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Ningning đ„ș
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME AGAIN.
SYNOPSIS. you unintentionally became close to ning yizhuo as trainees. she made it into aespa, you didnât. after you left sm and debuted with le sserafim, the desire to reconnect is heavy, but itâs not as easy as it sounds.
FEATURING. ningning x le sserafim 6th member reader
WARNINGS. none, maybe a little angsty tho idk
AUTHORS NOTE. first fic hello!! inspired by this song
WORD COUNT. 2.4k
you came to sm entertainment with the sole purpose of becoming an idol. itâs all youâve ever wanted since you were eight years old. it wasnât to make friends or build relationships; you wanted to work.
you kept to yourself during your trainee period, never really getting close to anyone. the trainee system was a twisted game and one small mistake could get you sent home. youâve seen it happen with other trainees who were friends. one would be let go and the other left without their other half. you didnât want any of that to get in the way of your goal.
ning yizhuo joined the company a year after you did. she was young, only a year younger than you. you remember the first time you officially met her in the practice room, which was completely by accident by the way.
as you walked through the company halls, going to your reserved practice time, you could faintly hear music playing from the practice room, which you found odd. you decided to slowly crack the door open to peek through and saw the younger girl practicing the choreography to into the new world. you know that she was new, maybe two weeks in? it makes sense that she wouldnât know about your routine. you debated on just leaving and finding a different room, but decide against it.
as soon and you fully entered the practice room she seemed to take notice, jumping in surprise and instantly turning to greet you. you watched as she rushed to turn the music off, it was a little comedic. she hesitantly walked towards you, not really knowing what to say. you could sense the confusion on her face.
âthis is my usual rehearsal time here,â you begin, and before yizhuo can spew out apologies, you continue, âitâs okay, you didnât know.â
âiâm sorry, i can leave,â she managed, looking down at the floor. you feel a little bad, figuring she was probably embarrassed. you sigh, âno, itâs okay,â
âwhat the fuck are you doing?â
âyouâre practicing into the new world, right?â
she nods.
âwe can practice together.â you decide. her face lights up, eyes gleaming, but you instantly regret you words. normally, you prefer practicing alone and being the only person to see the process of fixing your flaws and improving. but going by her reaction she probably wouldnât think to judge you on anything.
âreally?â she asks and you nod, walking towards the speaker to turn the music back on. âcome on.â
you and yizhuo spend the next few hours practicing (more like you spend most of the time practicing while she stands there watching, admiring your movements). you were a dancer long before you joined sm, so you ended up helping her with the choreography after seeing her struggle, giving her tips and pointers to help her improve. you thought it was cute how intensely she took in your every word, mentally taking note of every detail you told her.
since that day she insisted on sticking with you. as much as you internally protested, you didnât do much to keep her away. how could you? she was, what, barely 14? and she was new to the industry. even though you were only a year older than her, you didnât have the heart to leave her on her own.
the two of you grew close unexpectedly fast, practicing together whenever you didnât have individual lessons, spending hours in the practice room sometimes not even doing anything, just sitting against the mirrors and having random conversations that ended with both of you in tears from laughing so hard. as time went on, it became relatively known around the company that the two of you were a duo, not one left without the other.
as much as you like yizhuo, or ningning as she would be called after being introduced as an sm rookie, you always curse yourself thinking back to your previous views on building relationships as a trainee. you still have that opinion, but even as the two of you grew up you canât bring yourself to stay away from her. you donât want to.
after about four years together, the time came for smâs newest girl group to be officially formed. for the last few months the company played with lineup, adding and removing girls almost every few weeks. you and ningning were apart of the group of girls considered for the final lineup, along with yu jimin and kim minjeong.
after what felt like an eternity of uncertainty, the company finally announced who would be in the final lineup. many were sure that you would be included, being an sm rookie who ranked highly at monthly evaluations. you were confident too.
however, while you all were practicing, a staff member brought in another girl and asked you to come out. you recognized her as uchinaga aeri, who only joined the company a few months ago. you looked around skeptically, but followed the staff member out of the room and into the hallway.
