pining, f2fwb2l infidelity on jimin's part
warnings: angst, reader is in love with him but who isn't, swearing, making out, fwb but still sfw and nothing explicit, college parties, mentions of anxiety because reader represents my two brain cells when they have to come up with small talk, jimin calls reader sweetheart because he's a whore who likes to play with her heart đ€
rating: pg-15
a/n: writing after a long time feels weird but the good kind of weird, its 3am idk what im talking about but here, take a fic
*throws fic at you*
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Pairing: Hoseok x f.Reader, Seokjin x f.Reader, Jungkook x f.Reader, slight Taehyung x f.ReaderÂ
Genre: Smut, Mystery, a lil bit of HorrorÂ
Warnings: threesomes in the form of grinding, thigh riding, lots of neck kisses, sex in the middle of the dance floor, making out, mxm kissing too, fumbling, lots of sexy costumes, dirty talk, but also suspense and misunderstandings
Wordcount: 11.5kÂ
a/n: there is so much happening in this chapter, I donât even know what I should comment on lmao. Also just so you know this is the last chapter before Sanguis Alpha goes on a little winter holiday break hehe đđ
âOh wow, you actually cameâ, Hoseok greets you, taking you into a big hug before you can stop him. He already smells of alcohol.
âI didâ, you and him step out of the hug, âmy apartment was too sad."Â
"Gotcha. But also look at you. You look hot as fuck. That corset looks so good onâ, Hoseok says, placing his hand on your shoulder and letting his eyes travel over your body shamelessly.Â
âThank you very muchâ, you say and make a curtsy, âbut you look hot too. I especially love the mask with that outfit. Also really love the harness, especially bold choice to go shirtless with itâ, you say hooking your fingers in his chest harness and pulling him closer slightly.Â
Hoseok purrs quietly, fire flicking up in his eyes for the briefest of moments.
âThank you, thank you. I purchased them last weekâ, he explains, tilting his head back slightly to reveal his neck. The way his muscles flex under the leather straps, you try not to concentrate on too much.
You break your eyes away before you can do something you later regret, clearing your throat in the process. You look to your side, watching as the rest of Sanguis struts up to you and Hoseok.Â
Jungkook is dressed in his full soldier uniform, face hidden behind a gas mask. Seokjin chose to go for a mask, which only covers the upper part of his face. Golden, it goes perfectly with his burgundy velvet suit and golden boots. He was not wearing a shirt under the jacket, revealing his chiselled torso.
You whistle through your teeth.Â
âLook at you guys. Hot damnâ, you say.Â
âThank you, you look good tooâ, Seokjin says, eyes not so subtly falling to your cleavage.Â
âThanksâ, you hear Jungkookâs voice behind the mask.Â
âOkay but damn Kook you really went all out with the costumeâ, you say, touching his arm. You feel his muscles tense under your touch, you can only imagine the way he lowers his eyes behind that mask.Â
âT-thank you, thatâs n-niceâ, he stutters.Â
Before he can grow any more awkward however, Hoseok drapes his arm across his shoulder.Â
âWant to get drunk and then grind on the dance floor?â he suggests, looking between you and Jungkook.Â
âIâm downâ, Seokjin says, hooking his arm with yours.Â
âWait what?â you and Jungkook say in unison, already getting dragged to the bar.Â
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i wrote a little poem or song-idek if this could be called a song-while thinking about namjoon, he was a reference to 'how could i miss someone ive never met?', 'those dimples', and 'dragon eyes' parts. this is like a confession of loving your future someone special with a songwriting talent (notice that last part).
pairing: ex-boyfriend Seokjin! x reader genre(s): just angst... i'm sorry au(s): exes to exes word count: 1.3k warnings:Â lots of regret, pining, misunderstandings, mentions of a past fight, Seokjin gets burned, both literally and figuratively rating: PG15
summary: based on this tweet, "seokjin the type to make too much pasta after a breakup because he's used to cooking for two" T_T
a/n: i was itching to write some good angst... and my muse (aka Jin) responded! this is sad, and i made myself cry. tagging @beckysworld7 because you encouraged me hehe <3 this is pretty unedited btw
Seokjin's ears fill with a loud hiss, tearing his gaze away from the soft patter of rain outside his window, and back to the boiling water on the stove. His eyes widen as he takes in the sight of the water overflowing and sizzling on the hot stove top. Cursing internally, he chastises himself for not remembering to put a wooden spoon over the top. It was a habit he rarely forgot, until, of course, his life had been tossed so far afield that he had lost all sense of familiarity.
