↳ Index [Chapter 18 - Desperation]

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↳ Index [Chapter 18 - Desperation]

Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader 

Warnings: switch!Taehyung, morning sex, desperate & passionate sex, oral (f.recieving), body worshipping, handjob, edging (m.recieving), bondage with a tie, use of vibrators, multiple orgasms (f.recieving), overstimulation, he is being very goddamn needy (he has his fangs out *screeches*), dirty talk, creampie, the aftercare *sobs*, emotional pillowtalk & Taehyung being so in love

Wordcount: 10.9k

a/n: *throws chair against a wall but it bounces back and hits me in the face and knocks me tf out*

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The next morning you get woken up by a painful cry. You jolt up from being startled, feeling confused for a moment until a quiet sob next to you calls your attention. Taehyung is still deep asleep, his whole body is shaking and his eyebrows are furrowed. He must be having a bad dream, judging by his tearstained cheeks and the way his fingers grip the blanket. He had even gotten rid of his shirt in his sleep, but despite being shirtless his skin is covered in a thin layer of sweat, making his hair stick to his forehead.

“Taehyung, wake up”, you tell him, shaking him softly.

He doesn’t budge, the nightmare still has its grip on him, making him writhe on the mattress and forcing whimpers out between his gritted teeth.

“Taehyung, wake up”, you try again a little louder than before, shaking him again.

He jolts awake with a loud gasp, ripping his eyes open and looking around the room without focus. His hand is pressed to his chest as if he is trying to check if his heart is still there. He looks utterly confused, probably still half asleep. A single tear escapes his eye and runs down the side of his face.

“You were having a nightmare, weren’t you?” you ask softly, stroking the sweat-soaked strands of hair out of his face.

Relief washes over his face when the sound of your sweet voice rings in his ears and he can feel the touch of your warm fingers on his face. He can feel the weight fall from his shoulders, the painful ache in his chest is finally gone.

“You are here”, he croaks out, his voice still heavy from sleep.

“Of course I am”, you assure him, cupping his cheek, “what did you dream about?”

“Nothing, just-“, he touches your hand, “-doesn’t matter.”

He sits up to get eye to eye with you, kneeling on the bed. He holds your face in his hands, his eyes race over your body as if trying to look at everything at the same time. Your eyes, your lips, your hands, your stomach, your chest, your hair, your nose, your neck. Everything is here, real and warm. You are here, next to him. It was all a bad dream, you didn’t leave him all alone in this world as you moved on to your next life.

“You didn’t leave”, he whispers.

“Why shoul-“, you don’t get to finish your sentence before Taehyung’s lips come crashing down on yours. 

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SIBI HOLY FUCK. im so confused and scared rn.... did tae really trapped oc? who tf saved her in the end? will she be a vampire? i cant wait anymore for the next chapter which will be titled HURT 😫😭🤚🏼💔

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↳ Index [Chapter 19 - Schicksal]

Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader

Warnings: the beginning is very sweet until everything does a 180 and it turns very dark, violent blooddrinking, hunts, violence, betrayal, those are not your sweet romanticised vampires

Wordcount: 8k

a/n: i hate them, also istfg if just one of you blames oc i will slaughter you painfully

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The sun was already getting ready for her sleep when you and Taehyung finally leave his wing. You hadn’t planned on leaving his wing, but your rumbling stomach convinced you otherwise. 

You giggle as Taehyung catches up with you on the stairs. He wraps his arms around you, picking you up with ease.

“What are you doing? Tae put me down”, you laugh.

“Never”, he says, pressing you against the handrailing at the end of the stairs, “you’re mine darling”, he coos, caressing your sides.

“Mhm, yeah I am”, you say, grinning goofily. His hair feels so soft in your fingers.

“I’m so happy to have you again”, he whispers, making your heart flutter.

“I’m happy too”, you breathe, feeling your body draw closer to him all on its own.

“Let’s never ever fight again”, he says, making you chuckle.

“That’s a little unrealistic”, you say. 

He pouts, earning himself a soft pinch to his cheek. 

“Fine, let’s never ever fight again”, you give in with fondness in your voice. 

“That’s better”, he says and smiles. 

“You’re so cute." 

"Ah yes? Are you perhaps talking to a mirror?" 

You snort, "Tae come on”, you whine.

Taehyung grins and leans in for a kiss, stopping as your stomach rumbles loudly. You both look down at it.

“Are you famished, my sweetest?” he asks, rubbing his hand over your tummy gently.

“Yes, a little, stupid human stomach, it ruined the mood.”

Taehyung looks at you with fondness in his eyes.

“Let’s get you something to eat, shall we?”

