My Love For You Is Stronger Than My Hatred For Myself.

currently reading Dark Heir and gosh I love James the tension is insane.. probably not prepared for the rest of this book

nothing of my fire remains but a tiny little flame. I cradle it as I sit alone, yearning for the moon. I don't cry, my heart bleeds on paper.

“I lied and said I was busy.

I was busy;

but not in a way most people understand.

I was busy taking deeper breaths.

I was busy silencing irrational thoughts.

I was busy calming a racing heart.

I was busy telling myself I am okay.

Sometimes, this is my busy -

and I will not apologize for it.”

- Brittin Oakman

- Artwork : Sivan.ka

How 90% of my stories came to be

Mood

Wait I’m a writer

getting straight a's in any writing based subject but not being able to subtract functions for the love of god is so infuriating

350 pages worth of soul destroying jean content and the fandom is instead choosing to focus on andrew's cheese drawer. love it

Thinking about Jean makes me want to cry but his dialogue never fails to make me laugh

terms that jean uses for neil in the sunshine court:

tiny bastard

tedious malcontent

abominable cockroach

wayward child

rabid little Fox

wretched little runaway

ignorant child

miserable wretch

The funniest thing we learned about Jean is that his taste in love interests is sunshine and rainbows and Kevin "insufferable bitch" Day