This Keeps Me Up At Night

i feel like it must be the height of luxury and decadence to be a kid sitting in one of those little trailers attached to your parent’s bike, being driven around like some kind of pompous miniature capitalist, relaxing with perhaps a small snack while your personal chauffeur takes you wherever you wish

been doin some chibis

REMEMBER THE MARINE OFFICIAL ART? WELL, I DREW A FANART

Originally, it was a present to a friend, but i think i can post it now.

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What do you think of the relationship between dazai and atsushi? Atsushi is such a cute cinnamon roll and dazai is,um well,dazai lol. I really love their dynamic n i totally understand why u ship them :3

My moment has arrived and I am going to unleash myself on this poor anon. 

Do you have plenty of your favourite beverage? Snacks? Okay sit down and please allow me to word vomit at you now. I’ve collected screencaps for the purpose of answering this glorious ask so that it’s not just a wall of text. 

I love their relationship to bits oh my god. To start off please join me in looking at this precious cinnamon roll: 

Atsushi p l e a s e Dazai does not deserve that gaze. Dazai you’re enjoying it too much. 

Okay but on a serious note this starts off my analysis of their relationship because there’s a reason why Atsushi’s gaze is so admiring (I’d say adoring, but that’s also my shipper part talking). To start from the beginning: 

1. Dazai gives Atsushi the means to live on. 

Much later in the manga, Dazai says he had planned on a new double black since the first time he met Atsushi, and I think that’s possible considering how his mind works in terrifying ways. But I don’t think that’s the sole reason. 

Before Dazai makes his suggestion, he remembers what Atsushi said about himself, how much the boy demeaned himself. And in manga, every panel, every expression, every single thing counts. That moment of Dazai closing his eyes as he thinks of Atsushi’s words shows he wants Atsushi in the Agency for more than just practical purposes - he is showing compassion to a boy who cannot find his own self-worth. 

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ineffable husbands + text posts

soft emoji asks

💗  - if you could choose, which time period would you live in? why?

🌿  - what place do you wish you where right now? why?

💫  - what’s the feeling of one emotion that you’ve never been able to label?

🌷  - what are some physical traits you are attracted to?

💐  - what are some personality traits you are attracted to?

📺  - describe a picture you’ve had in your head and wanted to take. 

👼🏼  - what is your ideal friend like?

🌙  - are you more nostalgic or foward-looking? or are you neither?

☁️  - what colour does one of your idols remind you of?

💞  - what does love feel like to you?

🍃  - what’s one thing that you regret never saying?

🐰  - what’s one of your favourite childhood memories?

✨  - what normally happens in your dreams?

☕️  - who makes you feel warm and cozy?

🌟  - who’s a character that you relate a lot to? why?

omg

The common Dahlia symbolizes

Staying graceful under pressure, especially in challenging situations

Drawing upon inner strength to succeed

Traveling and making a major life change in a positive way

Standing out from the crowd and following your own unique path

Staying kind despite being tested by certain life events

Finding a balance between adventure and relaxation

Commitment to another person or a certain ideal

Warning someone about a potential betrayal. You little precious bun of course i love it please stay alive and happy