If This Ain't Me

This is how that scene went right

MY BEST FRIEND IS A VAMPIRE!!! I LOVE this movie! It's so bad but it's so good! He's so silly in it<33

reblog this and tag it with your favorite work by robert sean leonard BUT he has to be alive at the end of the work

I'm literally an annoying trans man. All girlfailers are welcome.

Right, considering the current state of corporate politics on this site, and that it seems that only those affected seem to be actively speaking on the matter, it is up to I, the only fucking cishet on tumblr, to drag this out to a wider audience.

REBLOG IF YOUR ACCOUNT IS A TRANSFEM SAFE SPACE.

We need to show these higher ups how much we truly value them.

Papa's got a new hyperfixation!!!!! RAAAAHHHH!!!!

(Don't mind how my artstyle won't stay the same)

i see no difference love is love ♥️ (x)(x)(x)

Do you wanna see the bones in my pocket? (Flirting)

i could be your loser boyfriend. do you ever think about that

What if I threw up rn

i cannot stop thinking about this lore drop atm:

so many messy thoughts about this argh.

firstly, there's so much repression in that statement. the way it's stated so factually, no feelings. he's completely dissociated himself from the trauma of it; he is aware that it happened, but it happened to a child who's no longer him.

medicine to fill the hole of family dysfunction -> using work as a fucked-up found family. the visual of bookshelves of medicine cradling him softly to sleep rather than his own mother (thoughts on wire vs cloth mother, and nature vs nurture).

chase going into the study of healing to distract himself from the pain of neglect, and because he never knew how to heal himself.

spending his formative years in a prison of books, of knowledge and facts. until one day he decided to make a home in it.

living in the permanent reminder that his father is never home, as he's locked in his father's cold and empty study. a permanent reminder of his neglect, that he is always alone.

"[life] is a series of rooms, and who we get stuck with in those rooms with adds up to what are lives are" (s3e12 one day, one room).... chase spent his childhood in that study, alone. in adulthood he's always ended up alone - abandoned by his parents, house, cameron - with his work the one constant.

it's like he's still trapped in his father's study to that day. it's like he never got over it.

SCREAMING, CRYING, THROWING UP, PASSING OUT!

TMA 1-5 Spoilers

(To say I was calm and collected while making this would be a lie)

A perfectly fine Jonmartin edit (absolutely nothing sad)

Song: First Light - By Hozier