Being Torn Between Wanting A New Update But Also Wanting Old Xian To Take Their Time And Stay Mentally

Do you guys think He Tian confronted She Li? He looks like he has blood on his lips.. I feel like he got into a fight.

Went on a bike ride and got some flowers off the side of the road. Just goes to show beauty can be found anywhere just as long as you look for it.

Hey so I’m not dead! But I had a crazy dream the other night and I wanna make it into a story. Let me know if y’all would read this. So there was a guy and a girl(probs like 18 and 17). And they both came from really crappy homes but the girl would hang out with the guy a lot because he would protect her. Also he would low key kill people because he was really good at it. So one day these things were attacking but the only way you could see them was if you had special goggles on that let you see their glow at night. So the guy had to go kill them because it’s the only way to save everyone else. But there was like 1,000 of them and only him so the girl was obviously very worried.

There’s some more details and other characters but that’s the basics of my dream. Should I write this?

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Tianshan Fluff

Imagine He Tian waking up in the morning to random music and singing coming from in his kitchen and going to investigate. Him seeing Mo GuanShan making breakfast while dancing and singing to a song (like stupid dancing and singing. Being a total goof singing along to some obscure pop/alternative song). And he tian standing in the door way with his head leaning against it just watching his little Mo have the time of his life being able to actually move around and stuff in this big kitchen. And mo not noticing him at all so when the softer part of the song comes He Tian sings it with Mo and it’s like this cute/awkward moment. Also He Tian has a really nice voice and Mo doesn’t know what to do about it

I’ve had this head cannon for a really long time and I wanna try to draw it (???) or something but for right now this is what I’m thinking of and I feel like the fandom needs this fluff XD

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I was wearing this outfit yesterday and it reminded me of Mo soooooo (ps those things behind him are bushes XD I can’t draw those)

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Unpopular Opinion!

Sorry if I step on anyone’s toesssss

Ok but she Li is a dick and really doesn’t have any redeeming qualities that we’ve been shown so far. No I don’t have any medical knowledge so I’ve got no idea how his condition affects him mentally or emotionally but he doesn’t have the right to PIERCE SOMEONES EARS WITH A PUSH PIN LIKE WHAT?!?! YOU CANNOT MAKE ANY EXCUSE FOR THAT BEHAVIOR NO MATTER WHAT. LIKE NO. I UNDERSTAND THAT HE HAD A TRAUMATIC CHILDHOOD BUT LITERALLY SO DID THE OTHER BOYS IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER AND NONE OF THEM BEHAVE THE WAY HE DOES.

Once again I could be completely wrong on what his condition does but in my mind he just can’t feel pain in his hands and feet and it could eventually progress so he can’t move but he does have treatment. I also think that he’s sort of got sociopathic tendencies. Like he doesn’t feel emotions such as empathy and that mixed with not feeling pain makes kind of a robot? In the sense that most of his “human” likeness? is gone? (Can’t find the right word).

The most human things are pain and emotions. Take that away and what do you have? Someone who doesn’t know how to function is that the rest of the world. And I’m not in any way saying people with sosiopathic tendencies are bad but how severe She Lis must be is insane. The worst part is he doesn’t see anything wrong with his actions. It’s just the twisted part of him trying to feel emotions through Mo.

Even though She Lis reality is horrible and super sad, it doesn’t excuse him from hurting people and manipulating them. I would feel a little bit more sad for him if he EVER. JUST ONCE SHOWED A HINT OF REMORSE FOR HIS ACTIONS but he hasn’t. And a part of me thinks he won’t.

Also I’m completely against that “oh but what if She Li and Mo were friends when they were younger” idea. Remember when Mo had that flash back of people in his class saying he stole something (pencils I think?) because his dad was in jail and no one listened to him? If She Li was his friend back then don’t you think he would have stood up for Mo? Like how ZZX would stand up for little Jian Yi?

I’m not sure. I think that people naturally want to forgive characters because that’s what happened with He Tian and Mo and they turned out to be awesome. But She Li is another type of bad. He Tian and Mo both have someone in their life that they care about deeply. He Tian is “bad” because he was raised to be that way. Mo is “bad” because he had to grow up that way. She Li is bad because he chooses to be that way. But once again I don’t know. Certain conditions affect people certain ways but if a person doesn’t ever show a willingness to try to change than trusting them/giving them a second chance is a bad idea. Especially if they’ve always pulled the wool over your eyes and manipulated you

Lol this is way longer than I thought it would be.

