โ€” ๐†๐„๐๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐ ๐๐Ž๐˜๐’ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐„๐˜ ๐ƒ๐Ž

โ€” ๐†๐„๐๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐ ๐๐Ž๐˜๐’ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐„๐˜ ๐ƒ๐Ž ๐–๐‡๐„๐ ๐’๐Ž๐Œ๐„๐Ž๐๐„ ๐‡๐”๐‘๐“๐’ ๐˜๐Ž๐” โœซ

โ€” ๐†๐„๐๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐ ๐๐Ž๐˜๐’ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐„๐˜ ๐ƒ๐Ž

๐Ÿ๐ญ;; xiao, diluc, ayato, scaramouche

๐ญ๐ฐ/๐œ๐ฐ;; mentions of blood/bleeding/bruises, scaramouche thinks about choking someone, implied violence, this is being written before ayatoโ€™s official release, so inaccuracies may occur. apologies for any grammar errors.

โ€” ๐†๐„๐๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐ ๐๐Ž๐˜๐’ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐„๐˜ ๐ƒ๐Ž

โ€” ๐—๐ˆ๐€๐Ž feels his breath hitch. Your pained expression comes into view, and suddenly, his vision is filled with red red red, because youโ€™re hurt and thereโ€™s blood everywhere and why is his chest aching? Mocking laughter brings his daze to a halt, and Xiao distantly realises that now, his vision is tinged with red for an entirely different reason.

โ€” ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐‹๐”๐‚ starts to choke up. โ€˜Not again,โ€™ a distant part of him cries out, โ€˜Not them too.โ€™ He prays to every God in Teyvat, in the hopes that this is all just a nightmare. But the blood that stains your clothes is all too real, and Diluc can only escape reality for so long. Slowly, he begins to stand, and his knees nearly buckle underneath his weight. His fingers tremble with the need for his claymore, and his eyes burn with a newfound vigour.

โ€” ๐€๐˜๐€๐“๐Ž releases a deceptively calm chuckle. Blue eyes that usually shimmered with amused mirth, now held the frigid glare of an icy storm. Quickly, he shoots a brief glance in your direction, his eyes softening at your bruised and battered form. Ayato leans down to press a tender kiss against your forehead, before gracefully rising to his feet. As he gazed upon the person who was foolish enough to harm you, his lips curl into a slow smirk, one that does not reach his eyes.

โ€” for a brief moment, ๐’๐‚๐€๐‘๐€๐Œ๐Ž๐”๐‚๐‡๐„ is left stunned by the sheer audacity. The amount of insolence is almost laughable, donโ€™t they know who theyโ€™re messing with? His hands shake with barely suppressed rage, itching to reach out and wrap themselves around the foolโ€™s throat. Instead, both hands clutch his sides, and a hollow, mocking laugh leaves his lips. His eyes glint with the promise of vengeance, because what goes around, comes around, and scaramouche is more than happy to deliver.

โ€” ๐†๐„๐๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐ ๐๐Ž๐˜๐’ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐„๐˜ ๐ƒ๐Ž

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3 years ago

bakugou says he doesnโ€™t do pda but wonโ€™t let go of your hand at the Hero gala from the moment you step out of the car and make it onto the red carpet until youโ€™re seated side by side at your table.

in fact, not only does he hold your hand, tightly and intentionally, he brings your hand to his lips intermittently, looking straight at the cameras, as though he wants to make it sufficiently clear that he is taken, smittenย by you. and only you.

and he wonโ€™t take any pictures alone, not by a long shot - in fact, he would growl at each and every one of these reporters if not for the fact that you enjoy talking to them, introducing him, yourself and your coupledom to the world.

bakugou doesnโ€™t like public displays of affection, but him, in public with you, is affection embodied, and all can see his rare smile is not rare when he is besotted with you.


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3 years ago
Pt. 1 | Pls I Had To Continue It

pt. 1 | pls i had to continue it

word count: 2.2k

cw: angst, so much angst. with a happy ending though

Pt. 1 | Pls I Had To Continue It

It seemed impossible to just forget. Forget about the warmth you felt when Kuroo would glance over his shoulder to check on you when you were out in a group and he was walking ahead with some of his friends. Forget about the speeding heart rate when heโ€™d put an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close as he teased you or pointed at some building you used to get dinner at in your sophomore year.

You tried to fill your mind with distractions anyway and forced yourself to stop replying to his messages as soon as you saw them. But it hurt. Pushing him away like that, seeing his profile picture pop up less often in your notifications as he seemed to get the hint, understand that you needed space.

Your chest tightened and ached when he asked you how you were holding up, his picture grinning up at you mischievously, which you had always found so damn cute. You were smiling back at it without realizing and chastising yourself when you did notice.