And so, he continued on, fighting tooth and nail to hold on to the parts of his life that defined who he was before it had happened. However, the breakup had left him broken, empty, watching you take the best parts of him, of you both, and throw them away like theyâd never meant anything at all.
He reaches over to pull the frothing pot off the stove, yelping as the blistering heat of the hot metal kisses his bare skin. Shaking his hand, he yells in pain and runs cold water over the burn, searching for some sort of relief. The taste of ash coats his mouth, and heâs not sure whether itâs from the pasta heâd nearly burnt, or the acrid memories that have begun to rise up from the deep place heâd buried them so many months ago.
Pappardelle with homemade bolognese sauce. Heâd made the dish a thousand times before. It had been your favorite after every night out, every big celebration, even on rainy days, like today, when you weren't feeling well. The fresh, al dente noodles and the simmering hearty sauce were irrevocably tied to the memory of your relationship, each bite creating a different snapshot in his brain of times that had passed long ago.
Every Friday night since the last time he saw you, Seokjin made two bowls of pasta, sitting alone at the dining table, breathless and begging for you to walk through the door. Waiting until the steaming bowls ran cold, he finally accepted that you weren't coming today. After finishing one bowl, he'd put away the other one, sneaking bites of the cold, rubbery dough throughout the weekend; coming home from another failed date, or right before bed when the longing was at its worst.
He heard Namjoonâs voice in the back of his head, chastising him that the way he was living wasnât healthy, that itâd been too long since you had gone. Seokjin knew his friend was right. But Seokjin didnât know how to live his life without you, just like heâd never known how to only make one serving of your favorite recipe. And so he sat there, in the oppressive loneliness of the apartment you two had once shared, and lost himself.
Shuddering from the cold, he gazes over to the warm, calm flames that burn in the fireplace. At the end of it all, he hadnât even remembered what caused the fight that ended it - all he remembers was the rage, the inferno that had erupted between the two of you. It was like nothing he had experienced before - hot, angry, and scathing. Blazing down everything in its path. The bitter stench of regret had settled deep inside his lungs as your footsteps ran out and closed the door behind you.
The doorbell rings, followed by the distinct sound of three rhythmic knocks, and Seokjin freezes.
Swinging the door open, his dazed mind wonders if itâs all been a dream. Because itâs you, cheeks red from the cold, bundled up in the plaid scarf and red mittens heâd gotten you for your very first Christmas together. You look beautiful, and Seokjinâs heart hurts all over again. Because youâre not his to love anymore.
You look towards his downturned gaze, and immediately think to yourself that it was a mistake coming here. The two of you stand on opposite sides of the threshold, forced into an impasse of your own doing.
Deciding to break the silence, you clear your throat, and Jinâs glassy eyes meet yours, pain contained within their umber depths.
âIâm so sorry for showing up like this,â you gasp, not realizing the words come out as a sob. âBut I was making a dish, umm, the pappardelle with bolognese. And I realized I left the Le Creuset pot with you.â
Taking a deep breath, you force air into your lungs, mustering up the strength to continue while feeling the tears prick your eyelashes.
âYou probably donât want to give it back,â you mumble in the smallest voice you can manage. âAnd itâs unfair of me to ask for it, but I needed to make something for a thing I have to go to and I remembered you, uhmm, I mean your recipe.â
Peering through your lids at Seokjin, you watch him gulp as he tries to force a response, struggling to get the words out.
