because they all think a hero is going to come save them.ā
Shigaraki is willing to give people like Twice a chance, even though he was insane and his quirk no longer worked as well as it once did. Not only that, but when people make mistakes Shigaraki never throws them away. Giran is captured and ratted them out, and Shigaraki went to go save them. Twice makes a mistake and because of that Magne is killed, but rather than get angry at Twice, Shigaraki simply asks Twice to do his best to make up for his mistake, and that heāll be doing his best alongside him.Ā
Shigaraki understands the feelings of:Ā āIf only somebody had saved meā better than anyone else in the manga. This is something that even the kids donāt question. The kids in their complete and unwavering faith in the hero system canāt even respond to questions likeĀ āWho should you really be saving?āĀ
Shigaraki also goes out of his way to save people even after theyāve made mistakes, or betrayed the league. Giran ratted on them and got nearly every member killed, and yet not only did Shigaraki walk right into a trap to save him, he also took special care to make sure he was alive, and rescued safely when he was in the middle of getting pounded.Ā
The final is also somewhat of a paradox. Shigaraki has been manipulated to think that he hated his family, andĀ wanted to kill everyone.Ā
However, all of Shigarakiās actions show the opposite. Not only does Shigaraki feel guilt for killing his family several years after the fact. Not only did he intentionally hold back his quirk at first because he was afraid of killing again. The words of his family stayed with him. Shigaraki only ever remembers his family in a mostly positive light.Ā
In his heart, Shigaraki holds himself accountable for what he did to his family even though it was an accident. At the same time, itās revealed to us in his dream sequence that he already forgives his family for what transpired today, he remembers his grandparents being kind to him, he doesnāt resent his mom for just watching what his family did to him and even reassures her, he tells his sister he doesnāt care that she tattled on him anymore.Ā
His family is someone he can never forget in both senses of the word. He doesnāt forget the times his family household was kind to him, the genuine love his mother, grandparents, and sister all showed to him, and he hasnāt really stopped mourning them ever for a single moment. He even still keeps Nanaās hand, the last hand that wasnāt broken and wears it after his so calledĀ āliberationā from his past memories of them. Yet, at the same time he doesnāt allow his family to deny who he is.Ā
Shigaraki is someone who has been influenced by people all of ihs life, his abusive father, AFO, and then all of AFOās constituents and the other villains heās fought against so far. However, at the same time Shigaraki has remained the same kid throughout all of this. Always Shimura Tenko. Always the kid who wanted to play with the kids who got bullied. Always the kid resentful he didnāt get saved.Ā
Eri is referred to as a cursed inhuman existence born only to destroy, simply because of the quirk she was born with, completely neglecting who Eri is as a person. Deku however says that just by slightly changing your perspective, you can see how kind and gentle Eri is.Ā
Shigaraki is a character much like this. The people around him, mostly heroes always insist that heās inhuman and again and again that he can only want destruction because of his quirk. Yet, the people closest to Shigaraki know how kind, and gentle he can be.Ā
So we have characters like All Might, Mr. Completely Ignores Endeavorās abuse of his own family, constantly saying that someone like Shigaraki canāt possibly have a cause for all of his destruction. Ignoring what Shigaraki says when he tells them that heroes can be violent too just like villains, their violence is just categorized differently.Ā
Shigaraki is continually told he has no reason for wanting to destroy things, that there could be no possible motivation behind his actions. This is something that even AFO himself said, that Shigaraki simply lusted for destruction because he was born that way.
Characters insist again, that Shigaraki isnāt capable of creating anything, or achieving anything because he can only destroy. This is an identity thatās forced on him by his environment ut itās not who he is at the center of his being. Even when heās getting the tar beaten out of him by Re-Destro what he thinks is not that he wants to destroy, but rather that he wanted his family to tell him it was okay for him to be a hero.
So we reach the most recent chapter with someone once again asserting that Shigaraki cannot possibly want anything other than to hurt the people around him, and destroy what he can.