Kuroo changed his profile picture then, his face no longer there and you felt your stomach drop at that. It stung in particular when a new message popped up in your notifications that read, โ€˜wanna talk to me?โ€™

You knew it had been a matter of time before he wanted answers from you, an explanation for the cold shoulder you were giving him. Thinking your attempt to get over him mightโ€™ve been obvious.

โ€œThere you are.โ€

He looked different, worn out somehow. It was the first thing you noticed when you approached him in the cold evening air, his back resting against his car as he pocketed his phone without another glance at it.

Slight dark circles were beginning to show underneath his eyes and the thick, black strands of his hair were pointing at various directions, all messy and disheveledโ€”just like in your freshman year when he didnโ€™t even bother to get rid of his ridiculous bedhead yet. A wave of nostalgia flooded right through you at the sight.

โ€œI was starting to think you hated me.โ€

Kuroo smiled at you, a little shy and uneasy and you couldnโ€™t blame him. It was you who had started to reach out less, after all. Like you were mad at him. That stupid crush you had was your problem, yet you only hurt him in the process of getting over it.

What a friend you were, best friend no less. You were a fraud.

โ€œNo one could ever hate you.โ€ And you meant it. He was a good person, caring and loving, albeit a bit annoying. Yet that ambitious, honest side of him was admirable and attractive, automatically causing you forgive him for teasing you so often.

โ€œEh,โ€ Kuroo shrugged and a more genuine grin eased into his face. It relaxed you, corner of your lips pulling up as your chest began to feel lighter, warmer.

Gosh, youโ€™d missed him so much.

He seemed to share your thoughts because he reached for you with an arm, nodding you over with that smirk of his that made you want to punch him and kiss him at the same time.

โ€œGet over here then.โ€

Why wouldnโ€™t you? He was your best friend, after all. The person you were closest to, who you trusted the most.

You let yourself get pulled into an embrace with a choked laugh, and relief and guilt washed over you simultaneously. He held you close, arms wrapped around your shoulders and chin resting atop your headโ€”like he always did when you needed comforting.

โ€œWanna tell me whatโ€™s going on now?โ€ Kuroo tried to seem nonchalant in the way he asked, looking up at the steadily darkening sky, but you knew him well enough to assume he was feeling as nervous as you were. Maybe even scared of the things youโ€™d say. You were, anyway.

You didnโ€™t even know what you could say. Hadnโ€™t you tried to save your friendship by working on getting rid of your feelings for him? Didnโ€™t he already know after what happened last time you were out at night?

โ€œDonโ€™t you already know?โ€ You grumbled out loud then and felt him huff in amusement.

โ€œDummy,โ€ he grinned and loosened his grip on you, allowing you to step away from him with downcast eyes. โ€œHow am I supposed to know whatโ€™s going on in that pretty head of yours if you wonโ€™t talk to me?โ€

Oh.

No, donโ€™t say things like that so casually.

Your chest tightened and you began to feel that familiar lump form in your throat.

โ€œI canโ€™t just say it, though,โ€ you breathed, fogging up the air as you crossed your arms, starting to feel the cold creep into your skin. โ€œItโ€™ll change everything.โ€

Kuroo didnโ€™t respond right away, merely let out a breath and turned to lean against his car again. He folded his arms over the roof, chin rested on the crook of his arm. The erratic throb of your heart made it difficult to meet his hazel eyes that were undoubtedly peering up at you.

โ€œIs change really that bad?โ€

โ€”hm?

โ€œYes it is,โ€ you retorted, risking a glance at him with furrowed eyebrows. โ€œItโ€™s scary.โ€

But he merely shrugged, playful smirk forming on his lips as if to say, โ€˜so what?โ€™ It felt natural to fight the urge to bump your fist into his side because he was starting to get smart with you.

โ€œHavenโ€™t things changed already?โ€

You turned around with a huff and mimicked the way he leaned over his car. It was easy to ignore the way your elbows touched in the process and you forced yourself to hold his gaze this time. Careful anticipation evident in it.

Were you able to express the very same thoughts and feelings you had been trying to get rid of the last few weeks? As a sigh eased out of you, you realized that maybe you werenโ€™t and the wild hammering of your heart didnโ€™t help you in any way. But Kuroo just smiled at you, encouraging and gentle. He would never pressure you to just come out with it.

โ€œIโ€™ve been trying to get over someone,โ€ you whispered then, averting your eyes after all. You became hyper aware of the pounding in your chest and felt like hiding your face in your folded arms but he stopped you. His hand reached out to you, fingers grasping your arm and your eyes flitted to his.

โ€œSomeone..?โ€

โ€œYou,โ€ you breathed, and there it was. A half-assed confession because you were tired of feeling this way, like your lives had come to a halt because of these dumb feelings. You knew they werenโ€™t reciprocated, not with him continuously trying to set you up with all kinds of people, finding entertainment in the way youโ€™d get flustered around them. ..when it was really him that had made you react like that.

