Its What He Deserves

Sometimes my gender identity is just the infinite black void

You know something that I just realized that really stings about Convergence and Arcane?

Camille Ferros, world-renowed Zaunite hater who's family motto is "For family, I give", works alongside Ekko while Caitlyn, who was always depicted wishing for peace through fair law, becomes a tyrant in part due to her mom's death

Like...how?

Stop pondering failure when failure doesn't exist

Why ponder on something that is created by you? If you are God (which you are) you literally have no choice but to win! Think about it, you always get what you focus on, If you focus on “failing” you didn't fail you manifested exactly what you thought was gonna happen!

YOU AN ALMIGHTY POWERFUL BEING ARE WORRIED ABOUT FAILING? WHY? 

Failure doesn’t exist. POINT BLANK PERIOD. Seriously, it doesn't exist. Failure is a foolish thing conceived by your ego to put limitations are your limitless power! You literally have all the power in the world and failure can't happen if you persist.

Put your foot down and KNOW it is yours! The sp, the money, the dream house, the dream car, the dream appearance, the powers, the immortality, whatever the fuck it is. IT IS YOURS! Nothing can stop you nor can it stop your manifestations! NOTHING IS OUTSIDE OF YOU!! NOTHING WHATSOEVER! Not deities, not angels, not witchcraft, not tarot, not karmic laws, not laws of the universe, not science, not fate, not logic, NOTHING! YOU CAN NOT FAIL! SO GET YOUR PRETTY ASS UP AND MANIFEST WITHOUT FEAR OF FAILURE 

Anything you can imagine, just bluntly think of, exists, thus you can have it! 

Okay, think about your comfort character right now, now think of them with you. You just did right? Well guess what? That just happened because you thought of it! Creation is finished so that exact scene you imagined just happened. No chance of failure is already done.

So since creation is finished its already done, so hun YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!!!!!!!

Think about it, it doesn't make sense for something you already have to not show up right? Seems pretty fucking stupid honestly. So this isn't any different! YOU CAN NOT FAIL WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!!!!

NOW GO GET YOUR SHIT BECAUSE IT IS ALREADY YOURS!!!!

ever since i met shifting, i automatically stopped seeing characters as just characters. now i see them as real people lmaooo i can’t think of them as just fictional anymoree

I’m a big fan of people finding a spiritual or religious practice that works for them but if you’re required to pay money to a particular person or buy a certain thing regularly from a certain place I don’t think that’s a spiritual practice. You may have been scammed.

me and him if i wasn't so lazy

they make me so fucking happy

Your intro post says that your transformers dr is a combination with jurassic park/world and that sounds super cool! Idk if you’ve explained it before but can you tell me how that works and what it’s like?

YES YES YES ABSOLUTELY I WOULD LOVE TO! (prepare for the yap fest, I'm sorry but also not sorry).

It all starts with the greatest man to exist: my dad (aka my hero)

Dr. Alan Grant (and his stupid hat)

This background is common in my DRs and that's because of how connected I am to my father that it tends to manifest itself in my DRs.

Most of how I script is through what I call "core memories." I think on Tumblr they are more commonly referred to as "downloads?" If I'm not mistaken. So that is how I know most of this.

There is a long and complicated story as to how my Dad became a single father, but long story short: the surrogate (my mother) is not the best person.

(me and @moonsdrs commonly refer to him as Lord Mother, because he's the best mother to exist)

Growing up with a Paleontologist for a father, I was homeschooled and spent a whole lot of time on site with him, or bothering other personnel (how I learned Spanish).

I was pretty smart and learned things fast which is another reason I was so smart because I just kept learning. Me and Dad lived in a trailer bc of cost and location. And when I was about 9 years old he received an offer to save the dig site, and our family. So he went to Jurassic Park. Childcare, however, is hard to come by, so I came with.

I survived the events of Jurassic Park. Made it out alive but with a nasty scar on my leg and a particularly stubborn undiscovered infection.

My Dad always knew about my powers, but he was so nervous about the idea of me being tested on that he made me keep it secret. I have a vivid memory of being under the crushed car and I'm about to use my powers to lift it off me and Tim. I look to Dad and he shakes his head at me with the most serious look on his face.

One connection to Transformers is my cousin Sam.

Sam's father is my surrogate's (bio mother) brother. He was appalled by what she did and given they had a son my age, which influenced them to create a bond. Sam and I spent so much time together that we became nearly inseparable (we have a habit of holding hands in dangerous situations). It was important to both my Uncle Ron and my father that we have a relationship.

Years later, (a few years after an incredibly traumatic situation), my Dad and I got roped into going to Isla Sorna. Where I got another nasty scar, this time on my chest. Shortly after my father "died" (listen it's a whole complicated ass story that I still don't fully understand).

I moved in with my Uncle Ron and Sam. When I was 20, the first Transformers movie took place.

Here's where Jurassic World comes in (I'm sorry, I am such a yapper). After meeting Will and going on a few dates, he inspired me to follow my true passion in life: following in my father's footsteps. But not exactly like him. I got a degree in Paleontological Animal Behaviors and became a registered Animal Behaviorist. Eventually, I joined a program in the Navy called "LS-9." They were looking to research how sharks could be beneficial for the military. We were successful.

I wind up getting a job offer email about "Jurassic World" (this is about 4 years later, 3 years after the events of TF2). I blow it off thinking it's spam mail, yk? Who in the hell would think it's a good idea to make another park, let alone try and train raptors. That's ridiculous, even though it would be a scientific breakthrough, and I'd be continuing my father's legacy and mine, but no. It's not real.

After a really bad fight with Will, I talked on the phone with my best friend Owen (we met in the Navy) just to get some relief. I mentioned the spam email and he told me he got a similar one, that he did some research, and that he was positive it was real. I was shocked, to say the least. I contacted them just to see and they basically offered me the job (my reputation proceeds me). The downside? I'd have to live on the island for the duration of the contract. Even though Will and I were in a really rough spot, I didn't want to just leave him, but he told me that I needed to do it as it was my dream.

I wound up there, doing the research. About a year later the company InGen hired an outside military contractor to assess the viability of the program in the military forces. It was Will. That's when the events of Jurassic World occurred. We all made it out okay including my nephew, who did not shut up about the scary dinosaur for years.

3 years later Fallen Kingdom happened, and that's where I met my daughter.

I love this girl so much, Will calls her my "mini-me" because she looks, acts, and talks like me. She is a great big sister, and the toughest and smartest girl to ever exist. She's also an animal lover (like her mom) and spends a lot of time at the rescue farm.

Doughboys doodles! (Can you guess who my fav is heheh)