I Have Been Forced To Follow You

*accidentally realizes i’ve been overusing a random phrase a lot* where did this come from. who did this to me

hihi, i saw prev anon sharing fics, may i as well? （*＾-＾*）i mostly bookmarks fics with pretty prose so most of these are just beautiful words that make you Feel

itafushi first love, late spring (please drop everything and read this now it is my heart. my soul) here and where you are (amnesia au. it's dripping tears) the bull and the china shop (very cute!! pining omg) if i could swallow the sun (very beautiful prose) in the eaves of a home we will never own (this made me cry with no dialogue and less than 2k words) there will be time (fuck t. s. eliot, the essay) (Lots Of Pining)

satosugu aperture (very underrated) His One and Only (what if geto gets his body back?) maneater (10k of heart tugging prose) DERIVATIVES (breathtaking second person prose) i bet you kiss your knuckles right before they touch my cheek (pure PAIN)

gen/multiple moth light (gen sss trio) something tangible (itfs, stsg, nbmk and others, jjk uni coffee shop au!! ongoing and very fun to read) were love a blessing for us (gen, itadori and nanami's relationship he's his dad aghhh) subliminal (getou pov where he's aware that his body isn't his)

Thank you! Another recs for anyone who need this!

i am a lover. but underneath that i'm a hater. and then underneath that i'm a lover again

I have to give props to Chuuya. The fact that this man has canonically lost three whole friend groups (The Sheep through betrayal, the Flags to Verlaine, and those killed by Shibusawa during the Dragon Head Conflict) throughout a 3-year period, then loses his partner (Dazai) and has no idea where he is or if he's alive for 3-4 years...

You have to admire his mental fortitude, because he's relatively well adjusted for how much shit he's been through. (Not even counting his status as a government experiment and his existential crisis on whether he's human or not.)

when I want to write and desperately need to write and am aching to write because my body feels all wrong if I don't write and I still end up not touching my fucking Google Docs

i hate loving characters bc im so bad at talking about them so i just scream for 12 hours straight having said nothing of substance.

Bungou Stray Dogs - "The Day I Picked Up Dazai" Light Novel

To be released December 28, 2023.

I wanna write. I really don't know why it's hard for me to write these days, it's just that I read so many great works and I tend to subconsciously compare myself then I start thinking 'this isn't good enough' and I get demotivated like a fragile little bitch

Problem is, if I don't write, there's no way it's gonna get any better. I'm better off writing shit then writing nothing at all. Writing the most amateurish poor sentence ever will get me closer to being good at writing than not doing anything ever will, so why am I so afraid to try?

I need to learn to be okay with writing 'bad' writing. I need to be okay with not being automatically great at something, because that's not how masterful writers are made.

Skilled writers, good writers come to be that way because they continue without stopping. They write, scratch, write, write some more and scratch some more and give up and do it over and over again.

They're good not because they haven't written anything bad. They're good because writing something bad did not stop them.

Not because they haven't fail. But because they pushed through despite failure.

五夏 2023