Just Thought I'd Dump Some Stuff Here.

Maybe I shouldn’t try and draw perspective when I’m sleep deprived.

A Checklist Of Possible Reasons I Am Upset, To Review When I Can't Seem To Figure It Out:

did not eat

new hyperfixation and no time for it

have not done a creative in 24 hrs

Bad Sounds

clothes are touching my body

cold

people

one (1) comment is stuck in my brain like a popcorn kernel

last time I drank water was ??????

nervous nervous nervous nervous

got a Slightly Worse grade than expected

last hug was ??????

slept a full 45 minutes

lonely ............

guts are shredding (again)

have not seen sunlight in 24 hrs

stuck inside

too much screen time

Yay Overwhelm

room is disaster area

have not talked to Person in a while

bored

imposter phenomenon (again)

no current routine

how long have I been working???

Too Much Socialization

and then. and THEN. I may consider:

something is actually wrong

Mushroom Ceramics // Woodland Muse Co

i took a stab at drawing fanart for a Hazbin Hotel persona I made whilst playing in c.ai.

i’m uncreative when it comes to names so just used Grym for MC (middle) and the twin cubs are called Aspen (green, boy) and Lilac (purple, girl).

There is a storyline i’ve got for ‘em but I’m too tired to write it right now. Maybe later.

Fuck yeahh!

ok but LANCELOT THOUGH

NO i’m not talking about abusive Lotor manipulating lance and doing shitty things for the sake of Edgy Fanfiction TM or Lotor being that one asshole ex boyfriend in fics

I’m talking Lotor who sees lance the same way humans see puppies. Lotor the badass villain who goes weak in the knees when this adorable small scrubby awkward human with poofy hair does something dorky in front of him like trying to show off because “i want to protect it” 

Lotor who originally kidnaps lance the first time around because he just wanted an excuse to carry the boy around and pet his hair and it just worked out in his favor that he could use lance as collateral. Lotor who notices Lance getting stressed out and kidnapping him ‘for collateral’ but mostly just to give him a chance to have a nice bath and cuddle and sleep and eat some food. Lance who just gets used to it after a while and learns to just chill until the others come and get him. Lance sighing deeply before braiding lotor’s hair or painting his nails or doing a facial with him in the mean time because ‘i mean what else am I gonna do.’ Lotor being just as high maintenance as Lance about his appearance and  sometimes being a bit of a drama queen (kind of like Howl from Howl’s moving castle) and Lance figuring out how to get him to calm down. Lotor thinks he’s babysitting lance when really it’s the other way around in a lot of ways. 

basically 

Cats are so weird.

I hate that no one talks about just how distressing memory loss from adhd actually is. I always see memes that are like “haha I forgot my phone, I don’t remember where my laptop is, etc”, but no one seems to talk about how it can really fuck you up long term to just, not remember things that are completely mundane to non-adhd’ers. The memory loss is, however, so frustrating to us. I cannot physically count how many meltdowns I have had over the sheer mental frustration and torture of not being able to remember seemingly simple things

dang all these sad animatics just makes me wanna make some more happy ones to counteract all the angst 💀