Kuroo didnโ€™t say anything for a while and his gaze had lowered to your arms, to the spot he was grasping you loosely. There was a slight crease between his brows and you felt your blood drain from your face at the sight. You knew it.

โ€œYou know,โ€ he began suddenly, as if sensing that you were about to shut off, โ€œI had a feeling that it was something like that.โ€

Your mind was spinning. Something like that. It was no use, you had to mentally prepare yourself to not seem too bothered when heโ€™d tell you he didnโ€™t see you like that. That you were just a friend to him, however dear.

โ€œAnd it got me thinking.โ€ Kuroo paused, and you held your breath.

His eyes settled on you once more as a gentle smile rested on his lips and you felt your mouth go dry, heartbeat uncontrollable in your chest.

โ€œI realized that Iโ€™d get real sad if you kept pushing me away.โ€

โ€œBut you donโ€™t see me that way,โ€ you finished for him, a bit hastily, eyes lowered on his smile, throat tightening with another lump as you nodded. โ€œGot it.โ€

Of course he didnโ€™t. He was good to you, caring and attentive, as a good friend should be. But that didnโ€™t mean he owed you anything beyond that. Which is why you didnโ€™t want to pursue it, knowing that it was hopeless either way.

Why ruin a good friendship over some stupid feelings?

โ€œUh no, thatโ€™s.. not true.โ€

His face was out of focus when you looked up at him, tears clouding your sight as you stared, incomprehension apparent. Because.. what the hell?

Kuroo instinctively moved closer at the sight of your watering eyes and his hand on your arm twitched, wanting to reach up but he held back.

โ€œYouโ€™re so damn confusing,โ€ you half laughed, half sniffled, shaking your head. Your fingers felt cold against your skin as you wiped the tears away, still trying to comprehend what heโ€™d said. โ€œIf you tell me you feel the same Iโ€™m gonna kick you.โ€

Obviously, you were joking. But then you noticed Kuroo cocking an eyebrow, accompanying the smile that made him just so.. annoyingly irresistible.

He couldnโ€™t possibly..

โ€œWhat if I showed you, then?โ€

He couldnโ€™t.. right?

You didnโ€™t move away when he inched closer slowly, your heart thrumming intensely against your rib cage. He raised a hand to brush his knuckles over the skin of your cheek, a delicate touch, fingers grasping and reaching forward to get a gentle hold of the back of your head.

โ€œI often thought about doing this,โ€ he breathed, your foreheads nearly touching, โ€œwhenever it was just us and youโ€™d look at me like that.โ€ His gaze was locked onto your lips, trailing the curve of them with the thumb of his other hand, your breath hot against his fingers.

โ€œWhy have you neverโ€”?โ€

โ€œWas overthinking,โ€ he tapped your forehead with his index finger, โ€œjust like you.โ€

He was kidding, right?

Though the way he gently tipped your head back to meet him in a soft kiss told you otherwise. It felt unreal, your nerves blanking as you grasped his jacket, fingers clutching the fabric desperately.

There was a small noise at the back of your throat when he moved his lips against yours with purpose, savoring you. You could barely feel your legs, your own weight suddenly too much. Gasps leaving your mouth as his hand guided your face closer to him, feeling his breath hot on your skin when his other arm wrapped around your waist to hold you tight, keep you from just slumping down.

You still couldnโ€™t believe it. Your heart was racing, your mind spinning, your breath hitching. Leaning every emotion you got into the kiss you didnโ€™t feel the tears until your lungs squeezed out a sob, surprising the both of you.

Kuroo separated from you in an instant, confusion and worry clear in his expression, looking like you had actually kicked him. But you threw your arms around his neck before he could say anything.

โ€œWhaโ€”โ€ You hugged him tightly then and buried your face into the crook of his neck with another sob you couldnโ€™t help.

โ€œIโ€™m so happy,โ€ you exhaled. But your inner self was in disarrayโ€”happiness, relief, confusion mixing together. His touch was comforting and you felt yourself relax as one arm reached around your form to hug you back, hold you close. It didnโ€™t feel so strange, as if it was always meant to be like this. To simply hold you and wait for you to release all those emotions you had bottled up for who knows how long.

Kuroo had been scared of change as well, truth be told. That tiny voice in his head had warned him from following his instincts whenever he held you close, with you staring up at him like nothing else mattered. No one else. The voice telling him not to ruin this connection he felt with you. It could end so badly, after all. The two of you could end up like his parents, and he would end up losing youโ€”you, sweet you.

When you started to detach yourself from him, it felt scarily real.

He didnโ€™t like not having you around, even if just temporarily. Didnโ€™t like not being part of your life when another difficulty plagued your mind, because he wanted to be there for you, just as youโ€™d always been there for him.

Being with you, really being with you, wasnโ€™t guaranteed to be easy but itโ€™s all heโ€™d subconsciously thought about the last few years with you. Whenever he invited you to go on trips with him or when you tagged along to Kenmaโ€™s and heโ€™d watch you interact with him. Making him think that he needed to keep you around.

