let me be wanted
and if i am not wanted
let me be needed
and if i am not needed
let me be used
until there is nothing left of me.
am i the only one who imagined kavinsky to look just like iceman from top gun?? just looked at fanart after finishing tdt and apparently his hair isn't blond??
350 pages worth of soul destroying jean content and the fandom is instead choosing to focus on andrew's cheese drawer. love it
The funniest thing we learned about Jean is that his taste in love interests is sunshine and rainbows and Kevin "insufferable bitch" Day
just finished the raven boys and gosh that was good. lost count of how many times my heart broke for the characters, especially adam. need the next book asap
dear algorithm, no spoilers please
saw someone say that Jean’s number 29 for the Trojans is Kevin’s number and Renee’s number put together and I have not been the same since
FitzChivalry Farseer, they could never make me hate you.
TW: self-harm
it just came to mind that andrew minyard likely vividly remembers inflicting every single scar upon himself, plus the pain that caused him to do so, and the armbands are a constant reminder and he'll never fully heal from that and now my day is ruined
as a person who formerly struggled with sh and carries scars very similar to his (3 years clean and going strong!) i'm genuinely so glad i barely remember the worst of my pain even if i'll always be marked by it. but having his memory seems more like a curse than a "gift" in this case
Fictional man obsession of this month:
✨️Lestat de Lioncourt✨️
(1994 movie version, currently reading the vampire chronicles as well)
I'm so excited for the graphic novel!!
me on august 5th 2025