God Is Always My SAVIOR

I don't think it's God's job to stop the bad .

He's there to give us the strength to get through it.

You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens

-Rumi

It means acknowledgement of facts with due respect. Acceptance is the first step towards change. Inner change happens not when you keep band-aiding your wounds- but it happens when you leave them open and let them heal. Understand that when nature requires time, you are no superhuman

Falling in love is a great way to break your heart. You have no control over the way your heart will be treated when you fall in love. You surrender to another and hope that they love you back. Make sure your love is unconditional

I am not selfless and i don't want to be it

“Comparing yourself to others is an act of violence against your authentic self.”

— Iyanla Vanzant

I love you , i like your aura , I love the way you smile , I love the way you wear yourself. Everything about you is so mesmerizing that i wanna feel you every second of my day ...❤️

I'm exhausted from listening to music,

Making an effort feels impossible,

Waiting seems endless,

Even the things I love feel burdensome.

Nothing I do helps me feel better.

Getting up from my bed is a struggle,

Relieving the pain feels like an uphill battle,

Accepting the pain is overwhelming.

I find it hard to validate myself,

And to give my heart the love it deserves.

What's the point of living if you can't be there for yourself?

Why did I give myself to someone without any guarantee?

I hate to acknowledge its return,

And this time its aim is ambiguous,

Which makes it all the more disturbing.

It breaks my heart,

I feel like a soul trapped in my body,

Trying to break free from these unwanted thoughts.

I feel imprisoned in my own mind and body,

My soul shackled by my physical form.

Every racing heartbeat feels like a cry for help,

As if it’s banging on a door, begging to be freed.

My mind acts like a silent watcher,

Its evil laughter echoing,

Seeming more wicked than ever.

I know this isn't me,

Because if it were, I would open the door,

And let my inner self find happiness.

I feel helpless,

Falling back into the dungeon.

And I don’t know if I'll be saved again by someone,

Or if I’m just waiting to drown and crawl back to my space.

I don't want to drown,

I'm scared like a baby.

I can hear people calling my name,

I can hear her calling.

It feels good to be called by name:

"Arundhathi... Arundhathi..."

It's my friend calling,

Pooja is calling me,

And I’m twitching suddenly.

Help, please, please ask for help.

Am I being overdramatic, or am I just a little stressed?

I don't know what can help me feel better.

Exercise, a walk, or a long talk with my friend, or making new connections?

What can I try?

Is this a poem? No.

Writing poems relieves stress,

Makes me feel like I'm good enough.

Honestly, I don't doubt my abilities anymore.

I know I'm good enough.

And poetry ensures that feeling always stays.

But this isn't a poem; it's a stream of consciousness written in verses.

“Everybody isn’t going to love you. Most people don’t even love themselves.”

— Unknown

"You are not the only person in anyone's life." - poosanika