Hi Guys What Should I Work Onnnnn

I see a lot of people joking about the adhd thing of "I have a appointment/phone call at 3pm, guess I won't do anything all day!"

But no one seems to make the connection that it's a time blindness thing. One of the symptoms of ADHD is not having a good and accurate sense of time. And not doing stuff prior to an event with a hard deadline is an obvious coping mechanism for that.

Can I go to the store? It's 10am and the appointment is at 3pm. How long does going to the store take? An hour? Three hours? Five hours? I DON'T KNOW!

I get anxious trying to do things before appointments because I'm aware that I don't know how long those things take, and that if I think I do, I may be very wrong. Too often I've been like "hey I can walk to the corner store and grab a drink, that'll take like 15 minutes!" and then an hour later I get back and whoops my rice has burnt.

Plus there's also the fact that ADHD people know that motivation and focus is a two-edged sword.

Like, let's say you decide to play a video game. You've got time, you can pause/save whenever, so this should be a perfect fit to make good use of your waiting-time. So you start playing and WHOOPS you get really focused for some reason today (because people with ADHD do not get to pick when their brain decides to focus) and the next time you look at the clock it's 2:49 and you haven't showered or dressed and the appointment is 30 minutes away. Fuck. (you could have set an alarm, but now you're asking people with the forgetting-things-and-time-ignoring condition to remember it set alarms)

And with motivation, it can be almost worse. Instead of playing a game, you so something useful or creative. You clean your room or fix your plumbing or write a story or draw a picture. And suddenly it's great. Your brain is firing on all cylinders. You've got all the motivation you can ask for, and you are FLYING. the ideas are brilliant, your hands are nimble, you're getting stuff done you've been putting off for weeks or months. And then the alarm goes off. Time to go to your appointment. Fuck.

You drive there, your brain still full of ideas and plans. But by the time you get back, the motivation is gone. You may still have the ideas but you don't have the drive to write them down. You can't force yourself to do it. Your sink is still in pieces. Your room is half-cleaned, and you have to shove all the sorted clothes into one big bin just so you have somewhere to sleep. You've left things half finished again, in a cycle that has been repeating your whole fucking life. It seems sometimes that nothing ever gets finished.

So next time you don't even start. There's not time. You've been burnt too many times. Why add another half-completed project to your pile of shame?

My point is that people seem to be going "lol I can't do anything all day if I have an appointment at 3pm" like this is a quirky "oh I'm so scatterbrained!" weirdness they alone have, and not a major complication of a disabling mental illness.

(and that's not even getting into the secondary effects. If you know that having an appointment ruins your whole damn day, you're going to avoid them. Even when it's things like "going to that party" or "meeting your friends for a drink/game" or "going to a movie with that cute girl from your math class". Things you should enjoy. Things that'd help you be social. Things that make you feel human.)

Yayyy chapter 5 of wolau is out! Here's the artwork for this chapter :3 a lil drawing of Joel's & Jimmy's bar, inspired by Joel's season 10 glowink shop

Close ups below!

Imma admit i got a lil lazy towards the end... But i already finished the chapter a week ago, and ive been rlyyy busy lately, so i just wanted to draw this as quickly as possible so i could post the chapter wkrhwkje

Why did that post at 4 pm

I think my tumblr queue is broken, it keeps posting stuff wayyy earlier than it should???

Or maybe i misclicked again wkdhwkej

CHAPTER 2 OF MY FIC "A golden thread" IS OUT!!!

Here's the second artwork for this chapter :D It's Xornoth destroying a building! Yay! Death!

(if you saw me post this yesterday... NOT YOU DIDNT. my sleep deprived ass definitely didn't accidentally post this yesterday at 2am...)

Close ups below!

Now hear me out: hermitcraft ft broccoli (no, I do not watch hermitcraft, yes I used a random word generator for this)

This has been my best idea for you yet and you know it

Your wish is my command, here's broccoli Scar.

Feel free to send me more art requests! I'm p busy with school rn, so it might take a while for me to finish them, but i promise i'm working on them!!!

Ive just been sitting there, staring at my phone, refreshing the Cysova ao3 tag over and over again...

First sketch for that day that i ended up putting discarding:

I started this on the 31st, since it was my original idea for Rens prompt. However, I quickly realized it would take WAYYYY too long to draw & animate all of this, so instead i decided to just draw a simple standing pose of him in a gigacorp inspired outfit and post the walk animation a little later. Except, as i often do, i kept coming up with "small" things i could add to it while drawing...

....Until i suddenly had an animated and shaded piece with a background??? Which. Defeated the whole purpose of drawing sth different???? Anyways, the finished one i posted that day gave me an idea for a Hermitcraft AU and now i lowkey wanna work on that instead of finishing the walk animation LMFAO

Thought id post the WIP on here since im probably not gona finish it anyways

[Day 31]: Rendog!

Decided to make a lil animation of our favorite Gigacorp employee for today's hermitaday :D He's exploring the recently discovered planet he build his base on.

Oh! What's that??? Looks like he got spooked by something... It was probably just the wind or something, right? I'm sure its fine... :)

(closeups/non animated version below!)

Goodness gracious, i can't believe hermitaday 2024 is over??? THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IVE COMPLETED AN ART CHALLANGE LIKE THIS LMFAO-

Everyone say thank you to my adhd meds!!! Are they working properly??? Nope. Not at all. But they r making me hyperfixate on things 24/7, mainly art, which is probably the only reason i completed this LMFAO (my grades on the other hand... Are suffering... Oop-)

...ofc the 5th pic is a screenshot of sth funny i saw in a fanfic WHAT DID I EXPECT?? HALF MY CAMERA ROLL IS JUST SS OF FANFICS 😭

(this is from the fallen stars series by boxmarker on ao3, the first fic of the series is called Alternate Perspectives)

@uselessnumbers25 @cerereann @honeybeebuddy @jux-draws @leonids-lime (hi new moots, first time interacting with u hope u dont mind kwhdkwdj)

Found this on Twitter, so I thought, why not posting it here and doing a tag game 😊

Ok, I’ll go first

If he is the reason, I’d go to prison gladly 🥰❤️‍🔥

Tagging: @killerqueen-ofwillowgreen @nic-214 @milkyway-ashes @dr-radiation @whitequeen-ofwillowgreen @sunsetdaydreamer @therockywhorerpictureshow @delicatelyfantasticninja and everyone 😊

Sorry if I forgot to tag some of you!

CHAPTER 4 OF GOLDEN THREAD IS OUT!!!

Here's a little teaser for chapter 5 :3

Iskall pulled a Scar and confused everyone (including himself???) so much, he somehow sold Beef an unfinished apartment for 41 diamond blocks

What.

Evil x all cannon appearances playlist:

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All Canon Evil Xisuma Appearances

All appearances of Evil Xisuma throughout Hermitcraft.

Whoever made this, i love you

Whoever's reading this, GO WATCH THIS!!!