âI have the pot,â he garbles, voice hoarse. âTake it, and donât worry about the pasta. I made some. You can have it too.â
Looking your ex-boyfriend in the eyes, the man you thought youâd have forever with, a sob escapes your throat, and your heavy breaths echo in the frosty air as he waits for you to respond.
âW-what do you mean take it?â you whimper, fingers itching underneath your mittens to reach out and brush a stray strand of hair out of his eyes.
âI make it every Friday,â he whispers. âTwo bowls. You can take the other bowl with you.â
You watch him disappear into the apartment, coming back out with a sizzling pot of pasta in his hands. He pauses, visage lost deep in contemplation, before the lines in his face disappear and he gives you a soft smile.
âOr,â he goes on. âYou could come in and have some with me? Thereâll probably be enough leftovers for you to take home with you.â
You feel a pit in your stomach at his proposition, glancing over at his pretty eyes and parted lips as they hopefully await your response.
Looking away, you stare down the hall of the apartment complex, not wanting to meet his gaze as you push your red mitten to the side and Seokjin catches a glimpse at your blanched fingers.
A sparkling, oval-cut diamond sits on your left ring finger, and through your pounding heartbeat, you hear Seokjin let out a pained whine.
âI-, Iâm so sorry, Jin. I never should have come,â you weep, knowing that if you looked him in the eyes one more time, youâd fall in love all over again.
Turning on your heels, you leave him devastated, thoughts swimming with uncertainty about the fiancĂ© waiting for you in the parlor of his parentsâ house. Knowing deep in your soul that part of your heart would forever belong to the man you left at the threshold, clutching the steaming dish in his hands.
Slamming the pot onto the counter, Jin chokes on his tears, heaving in between deep breaths as he watches you run away through the window.
Lifting the spoon to his lips, he inhales a large bite of the dish, hoping to nurse his broken heart, only to have a dull flavorless bite coat his tongue. Heâd forgotten the salt. Mourning the loss of his finesse for the dish that had once warmed his heart, he canât help but remark at the forfeit of his love for you as well.
He feels rage overtake him, throwing the pot against the wall. The tasteless rubbery mess along with the shattered remnants of the last item of yours heâd kept painting a gut-wrenching portrait as he slumps to the floor.
He doesnât know how long he stays there, tears leaking from his eyes as his whole body shakes.
When the clock strikes midnight, Seokjin rises, picking up the bland mess in his hands and throwing it in the trash. For good.
A/N pt. 2: Thanks for reading! As always, any feedback or comments are much appreciated, but I appreciate you all anyway. Lots of love, Isi đ
gods and angels are only dreaming of to have what this man has ⥠for @gimbapchefs ⥠{cr. namuspromised}
once in a blue moon, at breakfast in the middle of august, the old friend group is taking a sweet trip down the memory lane, hyperventilating over some stupid shit one of us did two summers ago, recalling the same crazy story from five different perspectives. and then out of the blue, as we catch our breaths from the laughing pains, someone drops the most destructive "good old times" bomb. it hits like a train: nothing had to change, yet it did.
this chapter is so sweet???!!! im smiling like crazy reading that jk part. and seokjin's and hoseok's turning event is so funny LMAO đ«đ
Pairing: slight Jungkook x f.Reader
Warnings: none? idk itâs just Sanguis being the best caretakers ever, some mystery maybe, and many soft healing momentsÂ
Wordcount: 7.7k
a/n: i just wanna hug everyone in this chapter :(
Your eyes open before your consciousness comes back. You blink. Hoseokâs surprised face appears in your vision. He has a wet cloth pressed to your forehead, stopping with the movements of cleaning you as he sees you wake up.
âHoly cow, youâre finally awakeâ, he gasps, âhow are you?â
You look around the room as best as possible. This isnât your room, or your bed, or even your house.
âWhere am I?â you choke out, surprised at how hoarse your voice sounds.
âOur place. We gave you one of our guest rooms. Youâve been out for three daysâ, Hoseok explains.
âOh, I seeâ, you relax into the mattress, âwait? What? Three days?â you squeak, shooting up straight.Â
Hoseok nods and forces you to lie down again. The movement shoots a weird pinch through your arm. You look at the spot, eyes growing big when you see the needle in the crook of your elbow.