โ€œWanna come inside? Itโ€™s cold out here.โ€

You peeked up at him like that again, and he felt his heart swell up at the expression on your face. Teary eyed and sniffling, but smile stretching your lips like he hadnโ€™t seen in weeks. It made him giddy and excited and in order to not grin too much he slipped a hand underneath your shirt, pinching your skin teasingly.

โ€œYeah.โ€

Pt. 1 | Pls I Had To Continue It

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Pt. 1 | Pls I Had To Continue It
Pt. 1 | Pls I Had To Continue It

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3 years ago
WHEN YOU DONโ€™T GIVE THEM ATTENTION.

WHEN YOU DONโ€™T GIVE THEM ATTENTION.

โ–น dekusquad edition.

WHEN YOU DONโ€™T GIVE THEM ATTENTION.

IZUKU blinks at first, used to warm touches and a gentle hand at his cheek every time you passed him in the kitchen, and pauses in getting a glass of water to peer at you curiously. but itโ€™s when he realizes you arenโ€™t going to acknowledge him does he frown a bit, a worried crease in his brow. actively wonders if he did anything wrong and will run himself into mad circles trying to figure it out, so you better tell him it was a prank..

OCHAKO pouts when she realizes her relentless poking for the last two minutes leads her to another dead end. she had tried everythingโ€”calling, texting, offering hugs, asking if you were feeling okayโ€”but to no avail. sheโ€™s very persistent, though, and vows to find out whatโ€™s got you acting so cold to her. though itโ€™s just as sheโ€™s running out ideas do you break into a smile and tell her it was just a prank, to which she, too, attempts in giving you the silence treatmentโ€ฆ but her resolve quickly crumbles when you tell her the prank has been a bit of hell for you as well.

SHOTO frowns when you donโ€™t greet him with a smile like you usually do, stiffing when you simply walk past him to sit on the couch. slowly, he makes his rounds over to where youโ€™re sitting, hesitant in reaching out. and your front all but crumbles when he quietly asks if he had done anything wrong, hands reaching out to pull him into a hug immediately. reassure him over and over that he didnโ€™t do anything wrong, please.

TSUYU takes your silence with the grace and patience of swan, reading into your faux resignation as a sign that you wanted to be left alone. she does check up on your periodically, brows furrowing with worry the more you donโ€™t answer, and honestly relays her feelings to you before leaving you aloneโ€”for some time. itโ€™s then do you come to her and reveal that it was a prank, to which relief and a bare-bone smile crosses her lips.

TENYA peers over his frames in slight disbeliefโ€”as if the person who entered your beloved home was a complete stranger rather than the other half of his heartโ€”because normally you waste no time in telling him about your day, complaining about the nuisances that occurred while laying your head on his chest. the uneasy feeling follows him all throughout dinner and while getting ready for bed, and itโ€™s not until he tentatively taps your shoulder to ask if everything was alright does he finally see the smile heโ€™d been waiting all day to see. (he vows to research on trends from then on, so you might have created a little problem.)

WHEN YOU DONโ€™T GIVE THEM ATTENTION.

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10 months ago

#thank you for coming back to me

โ€”where you woke up after being unconscious for a long time

CHARACTERS. Albedo, Childe, Diluc, Gorou, Kaeya, Kazuha, Scaramouche, Thoma, Venti, Xiao, Zhongli

THEMES. hurt with comfort, more fluff than angst

WARNINGS. huge implication of being in comatose

NOTES. hello! this is a little late because it got longer than i anticipated i hope you will like this one! this is just an idea that i came up with before and listed it in my checklist so i hope that i was able to do it with justice! iโ€™m officially out of my break now so iโ€™ll try to post one daily (if not every other day~) so yep hello again!

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#thank You For Coming Back To Me

ALBEDO had rarely gone home before. But now, he was always in Mondstadt and the Church, where you were being taken care of by the Sisters while he momentarily leaves and comes back soon anyway. Word got around soon that his lover, you, had unfortunately fell ill and couldnโ€™t wake up. So thatโ€™s why the genius Alchemist had gone down from the cold paths to his laboratory on the freezing mountain, everybody thought. They rarely see his face in the streets and now, they would frequently see him on a daily, carrying a bunch of flowers neatly wrapped in a bouquet on one hand while the other holds a sketch book.

When you woke up, he was beside you. There was a distant look on his eyes as his gaze was focused on one of the windows, looking afar outside. The light of the sun draped over his beautiful face, hair messily styled as usual. Everything was silent until he turned back to your form and his eyes met you. You could see the way they widened ever so slightly before it softened when he smiled, prompting himself to stand and walk by your side. He traces his hand on the side of your face and you could barely let out a few words, breath taken away by his appearance. What you didnโ€™t know, he was feeling the same way.

