damn :(
„a dancer dies twice – once when they stop dancing, and this first death ist the more painful.“
Word count: 1609
Warnings: Suicidal thoughts.
Character: Megumi Fushiguro, Jujutsu Kaisen
Summary: You go to the arcade on your own to clear your head from all the negative thoughts that had been pestering you. Once you step inside you immediately feel at ease, you look around for a game to play, but your eye falls on someone you know very well..
Lately you haven't been feeling all too well. Being so alone all the time, hating yourself and your body image were all making you feel like this world was just not meant for you. It had taken you days to gather up some courage to finally go outside again. All day long you were snuggled up in your blankets, your focus mainly being to distract yourself by going onto social media.
But today you were determined to lift your spirits and get the 'old you' back. And that is why you were standing right in front of the arcade right now. As a teen you would always run straight to the arcade after school. It did affect your grades, just a bit, but you will never forget all the happy memories you made there with your childhood friends. Megumi was one of them.
He looked like a reserved person, someone who prefers being alone, but back then that was different. Megumi did tend to be a bit of a stubborn kid. Even though he was small and young, he didn't hesitate to beat someone into a pulp.
A slight smile pulled on your lips as all the memories came flooding back. With a bit of effort you managed to push the door open, your eyes going back and forth to look at all the game machines. The sound of people winning loads of tickets and others grunting because of frustration was something you had missed, surprisingly, since you preferred some peace and quiet around you.
Your finger tapped gently onto your chin as you thought long and hard about what game you were going to play. It didn't take you long to come up with one, a favourite of course.
As you were about to make your way to the machine, your eyes landed on a boy far in the distance with spiky, raven hair. You furrowed your brows for a moment, focusing your gaze on the boy to see if it actually was him.
You knew without a shadow of doubt..
Megumi Fushiguro.
Your heart pounded like a crazy animal once you realised. As much as you wanted to go play your game, you didn't want to pass on an opportunity to catch up with Fushiguro. He was your childhood friend and the two of you were still very close, despite not being able to see and talk to each other as much.
You sheepishly smiled as you asked politely to a few people here and there if they could make some room for you to pass. And, before stepping up to Megumi, you took a deep breath and tapped his shoulder gently.
The boy turned his head, his expression being as vague as ever. You couldn't make out whether or not he was happy to see you.
''Oh, Y/N. I didn't expect seeing you here again. Did you know I was here?'' Megumi questioned, pausing his game to give all his attention to you, ''N-No! I just came here to... clear my head and cheer myself up. But it's nothing you should worry about!'' You exclaimed, trying to not make yourself to suspicious.
''Hm, have you been busy lately?'' Megumi asked as a soft hue starting forming on his cheeks. You knew he was not the best with other people's emotions, so you didn't bother him with it any further.
''A bit, work has been chaotic lately because of a shortage on employees.'' You sighed, rubbing your neck as you could still feel the strain of working overtime so many days.
''...What about you?''
''Nothing different.''
You simply nodded, feeling a bit of tension rise whenever there fell a silence. Megumi just stood there for a moment, you could sense he was a bit nervous. Could it be because you haven't seen him in a while? Or is he just very tense in crowded places?
As much as you'd like to know, there was no way Fushiguro would open up about his feelings to anyone.
''Hey.. let's go play some games together if you want?'' You mumbled softly, nervously waiting for an answer. Megumi nodded and gestured you to follow you to another arcade game. You held your breath as you followed the raven-haired boy, his pace was pretty quick. It was as if he was excited to play with someone else since, as far as you knew, Megumi never went here with anyone else.
He turned around, a soft smile plastered on his face. ''Want to play this game? It seems like a fun game to play together.'' Megumi suggested, holding one of the hammers, belonging to the Whack a Mole game. You took it from his hands, your fingers brushing on his hand, your cheeks heating up. You were easily flustered.
You played a few rounds with him, both of you getting pretty competitive as the time flew by. A few chuckles could be heard from Megumi who seemed to be completely comsumed by playing the game. You hit the last mole and the scores lit up in red on the screen in front of you. You balled your hands into a fist and celebrated your victory. Megumi patted your back and smiled, ''You were pretty good. I think we should do this again sometime.'' He said, the soft hue just barely visible on his cheeks again.
''Definitely! I really enjoyed spending time with you, Megumi."
''So did I..''
You heard the words echo in your head over again and again. You couldn't believe what you just heard. You could feel your legs getting weaker, it felt like they turned into jelly. You had given up the thought of ever getting together with Fushiguro, but right now, even the impossible seemed possible.