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3 years ago
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨

he’s just the prettiest ✨✨✨

+ bonus: jimin’s thighs enthusiast

He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
3 years ago

this is so beautiful

The Saga

In a past life my lips have met your lips my soul nurtured your soul and yours mine. Endless possible points in time and space some unbeknownst cosmic force   has brought us together  time and time again. Whether for a lesson to be learned mindsets to be destroyed and rebuilt karma to be returned  or a story to be finished.

We’ve only begun our journey together this life but this time I’m privileged enough to see you coming and prepare myself for the goddess I see you for.

2 years ago

RAPHA YOU HOT MF

Varane And Chambo

Varane and Chambo

3 years ago

im sobbing pls pat me rn

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sometimes it’s best to remember the past is just a memory…

pairing | kim seokjin x reader genre | angst, suggestive content, mention of a miscarriage words | 6,411

inspired by | Haruki Murakami’s short story “A Folklore for my Generation…”

listen to | Epiphany, Autumn outside of the post office and Tonight/This night

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3 years ago

this screams art student taehyung so much im sick crying rn

⁂ 11/100 Days Of Kim Taehyung | Van Gogh

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3 years ago
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featuring ! bts && ateez

pairings ! kim namjoon x reader // oc x kim hongjoong // sibling!song mingi x reader // platonic ot7 && ot8

summary: park y/n is more than just an international pop star; her versatility is nothing to be played with. with the love of her fans worldwide, a college degree to fall back on (just in case she ever decides to switch careers), a loving family — what more does she need? will a business partnership turn out more to just being a partnership? what happens when she meets bts?

updates ! anytime on FRIDAYS & SUNDAYS

taglist ! open

a/n ! soo boyfriend was really messing with my brain & i honestly got lost trying to write it … so i’m trying again with CLG. this is something that would happen in my desired reality LMFAO!

some info: to me, y/n will be a complex character, and the relationships can & most likely will get confusing if i don’t make y/n’s backstory — it’ll explain everything you need to know about her! especially how her and mingi are related :)

clg && ace

#001: HOPELESS

#002: THE PARK Y/N

#EXTRA: YN & HER PAST PRT ONE

#003:

enjoy the ride! it’ll be a long one, filled with fluff, angst, and smut.

3 years ago
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look

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3 years ago

reblogging this to save myself from college depression

a uni survival guide: tips from a phd

if there's one thing i know about, it's college. i've done it, i've taught it, i've lived and breathed it. these tips are for first years in particular, but honestly for everybody. i think it's so important for people to have balanced lives in these years -- academics are not everything. you know what didn't help me in the real world when i was afraid i wouldn't live through it? my fancy college note-taking format. you know what did help me? the friends i made there who i knew would get on a plane and fly across the country in a matter of hours if i told them i needed them.

academic

- figure out where class is held ahead of time: don't be that kid who's late on day one, i beg of you

- use the writing center: especially for basic grammatical editing, which a lot of professors don't have time to mark on papers

- speak up in class: talking through ideas helps you work through them, and asking questions about something you don't understand can open up great lines of conversation

- find a regular schedule that works for you and stick to it: my college schedule was morning free time, class, lunch, class, practice, homework. that consistency was a life-saver

- keep a planner: it's so important to have a central place to track deadlines, assignments, and engagements

- annotate your reading: when you're stressing about a paper topic, being able to go back to what you've highlighted and written in the margins is a life-saver

- color-code your coursework: i use the same color highlighter, pen, and notebook for any given class. it's super helpful

- if you can't focus while studying with friends, don't: i reserved group studying for days when i didn't have important work because i can't be in a room with other people without talking to them. if your school has one, the quiet floor of the library is your best friend

- treat yourself to a "fun" class: art was always my place to just sit back and chill, a way to end the night all zen in the darkroom instead of conjugating russian verbs in a fluorescent-lit cinderblock prison. for you, it could be gym, it could be pottery, it could be some random course about, like, the history of cooking or something -- explore!

- profs are people too: don't be too nervous around them. also, know that if you're struggling -- even b/c of something in your personal life -- you can admit it, and they'll almost always understand why you missed a deadline or bombed a test

- go to office hours: it's the only way to get to know professors in big courses, and it's so helpful for both your grades and learning how to navigate relationships with authority figures

social

- don't let academia keep you from your friends: it's a case-by-case basis, but sometimes it's okay to let the reading slide and spend time with friends. i graduated seven years ago and my college group text still talks every day. that's so much more important to me than the fact that i never finished brideshead revisited

- joining a club is one of the best ways to make friends: i played ultimate frisbee through college and it was the source of so many lasting relationships, as well as the way i met all my local friends when i was abroad

- say yes to things you don't know if you'll like: you'll surprise yourself. me? turns out i love drinking games. and theme parties. and skinny dipping. and rock climbing

- don't be that person who looks down on their peers for partying: honestly? that person kind of sucks. you don't have to party if you don't want to, but actually, a lot of those people are super nice and also good at school -- don't just write them off!

