Goddamn i swear this is the hottest thing ive ever readđ y/n is so oblivious which makes this dynamic so cute and sexy;))
ÂŤONE NIGHT AT BACK DOOR COLLECTION MASTERLISTÂť
HOST PROFILE đ¸Name: Han Jisung đ¸Attracts: Deviants đ¸Characteristics: An absolute perv who's perpetually horny [Needs revision: Minho, file shit properly istfg -Chris] đ¸Why patrons love him: He finds quirky things hot.
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[3 new messages] Ace
Ace We received our patron files for Valentineâs I saw a familiar name in mine𤤠Iâve missed hosting you
An involuntary smile climbed to your lips when you read the messages, more so when you saw who they came from. Jisung. The guy you had the most bizarre relationship with.Â
You first met him when a ladiesâ night went sort of awry. When your friends told you they found a rich vein of inspiration for you, you thought they were going to take you to see some unconventional performance art again. It could be called performance art based on how you would interpret it, but you definitely didnât expect to spend a night at a damn host club having the best sex of your entire life.
You Thought we could set the record straight You owe me a drawerâs worth of underwear Ace Bet I need some new ones for my collection anyway You Or you can stop stealing them! Ace LMAO good one Why do you think I tease you a lot before we fuck? I need those panties soaked with you Nobody told you to taste that good You Youâre a sicko Ace
Ace. A nickname you had aptly given to him because damn did that guy know how to please. Well, it was his job to please, but that didnât mean you werenât going to subscribe to his services like he was a fucking streaming platform.Â
It wasnât easy to do that whenever you wanted because the club he worked at had a ridiculous waiting list. Even if you wanted to book him twice in a row, there were no consecutive days available, and the dates closest to each other were four to six months apart. It was proof that miracles existed when you managed to score an appointment on fucking Valentineâs Day.
It was fine, though. If it meant eventually spending another mindblowing night with him, you could settle for passing the time in between with a vibrator.
Ace And you fucking love it đ Nudes? You Geez canât wait till next week? At least be a little romantic about it smh Ace Nudes in the rain? Come on baby I really miss you Spare one for your Ace You You're lucky you're a beast in bed [IMG1095.jpg]
Then one night you saw him off his work attire, chilling with his friends at some club. He recognized you, came to say hi, bought you several drinks, lost his whole entire shit when you told him you were a digital artist making adult webtoons, and when you kept teasing each other for the better half of an hour, he asked you if you wanted to get out of there. You took him home, had atom-rearranging sex outside the bounds of customer service, and everything changed after that night.
Your friends were right. Jisung turned into the source of inspiration you never planned on having. You kept drawing him. You kept drawing him a lot under the disguise of practice. His broad shoulders you loved to cling to, his narrow waist you loved feeling under your touch, his magnificent chest you loved dragging your nails on, his perfect lips you loved to kiss, his smile, his eyes, his pout, his cheeks⌠You dedicated characters after him. You illustrated steamy scenes after the things you really wanted to do with him. Granted, you refused to tell him about your work for the longest time, but he forced it out of you during one particularly faded night. And being one of your avid readers ever since then, there was no way he didnât notice.
But that was all there was.
Technically, Jisung wasnât allowed to âdateâ in order not to hurt his reputation with his patrons, not that any sane person would agree to date an escort in the first place. He was a salesman who sold fantasies to whoever was willing to take him up on his offer, and there was fine print to be followed for that. The full knowledge that this man was unattached and could belong to anybody who wanted him was one of them.
Neither of you really knew what your relationship entailed; you just knew that you enjoyed each otherâs company a lot. From afar, it looked like being friends with benefits, but even naming it so suddenly changed things and put Jisung in a compromising situation. You had opted for calling each other âcuddle buddiesâ instead. Two people who cuddled and just happened to fuck each otherâs brains out every time they touched. You didnât want him to get into any trouble because of you, so you made it a point to never initiate anything, and you didnât even have to, to be honest. Jisung always seemed to have an excuse ready to go to come and see you.
You still went to Back Door every once in a while to request him. The only difference was that you didnât have to wait for months anymore to see him again.
Ace 𤯠I may have started salivating Can I come over? Please? Pls pls pls pls pls times infinity You Do you even care if you get canned? Ace OH COME ON!!! You never stay the night when you come in as a patron Let me fuck you awake again
And then he would say some shit like this, and effectively cause you to display a blue screen. Sometimes you hated how he knew exactly which buttons to press. It was pathetic to even think about it, but there was a reason you didnât stay that you were going to take to your grave. Those appointments at Back Door were your make-believe date nights with Jisung. You just didnât want to face the fact that he was going to do the same all over again with other people. Whenever you saw him outside the confines of that club you could still pretend you didnât know what he actually did for a living. You werenât judging him for itânot only did he not hide it from you, but that was also the reason you both met in the first place.
It was just more bearable this way.
You Iâll think about it when I see a photo with them Victoria's shopping bags Ace Can I come over if I buy you your precious lingerie? You Donât give me attitude or else you ainât getting any Ace đ¤đ
One of these days. Maybe one of these days you could find the strength to say no to him and stand by it for once.
But it seemed like that day wasnât going to arrive anytime soon.
âThis is to replenish your entire second drawer, and this is for dinner,â Jisung handed you several brand-name shopping bags and a box containing a large pizza at your front door.
âDamn, you got here fast!â you exclaimed, genuinely surprised that he showed up at your apartment, âI didnât think you would come at all.â
âHow can I not cum if itâs you, baby?â
You slapped his arm with the bags in your hand and invited him in. After leaving the pizza in the kitchen, you walked to your bedroom to drop off the bags on your bed, and Jisung followed after you.
âArenât you gonna model for me?â
âNo.â
âOh, come on! Donât you think I deserve it?â
âYouâre seriously asking for a bounty for returning whatâs mine?â you cocked your brows, âYouâre the culprit!â
Jisung was going to answer. He actually had a really witty comeback prepared, but when you turned around and stood right next to the soft yellow glow of the standing light in your bedroom, he could perfectly make out your nipples as well as the outline of your breasts under your white tank. He spaced out so hard thinking about them bouncing that he totally forgot what he was going to say.
âYou okay there, Ace?â
âHuh? Yeah umâŚâ he cleared his throat somewhat abashed, âLow blood sugar.â
It was odd, to say the least. He was actually proud of how unfiltered he was when it came to teasing you, throwing in innuendos everywhere he could, or flat out telling you brazen things just to fluster you. You were used to Jisung being audaciously horny; not to this.
âThen pizza it is. Wanna watch something while we eat?â you started walking back to the kitchen.
âActually, a close friend of mine has a new movie out,â he returned to his default mode after slapping himself on the cheeks, âShall we watch that?â
âYouâre friends with a movie star?â
âI mean, duh?â
You handed him two bottles of beer from your fridge and plopped down on your couch with the pizza box. As you were settling down, Jisung logged into some website and pressed play. You were more than halfway into the pizza when the actual premise of the movie finally hit you.
âAce?â
âHm?â
âThis is porn.â
âWhy would you discriminate against the hardest workers of the movie industry?â Jisung exaggeratedly protested, âJust watch it! Thereâs plot, and the actingâs decent, I promise.â
You didnât know what to be more surprised aboutâthe fact that you were casually watching porn with Jisung as if you were binging a freshly dropped season of some show, or the fact that he had a close friend in the adult movie business. You had to hand it to him; there was indeed somewhat of an interesting plot going on, chronicling how a woman was exploring her sexuality with the android âsex dollâ she purchased, but pornwise, things on the screen were pretty predictable. Tame, almost.
Until she wore a strap and started going to town on this guy. As the scene progressed, you gulped so audibly that Jisung turned his face to you.
âYou good?â he asked with a shit-eating grin.
âYeah!â you jumped in your place, completely taken aback by the sudden voice. You were so engrossed in the scene that you had forgotten you werenât alone for a second, âYeah, why?â
âYouâre blushing.â
âIsnât it natural? Weâre watching porn.â
He grabbed his beer from the coffee table and sprawled on the couch with an annoyingly smug expression.
âOr, you really like what youâre seeing right now.â
You could try to be as casual about it as you wanted, but once Jisung picked up on something, he never let it go. There was no way he was going to let you live it down.
âItâsâ Itâs just sex,â you stood up from the couch, âI need to use the bathroom.â
âIâll know if youâre rubbing one out in there!â
You went to the bathroom under the pretense of washing your hands, but the matter of the fact was, you were in dire need to hit your face with as much cold water as possible. When you looked at your reflection in the mirror, you noticed how much you were indeed blushing, and your heart was beating so fast. It wasnât how sexy the scene itself looked to youâit was the thought of doing this to Jisung and him liking it that almost made you combust.
For the rest of the movie, every time you were reminded of that particular scene, you put your brain in autopilot mode, thinking about things that werenât even remotely sexy to clear the reddish fog in your head. Chairs. Seats. Stained glass. A church service.Â
But wouldnât it be the most extremely erotic thing ever to peg Jisung during a church seâ?
âALRIGHT, letâs just call it a night. Iâm tired,â you jumped to your feet.Â
He didnât protest, turned off the TV, and just followed you to the bathroom. After both of you washed up, you went to bed with Jisung cuddling you like a clingy koala bear. His warmth always lulled you to sleep faster than trying to fall asleep alone.
Yet, every time your breathing became deeper, telling him that you were long gone from the conscious realm, it always awakened something inside him. Your chest was softly rising and falling, but his heart was racing like he was running from something as fast as he could.
Jisung had no idea why the thought of making you cum in your sleep was such a turn-on to him, but it was. During one of your âcuddlingâ sessions, he just couldnât help himself, and when you reacted so positively to him, he immediately picked it up as a habit, or more like an addiction, and couldnât stop ever since. It was happening againâhe was getting painfully hard just thinking about what he was about to do to you.
He carefully turned you on your back, spread your thighs apart just a measure, and started to slowly slide your shorts down. When he nestled between your legs, that sweet scent that made him go berserk welcomed him again. Of fucking course he was going to steal your lingerie; did you ever try tasting yourself?
He briefly basked in the warmth radiating from your body and finally started teasing your clit with just the tip of his tongue, really, really gently so as not to wake you up. He kept it up for quite some time until he could see you involuntarily clench around nothing. It made him smile. It always made him smile watching you throb like that because of him. Jisung wondered whether he was making you see a wet dream right then. Maybe you were finally letting him cuff you to the bed, making you cum over and over again until you were a panting, crying mess. Maybe you were making him beg to let him fuck you for everyone in the club to watch. God, he would put on such an amazing show with you, but no one would be allowed to touch you. You were his to please. He would satisfy you in every way you asked until he diminished you into a puddle.
As he kept turning himself on more and more with these thoughts, his drags on your sopping wet cunt became more intense. He stopped breathing and laser-focused on stimulating your swollen clit with very fast licks until he made you cum in his mouth while you were quietly moaning in your sleep. He swallowed every last drop, but it wasnât enough. He could never get enough of your taste. Of your scent. Of your body. Of you.
The sight of your pulsating pussy oozing under him, covering your folds with heavy gloss through and through was enough to make Jisung lose his mind. His salivary glands were working at full force watching you contract hard like that. He took off his boxers with careful movements and gingerly slid into you. When he started fucking you even with those languid thrusts, it felt so damn good inside you that he knew he was in so much trouble. The urge to drill you into that mattress was so fucking real. You were definitely going to wake up.
And when he couldnât control his pace anymore, you did.
âWanna go faster?â
âAh, fuck! Go bâ Go back to sleep, baby.â
âWhile feeling this good?â you sighed contently, âI donât think so.â
When you grabbed him by his waist and pulled him closer, Jisung buried himself into you with one sharp thrust until he reached the very end of your walls.
âGod, I just love fucking you awake!â
âYouâre a sicko, Ace,â you sleepily smiled.Â
Jisung lowered his body to be closer to your face and reciprocated your smile before kissing your face off.
âAnd you fucking love it, baby.â
Valentineâs Day. That fucking corporate Hallmark holiday which was the peak of consumerism and blah blah blahâŚ
None of those were the reasons this particular day got on your nerves. It was how the passionate filler episodes you released every February 14 could not be further away from reality. You usually spent this day alone, pretending you were âprotestingâ it, when in fact it wouldnât be the worst thing in the world to spend it with someone you liked. Maybe go on a disgustingly romantic date, do cheesy shit like holding hands while walking on the strip, and come back home to eat heart-shaped chocolates off of each other and fuck all night.
This year, you were indeed spending it with someone you liked under less than favorable conditions, but at the end of the day, you were spending it with Jisung in his suite at the club, so who the fuck cared?
âI have a surprise for you,â he declared while refilling your champagne glass.
âWhat is it?â
âI prepped myself for today.â
You checked him out from head to toe to notice some change, but besides the undercut he got, nothing really seemed different.
âChanel suit, blue hair, and a tight belt to accent that waist,â you took a bite from the chocolate soufflĂŠ in front of you, âLooks like your usual host attire to me.âÂ
âNot like that,â he grinned and leaned into the table, âI have a plug inside me right now.â
When you dropped your spoon, it hit the thick porcelain plate so loudly that Jisung flinched in his place.
âW-why? Why? Why would you do that?â
âLetâs just say a little inspiration from last week,â he casually responded and took a sip from the bubbly drink, looking directly into your eyes in the meantime.
Your lips parted in surprise, but once the initial shock cleared, you started laughing hysterically. This man and his going overboard shenanigans⌠It reminded you of that one time you told him you were craving something sweet, and he brought back a two-tier chocolate cake after disappearing for an hour.
âCanât fucking believe you would go that far forââ
You didnât finish that sentence. You wanted to say for me but obviously, it wasnât for you. It was for a patron. A paying customer.Â
Jisung examined your face for some time, downed his remaining drink, and extended his hand to you to get up. He gently pulled your chin towards his face and started kissing your chocolate-flavored lips, very unlike his usual M.O. He usually lived up to his âhornyâ repâeverything was on the fast lane with him. Sloppy sometimes, but always lustful.
But that particular night, he was kissing you so slow and deep that you got scared. You knew there was no more room for you in his life than you already occupied, so you really really wished there was a âStop falling in loveâ button somewhere at the back of your head to smash it until it broke.
âGo crazy on me.â
Rather than ripping the clothes off of each other like you always did, you both took your sweet time this time around. You felt yourself melt in his mouth with every button of his shirt you loosened. He felt his temperature rising the lower he dragged the zipper of your dress. There was something in the air condensing dangerously, prompting that kiss to escalate to sucks on tongues, bites on lips, heavy breathing, silent exhales turning into soft moans, and wetness on skin. Passion distilled at least six times to reach its purest form.Â
Jisung placed the harness of the strap around you and pulled you to bed with him before you could even begin to feel self-conscious. He carefully took out the plug that was stretching him open for who knows how long and spread his legs for you.
âDo whatever you want to me.â
You almost lost your mind over how eager he seemed to be for this. You grabbed the lube bottle on the nightstand to get him comfortably slippery and then began pushing inside with shallow, careful thrusts.