โ€œYou had your beauty sleep for far too long, darling, but I know youโ€™d come back to me.โ€

CHILDE is a mess. Ah, how did this come to be? He already went and gave revenge for you, but why are you still not awake? The wait is slowly eating him up from the inside; bags under his tired eyes, hair even messier than usual, shoulders slumped over, his confidence completely dropped down to a notch. He had gone sloppier, his subordinates would whisper aroundโ€”always making the job quicker, taking care of it by himself as to be able to go home with you faster. Poor lord harbinger, theyโ€™d say, and he'd usually hear them. It didnโ€™t help.

When you woke up, he wasnโ€™t there, but one of his subordinates was. Nadia panicked when she saw your state and immediately called the others, hearing her shout that they should call Dr. Baizhu and their boss, Childe. He was the only one you saw despite the doctors and nurses that entered the room, appearance looking more disheveled than usual.

โ€œWhatโ€ฆ happenedโ€ฆ?โ€ you tried to ask him but he only smiled and reached for the hand that you raised to attempt touching his cheeks, kissing it and holding it tight with both his hands.

โ€œDonโ€™t worry about me, baby, Iโ€™m just glad youโ€™re awake now.โ€

DILUC rarely goes out on his night rounds anymore. He made sure that he hired the best doctors for you and he let the maids take care of you whilst he was momentarily away. Even they will sense the new schedule that their young master circled on the past few months. It was then that they truly witnessed how much he loves you.

When you came to be, it was one of the maids who stopped by that you saw first. You were already sitting on the bed, gazing out at the window and letting the sunlight bathe you gently. Moments later, doctors came and it took awhile for him to come home. He was out at that time but it was a good thing he was on his way home when Elzer came running and told him the news.

He was already reaching out to you as the others gave the two of you a moment to spend some time together. An overwhelming surge of joy came to him that he couldnโ€™t stop himself from kissing the crown of your head and pulling them to his chest, cradling you ever so gently.

โ€œThank you, thank you for coming back, love.โ€

GOROU saw you as his peace. Whenever he seeks to take a rest and have a moment of silence, he visits you on Watatsumi Island, where the Divine Priestess herself promised to have you greatly taken care of.

By the time he entered the room, he was surprised to see you already speaking to Kokomi, who briefly smiled at him and stood up to walk out of the room and leave the two of you behind. When she was gone, he was frozen in place for the meantime until you held out your arms, โ€œAre you not going to hug me, cutie?โ€

There were tears in the corner of his eyes but with a call of your name, he was already buried in your chest for you to see them, arms clenched tightly on your waist, carried away by emotions.

He said no more words as you played with his ears and he leaned his head more into your touch, clearly missing the way it was before. And now, you had came back and his sense of peace only increased.

From afar, KAEYA looks really fine. He acts and works as he would before and will always say that heโ€™s alright. The pitiful stares, however, itโ€™s getting to him. He didnโ€™t like them, but he could do nothing else but pretend that everything is okayโ€”he is okay. He drifts off into Angelโ€™s Share often, stays overtime more, volunteers in more missions, just to get his mind off of things.

And when you woke up, he was racing back to the Church as fast as he could. It had been awhile since he visited you, and he felt embarrassed by it.

โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ were his first words, letting you embrace him as he hid his face on your side, but nonetheless wrapping his arms on your waist. And as you whispered to him affirmations that everything was going to be okay, the tension in his muscles relaxed and there, what he appeared to be these past few months all came true because of you.

KAZUHA never left your side ever since. Beidou lets him nurse you and also visits you frequently when she can. He receives pay from her even if he wasnโ€™t in the Crew for awhile and heโ€™s grateful for her. He dedicates himself in another undemanding side job and in taking care of you daily. He makes sure he makes haiku and poems for you and heโ€™s in the room with you while heโ€™s in the process of making them, reading and thinking aloud for you to hear his voice.

When you woke up, it wasnโ€™t a surprise for him, but it surely made his heart swell in joy. Leaning on to you to press a kiss on your cheek, he says, โ€œThe gods might have heard my prayers, and I knew youโ€™d hear me as well, dove.โ€

SCARAMOUCHE is snappier than usual, his subordinates would complain. Yet, there is only one time and place when and where heโ€™d be silent and be in peaceโ€”your house.

He actually brought a home for you when you fell into a coma, for you to rest on and for him to visit. He of course did not tell this to anyone not because he was ashamed of his actions, but because it was for your safety. If any of his enemies come and inflict any sort of harm to you, he would never forgive them.

He only has his few, selected and trusted lackeys there so he has no need to worry. When he received the news that you woke up, he was immediately up and about, going straight to where the house was.

To say that you were surprised was an understatement for not only did you get to know that he brought the house himself for the both of you but when he came bursting in the door to your room, he immediately went straight to you and embraced you; both arms wrapped protectively around you, the side of your head on his chest, where you could hear his heart pounding in probably the rush of going here.

