Di[e]ce Winter Weeks | Snow

"He was weak." 17 Days.

I'm so looking forward to see the Final Mix cut scenes ingame!! = u = / So much more Saix. So much more emotional Saix, höhö.

(Also, I love the fact that Axel and Saix are sitting across from each other in the Round Room. I can't stop imagining Axel to grin and wave into Saix' direction, especially in the beginning when they first joint the Organization - and if just to cheer him up.)

AKUSAIMONTH // 2017 Day 2: First or Last

“Heh. I knew you’d like the idea! Just like back then, when you kissed me the first time!”

“Lea, stop. This is getting embarrassing.”

“Awwww, don’t be embarrassed for being a sweetheart~”

“Right. You set up all the candles in your house out on the street to look like stars in the night sky, remember? I’m still not sure if that was sweet or plain stupid.”

“You were so down after we couldn’t see the meteor shower, so I thought I’d cheer you up. Worked better than I had expected, hehe. Also, I’m pretty sure you liked it, judging by your reaction.”

[Day 1] [Day 2] [Day 3]

"Come on, Isa, don't make a face like that. ... We're going to be alright, I promise."

Small thank you picture for all of you wonderful people who liked my last post @//u//@ I really didn't expect to get notes on that one. Don't know, somehow every single one of them feels like "Hey, it's good to have you back!" and no matter if that's what you meant or not, it still feels great and I love you all for that feeling x'D

Seriously, THANK YOU.

Let me face my fears.

(Isa’s new hair colour looks like space and I love it.)

“Had to lose my way To know which road to take Trouble found me All I look forward Washed away by a wave

I'm going back to my roots Another day, another door Another high, another low Rock bottom, rock bottom, rock bottom I'm going back to my roots”

- Roots, Imagine Dragons

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 16: SET C - “Disappearance”

I was watching as your light went out, and I felt nothing.

When he came for me, I fought with everything I had. He had beaten me before, but surely this time, surely with all the not-hatred I felt for him, I could win.

I couldn't.

As I felt myself vanishing, the pain and the sadness finally caught up on me. It was just for one moment, but I felt an overwhelming hurt. In that moment I wanted nothing more than to go back in time, back to when things were okay. I wanted nothing more than to be whole again. 

But there was nothing to be done. You were gone, and so was I.

In the end, it was all for nothing.

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[Well, that’s a bloody big ship.]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @kittendough!! Alte Schachtel Some 00Q, just for you! Hope you have a wonderful day/year/life! :DD

AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 7: SET C - “Explosion”

I saw him coming.
 Never before had I seen anything like what he held in his hands, but I didn’t need to to know it was dangerous, that he was dangerous. 
I shouted out to you, reached for you in order to push you out of his way, but you grabbed me instead and held on to me. I don’t even know if that’s what you were planning to do, but you acted as a shield to me, the last thing I would have ever wished for.

I won’t ever be able to forget the pain I saw in your eyes as you disappeared without another word.

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memories - an akusai one shot

Title: Memories Fandom: Kingdom Hearts Pairing: AkuSai/IsaLea (Axel x Saïx) Rating: General (Angst and Feels) Word Count: ~1,780

Summary: Lea returns to Radiant Garden, and bumps into someone he doesn’t expect to see. 

A/N: @herzblutrose had a birthday and I offered to write them some Akusai! :D But, because I am me, I wrote Akusads by mistake. LOL. I hope you’ll enjoy what I wrote! 

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It was strange, seeing Radiant Garden back to what it looked like prior to everything going to shit ten plus years ago. Lea never thought he’d see the world look the same as it did when he was growing up; he thought that the Darkness had stolen everything away and that it would be irreparable. But when Riku said it looked different than he remembered, he knew he had to take a Gummi ship and head there himself. There was still time - Sora was still trying to find out what the Real Organization XIII was up to. As long as Sora was occupied, then he would be free to do what he wanted for a little bit of time. 

Looking around, he’s surprised to see all the flowers are in bloom in the outer garden. It’s the first place he visits after touching down, and immediately felt astonished by seeing how it looked like when he was a teenager. How many hours had he spent in this area with his best friend - the person that he knew even back then that he was his other half. The missing part of his soul that always knew what to say and when to say it. 

His feet took him to the courtyard, a memory of a blond kid with a keyblade coming to the forefront of his mind. “From where I stood, the only thing you drew was a big L on your forehead for ‘Loser’, ‘Lame’, ‘Laughable’.” It hit him so fast that he had to put his hand out and rest against the stone gate, collecting his thoughts as his heart began to ache in a way that he wasn’t at all that prepared for. 

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I love him and his terrible jokes.