But The Dodent. 🐀

what happened on February 15th 2025

(have y'all seen the orv LA trailer💀?)

teaser WIP for a longer animation coming soon..

Some of the lyrics in Nature_1 by Muse make me think of jung heewon towards kim dokja tbh

the line that rlly got me at first was “because youre the world” and then i looked at the rest and was like hold on—

😭😭😭

Ever think about how much Kdj must’ve played mola mola survive for him to immediately associate “dying easily” with sunfish. I just like imagining him getting mad at how easily his fish keep dying in it lmaoo

i had a fever dream about hrt gummies

[tip me im broke lol]

my silly silly stupid comic made based on a comment my friend made about a kim kitsuragi locket

and bonus :

kim dokja is everything. he's just some guy. he's the kindest person in the world. he's Jesus Christ. he's also Sun Wukong somehow. he's the personification of love as a force that powers reality. he died for our sins. he's a demon. he's an angel. he's suicidal. he's the more important being in the universe. he could be anyone. he's an inconceivable existence that expands along countless of world lines. he's a nerd. he's a concept. he's just some strings of text badly tied together. he's also the prince of the greek underworld. he was bullied in high school. he's an analogy for all the suffering in the world and also everything that is human and worth saving (but there's nothing in this reality that is not worth saving and everything deserves to be loved). he's a god. he's the sacrificial lamb. he's a yaoi man. he's an eldricth horror. he's ugly. he's your friend and also he's you. he's a very complicated anti-suicide metaphor. he's adorable. he's repressed and depressed. he has ptsd. he's the father of various human and non human entities and also the son of various human and non human entities. he's an office worker. he's simultaneously loved and hated by all the universe. he's a gary stu. he's bisexual. he's a murderer and also the most tragic victim of the irrepressible machine of universal suffering. he's a lover. he's a fox boy. he likes isekai novels.

Low-key thinking about how a Squid Games joongdok could be an interesting story. Kim Dokja joins the games because, like everyone else, he's in desperate need of money. He's hounded by loan sharks, has no family he can turn to, and is in wretched straits. But when he realizes that this is a death game, he doesn't have much expectation to win. He didn't have friends growing up. He barely played these childhood games and only knew them through passive observation. They weren't difficult, at least, but he doesn't expect to make it far at all.

However, he's smart. And after meeting another man Yoo Joonghyuk, his plans change a bit. Yoo Joonghyuk helps him to cross the finish line in one of the games despite the risk to himself. And after that, Kim Dokja learns a bit about him and how Yoo Joonghyuk is single-handedly taking care of his little sister and needs this money to escape from the basically-slavery job he currently has that's keeping him financially trapped in shady business. But he doesn't like the thought of everyone around him dying to get him that money and fully plans to vote to end the games (even if it doesn't work out).

Kim Dokja decides that he's going to survive and help Yoo Joonghyuk out. He might not be able to save himself (nor does he really want to), but maybe his death can be a noble thing for a guy like Yoo Joonghyuk. So, without telling Yoo Joonghyuk, he fully plans to assist this guy to reach the end no matter what. Up to and including his sacrifice.

eat an entire can of sweetened condensed milk. you deserve it.

I FINISHED IT. I FINISHED ORV. it’s been a bit more than two years since I originally found the Webtoon and I think almost exactly two years since I started reading the webnovel (yeah..stuff got in the way shshsjs) I am. Umm. Hard to describe how I feel but I’m not sad it’s over, at least. Bc it doesn’t feel like it’s over. I’ll get to reread it again yknow? And as long as it lives in my head, it’ll never really be over. But oh boy do I have a LOT of thoughts. I think I made like 5 new notes in quick succession in my fiction folder today just thinking about orv. I might put some thoughts here later? (I am kind of afraid of everyone disagreeing with like anything and everything I say tho which is why I don’t post my thoughts here a lot 😭) I guess I have a few things I can say lol. Yes the epilogue converted me from a diehard joongdok shipper and casual doksoo shipper to a full on yoohankim-and-that’s-the-only-option shipper 💀 also I’m sad. There’s so much sadness in this story. Idk what else to say even though I have so much to talk about djdbsj but Ig I just wanted to say that I finished orv finally 🎉 OH ALSO orv is officially my favorite book and Kdj is officially my favorite character ever. Yeah.