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9 months ago
SOMEPLACE LIKE MONTANA

Now when I go to the grocery store,
I’m amazed at the wide aisles of bright food and food-stuffs, and it’s nothing like the bodega I shopped in for years,
in Brooklyn, between the bars we liked. Once, when I was going for groceries,
I ran into T, and we decided we needed to drink rather than shop, and we did.
There were a lot of beers on tap,
and the taps were all different like toys
in a dentist’s toy chest, so I said,
I’ll have what she’s having,
and maybe it was snowing out,
and it seemed to be at a time when
every shirt I bought at the secondhand store would turn out to be see-through,
but I wouldn’t know it until I was out.
So, a lot of conversations would start,
Is this shirt see-through? And it was.
We talked for a long time, grocery bags
empty on the chair, and we both talked about moving to someplace like Montana
and how sometimes it would be nice
to see more sky than just this little square between the bridges and buildings,
but then we’d miss Brooklyn, and each other, and we ordered another beer.
T was writing a play, also some articles,
and we both just needed some money,
and maybe to make out with someone
who wasn’t an asshole. But also, we wanted
to make great art. T was really good at naming things so we decided she should be a Titleologist and she liked that, so she agreed.
What would we do if we lived in someplace like Montana?
We’d go for walks, and look at trees, and write and look at the sky.
Yes, and we’d cook and go to those huge grocery stores that have toy cars attached to the carts so kids
can pretend to be driving.
Yes, and we’d probably have kids, too.
All of this seemed really far off and not like us at all, so we ordered another beer and said, Life is long.
Now, I’m walking around the grocery store
in Kentucky and I’ve just looked at trees, and sky,
and I should write something, so I ask T to tell me what to write about, she says, Saturation, and I think of that feeling when you’re really full, or life is full and you can’t think of anything else that could fit in it, but then even more sky comes and more days
and there is so much to remember and swallow.
I ask T what I should call the thing I write about Saturation, because she’s a titleologist, and she says, Someplace Like Montana.

someplace like montana by Ada Limón

10 months ago
Prints In Store
Prints In Store
Prints In Store
Prints In Store

Prints in store

10 months ago
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing
Lil Skk Thing

Lil skk thing

10 months ago
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10 months ago
Bon Apetit Atsushi

bon apetit atsushi

10 months ago
Thee Kiddos
Thee Kiddos
Thee Kiddos
Thee Kiddos

Thee kiddos

10 months ago
Seiichi Hayashi
Seiichi Hayashi
Seiichi Hayashi
Seiichi Hayashi

Seiichi Hayashi

10 months ago

not sure if anyone is interested in this but here is a list of the most joyfully vital poems I know :)

You're the Top by Ellen Bass

Grand Fugue by Peter E. Murphy

Our Beautiful Life When It's Filled with Shrieks by Christopher Citro

Everything Is Waiting For You by David Whyte

Lawrence Ferlinghetti Is Alive! by Emily Sernaker

Instructions for Assembling the Miracle by Peter Cooley

Barton Springs by Tony Hoagland

Footnote to Howl by Allen Ginsberg

Song of the Open Road by Walt Whitman

Tomorrow, No, Tomorrower by Bradley Trumpfheller

At Last the New Arriving by Gabrielle Calvocoressi

To a Self-Proclaimed Manic Depressive Ex-Stripper Poet, After a Reading by Jeannine Hall Gailey

In the Presence of Absence by Richard Widerkehr

Chillary Clinton Said 'We Have to Bring Them to Heal' by Cortney Lamar Charleston

Midsummer by Charles Simic

Today by Frank O'Hara

Naturally by Stephen Dunn

Life is Slightly Different Than You Think It Is by Arthur Vogelsang

Ode to My Husband, Who Brings the Music by Zeina Hashem Beck

The Imaginal Stage by D.A. Powell

Lucky Life by Gerald Stern

Beginner's Lesson by Malcolm Alexander

Presidential Poetry Briefing by Albert Haley

A Poem for Uncertainties by Mark Terrill

On Coming Home by Lisa Summe

G-9 by Tim Dlugos

Five Haiku by Billy Collins

The Fates by David Kirby

Upon Receiving My Inheritance by William Fargason

Variation on a Theme by W. S. Merwin

Easy as Falling Down Stairs by Dean Young

Psalm 150 by Jericho Brown

Pantoum for Sabbouha by Zeina Hashem Beck

ASMR by Corey Van Landingham

A Welcome by Joanna Klink

From Blossoms by Li-Young Lee

At Church, I Tell My Mom She’s Singing Off-Key and She Says, by Michael Frazier


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10 months ago
The prose poem "Cover Story" by Richard Siken
A tweet from Richard Siken, which reads, "DEAD BOYFRIEND POEM (2023) about dead boyfriend poems (2005) in @PitheadChapel"