''I'm glad. It's pretty late already though.. I don't want to be alone in the dark.'' You cleared your throat, feeling emberassed about the fact that you just admitted to Megumi that you're scared of the dark.
''I'll walk you home. Let's go.'' Megumi said, reaching out his hand, waiting for you to put yours into his. That was exactly what you did, and then, you felt his grip tighten on your hand. You felt safe when you were around him, and especially now that he held your hand so lovingly.
During the entire walk, the two of you talked about memories from when you were younger. You remember Megumi coming to you whenever he was hurt from picking fights again. You were always a caring and kind person. Many people came to you from time to time, but Megumi would come to you regardless of how serious his injuries were. He could really be himself around you.
You laughed at a comment Megumi made as you made your way up the steps to the door of your place. His hand slowly slipped out of yours as you rummaged through your pockets to get the keys out of them. When you finally managed to get them out you looked him into the eyes, feeling all warm and fuzzy inside.
''Megumi.. I really enjoy myself whenever I'm around you. Lately I've been trying to find the right words to say this.. But, I love you. I always did. I can't think straight whenever we're together. I couldn't seem to wipe this bright smile off of my face when you held my hand so tenderly.'' You confessed, your breath speeding up when you noticed he fell silent.
Fushiguro looked down at the floor, unable to make eye contact with you right now. You would understand if he wasn't going to say anything, ''You don't have to say anything, but I just wanted to let you know. So, please don't think any differently of me now.''
Before you could even blink you were pulled against Megumi. His arms were wrapped around you, not too tight and not too gentle, but just enough to make it feel like an angel's wings were protecting you from harm.
''You're the only one who has genuinely made me feel happy, Y/N. You showed me what it felt like to be loved and how to love others..''
You felt him relax into your embrace. It must have been such a big relief for him to finally confess to you.
A few tears rolled down your cheeks, the little droplets creating two wet spots on Megumi's sweater. You were a mess. Every day you felt worthless and that the world would be better off without you. Every thought that went through your mind told you to just end it all, but Megumi changed that. He was your reason. Your reason to stay.
''I could tell from the look on your face that you haven't been feeling great lately. I know how hard it is.. Please, if you've thought about. Stay.. Stay for me. Without you I wouldn't have been where I am today.'' He muttered, finally lifting his head from your shoulder to gaze into your eyes, tears still brimming and making its way down your cheeks. Megumi put his thumbs on your cheeks, wiping your tears away as he then put his head against yours.
His face inched closer to yours, he pressed a quick kiss against your lips. An electric shock gushed down your entire body.
''Be mine, Y/N.''
You passionately kissed him as well, lunging your body towards Megumi, just to find yourself in another hug.
The rest of the night you spend together with him. His body was pressed against your back, the touch comforting you and making you feel completely at ease. Your eyes slowly fluttered close as you both fell asleep cuddled close to one another.
oh my g-
who's preparing my funeral?
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Character: Zack Fair, Final Fantasy series
Summary: Your loving boyfriend, Zack, has been away for a few days now. It's become unbearable for not only him, but also for you. Not being able to touch each other had more of an impact than both of you had anticipated.
Tags: 18+ content, modern AU (kind of)
Warnings: Dirty talk, masturbation, M!sub, phone sex
Words: 975 words
One day turned into two, two turned into three and so on. Every single day you had a spark of hope he would finally come back, but he didn't. Just like every other time.
Zack knew it upset you, but both of you understood that there wasn't anything either of you could do about it. Work was important as well. And as much as Zack would love to be with you, he couldn't. People were counting on him.
You zapped through the channels once more as you let out a heavy sigh. There wasn't anything interesting to watch on TV, and you weren't in the mood to go out either. All you could think about was your boyfriend.
You let the top part of your body rest against the headboard of the bed, being careful not to spill the freshly made breakfast on your lap. You made it the same way he would, hoping it would ease the loneliness you've been feeling the past few days.
Just as you were about to check your phone, it chimed softly. At first you expected it to be one of your best friends, but no, you read the name 'Zack <3' in big, bold letters.
You picked up your phone, and quickly unlocked it, not wanting to waste any more time. You immediately thought of the worst. He never really texted when he was out and about, usually he'd call you without asking if you're available first.
Zack <3: Hey, do u have time right now?
You: Sure, anything wrong?
Zack <3: No.. it's just, I need you really bad right now.
Without another warning, your phone's ringtone went off and once again you saw his name on your screen. You sat down upright, moving the phone away from your face to make sure everything was visible.
Zack <3: Like really bad.
You were greeted by his beautiful, flushed face. You could tell from the background that he was sitting in one of the bathroom stalls at his work. "Hey, are you okay? Your face is all red, babe?" You questioned, noticing how he was panting and everything.
