in hindsight, her avoidance of those most familiar tonight has been intentional, ducking her head to let her hair shield her profile from view, choosing to go left when she'd been headed right. guinevere lovelace is not a coward, but she is aggrieved. she ends up, somehow, at a blackjack table. her betting is restrained to the table minimum, not out of an excess of caution, but of heart and will. she isn't here for money. a story is the reason she gave her editor, investigation is the one she gives herself. neve steps away from the table when she doubles her cash, chips in hand as she searches for fresh air. she finds it in the solitude of a dark spring night, tucked mostly away from the crowd. still, it's not a perfect hiding place, as is proven by mara's appearance. the funeral wasn't the difficult part. neither was the actual death. it's the burial that happens every morning, the feeling that she's trapped behind her own rib cage and unable to slip out. she buried parts of herself when she threw dirt over elidyr's empty casket. she buried parts of herself — albeit smaller — the night eli showed up at her mercy dorm half-drunk and tongue tied about his girlfriend. ex-girlfriend. ( ' she doesn't deserve you ' said without hearing the story, countered by a hiccuping ' i love her ' ) she lost two siblings within the span of weeks, one by blood another by bond. years have passed but the bitterness on her tongue lingers, a stain she can't get out no matter how many times she cleans.
" i — " rarely is she left struggling for words. she bounces between civility and contentiousness, and chooses to don a front of politeness. neve's mouth tightens, though she smiles as she plays off her reaction as surprise. " i'm not. i guess it's the closest i can get to an arcade right now. managed to win fifty bucks. " eli had been fond of vintage games and new releases alike, she still has a game that she'd been meaning to gift him for his birthday tucked away somewhere. " could say the same for you. mercy's still in the business of changing people, then ? how much was the voucher again ? heard it was a grand, but no one's confirming. " how easily she settles into her element — journalism and information extraction. she may have been a great agent had she stayed.
CLOSED ⸻ guinevere , @greatpain
half empty glass of champagne is stained cherry red around the rolled rim, unique as a fingerprint. abandoned, left to condensate atop the flashing neon promise of a slot machine. she is a self-tamed creature, primordial devotion a patchwork of girlhood starvation and the devouring that followed, that has never stopped. she is all mouth. had tried to swallow guinevere whole, the tenderest consumption, after atropos severed the human tether that had so effortlessly knotted them together. fumbled for the fraying edges of that clean cut, following it to the glutted dénouement of abandonment at the other end.
the fourteenth floor balcony. still carrying the remains of that tether, saturated with the burgundy stain of old blood. more appendage than object. " i never took you for a gambler, " mara hesitates in their distant periphery, an uncharacteristic nervous hope flickering like a pilot light. that inherent lure to another, steadying presence of the sibling. near sibling, if it must be said. inimitable, but always begging. the absence is violent all the same, claws and teeth and open wounds. no one escapes siblinghood unscathed. but here, in the irreverent springtime chill, an offering of balm .. " have you won anything ? "
brows furrow in concern as sabine trails off. it's easy enough for them to finish off the sentence half said, and their heart aches for her. being a junior agent isn't easy; it's not been that long since she was one herself, giving reason to her inflexibility around taking breaks and stopping burn out.
the next hit is harder than the rest, surprising yejide and causing her to let go of the bag once she's sure it's steadied. " training like this is not a break. one day off isn't gonna put you behind, sab. " she moves between sabine and the bag, arms crossed over her chest in mock reprimand. all work and no play makes agents dull people — and it's not so hard to find evidence of this. as much as they love their computers, they can only stare at them for so long before the code starts floating off the screen, and their time in interrogation isn't exactly a highlight. " how 'bout we call it a night here, do something fun, then pick this back up in the morning. i'll be here to help 'n everything. scout's honor. you can even choose if we stay in headquarters or venture outside. " dark brown eyes sparkle with mischief, their permanent smile wide in anticipation of a yes.
" relief skims over her features and soaks her insides at the recognizable voice that reaches from the shadows , a soft , almost unnoticeable smile pulling at the corner of her lips — she knows she’s safe here , however , mistrust is so ingrained within she can’t help but wear her apprehension on her sleeve . as strong , nimble hands still the sack , sabine resumes her previous attack position , and for a moment , a nod is the only answer in her fog of concentration . " yeah , i usually … you know , train with someone , but haven’t had the time and started feeling numb lately , so … " she leaves the sentence in the air as if yejide would know exactly what she was going to say ( and maybe , they did ) . but then , after the first few collisions of fists against leather , yejide’s true nature comes out . sabine has to contain a snort because it is always like this . " don’t , " the warning is swift , firm , marked by a new punch that moves the bag enough for the chains holding it up to rattle . she stops to shoot the next words , " this is my break , yeji , don’t you even think about it . ” yet it was her the one already thinking about it , about what yejide could have in mind , since her ideas were often such a fascinating place .