โ€œWho told you you could do that?โ€ he begins to rant, but despite his words, his tone was of the opposite, โ€œYouโ€™re so selfish when you want to be. Whyโ€ฆโ€ he sighs, pulling you away gently and leaning down with his fingers on your chin, landing a soft kiss on your lips, his gaze far different than his usual ones, โ€œDonโ€™t ever make me worry like that again, understood?โ€

THOMA hopes for a miracle. Everyday, each and every second that passes is a moment without your smile; your laugh; your voice, he misses them. He does everything in a breeze, silently waiting for your return. And even if it turned days to weeks, weeks turned to months, and even after a year, he waited.

Until that day came.

He was doing his daily duties as usual, running around Ritou only for Ayaka herself came and told the news, which he immediately left what he was doing and went back to where you were in the Kamisato Estate, where the Kamisatoโ€™s themselves promised to take care of you whilst you were in your unconscious state.

He took one long breath before sliding the door to your room open, making eye contact with you as soon as he did so.

Your smile welcomed him, and he couldnโ€™t stop himself as he went and embraced you. Even with his surge of emotions, he was careful in his touch, still unbelieving that you were back and okay.

โ€œThank you for never letting go, I knew you wouldnโ€™t. Iโ€ฆ Thank you, just-โ€ you pull him away only enough for you to peck him on his lips, effectively shutting him up and for you two to embrace each other even more.

VENTI visits you frequently with a smile on his face. Heโ€™d be carrying his lyre, a bunch of apples, and maybe even Cecilias that he carefully pickedโ€”a present for you, heโ€™d say. He spends most of his day with you and only goes out when he would want to take something home for you. He had gotten used to it, even if it sounds absurd even in his mind.

โ€œWindblume~ Iโ€™m here!โ€ heโ€™d chirp, used to hearing silence afterwards, only for you to call back like you would usually back then at your home.

He sprints off to your bed and you could see the tears on the corner of his eyes, throwing himself to your waist and sobbing, which prompted you to also do the same.

โ€œYou came back! I knew you would! Iโ€ฆ I was second guessing earlier and Iโ€ฆโ€

โ€œShhhโ€ฆโ€ you held him up with his cheeks and kissed his forehead, smiling assuringly at him, โ€œIโ€™m back now, I wonโ€™t leave you ever again.โ€

XIAO had lost all hope. Even if he consented having to wait for you to wake up after that night of being attacked, he knew in himself that he shouldnโ€™t believe in the false hope that you would.

He took his mind off of โ€˜unnecessary worriesโ€™ and was usually out to slay demons on his own. His fellow Adepti and Verr Goldet herself was worried about him for how he was acting so detached with you, but when you finally woke up, Verr tells you to call for his name and he was there in an instant.

He stood frozen afar from you for a long time, fingers gripping tightly on the pole of his spear until it vanishes into thin air, his whole body easing up at the same time.

He looked at the ground as he walked slowly towards you, only to sit on the side of the bed and facing away from you, looking shameful.

โ€œXiao? Wha-โ€ however before you could continue what to say, he was reaching for your hand, both of his gloved hands cradling your own. You were silent as he places soft kisses on each of your knuckles before he bows and presses them on his forehead, still holding onto them as gently as possible.

โ€œIโ€ฆ I thought I lost you,โ€ he says, slightly muffled with the way he was positioned, โ€œThank youโ€ฆ Thank you for coming back to me.โ€

ZHONGLI lived like you were still there with him. He willed himself to talk to you even as you were asleepโ€”โ€˜asleep,โ€™ heโ€™d think, pushing all negative thoughts behind. Itโ€™s much easier this way, he believes.

And as he was in the middle of telling a story to you, just as he usually would, your eyes were fluttering open. Of course, he immediately stops and sits upright, only leaning a bit to place a hand on yours, letting his warmth somehow get to you.

He was known to be a calm man, and he was the whole time that you were coming to beโ€”keeping as calm as possible.

โ€œWelcome back, darling,โ€ he sits beside your form and carefully reaches out to the side of your face, โ€œdo you want me to brew you your favorite tea?โ€

When you shook your head, he only smiled and nodded, leaning in to press a gentle but long kiss on your forehead. โ€œIโ€™m grateful that you came back. I missed you dearly.โ€

#thank You For Coming Back To Me

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3 years ago

Youโ€™re Safe | Sakusa Kiyoomi

Pairing: Kiyoomi X Reader (female)ย 

Genre: MAFIA!AU, dad and husbando tehe, fluffy, action? thriller??

Authorโ€™s Note: mafia ๐Ÿค protective ๐Ÿค domestic father figure ๐Ÿค SAKUSA

Warnings: k*lling, blood, vivid imagery, LONG, language

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3 years ago

welcome home | bakugou x reader

Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader

Warnings: None!