- show up for your friends: go to their games, their concerts, their art shows, their standup nights. show them that what matters to them matters to you, too

- set aside a night to do a group activity with others: whether your vibe is wednesday night trivia, a weekly "terrible movie" showing, or a get-high-and-watch-nature-documentaries-type thing, these are great ways to liven up the week and de-stress

- this is a great time to figure out who from high school really matters to you: you don't have to force relationships that were built mostly on convenience if there are friends at uni with whom you click more. people you became friends with purely based on the coincidence of where your parents lived do not have to be your forever friends. they can be! but they don't have to be

personal

- don't expect too much of yourself: a 4.0 is not the end-all, be-all. if your family or somebody tells you it is, tell them to call me, and i will personally talk some sense into them

- take advantage of university support services: mental health counseling, free yoga classes, multi-cultural societies, etc

- drink water: please, please don't get kidney stones in the middle of the semester, says the girl who got kidney stones in the middle of the semester

- let yourself take breaks: if you need to lie to a professor and say you're sick when really you're just feeling down and you need to sit in bed and watch a movie, that's totally valid

- don't freak about individual assignments: my students come to me freaking over a B+ and i tell them, honey, no job interviewer is ever going to ask you about your second paper from communications 101. i wish i'd known that

- go see speakers if there's someone interesting coming to campus: these talks are always cooler than you expect. i'll never get over the fact that i didn't go see anita hill when she came to my undergrad

- do your laundry on the same night every week: i can't explain why this is so helpful but it really is

- keep up on the news and the memes: read the school paper, the school blog, the memes page -- college politics and inside jokes are fun and convoluted and fascinating

- set the groundwork for long-term self-care: all of the above is really just to say -- university isn't just for learning about the french revolution, it's also about learning how to balance, how to handle failure, how to ask for help, how to make a salad that doesn't totally suck, etc

6 years ago

Just Jin Things

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It’s our worldwide handsome’s turn,

Kim Seokjin, 김석진

04.12.92, Sagittarius

Jin was attending Konkuk University, majoring in Film and Acting when he was scouted by a casting director due to his looks.

He officially signed on with BigHit in 2011

Jin joined BigHit with the intention of becoming an actor but BigHit convinced him to take singing & dancing lessons to join BTS  

Before joining BigHit, Jin was supposedly going to work at his father’s company

During their first ever MCOUNTDOWN performance, Jin has a wardrobe malfunction where his pants fell & he cried after the performance (please he did so well I’m so proud, did I go back and rewatch all their performance? Yes I did & my heart swells with so much pride no matter how many times I rewatch the performance.)

He has an older brother

Recently he opened a restaurant with his brother

Previously, SM Entertainment attempted to scout him as well but he assumed it was a joke so he ignored it.

Despite being a trainee & even after debuting, Jin attended university and graduated in 2017

He’s currently enrolled in Hanyang Cyber University, pursuing his Masters

Pink was his favorite color but recently he said his favorite color is blue (mine too!)

Shoulder gangster (literally translated from Hangul)

He revealed that his shoulders are 60cm

That pic of his shoulder while he was in the kitchen (everyone say thank you BTS)

Jin’s legendary pink flip phone

EATJIN (Honestly when I watch EatJin it takes me a moment to realize that I ended up watching a grown ass man eat & chat for 25 mins which seemed like 5 mins)

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He’s a really good cook

Always cooks for his members on their birthdays

His favorite food is lobster & meat

While they were at Saipan, BTS ordered 10 lobsters & on top of that, Jin ordered 10 more lobsters and went to each of the staff’s table to share the lobsters with them

Such an angel

According to BTS, Jin has the best body among them (did y’all see the fansite picture of him during one of the concerts where his abs were revealed by accident? You can bet your ass I have a hard copy of it in my pc/lomo card collection.

Super Mario mania, he started playing when he was 5 years old

He instinctively winks at anyone who makes eye contact with him for several seconds

Blowing kisses at anyone & everyone cause he has so much love to spread

His love for alpacas are so cute, SHOUTOUT TO RJ

He can open bags of chips/sweets with his feet

WORLD. WIDE. HANDSOME

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His windshield laughter

His Dad jokes (I love Dad jokes too so everytime he says something, my reaction is exactly like Jimin’s)

Chaotic Jin

Q: What’s your good luck charm?