âTell me something,â you asked as you worked him deeper, âWhy do you keep stealing my underwear?â
Jisung closed his eyes with a demonic smile and licked his lips before answering.
âSo that I can feel you on my tongue when Iâm masturbating to you, why else?â he snapped his eyes open and stared right into your soul as his hands sneaked to your inner thighs to lightly caress them, âIâm gonna cum untouched to your taste one of these days.â
âDo you masturbate to me a lot?â
âAll the time,â he sank his fingertips into your supple flesh, âI want you, baby. I want you so bad.â
Who wanted the other more was up for debate. Jisung hadnât really done anything to you besides kissing you and touching you from the waist up, but you were aroused out of your mind with just the way he talked to you. As he kept egging you on like that, you began fucking him faster, and the one thing you kept replaying in your mind over and over again for the entire week actually started happening right before your eyes.
The same moans when he woke you up from your sleep. The same sharp hissing sound when he hit that spongy spot inside you. The same enthusiasm when he buried his face between your legs. The same excitement when you told him you were about to cum.Â
He liked getting fucked by you.
âOh, god, donât stop. Harder. Fuck. Fuck!!!â
âNo,â you instantly slowed your pace way down, âNot this fast.â
Who the fuck knew when the next time you could do this was going to be? Of course you were going to savor it. You wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead and kissed him as he kept touching everywhere on your body he could put his hands on. You loved his muffled, impatient moans against your mouth.
âPlease,â Jisung kept panting between the kisses he was drowning you in, âPlease, donât stop.â
âYou like that?â
âI fucking love that,â he emphatically responded, âTouch me there.â
He guided your hand to his throbbing cock, rock-hard and leaking with his arousal. He was so sensitive to your touch that one light brush of your fingers against his skin and he let out a loud whimper.
âPlease,â he started begging in earnest while wrapping your fingers around his girth, âPlease, baby. Canât you see how hard I am for you?â
You smiled. Jisung was expecting you to cave, but you pulled out instead. His frustration was painfully apparent from that deep groan he let out. You undid the harness and removed the dildo from the o-ring. He was anticipating your every move, waiting for you to show some mercy and push him over the edge to get him to his delicious release.
âWhat if I kept fucking you,â you slowly climbed up his body, âbut your dick was down my throat?â
You saw that maniacal glint in Jisungâs eyes. He was moments away from snapping for good and unleashing the beast mode. You knew for a fact whatever he said he would do past that moment was not going to be pretend; he would actually do it.
âSit on my face before I cuff you to this bed and make you cum till you pass the fuck out.â
He lifted you up from your arms to prompt you to do as he said, and you could do nothing but oblige. He pressed your hips down on his mouth and finally felt the taste he never stopped craving on his tongue again. Those warm, wet glides all over your pussy⌠They were fucking everything.Â
As he kept getting you dripping wet between your legs, you lowered your body to take him in your mouth and started fucking him. The vibrations of his soundwaves worked better on you than your best vibrator. The more hungrily Jisung was licking all over your pussy with obscenely wet sounds, the further you took him down your throat. You started fucking him deeper and rolling your hips on his mouth for more friction. When he felt the frequent contractions against his tongue, he started lapping at your soaking wet cunt at full force, and you felt warm strings of his cum squirting in your mouth. Needless to say, this particular orgasm was going to make it to the top three of your bangers list.
The post-coital protocol of your visits to the club was pretty much the same. Pillow talk with Jisung, shooting the shit about whatever, showering together, you dressing back up again and leaving. This time around, when you started putting your clothes on, he started getting dressed with you.
âWhat are you doing?â you asked him in surprise.
âIâm coming with you.â
âWhy?â
Jisung heaved a very annoyed sighed and facepalmed himself out of pure exasperation.
âCanât fucking believe youâre gonna make me spell this out. You actually thought you were just extremely lucky to get an appointment here on goddamn Valentineâs Day?â
âI mean⌠Yeah?â you took a moment trying to decipher what he meant, âYou guys are usually insanely booked, so I did consider it extremely lucky. How else would I be able tâ?â
âME!â Jisung threw his arms to the side and yelled impatiently, âIt was ME! IâM the one who begged Chris to let me host you on Valentineâs Day.â
Oh, there was simply noooo fucking way in the universeâŚ
âShut up.â
âYes.â
âSHUT THE FUCK UP! REALLY?âÂ
Miracles, huh? Did they really exist, or did they just appear in the form of Han Jisung every once in a while?
âAnd he was⌠okay with it?â you asked, eyes still wide open.
âHe said it was getting painful to watch how obvious we were being.â
âWhat do you mean how obvious weâre vââ
âEverybody here reads your webtoon, baby.â
âYou fucking BLABBED?!â
Oh, great, now you had multiple reasons to be mortified because why the fuck wouldnât you?!
âFelix found it! Said he was looking for inspiration for content, whatever the fuck that means,â Jisung patiently explained, âI told him only after he did rounds with everybody and said the main character looks exactly like me.â
Who knew? If you handed a copy of your collected works to the other hosts here the first time you walked in, would your restlessness have ended sooner? Would you have had the guts to tell Jisung that you were actually falliâ?
âBut⌠Youâre not supposed toâŚâ
âI know,â he flashed one of his bright smiles to you and pulled you closer to him from your waist, âSo? Can I take you out?â
âGood luck trying to find somewhere on, what was it, goddamn Valentineâs Day,â you scoffed with as much pettiness as you could squeeze into that sentence. Jisung wasnât even fazed at your retort attempt.
âThatâs really cute. We have a reservation at Chiaraâs in half an hour.â
âHow the fuck?! Itâs 10 PM!â
âThey know.â
You scanned him from head to toe with a dubious look, âHow are you so sure Iâm not gonna say no?â
âThen Iâll go get shitfaced by myself,â he uttered very matter-of-factly and shrugged, âBut youâre not going to.â
âJust how would you knoâ?â
âYou like me,â he plastered that annoying shit-eating grin to his face again, âAs in like me like me.â
You could actually feel your face burn like a fucking radiator and you had zero snark left in your pocket to hit him with. All you could produce was a bunch of incoherent sounds. Jisung took the matter into his own hands and ended the discussion right then and there.
âNow weâre gonna go and critique tonightâs performance over some drinks. If you tell me why you drew Peter getting pegged in this weekâs episode, Iâll tell you the reason why Iâm considering quitting.â
So the declaration that he wasnât even slightly oblivious to how you were feeling about him was not the biggest shocker of the night, huh?
âYou would⌠You would actually quit?â you hesitantly asked, scared to hear an actual answer.
Jisung pressed his lips against yours and kissed you for a long time in response.
âItâs only fair trade, baby, donât you think?â
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Ⳡpairing: felix x reader Ⳡword count: 2.3k Ⳡgenre: smut Ⳡsummary: you shouldn't make promises you can't keep aka felix wants his reward now Ⳡwarnings: smut [unprotected intercourse, use of a butt plug, mentions of pegging, creampie] Ⳡmasterlist ⥠updates ⥠read on AO3
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Don't make promises you can't keep, you tell yourself once more when your phone vibrates, the screen showing yet another text from your boyfriend.
Felix: when am i getting my part of the deal?
You kind of hate this deal youâve made, mostly because youâve played yourself like a fool with it. You thought you were being smart when you gave him the butt plug and asked him to wear it tonight when you hung out at his friendsâ place.
âWhatâs in it for me?â Felix mumbled into the kiss, not even protesting about the toy.
âYou get to come inside of me,â you offered so confidently. âHow does that sound?â
You did it thinking the toy inside of him would make your boyfriend stutter and squirm, which would only turn you both on. But, instead of that happening, youâre the one squirming in your seat, pussy clenching around nothing at the texts Felix is sending you. Thatâs the thingâyou should be the one in control now. In fact, you are the one in control, as per your initial agreement when entering the relationship.
Control is a fickle thing. When you first started having sex, you thought the one who fucks gets to set the tone and steer the whole thing, which was never you. Then, you suddenly realized that was kind of unfair and that you want to exert control, so you sought out guys who enjoyed letting go, who let you do whatever you wanted and make them beg.
That only happened twice before Felix, and he turned it all around for you. Youâve never seen someone be so snarky and in control while getting their ass rammed by a toyâno one but Felix. To him, letting you play with him, letting you finger and peg him, calling him your pretty baby were rewards, not punishments. He saw nothing emasculating about letting you fuck his ass or call him pretty. In fact, he loved it, which is what confused you so much.
Youâve never had a guy talk back to you while you fucked him, never had someone who sounded so in control while keeping their cheeks spread so you can push your strap further into their hole. But that always happened with Felix. Youâd fuck him and ask him if it feels good, or something similar to that, even though it was clear he was feeling amazingâhis cock would be hard and leaking, body twitching under yours, toes curling as he kept his knees in the air. So, youâd tease him about it, âAh, youâre so hard... Must like being a slut for me.â
And yet, heâd chuckle and mutter in that low tone of his that got you going, âFeels perfect... Hard enough for you?â heâd look down at your hand wrapped around his leaking cock. âBet you want to feel it in you while you fuck me, huh? Iâm sure youâre so fucking wet Iâll slide right in once youâre done fucking me. I know you want me to fuck you just as hard as youâre doing me right now.â
And poof, any semblance of control would slip through your fingers, Felix leading conversation from then on, praising you for fucking him instead of you praising him for taking it so well.
Youâre not sure why you thought tonight would be any different, though. The butt plug was a new thingâyou wanted him to wear it in public and maybe squirm a bit. Yet, Felix was making you get wet and act awkward, so much that Jisung asked you if everything was fine.
You started it, though. Earlier, an hour into this hangout, you texted Felix, wanting to check how he was doing:
You: how does that butt plug feel in you, baby?
You thought you were doing something with it, that Felix would look at you with widened eyes and look away in shame, giggling with pink cheeks. To your misfortune, he wasnât ashamed at all.
Felix: it feels good. not as good as your fingers in me, though
The second you read the text, you had to press your thighs together to alleviate the pressure bubbling between your legs. Fuck, he knew what to say to get you going.Â
Getting to massage his prostate while jerking him off or sucking his dick was a favorite of yours, mostly because you got to see Felix fall apart. He always did it so readily too, never trying to spite you or be bratty. No, if you wanted him to beg and even cry, he would. Heâd do anything to please, yet he also enjoyed teasing you.
Heâs been texting you similar things since then, pausing for five or ten minutes, letting you relax and talk to people before telling you something nasty again, something that would get you going.
Felix: i bet it will feel so fucking good to fuck you with this thing inside me
Felix: iâll give you such a big load, baby, i promise
Felix: thatâs what you want, right? thatâs why you promised me iâd get to do it here
After that text, Felix gives you a smirk that makes you clench your jaw and look away. You want him and you are sure people will notice if you keep looking at him like you are ready to devour him.
Felix: you want to feel me in you even after i pull out
Felix: youâre so dirty itâs hot
Felix: when are we doing it
The texts keep coming, and you tell yourself never to make a promise like this again. You rarely let Felix come inside of you, but thatâs not the issue here. Youâre on birth control, so youâre not afraid of pregnancy. You two are exclusive and clean, so youâre not worried about that either. Itâs that youâre at Jisungâs place, surrounded by Felixâs friends, and you canât just go to one of the rooms and fuck. You thought the idea was kind of hot back home when you made the deal, but now that youâre here, youâre worried someoneâs gonna hear Felix fucking you stupid.
Yet, you promised, and he held up his end of the bargain, still is. At one point, your boyfriend walks over to you and sits down, hand wrapped around your shoulder as he pulls you in for a kiss, mumbling into it, âCanât wait to feel you.â
âCan it wait until we get home?â you whisper back, hoping heâll give up on the deal.
âBaby,â he whines into your ear, nose nudging your cheek, hot breath fanning your face and neck. âIâve been so hard all this time, my underwear is all wet... Want to come in you so bad. Will you let me, hm? Want to have my cum in you?â
âGod, Felix,â you grunt, even though your walls clamp around nothing in desperate need of him.
Twenty minutes later, Felix gets you to give in and go to the bathroom, following quickly behind.
Youâre excited to have him but terrified of getting caught, so you mutter at him as soon as he locks the bathroom door, âYou have to be quick, though.â
âOh, I will,â Felix mumbles, the sinister chuckle telling you heâs got something in mind.
Before you know it, heâs turning you around, pushing your hips into the sink as his hands work on your zipper. The next second, your underwear and jeans are pushed down your thighs as Felixâs hand sneaks between your bodies and to your crotch, fingers immediately finding you embarrassingly wet.
âOh, I knew you were loving it,â Felix grunts, getting his cock out of his jeans with his other hand, but you canât focus on that, not when heâs running his fingers across your slit, getting you even more worked up. âCan I fuck you?â
âYes,â you say, knowing it canât last long, knowing you canât come this time, knowing thereâs no time. If it were up to Felix, heâd eat you out to get a couple of orgasms out of you before he even puts his dick in, but his friends are in the other room, and heâs just getting his reward. âJust... Quick.â
âDonât worry, baby, I can be quick when I want to,â he says sweetly as he positions his cock at your entrance, mouth pressing kisses into your neck. âI wanted to fuck you all night.â
âDoes the toy feel good?â you ask him, even though youâre sure heâs ecstatic over it.
âLike I said, great but not as good as you.â With that, Felix pushes his cock into you fully, eyes rolling to the back of his head. The butt plug is applying pressure inside his ass while your walls are clenching around his cock, making him get weak in the knees instantly. âFuck! Damn, this feels good.â
âWhat is it, baby, too much already?â you tease, even though youâre not immune to the feeling of his cock in you either, especially when he moves it so nicely, slowly fucking into you, letting you adjust. You're sure the double stimulation feels even better.
âTeasing, are we?â Felix asks with a cocked-up eyebrow and a tinge of playfulness in his voice.
The next second, heâs grabbing your leg and making you place your knee on the sink so he can enter you from a different angle, one that immediately gets you to arch your back into him. It's deep, and you weren't ready for him to start fucking you like this, not in Jisungâs bathroom, so you moan loudly, taken by surprise.
Realizing you forgot where you are makes Felix go even harder. âYes, thatâs right... Let me hear you... Love to hear how good I fuck you.â
âAlmost as good as I fuck you,â you tease again, clenching around him on purpose, your hand flying down to play with your clit.
When Felix sees that, he tsks at you, swatting your hand away. âBaby, you have me for that,â he tells you as he spits on his fingers and moves them down to your clit, wet and ready to touch you. His other hand keeps your hip in place, fingers digging into the skin.
âFelix!â The second his glistening fingers make contact with your skin, you moan again, kicking your head back. Itâs early in, but youâre already done for, and you want Felix to get you off.
His cock just slides right in and out every time, coated with your juices. Youâve been wet for hours now, imagining how good Felix feels with the toy inside of him, thinking about how much you wanted to finger him and suck him off while he moans and becomes putty in your hands.