Even ENDEAVOR (lol) of all people accuses Shigaraki of not fighting for the right ideals. Yet, Shigaraki has always shown to be fighting for something.Ā
People insist that Shigaraki was just born that way, that he just wants to destroy. Yet, there are very specific environmental factors that shaped him into who he is. Shigaraki who apparently has no reasons for doing the things he does, has the longest backstory in the series (four origin chapters in total if you count Shigaraki Tomura: Distortion). Shigarakiās line against Endeavor also implies that Shigaraki has been fighting for the same thing from the start. That heās always had a cause, something to fight for (or maybe even just fight against) and that he simply believed what other people constantly told him.Ā
So, no clearly the All For One quirk being given to Shigaraki has not changed who he is as a person at all. Shigarakiās thoughts always rest with his friends and his family.Ā Shigarakiās first literal action upon waking up is to call Machia to his side, and protect the league. Shigarakiās actions also saved Himiko, because if Machia had not picked her up she likely would have gone on a suicide mission.Ā
So, there is one last point I want to make: The reason the plan is going so wrong right now is precisely because Shigaraki is someone who chooses again and again to put his trust in others. First, it went wrong because not only did he allow Dabi free reign to invite whoever he wanted to the league, but he also trusted Twice with his location.Ā
Shigaraki wonāt throw Dabi out of the league for saying that heās only here to use the league for his own benefit, because Shigaraki has always known this about Dabi and lets him work with the league anyway. Shigaraki is someone who puts his allies before themselves and gives them the freedom to be who they want to be.Ā
Shigaraki has said mutliple times the league can do whatever they want. Heās not really selfishly minded or motivated like AFO is. If anything, Shigaraki is much more likely to sacrifice himself, or put the groupās needs first. The Shigaraki that weāve seen right now is the same progression of the Shigaraki weāve always known: he fights on the front lines to draw the heroes away from his friends, he fights himself instead of needlessly risking his own allies, he needs his allies by his side.Ā
The raid happened because of Shigarakiās trusting nature twice. Not only because he allowed Dabi to invite Hawks to the league, but also Kurogiriās capture and betrayal someone Shigaraki was genuinely close to and listened to for counsel led to his location at the hospital being ratted out to both Eraserhead and Mic. So itās not Shigaraki not trusting others that led to the Hospital Raid, but rather itās because Shigaraki chose to trust others that this is all happening.
YET, when this happened last time with Overhaul Shigaraki didnāt stop trusting others. He didnāt throw Twice out. His choice back then was to take responsibility and trust Twice even more to fix the mistake he made. Which will likely be his response again.Ā
Shigaraki also fights against anyone who tries to control or oppress him the same way his father did once. When AFO tries to physically control his own body, he frees himself of the vestiges.
Shigaraki wonāt lose his trust in other people, and wonāt lose his close relationship with the league, because Shigaraki has already sustained this kind of loss before. Over and over again. He loses most of the Nomus, he loses Magne, he loses AFO. Yet, at those times when he loses these things Shigarakiās response is always the same.Ā
Shigaraki is struggling to be better that the environment that created him. Shigarakiās arc is not one of him losing his humanity, but rather Shigaraki keeping his humanity in the face of constant losses.Ā
His environment is really truly something that should have robbed him of his humanity. There are people like AFO who are out there to make him into a puppet, to rob him of all agency, and identity. Yet, Shigaraki always fights back against those trying to control him and tell him no.
Shigaraki wonāt turn on the league, because his connections with the league are what make him human. Itās his connections with others he makes over and over again in the face of his extremely oppressive environment, first with Kurogiri, then with the league that allows him to stay the same at the core of who he is.Ā
While Shigaraki is constantly dehumanized by both the hero system and the villains he fights against, heās actually one of the most human characters in the whole series. Not only is he very sympathetic and understandable where exactly he is coming from, but heās also always, always, always, always, struggling against a set of very human flaws.Ā
I think most people always agreed that Tenko's allergies were - in some form or another - emotion-based.
Back in 235 we get the infamous "it only itches at home line" line.
It's also emphasized again later in the chapter when we see that the itching gets progressively worse after Kotaro yells at Tenko (meaning that it gets worse when Tenko is sad and/or in distress).
Back in the day, I saw a lot of people theorizing that the itch was a sign of Decay and that it was the early stages of the quirk manifesting within Tenko. But given what we know now, about AFO giving Tenko the quirk and especially when he gave Tenko the quirk, I don't think that this is the case.
We can pretty much pinpoint exactly when AFO gave Tenko the Decay quirk.
These two panels are from 235 and 419 - and I firmly believe that these panels take place only minutes apart from each other. This is also clearly the moment that AFO gave Decay over to Tenko, as shown by the small glow of his hand.
Before this point Tenko Shimura was quirkless.
Tenko got his original quirk stolen from him when he was just a baby - meaning that during the time between being an infant and being 5-years-old, Tenko was officially quirkless.
This makes a huge difference if we then look back at his allergies and why they appear.
This panel is from just before AFO takes Tenko's hand and gives him the Decay quirk. Look at his face. This boy already has irritated skin around his eyes (it looks like he's just been scratching at it too).
With the knowledge that Tenko at this point in time still is quirkless, I think it's fair to say that the allergies are not an early symptom of Decay.
It only itches at home.
Because the itching is purely psychosomatic. Because it's a stress-response/anxiety-response to the environment this young boy is forced to come home to every single day.
This boy is 5. He's 5. It's not normal for a 5-year-old to think thoughts anywhere near "does my father hate me?"
Kotaro has already put a fear in this little boy, which doesn't stop or go away as soon as his punishment does. The trauma in this boy is already so big that he thinks about these things in the moments when his dad isn't even actively scolding or punishing him.