Prompt:ย โ€œItโ€™s nice that your voice was the first thing I heard todayโ€

Authorโ€™s Note: This was a request for a lovely anon!ย I hope you like it! I had fun writing this :)

Word Count: 1K

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3 years ago

HOW THEY BLUSH.

HOW THEY BLUSH.

pairing(s): main three / midoriya, bakugo, todoroki + gender neutral reader (separate!)

warnings: none, just fluff!

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HOW THEY BLUSH.
HOW THEY BLUSH.

IZUKU MIDORIYA

blushes with his whole face.

he really cannot help that his whole face warms up, all the way from his cheeks to his ears.

it's so easy to get him to blush; you can just throw personal space out of the window or say something even just a little bit flustering, he'll go red in quick seconds!

even midoriya can make himself blush when he leans forward to kiss or hug you, pulling away with his cheeks sporting a pink hue.

you could also be talking or showing off your quirk and he'll blush while starting to ramble in awe.

will he hide his blush? it really depends! if his hands or mind are occupied with objects or thoughts he won't, but if he's so flustered to the point he'll get super shy, that's when he will cower behind his hands and step back for a moment.

his cheeks go red from either your touch or words, and midoriya definitely needs a little break after every time he gets physical contact with you LOL

KATSUKI BAKUGO

blushes by the tips of his ears.

if you ever point out his blush (to his mortification), he'll absolutely deny everything and tell you that you aren't seeing straight at all

even bakugo's hands warm up when he's flustered... it's an instinct because of his quirk and he internally hates himself when you notice it

bonks the back of your head if you tease him too much, to the point where even his face warms up from the obvious denial he's in

he ABSOLUTELY does the childish thing where he covers his ears and rambles on about how he can't hear you at all, and plus that hides his blazing, red ears

while bakugo is deadpan and "calm" most of the time, i feel like he will very much blush if you just whisper in his ear or suddenly poke at his sides (ticklish bakugo?!)

... just try not to tease him too much and get exploded up as a result..

SHOTO TODOROKI

really tries not to, but ends up having a small blush on his cheeks.

if you catch him staring at you, he'll definitely try to avert his gaze and blush a little bit!

he sometimes doesn't even know that he's blushing, only noticing if you point it out or after he realizes that he's thinking about you a bit too much

tease him and todoroki will just huff and look away, knowing that he can't deny it at all because it's visually evident that he is blushing

he also doesn't bother completely hiding his blush since you've already seen it, but he does attempt to cover half of his face and avert his gaze from you (especially if you try to stand in his line of vision, it just makes him blush even more)

he doesn't blush when you say something flirtatious (cough cough midoriya and bakugo cough cough), but he will absolutely blush if you say anything flustering without the intentions of even teasing him

i also see him as someone who isn't ticklish but would blush from acts of service, like you preparing his favorite food for him or taking care of him when he's sick


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2 years ago

fall / in love

Pairing: Al-Haitham x Reader Warnings: fluff, slight angst with a happy ending Word Count: ~1.3k A/N: writer's block is hitting hard rn so here are some feelings with our fav grumpy grand scribe

Fall / In Love

โ€œYouโ€™ve been avoiding me. Why?โ€ The last person you want to see stands in front of you. You can feel your desk digging into you from behind as youโ€™re cornered in the quiet walls of your office with nowhere to run. Petty excuses are futile in the presence of Al-Haitham, and his looming shadow makes you feel impossibly small. ย 

You cannot fall in love with him, youโ€™ve told yourself this over and over again. They are bitter words to swallow down, stuck in the back of your throat as you force a practiced smile to hide every confession that threatens to tear through. There are certain things that cannot be said because they will tear down the walls youโ€™ve so carefully constructed, and you know better than anyone how terrible he is at lending a hand when it comes to emotions. Al-Haitham is a man of titles: the Grand Scribe of the Akademiya, the current Acting Grand Master, a saviour to Sumeru (whether he acknowledges it or not), and a good friend. So you cannot fall in love with him because that will threaten everything you have built thus far.

And yet you free-fall, stumbling into these emotions you struggle to push away. You remind yourself to re-read the label that describes your relationship: childhood friends. Keep it that way, you say to yourself. Donโ€™t fall in love, donโ€™t fall for silly words and actions that have no deeper meaning. Falling in love is dangerous, and falling in love with Al-Haitham is possibly the most dangerous of all. You know this and yet you cannot bring yourself to draw the line. He pushes his way into his life without care, his body fitting the indent on your couch from sleepless nights of research and escaping from Kavehโ€™s hammering in the middle of the night.

Donโ€™t fall in love. Instead, push him away, pull yourself out, place every obstacle you can on this chess-game like friendship thatโ€™s cornering you. So how is it that heโ€™s cornered you now, arms crossed over his chest as he stares you down.