–Richard Siken, "Cover Story"

An excerpt from "You Are Jeff" by Richard Siken
–Richard Siken, "Cover Story"
An excerpt from "Little Beast" by Richard Siken
An excerpt from "Road Music" by Richard Siken
An excerpt from "Saying Your Names" by Richard Siken
An excerpt from "Wishbone" by Richard Siken
An excerpt from "Planet of Love" by Richard Siken
An excerpt from "Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out" by Richard Siken

Additionally, readers began to ask me if the poems were “true,” by which they meant, “Did they really happen?” which seemed both beside the point and also intrusive. I realized that if they thought poems were biographically accurate, then they could walk away, knowing I was just a sad little man.

The Doubling of Self: An Interview with Richard Siken

10 months ago
Right Person, Wrong Time
Right Person, Wrong Time

right person, wrong time

10 months ago

an old drunk man told me to enjoy my life and have fun because I’m only 24 and I have so many years and so much life ahead of me and then he went “and you know what? in ten years when you’re 34 you’ll still be young and have your whole life ahead of you” and it was really comforting to me

10 months ago
For His Own Good
For His Own Good

for his own good

10 months ago
Summer Solstice

BY STACIE CASSARINO

I wanted to see where beauty comes from
without you in the world, hauling my heart
across sixty acres of northeast meadow,
my pockets filling with flowers.
Then I remembered,
it’s you I miss in the brightness
and body of every living name:
rattlebox, yarrow, wild vetch.
You are the green wonder of June,
root and quasar, the thirst for salt.
When I finally understand that people fail
at love, what is left but cinquefoil, thistle,
the paper wings of the dragonfly
aeroplaning the soul with a sudden blue hilarity?
If I get the story right, desire is continuous,
equatorial. There is still so much
I want to know: what you believe
can never be removed from us,
what you dreamed on Walnut Street
in the unanswerable dark of your childhood,
learning pleasure on your own.
Tell me our story: are we impetuous,
are we kind to each other, do we surrender
to what the mind cannot think past?
Where is the evidence I will learn
to be good at loving?
The black dog orbits the horseshoe pond
for treefrogs in their plangent emergencies.
There are violet hills,
there is the covenant of duskbirds.
The moon comes over the mountain
like a big peach, and I want to tell you
what I couldn’t say the night we rushed
North, how I love the seriousness of your fingers
and the way you go into yourself,
calling my half-name like a secret.
I stand between taproot and treespire.
Here is the compass rose
to help me live through this.
Here are twelve ways of knowing
what blooms even in the blindness
of such longing. Yellow oxeye,
viper’s bugloss with its set of pink arms
pleading do not forget me.
We hunger for eloquence.
We measure the isopleths.
I am visiting my life with reckless plenitude.
The air is fragrant with tiny strawberries.
Fireflies turn on their electric wills:
an effulgence. Let me come back
whole, let me remember how to touch you
before it is too late.

summer solstice by Stacie Cassarino

10 months ago
Fatima Aamer Bilal, From We Were Put On This Earth Desperate, Hungry And Willing.

fatima aamer bilal, from we were put on this earth desperate, hungry and willing.

[text id: you get nervous when someone holds your hand, you wonder if they can feel the rot.]

11 months ago
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's
I Beg You To Love Me, Say That I'm Enough, But You Tell Me— Why Are You Like This? I Think There's

i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

thanks to @acelania for finding the unknowns!