honestly, you canât really recall everything that was said to you. all you remember is something along the lines of your removal and the world falling silent. everything stopped in that moment and you wondered if you were dreaming. you didnât want to believe it but the somber look on the staffâs face solidified it for you.
you didnât make it.
that day, you left practice early. yizhuo, along with jimin, minjeong, and aeri had to stay later to practice for their debut. before you left, you stopped to give yizhuo a hug, reassuring and congratulating her. you could tell that she was having mixed emotions. she was happy to debut but she wanted to do it with you. though her face was buried into your shoulder, you heard her mutter a âiâll see you later,â before letting go.
she didnât expect to see your side of the room empty when she came back to the dorms that night. all of your belongings; polaroids on the wall, your comforter that she preferred sleeping on more than her own, everything you had was gone. and you didnât even tell her.
you joined source music about two years later, being added to their debut team almost instantly along with two former iz*one members, sakura and chaewon, and huh yunjin, who you recognized from produce 48 and swore youâve seen around the sm building a few times. kazuha and eunchae joined not too long after you did, and at first you were a bit threatened by their addition. you feared that they were your replacements and that itâd only be a matter of time before youâd be cut from the group.
however, the six of you worked amazingly together, and after getting over the initial doubt, got along great. you all had that balance of being genuine friends and colleagues. you finally felt like things were going your way.
the success of le sserafimâs debut was massive, some mixed reviews about the title track, but the album sold well and you guys got a few music show wins, which you never wouldâve imagined for your debut.
as time went on, your career only went up. you attended award shows, held concerts, had fans. you were living your dream, and although you never expected it to be with these girls, you were happy nonetheless.
you thought about ningning a lot. it was hard not to, now that you were an idol. le sserafim and aespa were always in the same conversation when it came to top 4th generation girl groups. you felt indifferent about it. you wanted to move on from the past, but you were also glad that both of you were able to achieve your dreams, even if it wasnât together.
you donât get many days off being in the prime of your career, which youâve always expected. today though, as comeback promotions for unforgiven came to an end, you hoped to spend today laying in bed and watching netflix, allowing your body to reset from such a hectic schedule.
keyword: hoped.
the sound of your phone ringing makes you dramatically groan. silently hoping it wasnât anyone important you glance at your phone to see an unsaved phone number. normally, youâre told not to answer calls from unknown numbers, the main reason being that itâll most likely be a sasaeng. but you recognize this number, even though it isnât saved in your phone.
âhello?â
âunnie.â
youâve played a thousand different scenarios in your head, thinking of what to say in any situation where you would see yizhuo again. yet when that time finally came, all of your hypotheticals went completely out the window. you didnât think her calling you would be that first interaction in three years.
âhowâd you get my number?â is what you decide to say. you changed your number after leaving sm, but you still remembered hers.
âminjeong unnie gave it to me,â she answered. you internally curse, figuring she got your number from chaewon. itâs not like youâre mad or upset that she called, you just werenât expecting it nor were you prepared for it.
âcan you come over to the dorms? i wanna talk to you.â yizhuo asks.
âweâre talking right now,â you play dumb. again, youâre not prepared for this.
âi mean in person, unnie.â
you think about giving her the excuse of being busy, you should give her that excuse. but you donât know when youâll both be free to talk again. you want to take that opportunity.
âokay,â you decide.
your arrival to aespaâs dorm surprises all of the members. jimin, who answers the door, instantly wraps you in a hug and aeri and minjeong, who were sitting on the couch jump up to do the same the moment they see you.
you tell them that yizhuo invited you over and jimin lets you know that sheâs in their room. you thank her and head over, giving the cracked door two light knocks before fully opening it.
youâve seen her around and on tv this past year so it wasnât like you really havenât seen her in three years, but your breath still hitches when you lay eyes on her. when she sees you, she smiles widely. it reminds you of when you two were trainees.