Jin: Yeah it’s my face

“My handsomeness has been entrenched in my life.”

HIS VOICE

OMG PLEASE, I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE PEOPLE SLEPT ON HIM BEFORE EPIPHANY

Like Awake was a fucking masterpiece & his voice is just perfect

STREAM AWAKE & EPIPHANY YOU COWARDS

It’s like every time he performs Epiphany, he only gets better

“When I was younger, my Mum used to just listen to her friends bragging about their sons. She just listened to them without saying anything. So I thought I want to make my Mum be proud of her son too.”

That clip of Jungkook joining him during EatJin & he makes wailing noises while eating & listening to songs

And Namjoon barges in to check on the noise (I fucking lost my shit OMG)

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He gets scared/startled easily

Omg that Zombie Run Episode I just I feel so bad for laughing but it gets me every time I watch it..ah…Jin & Yoongi left me in tears cause I laughed so much.

Jin has prescription glasses but due to feeling insecure about wearing them, he prefers to use contacts

His cute ‘crooked’ fingers  

He can play the guitar and piano

He’s really good at snowboarding as well

Friends with Sandeul

Jin & Yoongi were roommates in their previous dorm but recently Jin has his own room

Bought an apartment estimated to be $1.7M in cash

SAVAGE JIN (Just like many ARMYs I’m convinced he contributes to the lyrics of rap line songs)

“I played these games, someone said “Marry Me” in a chat room. No.”

“Some viewers are asking me “Let me have a bite please” I’m sorry, buy your own food.”  

“Aren’t you jealous of everyone coming to the concert?”

“Don’t cut my words while I’m speaking”

Yoongi: I would like to try (playing a game)  Jin: Go home and play

I texted Bang PD & said “I look good today” & send him a selfie. He asked. “Are you having fun?” I said I’m having fun because I’m handsome. Bang PD said “Ah that means I won’t have fun.” I didn’t know how to reply to him.

Who is your favorite Hollywood crush? Actress.

Jin: BRAD PITT

WE STAN CONFIDENT KINGS ONLY

The time he cut his fringe in his bathroom all by himself while filming it 

Hugs every member before a concert or performance so they won’t be nervous

That arm wave he did just to smack Jungkook’s hand in BV

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The only person who can put Yoongi in his place

“Don’t cut my words while I’m speaking”

*Yoongi shows a rough sketch of his BT21 Holly picture*

Jin: Isn’t that the same as mine?  *showing a sketch of RJ* Come on you looked at mine!

But they are so cute together, especially in the Zombie episode where both of them were huddled together at a corner

Or how they encouraged each other to dress up in the bandages & coats

Praising the zombie actors for their good method acting

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Jin & Namjoon, kinda like the Mum & Dad of the group

I live for their interactions, they are so soft & cute with each other

Their attempts at trying to do a heart together always gets me

That backhug mission where Namjoon willingly helped him by hugging him and resting his head on Jin’s shoulders

During a fanmeet Namjoon winked & blew kisses at Jin & he got all flustered & shy

Jimin exposed them with that dating article 😂

NAMJIN

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The way he’s so huggable & clingy with Hobie (he’s like that with everyone but especially towards Hobie 💜)

How Hoibe just accepts and has this soft smile at whatever Jin says or does

And joins him at times

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Argh Jimin is so soft & whipped for Jin like OMG

Literally, everytime Jin cracks a joke, Jimin bursts out laughing

How Jin acts like the maknae & Jimin just goes along with it

Cuites

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These two bring the party & dance moves wherever they go

Taejin dancing & having a good time at GDA

Throwback to Attack on Seok & Tae 

They are so sweet & encouraging towards each other

Taejin

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God please, these two are gonna be the death of me

They bicker anywhere & everywhere

When Jin does something cute or weird Jungkook has this soft & cute smile while he admire Jin *gif*

It’s so fluffy & cute argh my heart

Bickers with Jin anytime & every time

But you can see how much he loves & adores Jin 💜

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He’s so goofy & dorky I love it

The way he tries to hold back his laughter before he completes telling a joke & starts laughing, to a point where his face is red, is hilarious yet so lovable.

How he lets the maknae line tease him and annoy him, joining their shenanigans at times.

Despite everything you can see the amount of love and respect, they have for him.

He’s so full of love & warmth & he’s not afraid to show it or share it

He is so humble, dorky and appreciative of every BTS member, ARMY and everyone in his life

Give this man the love he deserves cause he deserves the world

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A/N: Please tell me your thoughts by commenting or sending an ask cause it really means a lot 💜

© cityoffandoms-yjn20, 2018. Do not copy, repost or translate without my permission.

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