Itâs funny how heâs in control again, even though heâs the one with a toy in him. âGonna come for me already?â he asks you as the fluttering of your walls gives you away, eyes staring into his reflection in the mirror, glued to the way his plush lips fall open as he moans into your ear. âMy cock makes you feel that good?â
âPerfect,â you mumble, hand placed over his. Youâre not helping him touch youâyou just want to touch his hand and feel like you have some sort of control still. âWish I could fuck you too.â
Felix snorts at that and starts moving his hips faster, slamming himself into you, your juices dripping down your inner thighs because of the way he pulls all the way out. Itâs too much when paired with his nimble fingers on your clit.
âBe good and come for me now,â Felix hums in your ear gently, his voice in stark contrast with the sharp movements of his hips and hand. âI'll come right after you, and we can go back... You'll fuck me when we get home, I promise.â
âDon't make promises you can't keep,â you grunt, face frowning as your body clenches, orgasm closing in.
âLike you?â Felix quips, smacking your clit, which doesn't do anything to ruin the momentâit only makes you hornier, if possible. By now, Felix's cock makes a wet sound every time it moves in and out, revealing how embarrassingly wet you are because you're fucking him in his friend's bathroom. âYou will keep your promise, pretty, won't you?â
When you hum in response, Felix starts rubbing you again, this time applying more pressure. At the same time, he opts for pushing his cock deep inside of you and moving only a couple of inches back before plunging into you again, knowing he hits all the spots that feel good that way.
You notice beads of sweat along his hairline, one dripping down the side of his face, brows scrunched as he focuses. âFuck, fuck, fuck, I'm comingââ
It's a quick but powerful orgasm, one that makes you grab the sink so you don't fall onto Felix. But, he doesn't stop even though he usually would have. Instead, Felix wraps his arms around you, pulling you into his frame and pumps his cock into you from behind. His thrusts are sharp and fast, grunts getting deeper, low voice struggling when calling your name.
âYou're gonna fill it up for me, hm?â you ask sweetly, knowing how much Felix loves coming inside you. âGive it to me.â
âYes, yes,â he keeps mumbling into the crook of your neck, breath tickling your skin. Unprompted, you reach back and grab his ass, giving it a light squeeze before finding the end of the toy that's sticking out of his hole a bit from all the thrusting he's been doing. âOh, fuck, fuck! Baby, I, fuâaaah!â
With you pressing the butt plug into his ass, Felix releases inside of you, overwhelmed by the feeling of your warm walls milking him dry, of you obediently taking his cum even though you're at Jisungâs, even though it will probably keep trickling out of you and onto your underwear, make you sticky and wet, remind you that Felix owns it.
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Seungmin x reader. (s,f)
Chapters: Part II / Part III
Author's note: I'm in the mood for a fluff, this is actually the most sfw fic I've ever written. Part 2 will be out next Sunday!
"I have written down all the ideas, and you can start by trying to develop each one into a story," you pushed the note to him and showed him the things you jotted down during the brainstorming you did a while ago.
Seungmin nodded as you gave him detailed instructions cause it was his turn to continue working on the group project of writing a piece of fiction for the creative writing class.
You gave up guessing why he took the class in the first place because his major is Management, plus, he's a star of our baseball team, you don't see why he needs to work this hard because he's already earned his place.
"I will try my best," he said to you and took the note from you.
You gathered all of your things from the table and stuffed them into your bag.
"You got any other plans for today?" He asked, pushing his hair to the back, and it only made his hair messy, but the attractive kind of messy.
You shook your head, "I don't make plans on the weekend. I usually just stay at home and eat and sleep," you winced, regretting that you gave him too much information that he didn't need to hear.
"I don't have any plans as well," he said, slinging his backpack on his shoulder, "I was thinking if we can go somewhere together?"
You looked at him, and he looked at you with a glint of anticipation, waiting for your answer.
"Only if you want to, of course," he immediately added.
It was only 5 in the afternoon, and there was no harm in going somewhere with him, and who knows, you might enjoy spending your weekend not cooped out in your small rented studio.
You nodded, "Yeah, sure, why not?" And tried to sound coy when you gave your answer.
He beamed a smile at you, he stood from his chair, "shall we go now?" He asked.
"Do you have any ideas on where to go?" You asked him once both of you exited the library. The sun was still shining, and it felt nice to feel the warm glow of it after spending hours in the library.
"I have a place to go to have some fun," he said, fixing up the collar of his varsity jacket that he always wears almost every day, and when he is not wearing it, he carries it around by hanging it on the strap of his backpack.
You have no idea what kind of fun he has in mind, but you got curious to find out what kind of person he is outside the campus.
"Oh, that sounds nice," you responded with a smile.
It was hard to catch up on his walk because his stride is wide, and you had to walk a little faster to match your pace with him.
He was aware of it too, he suppressed a laugh when he realized you were half-jogging rather than walking, then decided to slow down, taking smaller steps as you both made your way through the crowded streets.
Seungmin took you somewhere that somehow looked like a parking lot, but once you entered the place and the constant thumping sounds you heard from the inside, you recognized that it is a batting cage.
"So, this is your idea of fun?" You asked him with eyes widened in disbelief, "more baseball?"
He nodded while grinning.
"I mean, you practice baseball all week long, and you play some more baseball to have fun?" You asked again since his first answer didn't satisfy you.
He nodded again, "this is fun," he assured you, then went checked in. The man at the front desk showed him the available slot among the row of cages.
"Come on!" He told you, and you followed him from behind. Your eyes lingered on the broad of his shoulders from the back, and his varsity jacket does nothing but accentuate it.
He opened the door to the batting cage, took a bat, and practiced a few swings before the machine started shooting balls in his direction. You winced every time Seungmin hit the ball right with the bat and made a loud popping sound.
And this is why he's the baseball star, he nailed every throw pitched at him, you knew it wasn't the same with the real game but still, watching him doing what he's good at is another level of attractive.
He lightly panted, then put down the baseball bat, opened the door, and held out his hand at you.
"It's your turn now!" He announced, stepping down a stair still with his hand held out at you.
You looked down at his hand with veins coiling on the back of his hand and down to his long, slender fingers.
"Huh?" Your eyes widen, nonplussed, "I'm not playing," you meekly said.
"I'll teach you," he said with a smile.
You shook your head, "No, no, no," you kindly refused his offer, "I'll stay here and cheer you up,"
He rolled his eyes, "my hand is getting tired here," his eyes motioned to his still outstretched hand at you.
You grimaced but caved in at the end, you took his hand, and he helped you climb the stairs into the cage.
"Just a warning, I'm so bad at sports," you whined, almost like a fussy toddler.
Seungmin handed you a wooden bat, "that's why I'm here,"
You reluctantly took the baseball bat from him, "I-"
Seungmin grabbed you by your waist and positioned yourself in front of him, facing to the side.
He placed his hands on your shoulders next, "first, line up your shoulders with your legs,"
You stood up straighter and did what he told you to do.
Seungmin looked down at your feet, "spread your legs wider," he ordered.
"Oh, wow, and you didn't even buy me dinner first," you joked and regretted saying it once it got out of your mouth.
Seungmin softly chuckled with his cheeks blushing profusely.
He cleared his throat, then put his hands on the small of your back, "keep your knees bend," he ordered.
You obeyed and bent your knees, awkwardly.
"Don't crouch or stoop," he warned, he grabbed your waist and swayed your body side to side, "it's important to have a steady and grounded stance," he added.
"Now, let me see how you hold the bat," he commanded.
You lifted the baseball bat and held it the way you know how to hold it.
"Is it right?" You asked him.
He put his hands on yours, "Don't hold the bat in the palms, it won't allow you to flex your wrist," he commented, then helped you wrap your fingers around the bat.
He traced your knuckles with his fingers, "see this?" He asked you.
You nodded.
"You should line up your knuckles," he said, so attentive as if he was training you to be a player.
When he was sure you gripped the bat the correct way, he showed you how to take a good swing. He practiced with you a few times as he whispered instructions so close to your ear.
"Keep your body in a straight line and keep your eyes on the ball," he instructed, again practicing another swing along with you.
"Relax your muscles and be ready," he finished but with his body pushed so close behind you only makes it harder for you to relax.
He put his hands away from yours and stepped back, "I think you're ready," he announced with a grin.
You suddenly felt so self-conscious that he left you on your own, "what if I'm not hitting any ball?" You asked him.
"We can always play another round," he casually said.
You roughly wiped your sweaty palms on your jeans before gripping the bat again, "what if the ball hit me in the face?"
Seungmin burst out laughing, "that won't happen," he assured you, then got out of the cage to watch you behind the chain-linked fence.
You let out a long sigh as the machine signaled that it was ready to pitch the ball, you repeated the instructions Seungmin gave you earlier in your head.
"Keep your eyes on the ball," you repeatedly said.
With a loud pop, the ball shot in your direction, and instead of swinging your bat, you dodged it.
"What am I doing??" You frantically shouted at yourself, then uneasily glanced at Seungmin.
"It's okay, just keep your eyes on the ball!" He instructed again.
You quickly got ahold of yourself, then gripped the bat so tight, you shifted your focus back ahead.
"Keep your eyes on the ball," you repeatedly said to yourself like it was a scared prayer.
When the ball came at you, you held up your bat over your shoulder just like how you practiced, then when the ball was close enough, you began to swing it, and there was a loud bang.
You successfully hit the ball with the bat, your mouth agape in surprise, then looked at Seungmin in awe.
"I did that?!" You asked him for confirmation.
He nodded while grinning from ear to ear, "look straight ahead! The next one is about to come!" He reminded you.
You succeeded in batting 6 out 10 and insisted on going for another round to make a better record.
"Not going to lie, that was so much fun!" You exclaimed with a stupid grin on your face.
Seungmin held out his hand to help you get down the stairs but ended up lifting you by your waist to get you off since you were too ecstatic to watch your steps.
"I'm glad you had fun!" He sincerely said, then put a cold canned drink in your hand, "here's to soothe your hand"
You looked at the inside of your hands and winced, "ouch!"
You didn't realize your palms were red and raw from gripping the bat too hard, you squeezed the canned drink and let the cold seep in.
"Your turn now!" You said to him.
"You want me to go again?"
You nodded, "yes," you replied while wrapping both of your hands around the cold canned drink.
"Okay then, I'll go," he said then got into the cage.
You watched as he took his stance and swung the bat over his shoulder like it was a natural thing to do, many people had been saying he looked so attractive when he plays, and that was when you knew what the fuzz is all about.
"Do you think I can make it into the team?" You half-heartedly asked him as you dipped your French fry into ketchup.
Maybe because you weren't used to using your body for sports that you got so hungry and finished the burger in under a few minutes.
"Maybe," he replied, after a moment of hard thinking.
You chuckled and dipped another fry into the ketchup then shoved it into your mouth.
"You got something..." he said to you, gesturing to your mouth.
You quickly wiped whatever was on your mouth.
He shook his head, "I'm sorry, but I have to invade your private space," he said to you before reaching up and wiping a drop of ketchup on the corner of your mouth with a tissue.
You hurriedly took the tissue from him and wiped it yourself, "thanks," you muttered and roughly wiped all over your mouth, just in case.
You looked down to avoid his gaze that somehow made you flustered. You never felt like this for a long time, the butterflies, the heart flips, and whatever it is that made the cold of your heart slowly melt. Actually, you never let yourself feel all of these things because they were all trivial and always led you to disappointment.
But something about him made your heart shift, all of these times, you thought of him as not more than just a popular guy on the campus, and that he'd act like an actual jock.
You smiled because he isn't so bad, maybe you shouldn't trust your prejudice in the first place.
"How're your hands?" He asked you.
You held out your hands with your palms up, "it wasn't as hurt," you answered.
He leaned forward to look at your hands, and his fingers trailed the bumps on your palms, "apply some ointment when you get home," he suggested.
"Can I see your hands?" You asked him, out of curiosity.
He held out his hands at you on the table.
You saw how his hands are calloused and rough, from years and years of training and holding a bat, you traced the bumps on his palm and cooed.
When you looked up, his face was so close to yours, and you could see the shine of his dark hair and imagined how soft it would feel in your hands.
He lifted his head, and his eyes met yours, you retracted yourself immediately, feeling flustered.
"My friend always said I don't have a knack for sports. I can't wait to tell her about today," you said with a grin on your face.
Seungmin softly laughed, his hand wrapped around his cup of soda.
"So, how long you've been friends with Kim?" He suddenly asked.
You got taken aback by his question but gave him the benefit of the doubt, he probably had seen you around with Kim on the campus.
"We're friends since junior high school," you answered, then reclined on your seat.
"She is quite something," Seungmin said with a snicker.
That was when the smile on your face slowly fades, not again, you said to yourself.
"She has a lot of fireworks in her," he added.
You scoffed and laughed to yourself, "yeah, she is," you half-heartedly added.
You refused Seungminâs offer to drive you home and took the bus home instead, you felt the urge to be alone and be in your own space.
Arrived in your cramped, small studio, you face-planted onto your bed and just let your thoughts drown you in like usual.
You thought about how Seungmin almost got you with your guard down only to find out he was just like another guy who tried to get close to you, with the ultimate intention to get close to your best friend, Kim.
Kim is undeniably attractive, but apart from her physical appearance, she is the kind of person who got everything that comes easy for her and is good at everything. She knows how to get around people, in conclusion, she's everything you are not. She's always been the center of attention the moment you became friends with her, and you have always been there by her side, as the sidekick, the less attractive of the two, and last but not least, a quick gateway if anyone wanted to get close to her.
It had happened more than a handful of times already, some guys approached you only to ask you about Kim. You reminded yourself that it's not her fault, she didn't ask to be born that attractive the same as you didn't ask to be born less attractive than her.
You never felt bothered by it but sometimes, sometimes you just got so tired of explaining yourself to people that you are more than just Kim's best friend.
The next time you met Seungmin to work on your project, you worked in silence and only talked when you needed to. The silence became so deafening that Seungmin sensed something was slightly amiss.
"Are you okay?" He asked you while shuffling the papers in his hands.
"Yes," you shortly replied without looking away from the screen of your laptop.
You both continued working with the dead air hung in the space between you and him, it wasn't easy for you too but you swore to yourself never to let your guard down again.
Once you were done typing everything on your laptop, you shut it down and closed it.
"I think we're done," you informed him, gathering your notes on the table and putting your pens back into the case.
"I can do the final editing," Seungmin offered, but with the unpleasant look you gave him, he retreated himself.
"If you let me, of course," he quickly added.
You put your things back inside your tote bag, "It's okay, I can do it for us," you kindly refused.
Seungmin smiled back, "To be honest, you'll do a better job than me," he weakly said.
You felt bad for being so sour when all he did was being good to you, you forced a smile and said, "I'll email you the final edit, and you can tell me if there's something you want to change," you said to him.
He smiled back at you, and somehow it made you feel so warm inside.
"Can I treat you dinner?" He asked, scratching the back of his neck as he did.