"I need you so fucking bad, baby. I can't stand being without you." He replied as he unbuttoned his shirt while his gaze was completely focused on you. You knew exactly what he meant and quickly put aside the breakfast from your lap. You set your phone down on your nightstand and turned your body towards it, slowly lifting up your way too big t-shirt.
You could feel your whole body get more and more excited as you noticed Zack had pointed his camera at his boxers, showing how the fabric hugged around his large cock.
As soon as you had taken off your shirt, you immediately slid off your shorts and threw them on the floor. Your eyes trailed all over his body when he set down his phone, just like you did. His open shirt revealed his well-built body, but you just couldn't keep your gaze away from his lubed up dick.
"I need you to touch yourself.. please." Zack whimpered as he touched the tip of his cock, slowly letting his thumb rub over it. He threw his head back into the wall, already panting and moaning at every pump he made. "Shit.. I wish you were here to touch me. I'd be so good for you." He muttered, picking up the pace when he noticed how you were lost in all the pleasure. All you could think about was having his throbbing cock inside of you.
Zack's moans soon got more and more frequent, just like yours. "I want you so bad.. please.. please baby. I- I can't." He whimpered, trembling after every few thrusts into his hand. He was a mess. A mess just for you, to destroy whenever you pleased. That's exactly what he wants you to do, he wants to be edged until he can't talk properly.
You felt yourself getting closer, feeling a shiver go down your spine when you hit just the right spot. "You're such a good boy for me, Zack." You whispered as your eyes were glued to your boyfriend.
Oh how you wish you were the one touching him like that.
"I'm so close-" Zack panted, his eyes soon looking up at you, they were filled with tears of how good he felt. Just for you.
"Can you come for me, hm? Together with me?" He quickly nodded in response, his mouth wide open with drool dripping down from it.
He started thrusting faster into his hand, lubing it up even more with the precum that had already come out. You felt heat rise to your cheeks as you felt yourself just on the edge to come.
"I'm gonna- ah!" Without being able to finish his sentence, Zack was shaking as he came all over his chest and shirt. It was only a matter of seconds before you came as well. Both of you were completely out of breath, a short silence as you came down from your high.
You chuckled softly as you looked over at your phone, seeing how Zack had completely destroyed himself in the process. "You were a great help, babe, but I think I should hurry back. They'll worry if I'm gone any longer." He laughed. Your heart simply warmed up at the sight of his bright smile. "That's okay. I love you. I hope you'll still be able to walk out of there." You teased, his face flushing a bright red as he picked up his phone. He shrugged it off with another laugh.
"I love you too, by the way." Zack quickly blew an air kiss towards his camera as a goodbye.
That was the last thing you heard before he hung up and you were left still aching for more.
I'd die for him honestly hhhh-
hehee,,, him,, he
if you're an anime fan and you haven't watched this yet, who even are you?
Requested by anon!
MINORS DNI !!
Words: 461 words
A/N: Imagine Angeal putting a chastity device on Zack.. Here's some of my headcanons on this topic!
Angeal simply cares about Zack, nothing else, nothing more. He isn't interested in the boy at all, but using a chastity device is a way of gaining control over him.
It is a way of teaching the poor puppy some discipline. Angeal knew how Zack could be sometimes, so this was the perfect way to teach him a lesson or two.
All Zack has to do was show Angeal how well he can behave and listen. If he does well, it goes off. If not, it stays on until he does.
Zack has a hard time with it, though. He tries his best, really, but sometimes he completely forgets about what they had agreed on and fails to behave, which meant it stayed on for at least another day.
The first day was always the hardest. Zack would always struggle the most, thinking he'd have to keep it on for an eternity.
And even though he didn't admit it, Angeal found it entertaining to see Zack struggle so much.
When Zack does behave, it goes off and Angeal gives him a treat for doing so.
Angeal spoils Zack in all the right ways. He chokes him, gags him and ties him to the bed, giving Zack orgasm after orgasm until he's seeing stars.
Angeal isn't going to stop until he's satisfied, and he knows Zack will fully cooperate.
At the end, Zack will be left in a complete mess, barely being able to form any words. And even though he didn't always show it, Angeal knew Zack loved every single second of it.
It was sometimes even pathetic, that a 1st class SOLDIER like Zack, was enjoying getting controlled by his own mentor.
Sometimes Zack even misbehaved on purpose, just for the thrill of it. Angeal knew exactly what he was doing and wasn't pleased with it at all.
Other days, Zack would go above and beyond Angeal's expectations, just because he needed to get off so badly.
Zack would be trembling under Angeal's touch, moving his hips in sync with Angeal's movements.