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / Alice in Bed: A Play' by Susan Sontag (link in comment) / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante, Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay' (trans. Ann Goldstein) / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

11 months ago
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium
All Roads Lead Back To Your Middle School Gymnasium

All roads lead back to your middle school gymnasium

Fiona Apple/Shauna Niequist/Episode 7, I Am In Eskew/Tim Walker for Vogue Italia/ @mango-season /The Last Scene in the Movie, Eleanor Hsieh ( @wh0rism )/Saint Bernard, Lincoln/Working for the Knife, Mitski/Virginia Woolf/Ocean Vuong

11 months ago
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)
On Shame And Yearning (pt.2)

on shame and yearning (pt.2)

1 year ago
Incorrect Sab Subtitles Part (?/?)
Incorrect Sab Subtitles Part (?/?)
Incorrect Sab Subtitles Part (?/?)
Incorrect Sab Subtitles Part (?/?)
Incorrect Sab Subtitles Part (?/?)

incorrect sab subtitles part (?/?)

1 year ago
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.
I Can Turn You Into Poetry But I Cannot Make You Love Me.

i can turn you into poetry but i cannot make you love me.

(creds will be added in a hot sec! my bad y'all ;p)

1 year ago

In writing, epithets ("the taller man"/"the blonde"/etc) are inherently dehumanizing, in that they remove a character's name and identity, and instead focus on this other quality.

Which can be an extremely effective device within narration!

They can work very well for characters whose names the narrator doesn't know yet (especially to differentiate between two or more). How specific the epithet is can signal to the reader how important the character is going to be later on, and whether they should dedicate bandwidth to remembering them for later ("the bearded man" is much less likely to show up again than "the man with the angel tattoo")

They can indicate when characters stop being as an individual and instead embody their Role, like a detective choosing to think of their lover simply as The Thief when arresting them, or a royal character being referred to as The Queen when she's acting on behalf of the state

They can reveal the narrator's biases by repeatedly drawing attention to a particular quality that singles them out in the narrator's mind

But these only work if the epithet used is how the narrator primarily identifies that character. Which is why it's so jarring to see a lot of common epithets in intimate moments-- because it conveys that the main character is primarily thinking of their lover/best friend/etc in terms of their height or age or hair color.

1 year ago
1 year ago
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe
1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness Is Harnessed To Flesh: Journals And Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe

1. Susan Sontag—As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980, 2. Phoebe Waller Bridge—Fleabag, 3. Richard Siken—Wishbone, 4. Anonymous, 5. Atonement dir. Joe Wright 6. Hot Priest Monologue—Phoebe Waller Bridge 7. Gillian Flynn—Dark Places 8. Meditation in an Emergency— Cameron Awkward-Rich , 9. Billie Eilish— idontwannabeyouanymore, 10. Stephen Adly Guirgis— The Last Days of Judas Iscariot, 11. Lioness Dewinter—Sìren Loa 12. Bernie Wrightson’s Illustration of Frankenstein’s Monster. 13. Bonnie Winterbottom—How To Get Away With Murder, 14. Sade Andria Zabala—Paper Napkin Stories, 15. Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz — Love Opened a Mortal Wound, 16. Unknown 17. Miley Cyrus — Never Be Me, 18 Kim Addonizio— Wild Nights; New Poems; Pareidolia, 19. Crazy/Beautiful dir. John Stockwell, 20. I.B. Vyache, Conversations Over Sanguinaccio Dolce.

1 year ago
Finding Hope In Humanity And Other People
Finding Hope In Humanity And Other People
Finding Hope In Humanity And Other People
Finding Hope In Humanity And Other People
Finding Hope In Humanity And Other People

finding hope in humanity and other people

1 year ago

fleabag's fourth wall breaks being a metaphor for dissociation, and her doing them every scene EXCEPT when she has sex with the priest where she physically shoves away the camera. it being the first time in the entire show where she's fully present in the moment... poetic cinema.

1 year ago
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.
I Love You Too.

i love you too.

1 year ago
You Are The Grief I Remember You As
You Are The Grief I Remember You As
You Are The Grief I Remember You As
You Are The Grief I Remember You As
You Are The Grief I Remember You As
You Are The Grief I Remember You As

you are the grief i remember you as

fortesa latifi // fleabag // j. estanislao lopez // @promqueendyke // okechukwu nzelu // glennon doyle melton.

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