You hummed for a while before coming up with an answer, "what about I treat you tonight?" You offered.
Seungmin got slightly surprised by the turn of the event and that he thought things were coming back to normal between you two.
"Only if you let me treat you dinner the next time," he said with an eyebrow raised.
You shrugged in defeat, "sure!" You replied, then got up from your seat.
You settled on your favorite pizza place that serves the most delicious cheese pizza, but that night you ordered half cheese and half pepperoni in large size.
"I don't think the two of us can finish this," Seungmin said when he looked down at the steaming pizza with cheese bubbling on top, the smell of it was almost aphrodisiac.
You pushed his cup of drink to the front of him on the table, "someone will be joining us soon," you told him.
And just like she was being summoned, Kim came through the door and shot you a teeth-baring smile the moment he spotted you.
You waved at her, and she half-jogged to your table, "oh my God, the pizza is here already!" She exclaimed.
She quickly sat down on the empty chair between you and Seungmin, she didn't waste time to take a slice and bit on it.
With her mouth busy chewing the food, she turned her head and jolted on her seat, "Oh, Seungmin!" She exclaimed.
You handed her your cup of drink, and she quickly swallowed her food to take a sip, "did you guys just work on that project together?" She asked.
Your eyebrows were raised in question because you never told her about it, well, you told her about the project but not about who your partner is.
You stifled a nod, "Yes, but how-"
"Always a pleasure to meet you, Kim," Seungmin cut in, then bit into his pizza.
Kim nodded in acknowledgment. So they have talked to each other before? It was obvious now because they didn't seem awkward toward each other.
"Seungmin, are you even allowed to eat pizza? Aren't you suppose to be on a strict diet?" Kim teased as she shove a piece of pizza crust into her mouth.
Seungmin snickered, "Only if you don't tell, Kim,"
"Are you aware that you'll not be 22 forever?" She asked him, taking another slice and tearing a piece.
"Yes, but I don't see how is that related to pizza," he replied.
You watched their conversation intently like watching a tennis match, Kim turned her head at you and laughed.
"Oh, have I told you that Seungmin and I went to the same kindergarten," she explained and tore another piece of pizza.
You gasped at the newfound revelation.
"Our moms are sort of besties," Kim explained more.
It was getting more obvious that they are close, closer than you thought. You nodded along and felt your appetite dissipate as you watched them talking and how good they looked together. And you saw the bigger picture, that maybe it wasn't a bad idea for them to be together and maybe they're meant to be, you never know but it was time for you to be out of that picture.
You dropped your unfinished slice of pizza and got up from your seat,
"I'm sorry, guys, but I have to go," you informed and hastily gathered all of your things, "I forgot that I have something to do with my mom and that I-" you blabbered, "I need to clean my room or else she'd give me hell," you sighed from excessive explanation you did.
"But you haven't finished your pizza yet, it's your favorite cheese pizza!" Kim said, getting up from her seat, but you pushed her back down onto her seat.
"I'm in a hurry, you know my mom," you came up with a false excuse.
"I'll go with you then," Kim offered.
"No, no, please stay," you refused and took a step back from the table,
"Stay and eat the pizza. It's my treat," you convinced her and put on a smile, "I'll be taking the bus, do not worry," you added.
"I can drive you if you're in a hurry," Seungmin offered.
You shook your head, "No, no, no, it's okay," you quickly refused.
You slowly retreated from the table, "I'll get going now, bye everyone!" You waved your hand at them then walked out of the door. You resisted the urge to look back and kept on walking.
Later at night, Kim came knocking on your door and barged in the second you opened the door.
"I know there's something wrong," she exclaimed as she plopped down on the love seat. She looked around your small studio and sighed, "you would have cleaned your desk if your mom really is coming," she said, looking up at you with squinted eyes.
"Your mom's favorite drama is playing every Saturday night, and on Sunday morning, she has that volunteer work at the nursing home," she elaborated as she put up her legs on the seat.
You probably shouldn't have lied to your friend, especially the one that had known you for years and knew every detail of your life
There was no way to escape this but to come out clean. You sighed then sat next to her, "Seungmin likes you, and I think," you paused and tried to ignore the twinge in your heart when you mentioned his name, "he's a good guy, and I think you look good together,"
Kim burst out laughing and reached for the snack you always stored under the table, opened a pack of chips, and began munching.
"I'm just trying to set you guys," you weakly said.
"You sound like a total dumbass right now," she said with her mouth full of food.
"I am not going to take that personally," you sneered at her.
Kim sat up straighter and scooted closer to you, "Listen," she began, "what I'm about to say to you is a hundred percent confidential, but since you got your panties in a twist, I have to intervene here,"
You looked at her rather confused and wide-eyed, "what are you talking about?"
She stopped munching and put down the bag of chips on the table, "Seungmin likes you," she said.
Your heart skipped a beat, "what?"
"He likes you," she repeated, "at the beginning of the term, he asked what classes you took, and you think he took a creative writing class for the grade, no honey, he did all that for you," she explained with her index finger pointed at you.
But the more she explained, the more confused you got, "wait, what?"
Kim heavily sighed, "he did all that to get close to you! that's how much he likes you,"
"But I thought he likes you," you stuttered and froze on your seat, learning the newfound truth about his real intention to you.
Kim rolled her eyes, "please, I've seen him piss his pants during a school trip, and he has seen my face got swollen from my allergy. We disgusted each other enough to have a romantic feeling," she groaned.
You stifled a laugh, surprisingly feeling so relieved that it was just a misunderstanding and also felt bad for being unpleasant to him, or worst, he thought that you didn't have the same feeling for him.
"I think I just blew my chance," you sadly declared.
Kim patted your shoulder a few times, "Hey, I never said it's too late to get him now,"
You glanced at her, "you knew?"
"Of course, I know you like him," she said as if it was obvious to her, then took the bag of chips back on her lap and started munching again.
It had been days since the last time you met after that little mishap in the pizza place, you saw him around the campus but never could get yourself to, at least, say hi to him.
Plus, the piling assignments didn't help and kept you occupied the whole week. It took its peak when you got called to your professor's office.
Your heart beating out of control as you stood in front of the door of his office, you took a deep breath before finally knocking on his door.
"Come in!" You faintly heard the voice from inside the office.
You swung the door open and saw your professor was talking to another student in his office, only when you got closer did you realize it was Seungmin.
"I called you both to let you know that I really like your writing," your professor told you both as you stood there facing his desk.
You sighed in relief and felt the knot in your stomach loosen, you glanced at Seungmin and smiled at him, glad to see him again than hearing the praises from your lecturer.
When the appreciation speech ended, and he let you both be on your way, you sighed the second you closed the door behind you.
Seungmin stood there next to you, "I think we make a good team," he said to you.
You smiled because the first thing he said to you after that unfortunate day was a positive thing.
"Yeah, I think we did," you agreed.
There was a silence awkward after all, but you quickly came up with something from letting the silence go on, "I think we should celebrate it," you said to him.
Seungmin nodded, "I'd love that,"
You thought of a place you can go to later when you are both done with your classes, "I think we can go to that cafe we-"
"But I can't, I have practice today," Seungmin added.
You closed your mouth and stopped talking, "oh," you tried not to sound sad but failed.
Seungmin pushed his hair to the back and always looked attractive doing so, "what about tomorrow?"
"Yes, sure," you immediately answered and winced for answering it too quickly.
Seungmin softly laughed, his eyes crinkled under the sunny afternoon light. He looked down at his phone screen to check the time, "I'll text you for tomorrow, I have to go now," he said, hoisting the strap of his backpack on his shoulder.
You nodded in acknowledgment, "yeah, you better get going," you said to him.
He flashed a smile that melts you from the inside, "I'll see you," he said with so much hope to see you again.
"Trust me, even though he didn't say it's a date, it is a date!" Kim said through your speakerphone.
You didn't know how long you had been trying out on some outfits for today, no matter how embarrassing it was to call your friend to help you pick on an outfit to hang out with a guy, you were just that desperate.
You slumped on the couch, "I don't think it's too late to bail on him,"
"Don't you dare!!!" Kim barked, "Put that outfit on and get your ass out there," she instructed, you could imagine her saying that while rolling her eyes.
"Then what?"
"Just be you," she said, "it sounds so cliche, but he likes you way before all this, so there's nothing to worry about," she convinced you, "and I have to go because my mom needs my help in the kitchen, good luck and bye!" She quickly ended the phone call.
You entered the cafe clutching the side of your skirt out of nerves, you spotted him right away on the table you both once worked your project on.
With hesitant steps, you walked up to him as your heart beat faster and faster.
His head tilted up when he realized you were coming his way, a bright smile rose on his face.
"Hey, you came," he said as soon as you were closing into his table.
"Yes, why wouldn't I?" You said back, you fought the urge to slap your mouth for saying it.
Seungmin chuckled, he got used to you blurting out whatever was inside your head.
"I was about to text you that I have to go somewhere," he said to you when you were already seated across the table from him.
"Huh? What?" You asked him, just in case you misheard him.
"My friends insisted on going to his party, and he won't stop until I really came," he explained.
You looked down at your lap, at your choice of skirt that took you hours to pick, and said, "oh," again, failing to not sound disappointed.
"I mean, would you come with me?" Seungmin asked again, rephrasing what he was trying to say to you.
"Going to the party with you?" you asked him in disbelief.
He nodded.
It wasn't like you never heard of a party before or had never been in one, but to be seen together with him at a party was a big deal.
"We don't have to go if you don't want to," Seungmin added with a reassuring smile.
But of course, you didn't want to disappoint him, maybe it was a party of a friend that is not from the campus. You braved yourself and nodded, "it's just a party, I say let's go," you said with such coy.
Being in a car with Seungmin and seeing him driving was something you never thought you would ever witness. But here you were, sitting on the passenger's side and stealing a few glances at him as he drove with his eyes focused on the road ahead.
You let yourself look at him for a while and saw that he is wearing a blue sky shirt underneath his varsity jacket with his hair is neatly styled and parted in the middle. Your eyes lowered to where his hands gripped the steering wheel that made the veins on his hands prominent.
You looked away when he was about to look your way, you were glad he was playing music, or else, he would hear the noises you made when he was about to catch you looking at him.
Forget about staying invisible at the party, everyone recognized you the moment you got out of Seungminâs car and got so self-conscious, you thought of fleeing the scene and start running back home.
"We don't have to stay long," Seungmin said, he sensed that you were nervous being there with him, " I'll just say hi, and we can be on our way," he added.
His words didn't quite calm you down, but something about the way he inserted the word we as if it was something as natural. We and that we mean, you and him.
You shot a thin smile at him, "I'm alright, just take your time," you convinced.
Seungmin didn't bother to introduce you to anyone since you were already well acquainted with everyone, which is a perk from having a popular friend. You ignored the curious eyes on you and went on your way, but you decided that maybe Seungmin wouldn't like having you following him around like a puppy so you let him socialize with his peers that are mostly his baseball teammates.
But when you were about to leave his side, he grabbed you by your wrist, "I want you to meet my friends," he said to you.
You blinked a few times at him, not sure if you heard him right.
Seungmin introduced you to his friends, and you shook hands with each one of them, they didn't look as bitter as you think they would, they looked alright and welcoming instead.
"Let me get you a drink," one of his friends offered.
You kindly refused him, you knew the drink was spiked with alcohol, and you are not good at drinking.
When his friend handed you a drink, someone nudged your back and sent you tripped forward, the drink sloshing all over your white blouse.
Your mouth hung open, looked down at your blouse with a red stain on it and reeked of alcohol.
"I am so sorry," his friend quickly apologized.
You slightly shook your head at him, "it's fine, I'll excuse myself to the bathroom," you said to him and quickly made your way out of sight, out of Seungminâs sight especially.
"It's the second door on the left," he shouted the direction to you then broke into a run.
You locked the bathroom door and hoped no one would come banging on it since you would be likely staying in there for a long time, at least until you washed off the stain on your blouse. And that too, only if you succeeded washing it off.
When you saw your reflection in the mirror, you got hopeless. The night had just started yet you were already a mess, and there was no way you could get rid of the stain on your blouse, you almost broke down crying when you heard a knock on the door, âA moment, please!â you shouted to whoever behind the door.
âItâs me,â
You recognized Seungminâs voice right away, you reluctantly opened the door, just slightly ajar, and peeked out, âHey, Iâll be out in a moment,â you immediately told him.
He didnât say anything but handed you his jacket through the door, âHere, use my jacket,â he told you.
You took it from him.
âIâll wait for you here,â he said again.
You nodded, âOkay,â then closed the door.
You stared at the varsity jacket that he always wears, draped around your hand, and hesitated to wear this saintly piece of clothing.
You reminded yourself that you have no choice but to wear it, and since there was no way for you to salvage the blouse, you threw it into the trash bin. You washed your hands, wiped the sticky juice with a wet cloth then put on Seungminâs jacket next. It was too big that you pulled the sleeves up to not let your whole arms hands engulfed by it and buttoned the jacket since you were wearing nothing but your plain white bra underneath.
You fixed your hair and fixed your make-up, it was the least you could do to look presentable. You gained your composure back and opened the door, found Seungmin leaning against the wall waiting for you.
You smiled awkwardly at him, not feeling confident in his jacket and definitely not looking as good as him in it.
Just like he could see right through your mind, he said, âIt looks good on you!â
âThanks,â you shyly muttered to him.
âShall we go now and continue our date?â he asked.
Your heart flipped at the word date, so Kim was right, it was a date after all. You nodded at him and began following him as he parted the sea of people filling in the place, your feet were on the floor, but you felt like you were floating.
âIâm sorry that we canât have proper dinner meals,â he said to you as the both of you sat on the cap of the car with burgers and fries you bought from the drive-thru, looking out at the city view from the top of the parking building.
You smiled at him, âitâs more than alright! I love burgers!â you said to him with such enthusiasm.
Seungmin bit into his burger, âIâm sorry about your blouse,â
You swallowed the food in your mouth, âNo worries. Itâs just a blouse!â
When both of you were done with the food, you stared out at the view and enjoyed the pleasant night, despite the cold air kept blowing in your way, you were glad you were wearing his jacket.
âKim said you were a quiet kid in kindergarten,â you told him.
âI still am,â he responded with a low chuckle.
âIâm not sure about that, you are a different kind of quiet,â you said, you shoved your hands into the pockets of the jacket.
âYeah?â he asked, âWhat kind of quiet?â
You hummed, âThe kind of quiet that is not because you donât have anything to say, itâs actually the opposite, you have so many things to say but decide to only say things that people could perceive,â
Seungmin got quiet because he felt like you just saw through him.
You turned your head at him, âItâs okay to talk your thoughts out, you know, who knows you might find someone that understands you,â you finished with a smile.
Seungmin intently looked into your eyes and smiled, âI think I already did,â he said.
He was slowly leaning in at you when raindrops suddenly came pouring down on you, your hands covering your head, while Seungmin grabbed your hand and took you back into the car.