He would be a moaning mess, his cheeks burning up as his hands had a tight grip on the bed.
Soft whimpers would leave his pretty mouth, throwing his head back into the pillow. All Zack could do was squirm as he was tied up with both hands and feet.
Zack would continuously beg for more, but Angeal wasn't going to give into that. It was purely for discipline, and that only.
When Angeal was satisfied, he unties Zack and leaves him there on the bed, looking completely ravished.
And when Angeal thought it was time again, he'd put the device on Zack again. The boy would sigh, but if it was what Angeal wanted, he'd let him.
Character: Captain John Price, Call of Duty
Warnings: Some smut / adult content
Reader: Fem / AFAB
Words: 625
I'm currently in a COD brainrot since I started playing Modern Warfare and I just wanted to share my undying love for a man who could easily be my father, considering his age :P
It isn't too long, but I hope you'll like it nonetheless!
Enjoy!
His favourite petnames for you are darling, love, sweetheart, doll and dove (i do not make the rules)
Price wakes up early in the morning so he makes the both of you coffee for when you wake up
Every weekend he makes you breakfast on bed, just because he can and thinks he has to spoil you every now and then to make sure you still feel loved and cared for.
He buys you a bouquet of flowers whether it's for an anniversary, feeling down or even when he wants to let you know you look gorgeous. He finds a reason every time to buy you flowers.
This man can COOK and he loves to do it for you. When he's cooking he'll always let you have the first taste to make sure it's to your liking.
Forehead kisses are his specialty and he knows you love it.
He loves burying his face in the crook of your neck, taking in the smell of your perfume as he tells you how you smell like a field of flowers
Texts and calls you for every little thing to let you know what he's doing, where he is and when he'll be home (he just wants you to know there's no one else who he could love the way he loves you)
ALWAYS brings you a little gift whenever he returns home from a mission
Whenever he's driving he will put his hand on your thigh, squeezing it every now and then just to feel you squirm under his touch, knowing you can't get enough of it either
Price can also not get enough of some simple cuddles on the couch as the two of you watch your favourite tv show, chuckles softly when you fall asleep while watching (happens like every time lol)
Price loves mating press and prone bone, mostly because he can be as close as possible to you in these positions
"You're taking me so well, love." and "use your words."
Will literally get a boner if you call him sir
His mouth techniques are GODLY
knows just how to drive you crazy by constantly edging and saying things like "show me how good you can be for me'' and ''I'll let you cum all over my face."
Grabs a handful of your hair when you're sucking his dick, he just needs to push you down even further and further
He'll call you over just to fuck you senseless on his desk
Can't forget the breeding. Price loves to fill you up until you can´t take any more. The sight of his cum leaking out of your pussy is a sight he wants to see every time.
He loves it when you're all touchy during sex, and if you're not he will put your hands on his chest
Makes you cock warm him because if he could he'd literally want to be inside of you 24/7
Even though he's quite rough usually, from time to time he'll also enjoy just having slow, passionate sex as he whispers sweet nothings into your ear
Price will suprise you with a new lingerie set once in a while. He'll make you do a little show for him, just so he can see how the fabric hugs your breasts, hips and every other part of you
Aftercare is his forte, after pounding you into the bed he will tell you how proud he is, cigarette in one hand while using the other to stroke your hair. he will stay with you for however long you need it
He never forgets to take a warm bath with you, no matter how intense it was, he always wants to make sure you're all clean and feeling well
dabi: hey creep are you like… seeing anyone
shigaraki: [heart pounding] no why
dabi: idk i just think it’d really help if you saw a therapist or smth
Word count: 1215
Summary: You’re at a party with your best friend, Jimin. Once there, you see your ex-boyfriend, Taehyung. That was the last thing you wanted to happen.
A/N: This was a bit delayed due to school and other personal reasons. But here it finally is! I hope you enjoy it :)
You're at a party with your best friend, Jimin. The two of you had become closer ever since you and Taehyung broke up 4 months ago. He was there for you when you couldn't take care of yourself anymore.
Jimin and you were sitting on the couch, next to each other with 3 other friends of his. You didn't know them that well, but they seemed nice.
And unfortunately your ex-boyfriend, Taehyung, was invited too. It didn't bother you that much, but the idea of him being there wasn't very pleasing.
After some time, a little nudge against your arm interrupted your thoughts. You shaked your head and turned your head to look at Jimin.
"You spaced out again, y/n. Are you thinking about that asshole again?" He asked, looking genuinely concerned at you. You hated seeing him like this.
