Void Is Finally Coming To My Life

Void is finally coming to my life

I did so many research and I think I’m finally going on a right path(personally). I rly feel that this way guarantees myself to the void and I am getting closer and closer to it everyday.

As the void finally seems ‘reachable’, as I feel it’s coming to my life, I’m being nervous and skeptical. What if I finally reached the pure blackness but nothing happens? What if the void turns out to be just a calm meditative state and doesn’t manifest anything? What if all beliefs of void were crazy delusion? Then what should I do to save myself from my life?

I believe in LOA and also read pink’s doubt post but I’m so nervous

I’ll only find out when I really enter the void