He opened the backseat door, and you hurried into the car so he could get in after you, you wiped the drops of water on his jacket with your hands and from your face, afraid that it ruined your make-up.
"I didn't know that it will rain today," he said as soon as closed the car door.
"I think it's the spring rain," you crooned and hugged yourself.
When it got quiet, the limited space of the car got a lot smaller by the second and none of you wanted to break it.
Seungmin cleared his throat and broke the heightened tension, "You know, Kim and I, we're just friends," he uttered out of the blue.
You already knew that he would say something about it at one point in the evening but didn't know he would choose this moment, were you both in the car and surrounded by the pattering of the rain.
"Yeah, I know," you told him, you shoved your hands into the jacket pockets, mostly to avoid the urge to touch him since his knee is only inches away from yours.
Seungmin got quiet again and shifted on his seat, "but you did think that I like Kim?"
You stifled a nod, "I got so used to being Kim's wingman," you joked.
Seungmin scooted closer to you on the seat, "Can I tell you something?" He asked.
You turned your head at him, "yes,"
"I like you," he said with eyes unwavering, looking deep into yours, "I like you a lot," he emphasized the last word to let you know how much feeling he has for you.
You smiled at him despite the burning feeling of blurting out how you felt about him to the tiniest details, but for now, you settled with, "I like you too," you said back, "a lot,"
A smile rose on his face, ever so softly, so gently as the sun rises. He leaned in so close, and you closed your eyes, soon after, you felt the plush of his lips on you.
Your heart palpitation and hands balled into fists inside the jacket pockets when he put his hand on your jaw. He opened his mouth and captured your lips between his, brushing his lips over yours like he was savoring a cone of ice cream.
He used his tongue to pry open your mouth until you gave in yourself, opening your mouth to him with a delightful sigh.
He didn't waste any time to taste you, invading your mouth with his tongue and twirling it with yours.
The kiss was slippery and hot, his fingers wrapped around the side of your jaw while his thumb steadily pulled your mouth down to keep it open.
You reclined on the seat and let him deepen the kiss, finally braved yourself to get your hands out of your pocket and tangled them in the soft of his hair.
The sounds of the rain hitting the roof of the car drowned out the smooching sound of your kisses and the occasional sighs you let out against his lips.
He pulled away slowly, swiped his thumb over your swollen, red lips, glistening wet with a mix of his saliva and yours.
His hand traced down your neck and stopped at the base of your throat, to where the top button of your jacket rested.
You gave him a nod of permission, and he acknowledged it, he began working to open it one by one. His eyes followed to where his hand worked while you were watching his face with his mouth slightly open.
Seungmin swallowed once he was done unbuttoning your jacket, he sighed when he put his hand underneath and slowly revealed your skin inch by inch, parting the jacket open and sliding it off one shoulder.
He whimpered as his fingers trailed your collarbone and the skin under your bra strap, "you're so soft," he softly muttered.
You bit your lower lip to fight the urge to kiss him and failed, you pulled him by the collar of his shirt then crashed your lips on his.
While your lips were connected in a long, passionate kiss, Seungmin ran his hand down your chest then gripped your waist to hoist you up onto his lap.
You gasped when your mouths unattached and straddled him with your legs on each side of his, your face hovered only inches away from each other. He reclined on the seat, with his head tilted up at you. You looked into his eyes, clouded with lust and intensely staring at you.
He placed his hands on your waist, and you shuddered when his hands moved to the small of your back, roaming on the skin, and you could feel the roughness of his fingerpads.
He withdrew one hand and reached up to cup your cheek, "you're so beautiful," he said to you, swiping his thumb over your lower lip.
You smiled at his praise, shyly looked down at his chest, that even with his clothes still on, you could feel the firm of his muscles under your touch. You put your hands on his shoulders and traced the broad of his shoulders, your breath quickened since it was something you badly wanted to do.
Seungmin slowly pulled you by your chin to plant a soft kiss on your lips, a kiss that escalated things where both of your bodies pressed close together.
Your hands were in his hair while his hands were all over your body, he dragged his lips down to your neck and began kissing the thin, sensitive skin making you softly moan into his hair.
He slid the jacket down your shoulder, slipping his finger under the strap of your bra then placed a tender kiss on your collarbone.
You put your hands around his neck as he made a trail of kisses across your chest, tilting your head up and pressing your lips together to muffle your moans.
The rain has turned into a drizzle, but the window started to fog, the space inside the car shrunken by the seconds, and all you did was pull him closer and closer until there was no gap left between your bodies.
Seungmin sank his mouth on the skin between your breasts with his hands wrapped you tightly in his embrace.
When he looked up at you, you smiled at him then gave his lips a quick peck.
Seungmin lifted his head to capture your lips into a kiss again, and you softly laughed against his lips.
For a moment, you were so caught in the moment you didn't realize your phone was ringing, and you tried to ignore it, but it kept on ringing.
You winced, "I'm really sorry," you said to him, then got off of his to get your phone from inside your purse on the front seat, you quickly punched the accept call button.
"How was it? How was the date? Where did he take you?" Kim shot you questions the second you picked up the phone, you glanced at Seungmin in unease, afraid he could hear her through the phone.
"Kim, I'll call you later," you quickly replied.
"What? Why? Don't tell me you're making out right now? Holy sh-"
You abruptly ended the call and put your phone back in the car, you sat back next to him again in the backseat.
It was so quiet and dark in the car, beads of water rolling down the car window.
Seungmin took your hand in his and held it, "I'm sorry that I couldn't take you on a proper date," he said to you.
You turned your head at him, "I like it. I like the elements of surprise," you playfully commented.
"I'm glad," he said with a low laugh.
Even in the dim light, you could see his eyes crinkled as he looked at you.
"Ready to go home?" He asked.
Deep down, you just wanted to stay with him a little longer or if you could, spend as much time with him as possible yet you nodded at him, "yes," you answered.
Seungmin reached for your jacket and pulled it close, you began buttoning them yourself. Seungmin helped you fix your hair by putting strands of hair behind your ears, "you're so beautiful," he murmured, it felt nice to hear the praise again, and you could tell that it was sincere.
When you were about to say something but his lips were already got ahead of you, kissing you briefly to leave a taste of his lips before letting it go with a sweet smile.
Arrived in front of your apartment building, Seungmin parked his car in the parking lot. He immediately got out of the car to open your car door, and it took you by surprise that something like this happen to you.
Seungmin walked you to the entrance of the building but did not get in.
You turned around to face him, "thank you for today," you said to him.
He grabbed your hand and clasped it with his, "no, thank you for not running away from the date," he joked.
You laughed, "I had a great time,"
"Me too," he said back, squeezing your hand then rubbing the skin on the back of your hand with his thumb.
"Your jacket," you jolted when you remembered you were still wearing his jacket, "if you don't mind waiting, I'll change my clothes and give it to you,"
He shook his head, "you can give it back to me tomorrow,"
"Okay," you responded.
You didn't know how long you stood there facing each other, looking at each otherâs eyes, and was not quite ready to part for the day.
"I should go," he said, but his feet nailed to the ground.
"Okay,"
"Okay," he said back.
You giggled at how adorable he looked, you initiated first, stood on your tiptoe, and kissed him on the mouth.
"Goodnight!" you said to him and slowly let go of his hands.
Seungmin shyly smiled then said, "Goodnight!"
You waved your hands at him before starting climbing the stairs to get to your studio, and once again felt like you were walking on clouds.
We have to talk!
Seungmin said in his text.
You knew that nothing good ever comes out of those words, and it was the first text Seungmin sent to you that day. You got fidgety in your seat during the first class, couldn't focus on whatever the lecturer was saying at the front of the class.
Is there something wrong?
You typed a reply with your phone under the desk.
Meet me in the library after class
The class will end in fifteen minutes, and your feet bounce in anxiety under the table, counting down the seconds that lead to it. All kinds of thoughts rushed through your head, and none of them helped to calm you down. Because all you think about was if Seungmin has a second thought about dating you. When the class ended, you still couldnât decide whether you should be excited or scared.
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Author's note: i tried to fulfill this ask but i got too carried away with writing the foreplay lol maybe there will be a part 2! who knows? i hope it's what you envisioned, anon! enjoy :)
Warnings: Smut. Spitting, exhibitionism, daddy kink, cliffhanger that's gonna probably make you hate me
Characters: OT8 x Reader (Chan and y/n is in a relationship but this time Chan wants to share)
Everyoneâs in the living room, somehow the dance practice review thatâs supposed to be at the studio changed venues to 3rachaâs lair, and you can hear noises waking you up from your slumber.
Chan already told you about it last night as he pounded into you like an animal, but he didnât mention anything about being discreet. So, now, still in your little headspace, all you wanna do is go out there and greet your Daddy.
See, you and Chan have an understanding with Changbin and Han. Youâre practically the fourth tenant in their dorms, so some rules had to be presented.
Itâs not that youâre messy or noisy or anything of the sorts but you and Chan just have a particular interest in letting it all go once you get to a vicinity that no outsiders can have access to.
The dorms is where you and Chan get to unwind and most importantly, indulge in you active sexual lives. But how do you do that with two other roommates being around so often?
Well, you let them watch. Or listen. Or both. Depends on how they prefer to partake on that day.
At this point, Changbin and Jisung are used to seeing Chan fuck you anywhere in the dorm. Kitchen, living room, the hallway and even in their rooms a couple of times â name it, Chan has definitely fucked you at, in and on it. And itâs only infront of Changbin and Jisung that youâve ever referred to Chan as Daddy.
âIs Daddy still at the studio?â âI miss Daddy so much.â âWill you drag Daddy out of the studio early tomorrow? I have a surprise!â
To which they would always indulge and play along, answering, âYup, your Daddy is still at the studio, little one. Heâll be back soon.â âOh your Daddy misses you so much too. We saw him sporting a boner, so you better be prepared now, sweetheart.â âOf course, princess. Weâll drag him out early. We can watch too, yeah?â
Chan loves and appreciates how Changbin and Jisung dote on you. Heâs been enjoying the new living arrangements, not because he doesnât like the other boys, no. But because he knows Changbin and Jisung would not throw away the opportunity to watch you get fucked on a daily basis, to hear your moans every chance they get. So, it works.
Todayâs a little different, though. He wants to share his goddess with the rest of the boys. He told you about it when he was busy pounding his cock into your tight cunt, informing you that the other boys would be coming over for the first time with you around, but he didnât specify anything. He would have told you to be discreet but he didnât.
So, he isnât surprised to see you walking out of his room, face washed and hair still a little messy, still clad in his satin shirt from last night. From the looks of how your nipples are showing, you didnât bother to wear a bra and youâre definitely not wearing pants because your legs are all bare for him to look at.
Or for all the boys to look at.
Because sweet, polite Jeongin is the one to greet you good morning yet he only got to say âGood-â when he chokes on his own word, eyes frantic, not knowing where to look because he knows he shouldnât be looking at you like this. Youâre his hyungâs girlfriend but the way your tits are clinging to the shirt is making it hard for Jeongin to think straight. And the other boys arenât any different than Jeongin. Seungmin and Felix are looking away, pretending to monitor the dance practice video while Minho and Hyunjin horribly fail in trying not to stare at you. Jisung and Changbin are the ones blatantly staring, chirping a cheery âGood morning!â.
Chan appreciates the boysâ sensibility to not look at his sexy girl but thatâs the thing. Chan wants them to look. Chan wants them to look at how pretty his girl is in his clothes. The way his shirt is too big on you but thin enough that they can still see the outline of your curves, the way your hair is still a little messy probably from the way he pulled on them the night before and the way youâre standing there, still processing if you should go back into the room and change, looking all cute and fuckable â Chan just canât believe heâs the lucky person who gets to have you.
âDaddyâs not in bed,â is what you say, gaining the courage to openly refer to him as âDaddyâ in front of the other boys. And the way you say it in such a cute voice with that cute little pout? Chan canât help but feel his cock stirring in his pants.
âDaddy has to work, princess. Why donât you come here and join us?â he tells you, patting his lap, signalling you to come over and like the sweet, obedient little thing you are, you do.
And Chan chuckles to himself when he sees you walking in the tight space between the members who are on the floor and on the sofa. You could have walked over from the front but no, you just want to torture the boys sitting on the floor because they can probably see your cute little baby pink panties.
âWhatâs Daddy doing?â you ask shyly, trying to not focus on the eyes that are definitely on you, choosing to focus only on Chan, carefully sitting on his lap, making the shirt ride up a little.
Your heart is pounding from excitement. You like to show off for Chan. You like showing people how good you can be for him.
And you definitely like the attention you get from the boys right now.
âI feel like we shouldnât be here..â Hyunjin speaks up, clearing his throat, probably ready to sprint out of the dorm.
Hearing that, you pout. You turn to Hyunjin, give him your prettiest puppy eyes and say, âI promise I wonât bother Daddy and his friends while working. Just wanna be close to Daddy.â
Needless to say, the boys are smitten. Chanâs short comment of âYou guys can look all you wantâ definitely changed the stakes.
Now the dance practice monitoring session is long forgotten. Who can focus on that when Chan is slowly rubbing your nipples over his shirt that youâre wearing, when youâre mewling like a cute little kitten, when your hips are subtly grinding onto Chanâs thigh?
Who in their right mind would pass up the opportunity to watch this heavenly scene in front of them?
âDa-daddy.. Your work,â you try to remind him but your mind is filled with how good all this feels, having Chan touch you while his members watch. Youâre used to Changbin and Jisung, but the others? Itâs a whole new experience having 8 men look at you like youâre their last meal.
âBut Daddy wants to take care of his princess. The boys donât mind waiting, right boys?â Chan chuckles, amused how quiet the boys are, eyes dark as they look at your beautiful being. âDaddy needs some help though. Maybe Hyunjin can help me,â Chan speaks, calling Hyunjin towards the two of you on the sofa.
âYeah?â Hyunjin sounds breathless and it makes you feel so shy that you have your head buried in the crook of Chanâs neck. âDonât be shy, baby. Daddy needs you to turn around, can you do that for Daddy?â
And turn around you did. Now youâre greeted with a heavenly sight â seven boys staring at you, bulge evident and none of them care to hide their erections.
âSpit on her tits, Hyunjin. Make the shirt wet,â Chan instructs the long haired blonde so casually he nearly trips on his way near you. Seungmin and Felix who are sitting a bit further away canât help but scoot nearer. All of them wish they were Hyunjin right now.
Hyunjin has his face near your tits and itâs taking all of your might not to arch your back into his face. You know Chan wouldnât approve because no one can touch you but him.
The blonde man gathers his spit as he looks at Chan and you interchangeably, wanting the green light to spit. The nod from Chan and the needy look you give are all he needs to follow through, slowly letting his spit drip onto your right tit, his hands holding onto the side of the sofa, so he wonât touch you.
The sight makes you moan. And the feeling of his warm spit coming in contact with the fabric of the cold satin shirt makes you shiver, hands holding Chanâs as Hyunjin gives you some time to compute that another man just spat on your tits in front of your boyfriend and six other men.