You follow the tube with your eyes, until they land on a clear infusion bag.
âSaline infusion, so you wouldnât dehydrateâ, Hoseok explains, âdonât worry I finished medical school in the eighties so I know what Iâm doing.â
âIâm, Iâm so confused right nowâ, you confess.
Why were you out for three days? What happened?Â
âThat is understandable. This is probably a lot to take in. Vampires are real, like holy shit. I get it, thatâs a lot.â
âOh? You-â, you tilt your head to the side, âyou are a vampire?â
Hoseok nods his head and scratches his neck awkwardly, âsurprise.â
âAre the others vampires too? Do they know that you are?â
Hoseok blinks in disbelief, âokay this was like the calmest reaction to me being a vampire I have ever seen. I once had a girl literally run away from me screeching prayers.â
âI think Iâm still a little out of itâ, you confess.
âYeah?â Hoseok touches your forehead to check your temperature, âdo you remember what happened to you?â
You close your eyes to try and remember.Â
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Disclaimer: All stories contain strong language & mature content!
mini masterlist â a collection of small drabbles
†S E R I E S:
âł PROHIBIDO. | brotherâs best friend au | fluff, angst smut
synopsis;Â Namjoon is an art himself. Shame that heâs forbidden - heâs your brotherâs best friend. And your colleague..
chapters: index | ongoing
†O N E â S H O T S:
âł BELLISSIMA | parents au | fluff, smut
synopsis;Â once your husband finds the meaning behind your rejection, heâs having none of it
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
†O N E â S H O T S:
âł A PLAN | friends with benefits au | fluff, smut
synopsis; Youâve a plan â trying to dominate your extremely dominant roommate who also happens to be your friend with benefits.Â
chapters: 01 completed
†D R A B B L E  S E R I E S:
âłÂ MY TINY SECRET | unexpected pregnancy, mistress au | angst, smut
synopsis;Â Pretty face doesnât make it up for an ugly personality. And Kim Seokjin is the perfect proof of that.
chapters: index | completed
†S E R I E S:
âł AWAY FROM YOU | divorce au | fluff, angst, smut
synopsis; Trying to divorce Yoongi might be harder than you thought itâd be. Especially when youâre having a two year old toddler.
chapters: 01Â |Â 02 | 03 |Â 04Â | 05Â | 06 | 07Â | 08Â | 09Â | 10Â | 11Â | 12Â | 13Â | 14Â | 15Â | 16Â ongoing
drabbles
âłÂ MONACHOPSIS | fluff, smut, angst, mini series
synopsis; After receiving unpleasant news that doesnât allow you to grow your family, your husband comes up with an idea that unfortunately involves his brother whom he despises
chapters: index | ongoing
†O N E â S H O T S:
âł NEXT DOOR |Â neighbor au | fluff (?), smut
synopsis; Your neighbor doesnât respect your complaints about him being loud, but you donât let it slide so easily.Â
chapters: 01Â | completed
âł STAY HIGH | exes au | fluff, angst (?), smut
synopsis; Youâve to stay high to keep your ex out off your mind when he comes back into your life.
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
†S E R I E S:
âł HOPE WORLD [ON-HOLD] | enemies to lovers au | fluff, angst, smut
synopsis; Youâve decided to try dancing class, but the one who teaches you how to dance actually hates you.
chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04Â | 05Â | 06Â |Â ongoing
†O N E â S H O T S:Â
âł THE BOSSÂ | boss!reader | fluff, smut, tiny bit of angst
synopsis;Â In the middle of important business meeting, Hoseok spreads his mouth free and it almost costs you one of the greatest business deals. Youâve to remind Hoseok whoâs the boss.
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
†S E R I E S:
âł ONE TIME THING [ON-HOLD] | best friendâs boyfriend au | fluff, angst, smut
synopsis; What are you going to do when your best friend asks you to have a sex with her boyfriend?
chapters: 01 | 02 | 03Â | 04Â | 05Â |Â ongoing
†O N E â S H O T S:
âł ADAYWITHOPPA | smut, fluff
synopsis;Â adaywithoppa is a website where you can book a tour guide, what happens when you book one without you knowing?