he's choking. hyperbole. regardless, the tie he wears is suffocating, or maybe it's an approaching panic attack. he hasn't had one of those in years, but anything is possible, clearly. ( the video replays behind his eyelids in full 4k resolution, haunted ) he does what he does best. lies. plasters a smile and talks and talks and tries not to be bothered by how unbothered they are supposed to look, tries not to be unnerved by how easily everything rolls off veronica's shoulders. with every passing day, it becomes more clear that she's much better suited for this position than him. unsurprising, but he's shocked anyhow.
maxime is the picture of cordiality, hands clasped in front of him to stop the tremor. " collaboration, " he echoes, grins hollowly. he's grown accustomed to stalemates and concessions in the name of mercy's greater good, accepted that there are some lines that must be crossed and some that can be simply written over. he's exhausted, frustrated, seconds from playing whistleblower. cowardice reins him in.
voice lowers, if only to ensure that anyone listening wouldn't be able to make much out. " and what of the rumor being passed around ? are you planning on staging a cover-up ? releasing a statement ? my intentions are to conduct further research. it will be easier to do so with the department standing together, rather than apart. "
𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌 closed, feat. maxime ( @greatpain ) 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝖿𝗋𝖺𝗆𝖾 + 𝗅𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 evening, event one - governor's ball
elegance envelops the agent as she moves gracefully, natural poise exudes from her. amongst colleagues from various spheres of her career, veronica glides through the governor's ball with an air of prestige. despite the lingering weight of recent events that hung over her mind, she maintains an outward façade of composure, giving no indication of the turmoil beneath the surface. to all outward appearances, mercy was flourishing more than ever.
"it's good to see you being so cooperative," she purrs to her fellow head agent, her tone smooth, diplomatic. "if we can maintain this level of collaboration, we should be able to resolve the... desiccation error," she pauses briefly to clear her throat, masking any hint of uncertainty.
veronica smooths down a stray lock of hair at the nape of her neck, a subtle gesture of self-assurance. "i've reassured the board of the kronos lead. they'll be off our case soon enough."
Ayo Edebiri as Sydney Adamu in The Bear — 2.04 "Honeydew" + 2.05 "Pop"
➥ STATUS : CLOSED @icembrace ➥ FEATURING : AGENTISEULT + AGENTBYTE
silence, mostly. yejide has never been good with quiet. they fidget, picking at crimson polish they spent so long perfecting for the ball. while they had a solid repertoire with most field agents, cipriana's recent return after a full half decade on a classified mission makes agent iseult somewhat new to them. they aren't a nervous person, speaking before thinking more often than not and saying things with full authenticity. so why do they start the conversation with " do you think it's true ? the " — yejide wiggles their fingers in a vague gesture — " the thing that was shown that night ? you've been around here longer than i have... has this happened before ? "
➥ STATUS : CLOSED @or4cles ➥ FEATURING : AGENTMOIRAI + AGENTBYTE
" sitting out here alone ? something the matter ? " a better question would probably be what isn't the matter. their brain is fried, no, disintegrated. they're holding on to what little scraps of sanity they have left, vision going in and out of focus the longer they stay up researching absolutely nothing. some fresh air is warranted, even if the spring night chill has her wrapping her hoodie around herself. " d'you wanna talk ? i can also offer distractions. "
➥ STATUS : CLOSED @putresceres ➥ FEATURING : AGENTHADES + AGENTVITALIS
he has dedicated years to determining if it is at all possible to control the mutation received upon successful solaris administration. every time he thinks he's close, an ability such as prudence's appears. by all means, transmutation should be a gift. ( aren't they all gifts ? then why is he seeing more failures, rejections, side effects, and possibly violent deaths ? ) " how have your attempts at managing it gone so far ? "
➥ STATUS : CLOSED @ghcstales ➥ FEATURING : AGENTEROS + AGENTVITALIS
the day that maxime is entirely comfortable with sudden change is the day he's dead. between the announcement of the new division in conjunction with sentinel weapons and the fiasco that took place afterwards, he's nothing short of scrambled. he knocks on the door, waits a moment until he's certain he has the head's attention, then greets, " agent eros. " god, conversation with anyone is like pulling teeth. it's not about pride or anxiety, but an absence of being able to predict outcomes, especially when it comes to virtual strangers. " we are about to start having unmanageable problems. it is best we have strong collaboration between our divisions, yes ? " he offers them a thick file ( this could have been an email... ) " consider this a welcome gift. "
the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me […] but you know i wouldn’t let it
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