"Kinda. It just frustrates me a bit that Taehyung is here as well." You replied, rubbing the side of your arm nervously. You heard him sigh softly, putting an arm around you. ''Just ignore him and think about me and all the other fun things you'll be doing tonight.'' Jimin smiled, patting your shoulder gently.
A lot of hours and drinks later, you noticed how your ex-boyfriend, Taehyung, was looking at you. He was practically swallowing you up with his eyes. They went from your eyes and beautiful smile, all the way down to your legs. You felt your cheeks heat up at the eye contact.
Looking down, you could feel Jimin lean down, looking at your bright red face. ''You really had way too many drinks. I think it's for the better if we go home now. It is pretty late after all as well.'' He mumbled, pulling you on your arm.
Before you could even get up, your phone buzzed, feeling it vibrate against hand. You turned your phone on to be greeted by a message from Taehyung. As you pulled your arm away from the boy next to you, you read the messages he had sent you.
You turn your phone off and get up, stuffing the mobile device in your pocket. You link arms with Jimin as he drags you to the exit of the building.
You stumble a bit from side to side, leaning all of your weight on your friend, but before you could leave, a firm hand could be felt on your shoulder, being pulled backwards towards the person. You turn around to be faced by your ex-boyfriend, which you had kind of expected.
‘‘Can I just please talk to you for one second? I need to get this off of my chest.’‘ He states, his eyes getting a bit teary as he finished his explanation. You told Jimin that he could wait outside for you in the car as you went somewhere private with Taehyung. You really couldn’t figure out what to expect, but he did seem honest in his words.
The two of you entered the room, Taehyung sitting down on the small couch placed in the corner of the room, the lights dimmed, and a scent of drugs and alcohol reeking around.
“So, I know you must be mad at me, but please listen to me for now.’‘ He started, hands placed on his lap nervously as he looks down at them. You did look at him, a bit concerned about whatever was coming. You had never seen him like this ever since you broke up.
"I know it didn't sound very convincing when I said I was sorry, but I really am. I miss you every single day. I think about you all the time, wherever I go. I just can't imagine a life without you, y/n. So, will you take me back?" He asked, looking at you from the corner of his eyes. All you could do is sit there with your mouth wide open, flabbergasted by his sudden request.
"Then why did you cheat on me?"
Silence.
He sighed.
"She forced me into it. I honestly didn't want it. In return she would give me money."
"That's the worst excuse I’ve heard, Taehyung. I’ve had enough of your bullshit!"
"My mother is sick, okay! She needs treatment, but she doesn't have the money for it. My dad isn't with us, they divorced. So I had to take this chance. My mom wouldn't be alive today if I didn't take her offer. The girl would give me money if I did whatever she asked of me." He explained, placing his hands on mine, tears sliding down his cheeks with every word he muttered out.
‘‘I-I didn’t know that... I’m sorry.’‘ You wipe the tears from his cheek, then pulling him into a hug. You didn’t know if this was the right thing to do, but you knew Taehyung wasn’t lying about his situation. You knew his mother had been sick before. It wasn’t that much of a surprise anymore, but you didn’t know she was in such a bad shape.
A few minutes had passed and it seemed like the other had calmed down a bit by now. You talked to him a bit more about it.
That was until he took your hands in his own, looking you straight in the eyes. ‘’Y/n, I still love you. I want you to know that. I do want to know what you want right now. If you want to keep things like they were or maybe get back together?’’ He asked. You noticed the way he looked so hopefull at you. You just couldn’t get yourself to turn him down again. ‘’I’m not sure, but now I know the truth, I might just take you back.’’ You said, before asking him for one favour, ‘’I want you to promise me you’ll never do this again. Promise you will always stay by my side and put all your effort in this relationship, because I really do want this to work out.’’
He nodded vigorously, the brightest smile you’ve ever seen appearing on his face. You were happy, smiling just like he did. Taehyung’s expression then softened as he leaned in, you doing the same. You could feel your stomach tingle at the touch of his lips against yours. Your hand went to his cheek as his hand slid down to your waist.
You end the kiss with Taehyung. A soft smile plastered on his lips. He then suddenly goes in for a hug again, holding you tight against his chest. Your cheeks heat up, them now being bright red. Hearing his heartbeat made you give into him, cuddling up against Taehyung.
‘‘I’m glad you’re back in my arms again...’‘
‘‘So am I.’‘
You smile.
You would’ve never thought the two of you would end up together again.
And as for Jimin, he was too confused to understand it all. You explained everything that happened back in that room. From him explaining everything to the two of you hugging and kissing each other again. All he could do was listen with his eyes widened and his mouth wide open. He couldn’t believe it either, but you knew it was better this way.
You were happy being with the love of your life again.
everyone knows my name
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