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
âłÂ ONLY YOU | single dad, best friends to lovers au | fluff, smut, tiny bit of angst
synopsis; Youâve been always there for your best friend, even when he became a single dad
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
âł SUCKER | vampire au | smut, angst
synopsis;Â You wish youâd pay more attention to Jimin. Like, how his eyes kept changing color. How cold his skin was, too unrealistically to be natural. Or one second, he flashed you with his sharp canines and the next one he didnât have any. How much he craved for you, but not the way you thought he was.
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
â€T W O â S H O T S:
âł CHEATER | cheater au | angst, smut
synopsis; Ten proofs you got to find out the truth but you were too blind in love to see.
chapters: 01Â | 02Â |Â ongoing
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âł DRUNK [ON-HOLD] | alcoholic au | fluff, angst, smut
disclaimer: this story contains alcoholism, strong language & mature content [do not read it if youâre sensitive about alcoholism]
synopsis; You fell in love with Jeongguk so hard thinking heâs everything youâve ever wanted. But thereâs a one catch â heâs an alcoholic.
chapters: 01 | 02 | 03Â |Â ongoing
âł MUTUAL HELP | fake dating, best friends to lovers au, slow burn | fluff, angst, smut
synopsis; In order for you to pretend to be his girlfriend, he helps you with your sexual desires - he calls it a mutual help
Available on Wattpad only! Â
†O N E â S H O T S:
âł SLEEPOVER | best friendâs brother au | fluff, smut
synopsis; Jeongguk is your best friendâs little brother who invites you to have a sleepover at his place. Nothing can happen, right?
chapters:Â 01Â |Â completed
†D R A B B L E S:
âł STRAWBERRY LIPSÂ | professor au | fluff, smut
synopsis;Â itâs not your fault your professor is extremely young and oh, so hot
chapters: 01Â |Â completed
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Hi! Iâm the last ask you got about fics tar are similar to imprint by Arctic grey I donât know if you could tell but I was wondering if thereâs any bts fics you have I donât know if it was specified in my first ask
i got ur ask!! sorry for the late answer, but yes, iâve read imprints! itâs one of the best fwb aus under the bts tag, in my opinion. i have a few you might like, with the novel-like feel you mentioned and the fwb aspect.
these are personal favorites i ended up bookmarking (which means i really find them good). i hope you end up liking them too! :)
obligated to say that if youâre looking for namjin specifically, all of bazookaâs namjin works are exactly what youâre looking for. otherwise:
[E, 217k] Where The Heart Is by ??? (orphaned account) pairing: taegi
[M, 12k] Inward peripheries by murkya (iâm a huge fan of their characterization!) pairing: yoonkook
iâm not sure if youâre into yoonkook but if youâre looking for good worldbuilding, characterization and a novel-like length/feel, i highly suggest reading anything from notyoongs. here are some fics under their account that i personally love.
[T, 27k]Â everything i never told you by notyoongs pairing: yoonkook
[E, 107k]Â something in the water by notyoongs (this is a whole novel) pairing: yoonkook
[E, 109k] all the light we cannot see by notyoongs pairing: yoonkook
[E, 63k] rewrite the stars by notyoongs (highlight in story!) pairing: yoonkook
and back to our regular programming~
[E, 51k]Â Say My Name (And I'll Lie in the Sound) by fadetomorrow pairing: taegi
[E, 41k] i wrote these for you by buffcooky pairing: namgi
[E, 66k]Â How much to give and how much to take by Aguacates pairing: namkook
[T, 32k] Of (Accidental) Felons and Harlequins by CheekyBrunette, CynoDemure (highlight in characterization and dialogue!) pairing: namgi
[M, 28k]Â we're risking it all for illegal love by dmingi pairing: yoonmin
[M, 26k] Spanish Doll by saengie pairing: namjin
enjoy! :) <3
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