I Hate Overthinking And Being So Paranoid.

I understand that. I started out mainly focused on doing stuff for my own enjoyment and not ever publishing it until I started posting on DeviantArt ( a very old art platform that was popular ~2010.. it was something else entirely ); I would say I did come a long way too since I used to use bases for everything while I was younger. ^^'

I enjoy science too! Though I have always been someone who enjoyed history more and I always enjoyed researching about nobility and royalty; I will be honest I had a bit of a hyperfixation on the Tudor era and Anne Boleyn specifically for a long time while I was younger: not that I remain hyperfixated nowadays. When you get to actually focus on them; I am interested to hear more! ^^

Thank you! Same for your ideas.

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

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welcome back to i can’t edit fyodor oh my lord please forgive me my fyoling followers . sorry for no header if someone wants it just shoot an ask i won’t really count it as a request . . . i edited barely there eyebags onto him in the banner idk if you can see it but dont kill me let a boy have fun . yaayyay

also used a div from here almost forgot so sorry ! !

Tagging System.

🧵. follow the path of silver thread.

for organization- related posts ; expect very few here though it is mostly for the sake of organization.

💌. letter sent; letter received.

replying to asks from people.

🎭. whispers passed between hands.

answering to tag games.

🌫️. echoes lost in mist.

reblogging other people's posts.

🥀. pressed flowers and forgotten letters.

my general thoughts and my own personal musings; or posts of me going through my day.

🧵. woven threads of fate.

interactions with mutuals; those with which I am the closest to are going to receive their own tags.

🧵. a spun tale from whispered dreams.

OC thoughts; some of the ones I talk about the most might receive their own personalized tags + tags for their ships.

🎻. a melody played in the dark.

some of my Fyodor thoughts; perhaps other characters from other media may receive their own personalized tags depending on how often I think about them.

🎨. strokes of color upon quiet dreams.

posts of my art ; or works in progress that I am working on.

🧩. piecing together fractured reflections.

posts related to analysis and theories that I came up with for the media I care for and consume (bungou stray dogs; honkai star rail and other things).

🖋️. thoughts spun into quiet reveries.

my own personal writing and works in progress :).

🗃️ . pieces for a painted story.

essentially making sure that I can find resources ( from dividers to layouts and so on ) if needed; please feel free to block this tag as it is not really that relevant.

🧵. guiding thread for wandering minds.

aesthetic moodboards I actually made or found that I enjoyed; mostly kept here under this tag for inspiration in case I need some for writing or anything really.

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Nikolai had put so much effort into creating his monstrous façade. All the jesting, laughing, toying with the pain of others. He tried so hard to look like a “monstrous person with nothing inside”. But in the end he didn't want to be remembered as such.

Gogol still wanted to let the world know that he wasn't a monster. During his makeshift penance to Atsushi he tried to humanize himself by telling about the guilt and remorse he felt. Nikolai even confessed to the Agency that he admired the justice they fought for. He said: the light they emitted drawn him in.

Nikolai couldn't allow himself to be viewed as just another criminal. He wanted to be remembered. He wanted to make people care.

For that, Gogol gauged out his soul and presented it to the audience.

He wanted to be seen, even at the very last moment.

He came home for some reason ^^ and I figured you would be happy!

This your man?

OMG YES YES YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSS! GIVE ME HIMMMMMMM!!!