âYou like it, baby?â Chan asks, clearly loving how your nose is cutely scrunched as you try to calm down from the littlest stimulation.
âFucking hell,â Felix curses, swallowing his own saliva as he watches how Hyunjinâs spit is leaving a drak spot that beautifully showcases your pretty nipple. Oh how he would die to just suck on it right now.
Your attention goes to Felix when Hyunjin walks back to his spot, sitting with the other boys as he stares at you. But Chanâs finger rubbing your wet nipple over the fabric grabs your attention again, making you arch your back into his touch, moaning softly when he lightly pinches it.
âMy princess likes that, hmm? Like having other menâs spit on her?â Chan teases, kissing the side of your face softly. You nod absentmindedly, eyes closing as you melt into his touch, forgetting about everything else.
âDaddy, please,â you moan, you donât even know what youâre begging for, you just need something more.
And more you got.
Now youâre spread wide on Chanâs lap, his clothed chest rubbing against your back as you try so hard not to buck your hips up while the boys take turns to spit on your pussy. You managed to stay still when the first two boys, Jeongin and Felix, did it but the way Changbin is looking at you with such confidence and the cocky smirk of his, you could just cry in wanton.
âWhat a pretty cunt,â Changbin says before he spits rather messily, different from how softly Jeongin and Felix did, and the way his warm spit comes in contact directly on your clit makes you shake, the unintentional bucking of your hips nearly buries Changbin into your cunt.
Chan chuckles at your little movement, knowing how hard youâre trying to be good for him.
âDaddy,â you whimper, almost crying at how difficult it is to stay still when you can feel the boysâ spit trickling from your slit.
âShh baby. Daddyâs got you. Just need Minho, Jisung, Seungmin and Hyunjin to spit on your pretty pussy next, then Daddy will fuck you, hmm? You can do that for Daddy, yeah?â Chan speaks, voice soft and assuring, you find yourself nodding again and again, spreading your legs wider, ready for the four remaining boys to spit all they want so that you can have Chanâs cock.
Minho makes his presence known, licking his lips as he stares at your pussy and you nearly cry at the intensity.
But you really cry when your boyfriend spreads your pussy lips wide, the boys whistling and groaning as they watch intently how the mixed spit from Jeongin, Felix and Changbin get to finally find their way into your cunt.
âMaybe today the boys can touch, what do you say about that, baby?â
THIS IS A MASTERPIECE OML
pairing: mafia boss!hyunjin x mafia boss!fem!reader
genre: angst, smut (minors dni!), enemy au
words: 4.1k
warnings: dom!hyunjin, sub!reader, there is a gun present at the beginning, mentions of death, angst, mild violence, making out, choking, hair pulling, degradation, oral sex (m&f receiving), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, a tad bit of a crying kink, use of the color system, hyunjin gets a little rough, unprotected sex (you know better), hate sex, multiple positions, mild biting kink, creampie, aftercare, y/n is a thief hehe, thereâs probably more but I forgot lol
a/n: yes, this was definitely inspired by the venom music video. no, I make no apologies, lol. there are some darker themes in this one, what with them being in gangs, so readers please beware! I hope yâall enjoy this absolute filth, please like and/or reblog if you liked it! - j
You werenât quite sure how youâd managed to get yourself in this situation.
It was safe to say, the barrel of a gun inches from your temple was not how you intended to spend your Saturday night.
âI knew you were a stupid bitch, but this is a new low for you.â
You rolled your eyes at the voice speaking lowly in your ear. Despite yourself, chills erupted over your skin. Apparently some habits couldnât be easily broken.
You slowly turned your head so you could look at the owner of that delicious voice, completely ignoring the gun still leveled at your head.
And there he was. Still blond, even after all these months, his hair gently curling around his face. His expression was cold, but there was a fire in his eyes that was all too familiar to you.
Hwang Hyunjin.
The leader of the biggest gang in your city, its power and legacy equal only to your own.
You remembered idly what it had once been like to love that face. Star-crossed lovers, the crown prince and princess of rival gangs intent on destroying one another.
But that was before.
Now you were king and queen of rival empires, your quest for violence stained by a need for revenge.
You took pleasure in the irritation that overtook his face the longer you ignored his insult. He could call you a stupid bitch all he wantedâyou both knew it was a lie and a cheap shot.
âWhy are you in my club?â Hyunjin said through clenched teeth.
You smiled sweetly. âDidnât know it was yours. Just came to get my rocks off.â
He finally pressed the gun against your temple. You leaned into it, invigorated by the cold metal on your too-warm skin. Hyunjin barked a laugh.
âBullshit. Last time you were hereââ he cut himself off and you smiled viciously.
âLast time I was here⌠what? You mean the night your father put a bullet in mine?â
Hyunjin winced. The night was a sore topic for more than just you, apparently.
It was the night everything changed. When your fatherâs life left this world, so did any fantasy of running away with the man now holding a gun to your head. Hyunjin had tried to resist when you broke things off, but then his own father had died and heâd been forced to rise to the occasion.
You knew he blamed you for his fatherâs death. He assumed youâd put a hit on the elder Hwang as revenge. In your anger, you never saw the need to correct his assumption. It was easier to let him hate you.
âI donât have to stand here and entertain this.â Hyunjinâs long index finger flexed on the trigger. âWhy are you really here?â
âCame to say hi.â
Youâd talk him in circles all night if you had to. This mission was too important to compromise.
You werenât sure youâd be able to stomach coming back to this club, but the forged tax documents laying in the next room took priority over your trauma. Those alone would pay off all the debt your father had accumulated over his reign and then some. You could pay for your siblingâs college tuition; pay off your own medical bills from when youâd been shot last year; certainly a month-long vacation to Fiji with whatever was left over.
If you wanted to get technical about it, the documents were worth over a hundred million dollars.
A bead of sweat trickled along your hairline, Hyunjinâs eyes tracking it as it slid down your face. He swallowed.
You were affecting him, then. Good. You looked incredible tonight, so it was nice to see the black dress youâd squeezed yourself into was paying off.
Hyunjin smiled humorlessly, the expression doing more to bare his teeth at you than anything else. Alarm bells went off in your head.
âGo ahead, Changbin.â
You tried to turn and run at hearing the name of Hyunjinâs ruthless bodyguard, but you made it all of two steps before something hard hit the back of your head and the world went dark.
When you woke, you were curled on your side in what had to be the most comfortable bed in existence.
You shot into a sitting position, your face immediately twisting into a grimace at the sharp pain on the back of your head. God, how hard did Changbin hit you? You made a mental note to return the favor next time you saw him.
Rubbing the back of your skull, you cautiously examined your surroundings.
You were beneath the covers in a large four-poster bed, the black sheets distractingly soft against your skin. The room was dim, lit only by a lamp on the bedside table and soft moonlight filtering through the curtains. It looked like it had been decorated by a vampireâall dark reds and blacks and gothic furniture pieces.
Your evaluation of the room screeched to a halt when you saw a shadowed figure sitting in the armchair across from the bed.
âWhere am I?â You were thankful that your voice still sounded strong. Showing weakness here was a death sentence.
âMy bedroom.â Hyunjin leaned forward in his chair so he could prop his elbows on his knees. He still looked perfect, much to your annoyance. âThatâs right, I forgot. You betrayed me before I moved in.â
That was bitterness in his tone. You rolled your eyes. âAnd why am I in your bedroom?â
âBecause Han and Lee Know wanted to kill you for trespassing and they canât reach you here.â
Your heart twinged at hearing the names of your old friends. You hadnât allowed yourself to miss them in a very long time. Hearing that they wanted to kill you hurt your feelings more than you wanted to admit.
âWhy didnât you listen?â You asked roughly.
Hyunjinâs face was unreadable. Perfectly blank, just like the trained killer his father made him to be.
âBecause you never told me why you trespassed in the first place.â
Your hands clenched into fists on the lush comforter still over your legs. âI wonât tell you. You might as well just kill me and get it over with.â
Finally, anger passed over his stoic expression. âYouâd rather die than tell me why youâre here?â
âYes.â
âGood to see youâre still recklessly stubborn.â
Your eyes flashed. âYou donât know anything about me.â
âI know everything about you.â Hyunjin stood, taking the time to stretch his lean muscles before he stalked towards the bed. You shrank back against the pillows, some of your bravado vanishing when he towered over you. âIâve been keeping track of you, you know. Iâd be a fool not to know what my enemy is doing with her time.â
Your chest hurt at his use of the word enemy, but he was right. At this point, you had been enemies for longer than you'd been lovers.
You gazed up at him indignantly, making sure to channel as much hatred into your expression as you could. Hyunjinâs eyes narrowed.
Before you could move away, he grasped your chin roughly in his hand and turned your head from side to side. Searching for injuries, you guessed.
âStill fretting over my health?â You rasped.
Hyunjin released you swiftly. âNo. I donât want you to bleed all over my pillows.â
You didnât want to think too hard on the fact that you were laying in Hyunjinâs bed. Again. It had been a long time since youâd been in his sheets, but they still smelled exactly as you remembered them. Sweet and fresh and just a little bit floral.
You swung your legs over the side of the bed and stood, trying to quickly edge your way around him. You needed to get out of this room. Every second you spent in here was a year off your life.
Hyunjin caught you around the waist, effortlessly stopping you. âWhere do you think youâre going?â
âBack to my family. Theyâll be wondering where I am by now.â
âYou think you can attempt to steal from me and Iâll just let you go?â He chuckled patronizingly.
âSo you do know why I was at the club.â You nodded and looked him up and down, satisfied by the way his eyes angrily flashed. âYouâre smarter than you look.â
âIt doesnât take a genius. Your plan was idiotic.â
You shoved against his chest, finally able to get a bit of space between your body and his. âWhy pretend like you didnât know, then?â
âI wanted to see how far you were willing to go to protect your mission.â
You subtly attempted to search for the dagger you kept strapped beneath your dress. Youâd show him exactly what lengths you were willing to go to, especially if he wouldnât let you leave this room.
âI took that little letter opener of yours.â He smiled at you again, so condescendingly that your vision turned red. You smacked his chest, your hands shaking with anger.
âGive it back.â You hissed. He caught your fist and held it against him. His heart thundered wildly beneath your hand, giving away the emotion trapped behind his indifferent mask.
âMake me.â
âI will fucking kill you, do you understand me?â You struggled against him, trying to free your hand from his grasp to no avail. âI hate you, youâre so justâugh!â
âYou hate me?â Hyunjin tugged you against his chest, his sudden furious expression a thousand times scarier up close. âYou have no right to hate me. Your fatherâs death was not my fault, okay?â
âLet goââ
âBut you.â Hyunjin sneered in your face. âYou had my father killed. You knew that I never wanted to lead this ridiculous gang, and you forced me to take the positionââ
âI didnât kill your dad, okay?â Your voice had risen nearly to a shout. You both froze, both your wrists still trapped in Hyunjinâs hands against his chest. The anger on his face transformed into stiff shock.
âWhat?â He asked, his voice hardly more than a whisper.
You slumped against him, defeated. âI didnât put the hit on your father. I have no idea who did.â You forced yourself to look up at his face again, annoyed with the frustrated tears you felt pricking behind your eyes. âWhy would I ever do that to you, Jin? Our plan was to leave, to escape this life completelyââ
Hyunjin cut you off when his mouth crushed against yours.
You froze, every thought rushing out of your brain. His lips moved against your own, his tongue tracing your bottom lip in a silent request to enter.
Hyunjin tasted exactly like you remembered. It hurt your heart beyond belief, and you felt transported back in time, back to when life was easier. Carefree.
You shoved him away with renewed strength, hard enough that he stumbled back. You couldnât make yourself look at the expression on his faceâopen and raw, far more emotional than heâd let you see him since his father died.
âYou donât get to do that.â You said, your chest heaving. âYou donât get to kiss me anymore. Not after everything.â
Hyunjinâs face hardened. âWhy not?â He made to approach again and you backed away hastily. âWhy have we spent so much time hating each other? You didnât tell me the truth for over a year. Why didnât you tell me?â
You chuckled humorlessly. âIt wouldnât have mattered.â
âWouldnât have mattered?â Hyunjin scoffed. âI thought you killed my dad. I was in love with you beforeâI wanted to marry you, and you just let me think you betrayed me like that?â
âI was angry! It makes everything so much easier if you hate me.â
âFine.â Hyunjinâs shoulders were shaking with anger now. âFine, Iâll hate you. Iâve hated everything about you for a long time, I donât see why that has to change now.â
âGood.â
âGood.â
You stared at each other, less than an armâs length between you as you glared. The phrase if looks could kill crossed your mind. If they could, you would certainly both be bodies on the floor.
You werenât sure when he moved. Or maybe you did. Not that it mattered.
All that mattered was the way the distance between you evaporated into nothing. Hyunjinâs mouth collided with yours, his lips surprisingly soft in contrast with the dominating way he kissed you.
Your mouth parted immediately to welcome his tongue this time. You battled for dominance, your fingers rising to tangle in his hair as his hands gripped the sides of your throat. He squeezed just hard enough for you to feel pressure inside your skull and you moaned into his mouth.
âYouâre such a slut, you know that?â He panted against you, his tongue roving across the expanse of your throat as you whimpered. âYou claim to hate me but you still want me to make you feel good, hm?â
âShut up, Jin.â Your voice was barely recognizable to your own ears, heavy with lust. Your fingers in his hair scratched at his scalp, gripping the roots so you could yank his head back to look at you.
You couldâve cum right then and there at the fire burning in his eyes. His hands gripped your ass hard enough to bruise, drawing short, breathy moans from your chest.
You stared at each other for a moment, willing the other to back down first, before Hyunjin walked you backwards until your legs hit the bed.
He roughly undid the buttons of his shirt, his eyes focused only on your thighs spread wide before him. Anticipation fluttered in your veins. If your memory served, Hyunjin loved few things more than burying his face between your legs. You couldnât imagine what would happen now that there was animosity mixed into it.
Once his shirt was off, exposing the long, cut lines of his torso, he lowered himself to his knees at the edge of the bed. His fingers hooked into the waistband of your panties, pulling the lace down and off before tucking them into his pocket.
âYouâre going to take what I give you, understand?â He half-growled, his lips mere centimeters from where you wanted him. You nodded frantically, the desperation close to killing you now. âUse your words.â
âI understand.â Your voice was more of a gasp.
He gave you no warning before his tongue dove into your dripping core. You released a breathless moan as he dragged a long lick up your pussy, stopping to draw circles over your clit. His lips closed around the tight bud, mercilessly sucking until your hands yanked against his hair.
Hyunjin groaned against you and the vibrations ricocheted straight to your core.
âYou taste even better than I remember.â His voice was muffled and he thrusted his tongue into your entrance. âStill such a good slut for me.â
His fingers slammed into you at an angle without warning. You let out shaky groans when his fingertips effortlessly brushed your swollen g-spot on every thrust.
