I Need My Fictional Crush To Cope With The Fact That My Irl Crush Is Avoiding Me

His birthday was on 15th (i'm a little late)

it's gotten to the point where i can't stand to even hear her anymore in fear she'll come to me and yap about me not enslaving myself to schoolwork.

she's pretty much ruined our relationship beyond repair.

if I don't answer you, check your inbox. I am unable to respond in the chat or comment. The ask and posting on this blog are my only way to communicate with the outside world.

Adults are disgusting, I want to be a kid forever

Help

I will get out of this someday. I know I can.