Hyacinthusbleeds - Tam

i fear this is me

Do y'all ever read a fic so good that it makes you want to elevate your own craft and also befriend the writer? It's almost like, "Hi! You write so well that you've inspired me to embark on a creative training arc. Also, can I yell about the character in your dms because you get it?"

Satosugu | Delete Ya (they have rotted my brain fr)

Watch on TikTok or YouTube

school has me so stressed out i muted instagram and every other social media except tumblr because nobody knows me here so i can detox 💔

青春真っ只中!! はじける最強な笑顔!!

in the midst of their youth!! the bursting smiles of the strongest!!

fine I'll read qjj again 🫠

official qiang jin jiu (ballad of sword and wine) book illustrations

i recently discovered this song, and this band in particular and i lowkey love it so much the melody is so catchy and honestly i found it when i was feeling pretty down and just overwhelmed tbh. vv good song 10/10.

that versainz hug

(from @its-a-jolly-world's compilation x)

hoping insomnia doesn't embrace me tonight as well! <3

it ruins me that there is a growing trend for people to talk about brocedes like it is nico who moved on and lewis who stayed. like one grew up, and the other didn't. the truth is they are both still in it, both undone by it, just in ways that are opposite.

one of them is loud about it. gets a job where he knows the other one will be. haunts the commentary box. doesn't pay attention to any other driver but the one who matters. the other is quiet about it. he slips through their history, eyes lowered, not pretending, not denying; just quietly living with it, in the ghost of it, rarely speaking its name.

neither of them moved on. they just learned different ways to stay.