So Embarrassing To Get Obsessed With Your Own Oc But It Doesn't Fuel You Creatively Or Motivate You At

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A trope that gets to me: 'guard dog' character and their partner who are both fully aware of it and honestly don't care/kind of like it. Someone says "call your guard dog off" and their partner does call them off. That person, their 'guard dog', is someone who is unreservedly, irrefutably loyal to them. Someone undoubtedly dangerous who is willing to kill, to maim, to obey, simply because of their love for one another. There's no manipulation involved— it is loyalty, brutal, dogged loyalty. And it goes both ways.

I just saw a DNI for "evil intentions". nobody puts up a warding talisman anymore just a fucking DNI

Oh god I just realized how badly I need to update my pages

I'm going to take a little break from the dash. I got some bad news on Friday that's led to a low mood that's been threatening to bleed into things a little more than I'd like in spite of my best attempts. I'll be back when I'm feeling a little more steady.

there is so much intimacy in creating something together

once you realize you can make playlists for your ocs and stories there’s no going back. music will never be the same. you can’t listen to those songs the same way again. once again ocs literally ruin your entire life

Not soulmates but it always had to be them and they weren't destined to be together but they were doomed to be but also it took everything for them to get here and also it was never supposed to happen but also it always was and had to happen this way. Hope this helps

R, C, M

Decided to make things fun and roll a die for each of these and pick one of my other main muses that I haven't written on tumblr to answer for as well!

R - Rebel - Do they follow rules, bend or break them? Do they find rebelliousness in others attractive?

Ava - I think this one is fairly obvious lmao. Ava doesn't give a shit about rules until the consequences are so dire that they literally can't ignore them. Rules that are enforced by Creeper or Reboot are the only rules that they care to observe. Otherwise they are pretty happy to do whatever they want forever. Unsurprisingly, this is also a trait they find attractive in other people.

Dot - It's a bit complicated. Deep down, Dot's biggest obstacle to breaking rules is not so much because of a personal adherence to them as it is due to anxiety about the consequences of breaking them - be they social or otherwise. In practice, she is quite willing to break rules herself, she just tends to be a bit quiet about it. She doesn't so much look for rebelliousness in others as she does people who are nonjudgmental or open-minded.

Dain - Dain prefers to do things in a by-the-book manner, largely because routines and familiarity are comforting to her. She isn't a stickler when it comes to the people around her, though, and she is willing to ignore rules that she believes are unjust or will cause harm. She's easily drawn to certain kinds of rebelliousness, maybe because she feels she lacks the courage to stand out in certain ways and admires it when she recognizes it in others.

C - Caregiver - How do they give/receive care best? Do they care for everyone or just a small number of people? How do they react to someone in need?

Ava - The number of people Ava extends that sort of care towards is small enough to be counted on one hand. Personally, Ava is huge on physical touch as comfort -- both when given and receiving. They also love cooking and they're not above just dumping an entire meal on someone. A stranger in need is likely to be completely ignored, unless a whim strikes them otherwise. Ava isn't one who feels any sort of an obligation towards people they don't know.

Dot - Dot tends to feel awkward and uncertain about how to take care of other people, feeling that she isn't very good at taking care of herself as it stands, though that doesn't mean she won't try. It does mean she mostly limits the people who receive her care to close friends and her partner, though. She'll bake sweets for anyone fond of them, and offers words of kindness and affirmation when she's able to. If she finds herself in a position to help someone out of her circle of friends, she may do so if she feels the means, but she typically won't go out of her way for it. She isn't really one to play hero.

Dugar - It's somewhat AU dependent, but in what I'm going to call his main verse for now, caregiving is what he does best! He's a traveling doctor, and takes his vocation very seriously, spending many a waking hour learning about the newest techniques and advances in medicine that are available to him. He's worked hard to overcome his natural shyness and become someone who could be said to have a good bedside manner. Regardless of setting, he's very much a bleeding heart, and won't hesitate to offer help to anyone he deems in genuine need of it. This, of course, has the potential downside of leading to him overextending himself. He's a people person through and through, and will prioritize others over himself without hesitation.

M - Miracle Worker - Who or what do they consider to be a miracle? Do they believe in magic?

Ava - No points for guessing what counts as a miracle for Ava. They have been privy to Creeper's demonstrations of what the viral entity is capable of, the ways he has broken into the physical world are probably the biggest things they would count as 'miracles'. They know no shortage of gods or godlike beings, but due to their bias as a digital being and infected they tend to find others' powers less impressive -- those other deities didn't break into an entire world not compatible to them on a deep level, after all. Naturally, they aware of the existence of magic in either realm, so it would be a bit silly for them to not believe in it.

Dot - Dot isn't really one for ascribing things to miracles. Things may happen by strange coincidence, or be highly unlikely, but she still believes that there always, deep down, a scientific explanation for anything. She's a being of magic and uses it herself, so she's intimately familiar with it.

Jakkai - If Jakkai has any sort of a belief in miracles, it would be of the sort that miracles can only happen when people put in effort to make them happen. She'd never be one to sit around waiting for something to happen. If she cares enough to want something to change, she's going to do something about it. Her views on magic will naturally be dependent on setting, but she's not particularly superstitious by nature and is unlikely to view magic as a potential explanation for anything in a realistic setting. In fantasy settings, she doesn't have a strong affinity for magic, with the sole exception of the kind that can be used to enhance her body's capabilities (think D&D monk), but she views it as an enhancement that works alongside training and discipline, not a replacement.

battle couples has gotta be one of my favorite tropes though. The “you got me?” “Yeah, I got you.” The kiss for good luck. Fighting alongside each other for so long they know every strength and weakness. The dichotomy of being fucking terrifying to their enemies, but so soft with each other. When one is in danger and the other goes feral, protects them at any cost. When everything is over and done, it’s all “let me see where you’re hurt,” and washing off the dirt and blood.