Damn, Life Really Is Harder Than Math Class

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

lord give me the strength to finish the books i’ve already bought instead of buying new ones every time i see a sale on barnes and noble dot com

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

“you’re so hot” ok but am i unsettling? do i seem eerie to you? give you a bit of the heebie jeebies? when i walk into a room do you feel a chill down your spine?

sometimes i think that beauty is all that matters to you people smh

The desire to be loved is the last illusion, give it up & you’ll be free.

- Margaret Atwood

My personality is whatever I'm hyperfixiating on that month

putting on music that makes you feel like you're in a fantasy book and then daydreaming about it is just so fun to do. don't even get me started about the sleep that happens when you daydream a little too long. in short, go put on some music and daydream until you fall asleep. you deserve it.

Parts of Me Never Left That House by Mada Hayyas

*scrolls through list of songs* ah yes, which one of you will accompany me in my routinely ritual of staring at the ceiling and zoning out