I Find Myself Caught In Destructive Patterns Of Thinking.

Not anymore:)

abandonment issues make you crave the chase. you wanna feel fought for as if it proves someone’s care for you. and if they don’t chase, you tell yourself it wasn’t real, they left you anyway.. even if you’re the one who pushed or left. it’s a unhealthy cycle to break for sure.

I don't think it's God's job to stop the bad .

He's there to give us the strength to get through it.

“you are still learning. you are still changing. you are still growing. breathe. you will find your way.”

— Unknown

“People don’t believe what you tell them. They rarely believe what you show them. They often believe what their friends tell them. They always believe what they tell themselves.”

— Seth Godin

Words that I feel now

Suffocating : inside the four closed walls of my room

Thirsty : highly dehydrated

Perplexed : my feelings

Neutral : tragic or sad?

Comfortable : my room

Tensed : impending jobs

Worried : regretting it later

Excited : hopeful for the future

Pain : Empathizing

Heartbeats : fusion of neutral thoughts

I wanna call someone and share what I feel without them asking me anything back

When you step into the zone of love , language as we know it becomes obsolete. That which cannot be put into words can only be grasped through silence.

Time(Zorvan) is the ultimate force.

Zorvanism

It teaches that destiny is fixed, and humans can’t change what’s fated.

So, enjoying life through love, wine, nature, and poetry is a rational way to cope with life’s uncertainties

It's Night. Dreams are calling me , sky has switched on its cooler, stars are ready to shine till dawn . And i am gonna talk with my subconscious mind.

Good night ❤️