I Hate That I’m So Absent As A Person. I Don’t Start Conversations. I Can Barely Maintain Them. I’m

The depression won today. Staying home from school because it’s too hard to get out of bed. I just woke up and I already know the days going to consist of suicidal thoughts and sleeping the pain away.

“If I die before my time keep in mind I wasn’t fine”

— (via killed-long-ago)

Sometimes I fell asleep with my pillow being wet from tears. Sometimes I fell asleep with blood in my sheets because I thought that was the way to survive.

R.R.

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“I want to be rebuilt but the tears keeping putting out the fire. My soul is screaming and I walk away like I am training myself to stop throwing tantrums. I failed middle school art class because I’ve never been good at drawing lines. I don’t know where justified crosses over into the irrational. There’s a bitter in me. But nobody cares to hear it.”

— V.P.

Because this explains so much.

“And when my mother asks me what’s wrong I just say I’m tired because I don’t have the heart to tell the woman who gave me life that I don’t want it anymore.”

— (via wstdxo)