I'm absolutely obsessed with the idea of being intoxicated and vulnerable in public.
Maybe going to someone's house party, someone i don't know very well like a classmate and finding out i'm the only girl there.
They all treat me nicely and offer me refreshments and brownies, me saying yes to all of it like the dumb girl I am. I eat and drink without realizing they're all watching me in silence, waiting. Time passes and I can't feel my limbs, I can't even speak correctly while they put me in someone's lap "you'll be more comfortable like this" I feel hands under my top and under my skirt, I hear laughter and see flashes of light while they point their phones at my barely responsive body. Hands take away my underwear and I know I will never see it again. They touch me without removing my skirt and laugh about "easy access", they brag about how wet I am and how I must want it if the only sounds I make are moans.
I want to be pass around, left on the couch to be used when they want, lying there unresponsive while they smoke and play video games, just a doll for the night.
I loooove having my mind fucked with, completely groomed and gaslit, made to be dumb, drugs and smart manipulation. Break me and remake me.
i'd love for a dom to set me some humiliating challenge to go and fulfil in public
like to ask ten people whether they'll spit into my mouth, or pull my shorts up so i have the perfect cameltoe, or squeeze my tits as hard as they can
just to degrade myself.
such a lowlife slut, so insatiably horny you'd let a stranger grant you that pleasure? you'd ask it to them in public?
how humiliating would that be? how perfect would that be?
Sometimes all a girl needs is a cock in her throat and a cock in her cunt and a cock in her ass so theres no rooms for thoughts
im jusst ur average modern femenist who spends her nights rubbing her needy little cunt to mysoginistic porn
After all you were raised on it.
Let yourself feel happy, whore yourself out.
A man's dick gives you purpose.
Fighting it will only make you sad and depressed.
It will keep you happy!
can we talk about "I'm so proud of you" as a manipulation tactic. you pushed past your boundaries and did something you weren't comfortable with? that's amazing princess I'm so proud of you. you set aside your misgivings and let me use you in a way that made you nervous? you were so good for me baby I'm so proud of you. you faced your embarrassment head-on and did something that humiliated you? you were so brave sweetheart I'm so proud of you. good job. do it again
My place is on my knees with his cock in my mouth.
My place is standing over the stove.Â
My place is staring excitedly out the window in the door as he walks in from work.
My place is standing at his side, with my hand in his.Â
My place is cradled under his arm after sex.
My place is pinned up against the wall with his hang around my neck.Â
My place is in the passenger seat of the car.Â
My place is turned over his knee, or sometimes it’s my nose in a corner.Â
My place is at the kitchen sink doing the dishes.Â
My place is kneeling in front of him and massaging his aching legs.Â
My place is being the little spoon while we watch a movie.Â
My place is the side of the bed farthest from the door.Â
My place is watching his eyes as he dominates me.Â
My place is looking up at him with both arms wrapped around his neck.Â
My place is curling up in his lap when the rest of the world is too much.
My place is obeying him.
My place is staying vulnerable for him.Â
My place is following his lead.Â
Yes, this feels right to me. Still, my place is my place because I choose for it to be. My place is one where I feel fulfilled, where I feel I am my true self. Often being in my place feels joyful, or peaceful, or ordinary, or natural, or freeing, even euphoric. But occasionally it’s humbling or difficult or so vulnerable it hurts. Most often I easily stay in my place or else easily dig to find the self-control to stay there on my own. But sometimes I have to be put back my place and it can temporarily bruise my ego. then, putting me in my place is an act of love. My place is always one of love and respect.Â
i like the idea of being so high that all i can do is lay there and fucking take it. cock down my throat or in my pussy or ass, bruising me, biting me, whatever you want. use dildos or vibrators or try to fist me or shove wine bottles or fruit and vegetables in my cunt… talk to me however you want, call me a slut and a whore or treat me like a doll or your little girl or whatever you want… just use me.