โ€œIโ€™ve been busy.โ€ You sigh with a shake of your head. Itโ€™s not a lie, you have been rather busy with the sudden influx of paperwork and rebuilding that comes with the rebuilding of the Akademiya. But youโ€™ve still made an effort to steer clear of Al-Haitham when you could. It was changing your daily routes, choosing to take longer walks around the Akademiya to get to your office in the morning, and instead taking up Kavehโ€™s offers to get lunch at the cafe across the city rather than the one just outside the Akademiya.ย 

Al-Haitham rolls his eyes ,โ€Do you think Iโ€™m that stupid? Youโ€™ve been actively avoiding me. This is the first time Iโ€™ve seen you in almost two weeks. So why?โ€ You hear the slight waver in his voice as his words end. Thereโ€™s a flicker of worry in his eyes that lasts for just one second, but itโ€™s that one second that punches through your pride. Itโ€™s too late to back out now.

โ€œBecauseโ€” I donโ€™t understand you! You buy me my favourite pastries and then tell me itโ€™s because you wanted one too but I know you hate how sweet these are! You ask for book recommendations but I know you hate the books I read because you have this odd enjoyment of reading physics books! You seek out my company and claim itโ€™s only because you have nothing better to do! And I donโ€™t understand what you want from me!โ€ He remains quiet at your words and you shake your head slightly. Of course he doesnโ€™t say anything. When you finally put him in check, he doesnโ€™t know what to say. His pawns are gone, chess pieces not set up for your play, so he stays quiet.ย 

โ€œI donโ€™t like feeling whatever this feeling is.โ€ Your hands tremble as you bring them to your chest. The words bubble up from your chest and thereโ€™s no stopping them now. Not after youโ€™ve pushed them down for so long and watched from a distance, because this distance is what has kept you going for so long.ย 

โ€œI see you andโ€” and suddenly I have this stupid smile on my face and my heart beats faster and you donโ€™t even know!โ€ You cry out, โ€œYou donโ€™t care that time and time again I have to turn away just because I get so worried that youโ€™ll see me and know.!โ€ He stares at you blankly and you hate it. You hate that you canโ€™t read any emotions in those pretty eyes of his. You hate that his mouth hasnโ€™t moved, not a twitch or a smirk, or a smile, or anything. You hate that his hands reach up to grasp yours, the surprisingly soft texture of his gloves stark against your clammy palms.

He opens his mouth and you brace for the worse, only for him to say softly, โ€œBreathe, please.โ€ A shaky breath rattles your lungs as you stare at him, mouth parted in a mix of surprise at the sudden contact and how damn close he is. Thereโ€™s a mix of something in those pretty eyes of his as he ducks down to look at you from behind his grey swept hair. A smile, a rare, genuine one tugs on his lips and you can only stare. Youโ€™ve laid out your emotions bare for him to see, put him in check position and can only wait for him to make his next move.

And what you hate the most about Al-Haitham is his infuriating ability to take his time, even in the most stressful of situations. Youโ€™re acutely aware of your breathing, the rise and fall of your chest and his as you stand in silence. Your hands, no doubt sweaty, still shake even in his gentle grasp and youย  know that he can see the way your eyes dart around nervously, refusing to hold eye contact with him.

โ€œAfter knowing me for so long, I thought that you might be able to read me just as well.โ€ Forget how nervous you feel at the moment. You want to strangle him for his cryptic words. Heโ€™s always been good at this, dangling the truth in front of everyoneโ€™s eyes under the disguise of honey coated words and half-truths. Perhaps, at another time, you would indulge in riddled words and bite back with some of your own, but now they only irritate you. And Al-Haitham knows it. Just the thought of it brings a teasing grin to his face, one you recognize immediately.

โ€œDonโ€™t you think itโ€™s rather foolish of you to avoid me like this?โ€ Al-Haitham hums and steps back to give you some space. He doesnโ€™t let go of your hands. โ€œAfter all this time, youโ€™d think that maybe you might realize that I care for you just as much, if not more, as you do for me.โ€ You let the words sink in, bask in their warmth before scowling at him. Tugging your hands from his grasp you push at him gently, ignoring the feeling of his chest against your fingers as you look away.

โ€œJust say you like me too.โ€ You grumble. Al-Haithamโ€™s fingers come to drag along your skin, teasing yet comforting as he laughs, โ€œWhat a childish way of putting it.โ€ You roll your eyes but stay in your spot, relishing in the turn of events. Quick as it may have been, and far too unexpected for your liking, youโ€™d be lying if you said this wasnโ€™t something Al-Haitham would do.

He hums, catching your attention once more. โ€œSo, are you done avoiding me?โ€

โ€œKeep up this attitude and I wonโ€™t be.โ€ Al-Haitham grins and you canโ€™t help but match his expression. But nothing prepares you for the brief kiss that his planted on your forehead, a promise sealed without words, an act of comfort and honesty. And in the confines of these four walls, you let yourself fall in love again.ย 

Fall / In Love

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2 years ago

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