âOh my godââ you panted. Hyunjin moaned into you again and jerked your legs over his shoulders, completely unaffected when they closed around his ears.
You were shaking uncontrollably. You rolled your hips in time with the movements of his tongue, chasing your orgasm with reckless abandon. The lewd sounds of his mouth on your pussy were driving you wild.
Hyunjin didnât slow when you came on his mouth. He moaned as you clenched hard around his fingers, your walls spasming with pleasure. You whined at the overstimulation, clawing at his bare shoulders while he forced you off the edge again.
The waves of pleasure were so powerful that they almost hurt. Your body locked, Hyunjinâs tongue still mercilessly attacking your clit. You couldnât tell where one orgasm ended and another began.
At last, he removed his lips from you. His mouth and chin shone with you, instantly drying your mouth with anticipation.
âAw, is my little slut crying? The pleasure is too much for you these days.â Hyunjinâs condescending voice sparked another round of tears, which you hastily wiped away with the backs of your hands before he could see them.
He helped you sit up, his hands surprisingly gentle as he helped you peel off your dress. Completely naked before him, he took his time sucking each of your nipples, his teeth gently closing around the perked bud.
âWhatâs your color?â He whispered, gazing up at you through his eyelashes.
You couldnât take the emotion on his face. Not right now. You gripped his shoulders and rolled until you were on top of him, your breasts pressed against his stomach.
You pressed an open-mouthed kiss to his chest. âGreen. Definitely green.â
You worked your way down him quickly, hardly stopping to dote on the parts of his body that you would have worshipped in the past.
He lifted his hips so you could drag his pants down his legs, immediately pleased when his hard cock sprang free. It was an angry red, precum wetting the tip in thick beads.
You pumped his base, pleased by the way his hips involuntarily thrusted upwards, and took him into your mouth. He groaned, the sound shooting immediately to your dripping core. You swallowed around him greedily as your hand massaged his balls.
âShitâŚâ Hyunjin bit the back of his fist to stifle his moans, rolling his hips up into your mouth. âYouâahâstill so good at this. Mi-missed this, godâŚâ
You hummed and his cock twitched on your tongue. He whimpered and you clenched around nothing. God, youâd forgotten how you loved to have him completely at your mercy like this. The feeling was only intensified by your knowledge that if anyone ever found out about what you were doing, it would probably start a war.
Hyunjin thrusted into your throat again, tumbling dangerously close to his high. His balls spasmed wildly in your hand, over and over again. His fingers threaded into your hair and he guided you along his length while you fought your gag reflex with a vengeance.
He forced you to look up at him by his hand gripping your hair. He groaned at your expression; tears were beading at the corners of your eyes, your saliva dripping down your chin.
Hyunjinâs brows furrowed, his hair sticking to his temples by the light sheen of sweat covering him.
âGonnaâŚgonna take my cum?â He panted. You bobbed your head on his cock with renewed vigor, determined to push him off the edge. âGonna take it like the good slut you are?â
You dragged your teeth lightly along his length and he let out the most vulgar moan youâd ever heard. That was how Hyunjin always liked it: a fine mix of pleasure and pain. Your time apart hadnât changed that.
His eyes screwed shut and he thrusted up into your mouth again, his balls tightening.
You rose off him with a lewd pop right as his cock released the first thick bursts of cum. Hyunjinâs eyes snapped open, fury twisting his expression, as it hit your chest and dripped down your breasts.
You smiled lazily at him, devilishly delighted by his frustration. In the past you would have sucked him through his orgasm to the point of severe overstimulationâdrawn out his high as long as you possibly could. He had a special love reserved for when you swallowed him.
Not anymore.
âAssholes donât get to cum in my mouth.â You said sweetly, dragging your tongue from his balls to tip for emphasis.
Hyunjin grabbed you before you could react. His fingers dug into your collarbones as he all but tossed you onto the bed.
His long body settled over yours as he kissed and bit your throat, no doubt leaving bruises in his wake. You moaned but it sounded more like a cry.
âYouâre evil." His teeth closed over your pulse and he sucked hard. âYou know I have to punish you for that, right?â
Excellent.
You grinned at the vaulted ceiling as Hyunjin lined his still impossibly hard cock up with your soaked entrance. Between the remnants of your cum and his still coating both of you, the stretch would be easy. You were thankful for that, at least.
Hyunjin slammed into you without warning.
Your body jerked toward the headboard and you cried out as he gasped in your ear. He wasted no time setting a brutal pace, his hips snapping in and out of you.
You couldnât be embarrassed at the wet sounds of your bodies meeting. It turned you on too much for that.
Hyunjinâs arm snaked under your back and he effortlessly flipped you beneath him so you were on your front. You moaned and pressed your ass back into him. You could feel him so much deeper in this positionâyou couldnât tell where you stopped and he began.
The head of his cock hit your g-spot with merciless efficiency. Your body quickly began to shake uncontrollably beneath his, sweat coating you as he bit down hard on your shoulder.
Hyunjinâs fingers wrapped around your throat again. He squeezed hard and used his grip to tug you upright until you were both on your knees, your back pressed to his front. His hips snapped into yours and you savored every pant and groan he released in your ear.
Your entire body locked as your orgasm barreled into you out of nowhere. Your walls clenched around him so hard that he was forced to stop thrusting.
Hyunjin exhaled shakily in your ear at the pleasure your repeated tightening forced through him. When he came for the second time, he had no time to prepare for it. His hands held your ass firmly against his pelvis as he came inside you, somehow releasing even more cum than before.
Your wallsâ convulsing and his cockâs twitching dragged each of you through your orgasms for so long that you saw stars. When you finally came down, you were so thoroughly spent that you collapsed forward onto the pillows. Hyunjin followed, his lean body laying half on top of you and half on the blankets. He was a comfortable weight, one you had forgotten comforted you so much.
Hyunjin gasped above you, attempting to catch his breath.
âItâs good to know weâre still capable of that.â He said breathlessly.
No shit. That was probably the most mind-blowing sex youâd ever had.
Once he had recovered enough to stand, he grabbed his dress shirt off the ground and used it to gently clean you up. That would be fun to explain to the dry-cleaner.
âYouâre welcome to use the shower.â You turned your head to look at him as he pointed to a door on the opposite wall. âItâs through there.â
âThanks.â
You werenât sure what to say. Youâd just attempted to fuck the life out of one anotherâwhat were you supposed to do now? Cuddle? That didnât seem likely.
When you didnât immediately stand to take him up on his offer, Hyunjin settled down onto the bed next to you. You stiffened, but he just adjusted the pillow beneath his head and sighed deeply as he closed his eyes.
MaybeâŚ
âIf you try to kill me in my sleep, Iâll ruin your fucking life.â He intoned without opening his eyes. Your thoughts froze in their tracks.
Okay, maybe not.
An hour later, you hesitated in the window youâd managed to silently pry open.
You glanced back at Hyunjinâs sleeping form, his arm extended to the side of the bed where you were supposed to be laying. The sight hurt your heart, but you shoved it down without dwelling on it.
You had tugged your dress back on after heâd fallen asleep, using the time to search the room for anything useful. Safe to say, youâd found the dagger heâd taken while you were out-cold.
Sitting directly atop the one-hundred-million dollar tax files, tucked in a hidden compartment in his dresser.
Either heâd taken them from the club or they were never there to begin with. You didnât really care, either way.
Said files were now shoved up your dress, pressed snugly against your stomach.
You felt bad, of course, but business was business. You were sure Hyunjin would do the same if the roles were reversed.
You forced yourself to look at the night-darkened world beyond the window, grateful you were only on the second floor. There was an excellently-placed bush beneath the window that would cushion your fall, then you were home-free.
Without giving yourself time to change your mind, you slung your legs out the window and jumped. Thankfully, your calculations proved true. The trimmed shrubbery caught you with ease and you walked away from the fall with minimal cuts and a slight adrenaline rush.
You glanced back at the second-story window above your head. âSorry, Jinnie.â You felt the files still tucked beneath your dress and smiled sadly. âKnowing you, weâll meet again soon.â
Hopefully, it would be in Fiji.
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Bang Chan:
Your shoulders shrugged as Chan asked if you had made up your mind as to which of the bras you wanted to buy.
âTheyâre both so nice,â you sighed, looking to Chan for a little bit of help to try to decide.
âDo you really only have the money for one?â Chan asked you in surprise, watching your eyes flick between them again.
âI donât get paid until next week.â
A sigh came from him as you scratched over the top of your head. âWhy donât I buy you them?â He offered, knowing that you would continue to stand there all day unless something was done to help you decide.
âI can pay for one of them and give you the money back for the other when Iâm paid.â
âDonât be silly,â he laughed, âitâs only two bras, I can pay.â
Your smile widened as you took both of the bras that you wanted, âI can pay for this one if you want to pay for that one.â
âGive them both to me,â Chan told you. âThese will probably end up being more of a treat for me than for you anyway.â
âYou sound pretty confident there.â
Lee Know:
Your eyes looked between the two bras as you tried to make up your mind, not quite sure which od the colours to pick to buy.
âWhat do you think?â You asked Minho, taking them both and holding them up for him to see.
âO-oh,â he stuttered as you spun around to look at him, not quite expecting for you to ask him for his opinion.
âIs there one that you like more?â
It took a moment for Minho to realise what you were asking, shyly looking between the two of them. âI think they both look nice,â he told you, slightly overwhelmed to be able to decide which he preferred.
âAre you alright? Youâve been a bit distant ever since I told you that I needed to buy a bra.â
âYeah,â Minho weakly smiled, âIâm just letting you do your thing.â
Your smile turned up as Minho looked away, âyouâre not shy are you that Iâve made you come and buy a bra with me?â
âN-never,â Minho faltered once again, losing his composure quickly. âIf you want my opinion, the black one is best.â
âI had a feeling youâd say that.â
Changbin:
The sound of laughter hadnât stopped from just behind your shoulder since you walked into the store, knowing that Changbin was happy.
âYou know, anyone would think that this is your first time seeing a bra,â you noted across at him.
âJust tell me one thing,â Changbin asked of you, âis this what heaven feels like?â He grinned, spinning himself around.
âYou think bra shopping is heaven?â
Changbinâs head nodded in reply to you confidently. âLook at all of these, some of them are incredible,â he told you. âTake this one for example, I bet you would look like a rocket wearing this one.â
âIf you had it your way, weâd leave this place with the whole shop packed up in bags.â
âAbsolutely,â he chuckled, âthese bras would look beautiful on you.â
Your head shook as Changbin continued to follow behind you. âWeâre buying one, I only need one to replace my broken one.â
âWhat about two?â Changbin pushed, âI mean thereâs a lacy number over there that seems to have your name on it.â
âYouâre obsessed with lace, honestly.â
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GENRE â SMUT ! FLUFF ! ANGST !
warnings â mentions of cheating, alcohol, swearing.
WC â 4k+
Teaser
"Are you telling me I'm blind? You saw the picture, Yeonjun. Are you going to try to tell me any different?" you weren't shouting, you sounded simply defeated, eyes puffy from crying. Ignoring your bleeding heart, you refused to shed any more tears. He flinched at your harsh words. You never called him that, it's only ever been 'Junnie'. But you had to be harsh. If you didn't put up this cold façade you would fall into pieces on the floor, unable to pick yourself up.
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He couldn't answer, it was true. Horrified, he watched you zip up your black duffel that you had hastily packed with some of your belongings.
"That's what I thought.", you laughed in disbelief, grabbing the bag off the bed you shared with him for the past year of your three long years together. He followed you out of the bedroom, trying to stammer out some sort of rebuttal.
"I was black-out drunk, y/n. I don't even fucking remember it! Okay, look, I know that's not an excuse. I fucked up. Please, baby, let's talk through this. I can't lose you..", he darted past you trying to keep you from getting any closer to that front door. If you reached the door... he didn't even want to think about the end of "us".
"Don't you dare call me 'baby'! You should have thought of that before putting yourself in a situation where you ended up plowing some bitch the moment she came onto you!", you sighed, you had let yourself get worked up again. It was laughable, about the most cliche thing you'd ever heard. Who hasn't been drunkenly cheated on? Taken aback, by the entirety of it, you never thought this would happen to you. Yeonjun wasn't perfect, yet you could have easily said he'd never cheat before today.
"Yeonjun, even if I stayed. How am I supposed to forgive you? How am I supposed to forget? These hickies on your neck? I didn't make them, someone else did. The humiliation I'll face if I stay with you? I love you, Yeonjun, but I can't. Taehyun will be here for my things.", you stepped around him, not meeting his eyes. You didn't need to, you could hear his crying loud and clear.
"Y/n, please. You don't need to send your brother, you can just... please. I'm begging you..", you heard the thud of his knees as they hit the floor and you halted in your place. Because you would never forget, you couldn't turn around. Because you would never forget, you couldn't look at him. It takes everything not to give in, holding back your own dejected tears.
The notification of a new message; a photo. Tranquil, you slid the lock across your phone screen on the new notification bar. Heart in your throat as you took in the image, your mind was cracking at the edges. Surely it wasn't real. How could it not be? The dumb bitch sent you a selfie of your one and only Yeonjun laying naked, passed out on her bare chest. Hickies adorned over both of them. It was indisputable. She finally got what she wanted.
For the past year, after she transferred in her third year of university, she had her eye on your boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend. It wasn't that she liked him. It has been irrefutable that THE Choi Yeonjun was far out of her grasp and she was the type to want something she couldn't have. Something you thought she couldn't have. Somehow, merely one frat party was all it took for her to pulverize everything. The dreadful remembrance overcame the wall that had barely begun to form around your heart. Bitterly, you laughed as your ceaseless tears fell to the floor with each step, leaving everything behind you.
A few somber months passed. Though it took two separate invitations and rejections, you were invited out for coffee with Yeonjun's "ex" best friend, Soobin. Needless to say, you had gotten to know the timid giant over the past few years and still held a good amount of trust in him. It was wrong to punish him for something he had no involvement in: he didn't gain any knowledge on what happened until after you had left. Soobin had been a good friend to you and it was just coffee.
As kind and gentle as ever, he paid for your drinks and pastries, bringing them to a table in the less populated area of the cafĂŠ. Somehow the meek bunny of a man easily drew out laughter and endless chatter from your battered heart. This was the most you've spoken since before.
Halfway through your chocolate-filled croissant, A broad figure stopped at your table, trapping you in.
You'd recognize your ex-boyfriend of three years anywhere. For lack of better words, he looked terrible. Purple dark circles grimly signified just how little he was sleeping. His cheeks had little color and seemed hollowed. He had lost so much weight, anyone else wouldn't have recognized him. You ignored the pang in your chest and the care you felt for him as a wave of furious anger boiled from inside.
"Soobin, what in the actual fuck?! Are you fucking kidding me??!", you scowled at the bunny you had defended in your head.
"No, y/n, don't blame him. I made him do this. Please, I just want to talk.", Yeonjun quickly intervened, preventing you from any further tearing into Soobin, who squinted his eyes shut tightly to brace himself for your rage.
