Made Of Love & Made To Love

hi bambi! your time to SHINEEEEEE <3

ok so please give me some scenarios where i will meet my dream boyfriend because i want it to be as special as i cann

MY ANGEL HI <33 omfg i love how u said that, u are SOO CUTE

i need more info if that’s okay so i can help you out better!! like what type of person are you like? and what’s your dream boyfriend like? is he an introvert, extrovert? is he outgoing or nonchalant? or you don’t have the perfect vision? you don’t have to answer all LOL i’ll try to put a few things together with what you give me.

if he’s:

an introvert/nonchalant: he’ll gain courage to talk to you and ask a polite question like if he can sit next to you or shyly give you a compliment

scene 2: he can be introduced to you by a friend while you’re hanging out with your circle and he’ll just be enchanted with you from first sight; always looking at you while he’s talking, holds eye contact longer, a gentleman holding doors, pulling out chairs, makes sure you’re safe and not alone, walks on the outside of the sidewalk, slows down when y’all are walking so he’s beside you, it very careful and cautious around you because he doesn’t want to make a wrong move and scare you off, compliments, has nickname set, etc. but JUST YOUU.

outgoing and confident: he’ll come up to you and give you a nickname on the spot depending on what you look like. (something cute that corresponds to ur fit, if ur dressed all cute, he’ll call u angel or something u like. friends that i’ve met in the city have called me red/rockstar (my red hair lmao)

if you’re a big city person, you can manifest meeting him out and about with your friend, you see him and notice he was already looking at you first 😫😫😫😫

either way y’all will have the best convo of your LIFEEE and instantly click with how genuine he is.

this next one is something that’s going to happen to me later in the summer so wink wink, steal this if you like it.

you can be at a family/invited event at a 5 star hotel, wearing ur BEST fit, you both catch each other’s eyes, a string of events happen that make u both walk up to eachother, start a convo, ask him if he knew ur family or something and he says no i’m the owner 😫😫🫶 LMFAO

or if you tend to stay to yourself, you can be sitting at a cafe reading a book, he can buy u a coffee, sit at your table. ??? do u like these ideas 😫

HIII OK OK SO HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS ON THE BOOK FIRST — i liked it ! keep in mind it was the book that got me back into reading + into romance books <333

I BELIEVE THAT IT WOULDVE BEEN BETTER .. IF WE GOT AARONS POV. bc i’mma be honest lina being the narrator 100% of the time made me REAL bored during some moments — that AND it took so damn long to get to the wedding AND the reason for aaron not liking lina at first had me like 🤨🤨🤨 but overall it was a fun read ! i loved the soccer game lmao

some of my fave books / books that i’ve read are …

- the spanish love deception

- terms and conditions

- the mindf*ck series

- the deal

- birthday girl

- archer’s voice

- the brown sisters trilogy

- addicted to you

- the sweetest oblivion (kinda dnf’d it ngl, but i wanna see what christian’s n gianna’s book is all abt BC …)

my tbr is actually chaos manifested into a list ??? BUT YEAH lmk what u’ve read n ur fave books bambi ! ♡ UR SO SWEET UDSGHEGD

OMFG I KNOW!! u should see my annotations, i was literally begging for a dual pov the whole time. BUT DID U KNOW WE’RE GETTING SNIPPETS OF AARONS POV?? LOOK IM CRYING

YESSS the soccer game 😭😭😭 he’s the man istgg. a man of his word, smart, athletic, a grump…. HES PERFECT. the sweetest oblivion was my first ever book that got me into romance books LOL this is so funny. AND THE DEAL OMFG. it was my first physical copy 😫

I HAVE OVER 300 BOOKS IN MY TBR. send help

i loveeee!! the sweetest oblivion, the maddest obsession (you’ll love it, i’m inlove with everyone), hook, line, and sinker, off campus series, and more 😫 UR SO LOVELY BARBIE IM SO GLAD UR HERE ( ˃̣̣̣̣o˂̣̣̣̣ )♡♡

peaceful mind, grateful heart ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡.•

     welcome in a new month ♡

set goals for self development

plan brunch & dinner dates with friends

read 5-10 books

indulge yourself more in your hobbies. do what you love unapologetically.

have more rest days without guilt

reflect on last month. what can you do differently that’ll help your overall state of being? physically, mentally & spiritually

stay off social media

do the butterfly hug method for bilateral stimulation. tell yourself all the things you wish you were/are told. ♡

make slight adjustments to your morning and night routine. keep it interesting.

schedule routine appointments (health, pamper)

get on top of deadlines.

say affirmations every morning & night

be more kind to yourself

stay firm on your boundaries, make adjustments as needed.

stand up and show up for yourself.

walk with your head held up high and shoulders back. don’t cower.

prepare for any upcoming events

learn a new skill

try a new recipe

journal often

explore new places. meet new people and make friends.

keep your thoughts in check. what you focus on grows.

daily walks

meditate, stretch.

declutter your environment (digital, physical space, social circle)

be safe.

what if god said yes

what if you got quiet. what if you got so quiet and you curled up in a little ball in your bed with a stuffed animal or a blanket or a pillow and you said, “god, can we talk?” and because god is you and you are god you didn’t have to wait and you didn’t have to go anywhere at all and—“yes,” god said. and you said, “god, i want an apartment with floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city.” “god, i want the boy with the kind eyes and tattoo-covered arms and exquisite taste in music.” “god, i want to feel alive again.” “god, i want to travel first-class to switzerland.” “god, i want a hound dog named finn.” and god said, “yes.” and you said, “but how can you make this happen?” and god said, “i can make anything happen.” and you said, “quickly?” and god said, “i love you. why would i not make this rapid?” and you said, “i can trust you?” and god said, “like your life depends on it.” and you said, “my life does depend on it.” and god said, “i know. i’ve got it now. you’re safe. let me take care of it.” and you hugged god. and god hugged you. and you hugged yourself. and you drifted off to sleep saying, “i have it. i’m safe. i have it. i’m safe. i have it. i’m—” and you woke in the morning and the world was new. because you knew it was done. because god said yes. and god never goes back on a yes unless you tell god “no.” and any time throughout the day you thought, “is anything happening?” god said, “it’s all happening.” and you said, “but i can’t see a thing.” and god said, “i am your eyes.” and you said, “but i don’t have to do anything?” and god said, “you did the only thing needed.” and you said, “but what about my thoughts and my state and acting as if?” and god said, “i love you.” and you knew what that meant. so instead of worrying or wondering or obsessing another second, you went to the bakery and bought a slice of chocolate cake and drove home and sat on your back deck and ate and ate and watched the sunset and celebrated.

like it’s so awkward :|

babe, you can do this.

I suck at making moots

being a lover girl around men who only want me for sex is like being a lamb surrounded by wolves and im being eaten alive again and again and again because i think they're different and they're not

The moon dressed as Saturn.