âyou came!â
you snorted, âdid you think i wasnât?â you gently close the door behind you before crossing your arms and slowly walking towards her bed where she was sitting.
âyou couldâve,â she shrugs. âconsidering you left without telling me, you couldâve not come and not told me.â
you sigh and sit down next to her. âiâm sorry.â
that day, and the many days following, hurt. it hurt you to feel like you spent so much time working hard just to fail. you didnât think it would hurt yizhuo nearly as much. you didnât think about how much she missed you or how long she spent crying after realizing you had left.
the room falls silent, both of you unsure of what else to say to each other. thereâs a million things you two could talk about but neither of you do, afraid of rehashing more bad memories. instead you make yourself comfortable and lie back, resting you hand on your stomach. yizhuo does the same and the silence becomes comfortable, both of you cherishing this moment; being together again.
âi was in love with you, you know.â you decide to casually let out, hiding the nervousness in your voice. youâre scared of how sheâll respond. she could laugh in your face, or just straight up reject you, even though you werenât exactly confessing, and make things awkward again.
but yizhuo does the opposite of what you were expecting.
âyou were?â she suddenly sits up and locks eyes with you. you think she looks like a doll with her eyes wide and her mouth slightly agape. you take a moment to admire her while she takes that moment to fully comprehend what you said. her mouth closes and her eyes furrow at her realization. âwas,â she repeats, tilting her head. âyouâre not anymore?â her voice goes quiet, as if sheâs scared to ask. maybe she was, but why?
ânot really,â you glance at her before looking back towards the ceiling. you donât want to see her reaction, though you can feel her entire body deject into the bed and hear her mumble a small âohâ.
âwhy not?â
âhm?â
âwhy donât you love me anymore?â
âi donât know if you noticed, yizhuo, but iâve been avoiding you since you debuted. kinda hard to keep feelings for someone you donât see anymore.â it seems harsh but you hope your light hearted tone doesnât make it sound that way.
âyou didnât have to avoid me. i would still been your friendââ
âit wasnât about you,â you interrupt, sighing before finally sitting up to fully face her. âi was pissed and jealous and seeing you on tv wouldâve only made me hate you. i donât want to hate you.â
even after you debuted in le sserafim you tried to avoid her, and all of aespa for that matter. it was nothing against the girls but you couldnât help the bitterness that filled you when you thought about the fact that you didnât make the lineup.
you figured sheâd have more to say after you revealed the truth, but nothing came out of her mouth. you could only read the disappointment on her face.
âwhat, were you expecting something different?â you ask after a long period of uncomfortable silence.
âi was hoping youâd say that you still love me,â she reveals, opting to look at her hands placed in her lap rather than at you.
âwhy?â you already know the answer. you just want to hear her say it.
âbecause i loved you,â she pauses, âand i never stopped.â
oh.
you shouldâve known that something like this would happen, and maybe you did. maybe there was a rational part of your brain screaming at you not to go see her and you just didnât listen. maybe deep down you still loved her, but the fear of losing again repressed that love. yizhuo or your career? you donât know. the idol industry is a twisted game where one small mistake could cost you your entire career and if you have to lose one, you figure that losing the chance of loving her is better than losing the career you both worked years for.
âiâm sorry, yizhuo.â you whisper. itâs all you can muster up to say. you tell yourself that itâs better this way. sure, sheâs hurt now but sheâll get over it. just like you did, or at least pretended to.
