Giadiamond - Gia Diamond

the grass is greener

words my mom used to say

if only to give me peace of mind

but here I am on the other side

there’s something missing

or something wrong

and now I’m home

or at least I thought I was home

but I feel more lost than ever

a stranger in a strange land

surrounded by excess displays

billionaire brainwashing on billboards

narcissists looking for hits on freeways

I want something more

I want something real

maybe I spoke too soon

three clicks and I’m home again

Poor Little Rich Girl

Walking into Hell, I think I might be sick

Made a mistake now I’m paying for it

I just wanted to make my father proud

Dear god, can’t you hear my prayers now?

Look at me: I am now a mean girl

I am just like all of them

Call me a catcher in the rye

Daydreaming of countless ways to die

I’m a loser, I’m an heiress

Nobody sees me for what I truly am

Second thoughts are destroying my future

Turning the page but the words are missing

I’ve got to go I know my place now

i KNOW astro seek hates to see my ass coming