"Get out of my way, I'm leaving." You stood, just about chest to chest with the man who had been the love of your life, looking up at him as if you were deciding whether to slap him or just decapitate him. He felt, either way, he deserved it.
"Please, give me 20 minutes, if after that you don't want to see me ever again I will respect your wishes.", Yeonjun pleaded, you could vaguely see the tears starting to pool, glossing over his eyes deep brown eyes that had lost nearly all their color.
"You have 15.", you hugged and sat back down in your chair, crossing your arms over your chest. Soobin took that as his queue to get out of dodge, bowing in apology before scurrying away so Yeonjun could take his seat.
"I've missed you so much, y/n.", he spoke almost in a whisper. You opened your mouth to cut him off but he quickly interjected, voice soft as ever.
"Please, for now, just listen?", he looked at you through his lashes, eyelids, all of him fatigued from fighting each passing day. Nodding, you agreed, avoiding eye contact so you didn't have to feel guilty, seeing how ruined he was. You could see his fingers playing with each other from the corner of your eye as he fidgeted nervously.
"I know what I did was so incredibly fucked up and I would spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you. But you're my other half, I need you.
You don't have to accept right now, I'll give you as much time as you need. I'll never stop waiting for you. I beg you to think about it, y/n. Give us another chance. We can start over, yea? We had over three incredible years together and I fucked it up after I let myself have too much to drink. I will never allow myself to be in a situation like that ever again. I know I don't deserve another chance, yet here I am being selfish. Dragging my friends down with me just to get my sorry ass another shot with the best thing that ever happened to me." He grew silent, gaze caught on the table, tears incessantly streaming down his face.
Your heart throbbed. Never had you stopped loving him. However, while it had healed some, you still had an open wound on your heart that just wouldn't go away. Looking at the broken man in front of you, you yearned to tell him then and there that you felt the same. You may not look it but life without him wasn't life at all.
Thanks to the benevolence of your brother, Taehyun, and your best friend, Beomgyu, you had survived. Even so, there wasn't a day that went by without even the most minute thing reminding you of your lost soulmate.
Maybe the time apart was what you needed to be able to try again. If you were being honest, if he had come to you a week earlier, even. You would have still been too hurt to consider.
However, this was now. In life, you only get one soulmate and he was yours. You retrieved your phone from your purse, pulling up his contact and unblocking him.
He looked absolutely baffled as you typed at your phone for a moment without answering. Was there something on that phone that was more important? He lowered his head once more, heart laying in pieces once again after he had collected each scattered piece to bear to you only minutes ago.
The time you stopped typing matched with the ding he received on his phone, the only reason he'd have pulled it out at a time like this. He sniffled, wiping his nose on the back of his wrist, and pulled out his phone to see you had texted him.
"I need a little more time, Junnie.", read the text. Unable to ignore the flutter of hope in his heart, a faint blush appeared over his cheeks, barely distinguishable from the redness that was already there due to his crying session not long ago.
"I understand." He nodded and wiped away the rest of his tears, caring very little at the few stares they were still receiving. He stood and fixed himself up a bit before turning around to leave. Maybe it was too early to have hope but if space was what you needed to be able to possibly make that decision, by god he'd give it to you.
"Junnie?", the desperation in your voice caught his ears and he swiftly turned back around, the gnawing at his heart almost agonizing as he heard you say his name, his nickname.
In the spur of the moment, no longer holding back from the feelings you tried so hard to hide, you threw yourself into your ex-lover's arms. he stumbled back, stunned by the sudden impact, feeling his body tense as you enclose your arms around his middle. the feeling of your body against his a familiar and welcome embrace but one he had not felt in months. Still, it wasn't long until his body relaxed, heart softening and his own arms naturally wrapping around you tightly, not ever wanting to let go.
Yeonjun, to your surprise, was the first to pull away. It was nearly too much for him, fresh tears pouring from his eyes. You blinked back your own tears, taking a step back, your eyes falling to the floor. Embarrassed, you tried to collect your composure but ended up standing there, rubbing your arm awkwardly.
"I'll give you as much time as you need, y/n", he nodded voice coming out broken before backing away gradually, turning on his heel and leaving through the cafĂŠ door, it ringing before he disappeared from your sights.
It took you exactly a week to call him. Only because Beomgyu and Taehyun refused to let you call him that very same night. They were less ready to forgive him than you were and they didn't understand that at first. Watching you experience that heartbreak firsthand, it would take a lot longer to gain their trust back.
"Take me on a date." You had said when he picked up the phone. It was hard to hold back your laughter after hearing the panicked tone in his voice as he said your name, wanting to make sure you had meant to call him. 'Endearing' is the word you would always use to describe him, and it still stuck, even now.
You turned into teenagers in love again. Going on dates until late at night, taking a million silly couples photos for Instagram, getting nervous at each touch of each other's hands and standing at the door when he dropped you off each time, not wanting the night to end. Part of you felt you shouldn't give in so easily, but it seemed like it would be so easy to pick up right where you left off. It wasn't as hard to forgive him and regain trust with one another than you thought it would be.
Eventually, you were letting him pick you up after class again, all was going fine and well until a certain girl took notice.
"I heard you and Junnie are back together, you don't deserve someone as delicious as him." the girl spat, cornering you into the wall next to the girl's bathroom; which you had just exited a few moments ago.
"And you do?" you said back, although it ended up coming out less harsh than you had hoped for.
"Pfft pathetic, do you really think he cares for you ?! When he so easily gave in to his desires and fucked me at the first chance he got?", knowing exactly the right words to get on your nerves. You felt a sharp needle pierce straight through your heart. But you had no time to worry about that, only needing a way to get out. 'Where is he..' you thought, Yeonjun had walked you to the bathroom, so he shouldn't be that far away?
She hadn't taken that into account; wherever you were, Yeonjun was not far behind. Her back blocking your view, you didn't notice that your savior was already coming down the corridor, it didn't take long for him to speed up his pace once he saw what was going on.
"I wouldn't call that desire but a mistake.", he tapped the girl's shoulder politely. When she snapped around, hearing the new voice entering the space, he gave her the biggest, most insincere smile he could muster along with a wave of his hand as rage started bubbling deep inside him.
"See, I can only imagine what fuckery you're spouting to my baby, but I didn't think you'd have the guts to come around after you jumped my bones while I was intoxicated, knowing it was the only way you could ever get to me after all the times I've turned you down.", the man waved his hands around in exasperation. Only then did his sarcastic smile fall.
"I don't deserve to be with HER. And YOU don't deserve to be in her presence so I'd like you to take whatever ever bitchy bullshit agenda you have and crawl back into whatever disgusting hole you came out of like the naked mole-rat that you are. You have nothing on her. Come on, y/n", he wrapped an arm over your shoulder, His glare livid as a supervolcano about to erupt, his actions unpredictable, any wrong move, and he could blow up and take the world out with him. He was pissed. at her. And most importantly at himself. She was a reminder of what he did, what he allowed to happen, that ultimately ruptured your relationship.
"I'm sorry she's still bothering you. I can promise you that she'll have nothing to do with us ever again.", he lowered his arm after turning the corner, praying he didn't make you uncomfortable. Consequently, you were still a little shaken, only nodding in response. He slowed his pace, giving you a moment to ground yourself.
"Is it okay if I hold your hand?", he rubbed both his sweaty palms against his dark-wash jeans anticipating your answer. Appreciating how he cared enough to ask, you nodded and held out your hand so he could intertwine his fingers with yours.
The interaction made anxiety burst out of your chest, moving hastily throughout the whole of your body, only settled by the way Yeonjun stood up for you; like he always had. a reminder that he always loved you, back then and now. He could be a ruinous wildfire to the world, but for you, a soft, warm breeze passing through a meadow filled with flowers of blues and pinks, a trickle of cool brook a delightful sound to your own ears, a safe place for you and your heart.
Both of you itched as you awaited your fourth date, he picked you up after your last class of the day, whisking you away in a taxi to the little mom and pop restaurant that had been both yours and Yeonjun's favorite all that time you lived together.
A fleeting thought; you remembered how the apartment you shared so many memories in was only minutes away. You stayed late talking to the owner, and Yeonjun denied a drink when offered a complimentary soju bottle. He didn't drink anymore. By the time the two of you were leaving, scattered drops of rain grew into a steady downpour.
"Do you remember the first time I said 'I love you?", he turned to you as you looked out into the heavy sheets of rain, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear and letting out a soft chuckle.
Unintentionally, he had blurted it out first. He didn't know when he started feeling that way but now, for weeks, every time you spoke he could feel the words on the tip of his tongue.
Five months into your relationship, he walked you home from a much-needed, stress-relieving evening out.
Haplessly, it had started raining. Your brother's place was in running distance, but it started pouring so abruptly. There was no choice but to take shelter underneath (something). Howbeit, you still ended up soaked from head to toe, feet squishing in your shoes, marinated in rainwater.
Through laughter, chaste kisses, and shared eye contact, he drank in every little feature of your face and it slipped.
You nodded, reminiscing along with him for a moment, the sugary taste of nostalgia coated your mind until you noticed the distance closing between you and the 181.5 cm, fox-eyed man. The curve of his plush lips continuously held your attention and he took notice.
"Can I kiss you?", he whispered softly, if it hadn't been for his face merely inches from yours, you might have missed it. Another nod was all he needed to take your lips in his own in the tenderest of embraces. A quiet sob escaped your lips but he took it all for you, tears now falling like raindrops on stained glass, mixing with his. Callused thumb gently brushing away a freshly rolled set of tears, whilst he brought his other hand to the side of your face to cup your right cheek.
And with that, you gave in. Letting him take you home. His hands were gentle, treating you as if you were the most delicate bubble ever blown. Any harsh moves and you would pop in front of him at any second. So you kissed him harder, showing him you were okay, that you wouldn't break.
After not being intimate in months you were completely parched, you thirsted for his love, his touch, more than ever much like the dry valleys of Antarctica thirsted for a single drop of water, kept from them for nearly 2 million years. Yet, he was still timid, removing your drenched clothes piece by piece and lowering you back onto the bed you once shared. Admiring you as if you were a hand-painted portrait, he took his time leaving the lightest kisses on every inch of your body. Flowering them all over your collarbones, and trailing softly down the valley of your chest, only stopping at your tummy to press his forehead against it.
"You are so goddam beautiful, my love" he murmured into your body. He was finally feeling your skin again. If he thought about it anymore he'd surely cry, and now wasn't the time for that so he made his way further down past your hips, ghosting a kiss over your heat. His breath made you shiver, made all the thoughts you once had disappear, replaced by overwhelming need. Was he seriously teasing you right now?
"Junnie, please.", not caring how needy you sounded, you pleaded with him, needing to feel him, taste him, smell him, breathe him.
The sound of desperation in your voice, all for him, finally sent him over. Gentleness shrunk away, as he pulled you by your thighs to the edge of the bed. Kneeling on the hard floor, he threw your legs over his shoulders, diving hungrily into your wetness. Looking up at you with piercing eyes as he licked voraciously at your swollen clit, lapping up your dripping cunt. He loved tasting you but he never seemed this desperate to take you in the taste of your arousal before now. Your hands found their way into his hair gripping tightly as he sucked and licked at your cunt.
"J-junnie. Want you inside...", whining, you failed to push his head away, not wanting to wait another minute.
He moaned into your wetness kissing your pulsing clit before pulling away. His hand moved, thumb gathering your slick and rubbing it over your clit at a frustratingly slow pace, your eyes glossy as you quivered. Your head fell back, wet hair fanning over the sheets.
"You want me, baby? What do you say??" He spoke in a low alluring tone, his voice teasing you like sweet honey, licking your lips, you craved for him.
"Yeonieee, please...", he stood, wordlessly stripping himself of his underwear, his hard dick slapping against his stomach. He pulled you closer with one arm, his other hand taking his cock and pressing his head to your slit, pushing it up and down to coat it in your arousal, making you whine. Leaning down he placed wet open-mouthed kisses from your jaw down to your neck, leaving you completely breathless.
"Good girl." He whispered, as he slowly pushed himself into you until you met his hips, the both of you moaning in pleasure. Filling you up nicely, you could feel his cock touching the sides of your inner walls, you moan as you shut your eyes tightly, even now you still weren't used to his size. He started slow, rocking his hips into you, allowing your body to accommodate him, and watching as his cock disappears inside you and returns coated in your slick. Reveling in your warm tightness wrapped around him so nicely, he put one hand in your hair, leaning down to kiss you deeply.
Kissing back passionately, his lips tasted of cherry, oh how you missed these heated moments where nothing else in the world mattered apart from how he was making you feel. Breaking away the kiss, "Ahh... J-junnie." you felt around frantically for one of his hands, him taking it into his own, and intertwining your fingers. While leaning his body over you, pressing a soft kiss on your shoulder. Your arms wrapped around his neck in an attempt to feel his body even closer.Â
"Junnie... please." his low thrusts coming to a halt.Â
"Please, what, baby girl?" he asked, teasing you. "Please fuck me" and that's all he needed to hear from you, "Anything for you, baby." moaning against your neck, as he slid his cock out, the tip brushing against your g-spot, before pushing in again. Building up pace little by little, you could feel him twitch inside you.
He slid his cock out, the tip brushing against your g-spot, before pushing in again, taking his time to fuck you slowly, building up a pace little by little. Reveling in your warm tightness wrapped around him so nicely, he put one hand in your hair, leaning down to kiss you deeply. You turned your head slightly to pull away.
"Junnie, please go faster." You begged, he smirked at your desperate pleas, more than happy to comply. He followed your request, snapping his hips into you roughly, slamming past your g-spot and into your cervix repeatedly. Making you cry out, you were seeing white.
"So deep..." you whimpered. He growled in response, leaning back, gripping both of your hips tightly letting his nails dig into your skin as he pulled you to meet each uneven thrust. Skin slapping wetly as he fucked you harder, you dragged your nails down his biceps making him hiss out lightly.
"Baby, you feel so.... so fucking good. I love you....love you so much." He groaned, running his hand up your body and firmly grasping your breast as his gaze full of fervor locked with yours, "so beautiful..."
"L-love you, Junnie. Love you... gonna cum. Junnie I'm gonna cum."
He reached to rub over your clit, sending your eyes rolling into the back of your head as you moaned loudly.
"That's a good girl. Cum on my cock, baby." He could feel you cumming around him, squeezing him tightly.
Rubbing your thigh softly, he rutted into you with jagged thrusts as he came deep inside, cum spilling out onto the sheets with each slowing thrust. He leaned over you, head falling into the crook of your neck. Both of you breathed heavily, coming down from euphoria. This bliss with him was saccharine, it was healing. He was healing.
He stood, grabbing his discarded shirt, and started to work on cleaning you up. His touch was gentle once again as he wanted nothing more but to cherish you.
"Stay tonight?", he asked still a little breathless, only making fleeting eye contact as he tried to hide how badly he hoped for a yes to pass your lips.
"Yeah... I'll stay."
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