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Evening Off

So this is probs gonna be trash. No worries tho

“He Tian get off me!” Mo yelled as the larger man pinned him to the couch.

“Stop being mad then little mo. You’ll make frown lines on your forehead.” He Tian cooed.

It had been some time since He Tian had been able to get away from his “family business” to see his little red ball of fluff. But tonight he finally got home at a decent time and he certainly was going to enjoy this evening with Mo. Walking in the door, however, he saw his boyfriend asleep on the couch and couldn’t resist the chance to surprise him.

“You fuck face!”

“Ooo that’s a good idea little mo.” He said planting a kiss on Mo Guanshans neck (knowing full well that was a weak spot for him).

Mo’s voice hitched as he protested, “Tian! Stop it!” He kicked his feet and bucked his hips; anything to get He Tian to stop teasing.

“Be careful how hard you’re grinding little mo. You’ll get me excited.” He Tian whispered into his ear before giving it a small nip.

“Chicken dick get-!” His voice caught in his throat as He Tian started to suck on a particularly sensitive patch of skin.

After a few more minutes of torturing his little fluff He Tian sat up to survey the damage. Mo was completely flushed red with hickeys going down his neck. Out of breath and panting, GunaShan turned his head and tried to cover his face with his arms. The sight when straight to He Tians crotch.

Noticing that Mo’s crotch was handling the situation the same way He Tian decided to keep going. He held Shan’s chin gently and brushed the arms away from his face, “You’re so beautiful Mo.” This deepened his blush.

“I hate you..” Mo said with a small smile. Suddenly He Tian was being pushed back on the couch.

“Hey!”

Red climbed on top of him and flashed a smile that drove He Tian wild, “Karmas a bitch.” Mo kissed his neck and He Tian was struck by the fact that there were too many clothes on his boyfriend right now. Sliding his hands under Mo’s shirt, He Tian began to pull the shirt up his toros. Mo complied and sat up to fling the white T into some random corner to be found at a later time.

He Tian pulled him back down and their lips smashed into each other. Not really caring, they started an awkward dance of lips staying together and hands trying to take off articles of clothing. He Tian sat up with Mo on his lap to discard his own T shirt while GuanShan tried his best to reposition himself.

Now, being pressed against the back of the couch, He Tian felt Mo grind into him slowly and methodically (knowing full well this was He Tians weakness). A groan escaped Tians lips between kisses as he started to pull on Red’s sweatpants helplessly. Mo broke the kiss and started to untie his sweatpants while He Tian attacked his neck again.

Once they were untied He Tian stood up with Mo in his arms. Mo let out a small gasp. “Jeez warn me before you do that.”

“Sorry baby.” Tian said placing a small kiss on his lips.

“Well how am I supposed to get my pants off now smart guy?”

He Tian chuckled, “I’ve got a great plan.” In once fluid motion He Tian threw Mo over his shoulder and whipped the gray sweatpants off. GuanShan blushed and laughed as He Tian walked into the bedroom and tossed him onto the bed.

“How was that a great plan? And how the fuck can you carry me so easily?”

“The couch was too crowded so I had to get you to the bed. And the sweatpants needed to come off. Two birds one stone. And you’re pretty light babe.” He Tian said crawling on top of him and placing a kiss on his lips.

“I am not light. You’re just a fucking steroid junkie.” Mo said deepening the kiss. “Now stop fucking around I missed you.”

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The morning came and Mo was curled into He Tian with his head laying on his chest. GuanShan woke up to see Tian still sleeping with one arm around him and the other supporting his head. Placing a small kiss on He Tians jaw line, all Mo could think was “He should take the evenings off more often”.

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So that was my attempt at cute tianshan nsfw? I dunno. It’s probably not the best ever and doesn’t flow super well but I’m proud of it.

Oh and thanks to @i-got-these-words for being an inspiring writer XD

This is a redraw of a drawing I found a while ago. Dayra is her name and she’s like 9?

Found this in a walk... sometimes the beauty of the world really knocks me off my feet...

Bike rides and late nights