It doesn't take a destructive quirk to cause a physical response like itching. All it takes is being constantly afraid of when you're going to be yelled at next, when you're going to be punished next, all by the hands of the parental figure you aren't sure even loves you at all.
It only itches at home.
Especially when the four walls of your house are a prison.
i think (if iām not mistaken) shigaraki is the only one in the game who had 2 suggestive lines and youāre telling me this guy doesnāt watch porn?
doodles of my two babies
shigaraki: you think you can distract me from my ultimate goal just like this? you fool! iām not that weak-minded. iāll have you know that i have my masterās willā
raven: can you just eat your fucking food?
I decided to go insane so here's a recording of his voice lines in MHAUI + my translations~! ā¤ļø
Warning - I know very little japanese, so it's mostly me spending way too much time in translation software lmaoo. So, please correct me or feel free to add some context here!!
Receiving Gift - I will leave you to it./I'm gonna mark it as token of love (?? Off to a bad start here. I keep hearing "love" here. Is this projection?? Lmao. It amounts to something like the second one, but my translator apps also keep hearing "I'm gonna leave love behind"... Which is also interesting in a way but uh... *Confusion*)
Home Screen 1 - Aah, I hate it⦠I'm gonna destroy everything that annoys me.
Home Screen 2 - Maa, let's do our best together, okay?
Home Screen (Morning) 1 - You're energetic this early in the morning⦠I'm still sleepyā¦
Home Screen (Morning) 2 - Why are you so noisy? I'm not ready yet.
Home Screen (Afternoon) 1 - I'm getting on a roll now⦠Let's crush the society today.
Home Screen (Afternoon) 2 - Alright⦠Let's have some tea.
Home Screen (Evening) 1 - I'm seriously motivated... I'm talking about a game. A game.
Home Screen (Evening) 2 - Looks like the world is having fun. They let their guard down/They're so careless.
Home Screen (Night) 1 - The day is coming to an end and the goofy smiling heroes are yet to be destroyed. It's still not enough.
Home Screen (Night) 2 - Villains hide/live in the darkness. I'm starting to see why.
Home Screen (Late Night) 1 - Finally, a response⦠Someone who can get to work. (I'm pretty sure he literally says "Someone who can move" loool)
Home Screen (Late Night) 2 - Kurogiri, Toga- Hah? Already asleep? Are you little kids? (Not sure if he says Toga here tbh)
Home Screen (Early Morning) 1 - I'm sleepy⦠Aaah, so sleepyā¦
Home Screen (Early Morning) 2 - I'm going to sleep now. If you disturb me, I'm gonna destroy you too. (Though my translator also said "Go to bed now or I'm gonna destroy you too". Which, I gotta mention because it was too cute.)
Home Screen (Gift Box) - Look at that. Too good to waste.
Home Screen (Event) - An event? Want to destroy it to kill some time?
Battle Start Dialogue - Izuku Midoriya - At this rate, I feel like something is missing⦠(??? I have genuinely no clue what he's saying here. That's why I got, dunno.)
Battle Start Dialogue - Dabi - This guy is as rude as ever. So annoying.
Battle Start Dialogue - Himiko Toga - Toga, over there.
Battle Start Dialogue - All For One - Sensei, is it fine if I destroy those guys?
WAVE Progress - I'm feeling a bit better now.
Team Defeated in Battle - Ah⦠This time it's game over.
Sub-Character Entering Battle - Alright. Continue. (Context - as in, clicking "continue" in a game pause menu lol)
Level Up - Something's changed? I don't feel it.
Awaken - Plus... What is it again? (making fun of the phrase āPlus Ultra!ā ~ thank you arakn0 !!)
Ability Board Completion - My brain is spinning round and roundā¦
Login Bonus - Let's begin.
Maintenance - Why are you here? Go home.
Recruit Obtained - [Perdition] Tomura Shigaraki - Paranormal Liberation Front⦠Well, a name is just a decoration⦠Do as you like.
6-Month Anniversary Celebration Announcement - Nice. It's called a half-anniversary.
1st Anniversary Celebration Announcement - 1st anniversary⦠So, what shall we destroy first?
2nd Anniversary Celebration Announcement - It's been 2 years already⦠It's going well.
The mha ending is false. This is the true ending; the League are all happy, safe, and alive, and they'll live on together forever, being the dumb, chaotic found family they've always been.
(They're on their way to McDonald's. About a 50/50 chance the building will be burnt to the ground by the time they leave. Depends on if their ice cream machine is broken again or not.) Also:
This? This isn't some "ghost" or "vision" or whatever, that's ridiculous lmao. This is real. It's just Tomura on his way home from the pharmacy after picking up Magne's estrogen and Dabi's antipsychotics.
blessing your day with tomura wearing pink socks
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heās so cute š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