Hey pplš¤©š¤©
My clouds are too heavy to drain any time soon..
I won't stop it . Let it go
So that I can have my peace..
Can't wait for my friends to find the love and happiness they deserve.
I fear ..if i am gonna lose everything that I have now. (Friends are temporary )
I fear, whether i will be left behind by my peers one day out of choice.
My mind always knocks on to this question ā Will I be anyone's first choice?
I hate sympathetic people just be empathetic
āRepeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.ā
ā Unknown
I am not finding quotes nor posts that can hold up my side..
I just wish someone could give their all ears.... so that i can admit it "yes i am wrong "
Don't go with the flow, be the flow
- Elif Shafak
It means instead of just doing what everyone else is doing, you should be the one who decides what to do and how to do it. Be unique and make your own path instead of just following others.
Trixie : How did meeting new people at the party go?
Chloe : Well um I actually had a pretty good time,
but only once when I stopped being like someone else and started being myself.
You know it can be scary sometimes ,but Being who you really are is never a bad idea
You know, there are some people you meet in lifeā¦
You feel like theyāre such a cool person. You try talking to them, but thereās this feeling deep down that you could never really be their friend or even an acquaintance even though youād love to be a part of their life.
You try reaching out often. And though you try, somewhere in your heart, you feel like a real connection is impossible⦠because theyāre totally out of your league.
Thereās love from them, yes but itās so far from you that itās hard to even notice it, let alone feel it.
Itās like the universe placed them just close enough for you to admire, but never close enough to hold.
This is exactly how I feel about you.
Itās what I felt after one failed video call with you.
No matter how much I try or donāt
the bond... will it ever be something I can truly call a bond?
Thereās no blame on anyone.
This is just how it is.
And it hurts.
Because I feel like a sister that is foriegn to you.
Everyone you love, or are close to even in terms of friendship
stays a stranger to me.
They talk to me just for the sake of basic courtesy. This is how I feel. Maybe itās not the truth.
But the feeling is real.
And sometimes, I wonder
after mom and dad...
do I really have anyone in this life I can lean on?
And that thought⦠it makes me really sad.
I'm in a relationship with the mirror that projects the innermost shadow of me that is hidden within my eyes, heart and soul that smiles her heart out whenever she looked at by the other side of the mirror...she lives in my room , when I am not present...
I miss her a lot and her friends whom I call mine and close to me ...I am in a real relationship with her where we both are emotionally and
intimately bonded ...
I never knew how it felt like to be in a relationship... but if I ever got a chance to explore it..then ig I would try my best to make my partner feel good about themselves... everytime they feel low...I would comfort them and hug them tightly to remind them how much they mean to me, they r no less than a gem and let them know that I'm always there for you..to support you. That would be my relationship goal...
To make her happy.....everytime I hug the mirror ...I can feel her comfort and something magical arms wrapped around my body ...So...ladies and gentlemen, that's her.. I introduce u to my girlfriend..
My only aim is to make her happy and feel cherished..be with her during her failures and cheer her up in her Success.. I am there to listen to her worries...take her on a date...teach her how to hav fun with me...
All I want rn is to be left alone