reassurance is so important to me, let me know what i mean to you.
“Do you ever have those random nights where your brain won’t shut off, even though your body feels like five hundred pounds of exhausted.”
— Becky Albertalli
Waiting for that one day when I will say
"You're a narcissistic bitch , my love! "
“Sometimes we need someone to simply be there, not to fix anything or do anything in particular. But just to let us feel we are supported and cared about.”
— Unknown
The effect of automating an old task or mastering a new skill can be even greater. the more tasks you can handle without thinking, the more your brain is free to focus and other areas.
“Close the door. Remove the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.”
— Paulo Coelho
There are a few moments where I spend time with myself.. when my thoughts take over there is some heavy feeling in my chest, I become an unknown person, I feel like staying in isolation and breaking things and scream out loud...since I'm unable to do all those.. I scream without a voice and hands began to crawl over my face , I act like a mentally ill person , I feel like scratching my face, hitting myself, I just feel like destroying everything, my hands and legs crumbles and most of the time I scratch my face , I cry quietly. What is happening with me
I don't feel like living anymore..Take me up god
I'm so scared of tht impending doom n how thts gonna affect me and the only immediate escape from this is death, something I'm not willing to voluntarily commit . Hence I'm scared what the depth of despair would drive me to do for my impatient nature and incessant urge to just be happy as always!!
Even the wounds that you were certain had
been healed seem to be torn apart and cut wide open again. You will feel
small and insignificant but all at the same time unbearably heavy.
“I love you, that means I’m not just here for the pretty parts. I’m here no matter what.”
— Claudia Gray