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[TEASER 1] Moon Byul 'TOUCHIN&MOVIN'
Yess queen
pairing ℏ g!p!irene x reader
genre ℏ smut
warnings ℏ sex, slight innocence kink
(nsfw under the cut btw)
just cuddling with irene, listening to her rambling away about her day and how much fun she had because she knows you'll listen to her even if it was nonsense. you discover her love for sudoku and you ask if she could do some with you.
she gets excited and brings out the sudoku book she started, telling you about how easy the first few levels were for her, trying her best to impress you which worked. she begins doing her thing as you compliment her, saying that you're so proud of your smart girl.
but because your girl is skilled, she finished the entire book with some of your help. she's so happy and wishes that you could do more together. this obviously results in you buying a ton of sudoku books because what the bae wants, the bae gets!
irene seated at her desk located in your room, innocently going through her new sudoku book in her sweats with a thin long-sleeve shirt on, when you spot her. she's adorable and you couldn't just stand and admire from afar.
you sit on her lap facing the desk and kiss her cheek, telling her to continue playing. she complies and goes back to filling the boxes with their designated numbers though she's curious on what you're planning to do.
you pull her sweats to her knees, shushing her when she gasped, telling her to put all of her focus on her game. she was trying to stay focused, but your hand on her now hard cock was definitely not helping in the slightest. she stopped and put down her pen when you began to sink down on her, grabbing your waist to guide you.
she was drowning in pleasure from feeling your velvety walls engulf her whole length like it was nothing, and she couldn't hold in her pretty sounds đ”âđ«đ”âđ«
you took her hands off of you and put them onto the table. "come on bae... be a good girl and finish up your game. i told you to focus on it didn't i?" you shifted a little to adjust your sitting position, making the sensitive girl under you whimper. she can only obey your command as she took the pen and studied the puzzle carefully, trying to work as fast as she could.
despite her efforts, you could tell she was working slower than she normally was, only spotting a few mistakes that she had made due to her being so distracted. it was cute hearing her struggle to refrain from moving around.
eventually, she completed the whole board and hugged your back, hoping you'd allow her to start railing the shit out of you. her hopes couldn't get very high as you interrupted her thoughts.
"good job! shall we start another?" you grinned and flipped the page, revealing a new one for her to do.
sorry it took a while to post i didnt realize i hit save to drafts instead of post LMFAO also i didnt edit đ
So cute man đ«
heyy can you please write le sserafim reaction to 6th member having a kinda big tattoo?
â> le sserafim reaction to 6th member reader having a big tattoo (àčÌâĄïœ„Ìàč)
a/n: hii there, I'm trying to finish with all the requests and will definitely open them, expect a lot of work in the coming days â€ïž
warnings: english not my native language, possibly spelling mistakes
gif not mine | pics not mine
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sakura
when sakura found out that you had a painting of beautiful lilac flowers on your collarbone, she was delighted.
every time you wear something without a collar, she will definitely compliment you. she also has a bunch of photos on her favorite camera, where the emphasis is on your tattoo or collarbone.
she will knit tops for you that will not hide the tattoo, and after performances, she will definitely help you wash off your makeup or remove the patch that hides it, so that it will definitely be present in the photo.
chaewon
I think chaewon will definitely recognize the meaning if there is one, will look it over and over, if you did it when you started preparing for your debut or during it, will definitely help to take care of it.
I think she's the type to pair a tattoo with you. some cute phrase that you say to each other all the time. she'll also emphasize it somewhere at concerts.
yunjin
ooh, she will constantly compliment you and your tattoo. the obligatory "that's really sexy".
since the tattoo is on your thigh, she'll circle it while you're lying next to each other, or will secretly ask stylists and memebers to give you skirts and shorts, especially if the concept allows you to not hide it. your biggest hyper for sure.
kazuha
she was very surprised when she saw the kitty on the side of your belly, how could she not have noticed it before?
she really likes the way it looks, every time you wear something short, her eyes will run over the tattoo, it pleases her very much. on your birthday she will definitely add to the selection of pictures where the kitty can be clearly seen.
eunchae
when you got tattoos with member drawings, baby chae just cried. it's a huge indicator to her of your bond.
If someone asks about the relationship between members, she will point to your tattoo and say that you are a family đ„č
at one time she had a tattoo on her wallpaper đ€
© june-k 09.09.24 â do not translate or copy my work.
She/her âą â04 âą doesnât know what sheâs doing Loves Mamamoo a lotDoesnât know why sheâs talking in third person about herself Loves reading fanfics of any girl group
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