Is Every Second Song Ever Written Really About Jean Moreau Or Do I Just Have A Very Specific Taste In

i hate hyperfixations they r so draining like I'm supposed to be applying to universities not getting dizzy because of fictional traumatised stickball players in love who took permanent residence in my brain

ikr I've never read a dating app au before i was so apprehensive about it and i mostly just wanted to give kevaaron a try but this fanfic turned out to be such a gem

treating tumblr like a diary again sue me:

I'm currently reading a fic where Aaron is written like an almost perfect mirror of myself and when I tell you I did NOT need to get called out like that--- also if you'd've told me 2025 would be the year I start shipping kevaaron and randomly get (back) into a Hozier phase because of none other but Aaron Minyard I would have probably scoffed at that

Pretty sure Jean has Jeremy’s hair on his list of things worth living for 👀

what I need desperately rn to feel good again is a book-accurate film adaptation of the Howl Series

andreil and jerejean do have some important parallels but it’s also so funny that we went from andreil ‘never saying i love you to each other’ and ‘not getting married’ to jerejean who will most likely say i love you even before they kiss and jeremy taking jean’s surname after like a year of knowing each other

rip nicky hemmick you would have loved eurovision

the chin grab-- no thoughts head empty poor jeremy is going to short-circuit

Imagine Jean getting jealous of how often Jeremy kisses Jab in the next book lmao

maybe it's just my katarsis (as in the lithuanian band) brainrot overlapping with my jerejean brainrot (send help) but i can't stop thinking about how the song tavo akys really fits jerejean so well like firstly there is this general desperation and the hunger the song conveys to me personally that just makes me think about how both jean and jeremy have this overwhelming feelings for each other they don't realise are mutual (yet) AND jean thinking about jeremy's eyes (don't even get me started on the whole brown thing) and how jean sees jeremy's smiles often don't reach them but ALSO on the other hand jeremy seeing jean's trauma in his expression so often so the whole part of the song with "your eyes see pain" and so on can be applied to them both from each others perspectives AND THEN at the beginning of the song "the home burns" like hello what a coincidence and this is regarding both their feelings figuratively and the arson situation literally (rip cozy home nr 1) (they'll build a new one together) ALSO there is this general feeling of hopelessness to the song and the boys are so falling for each other but don't allow any hope to get added to the equation (not yet anyway) (though jean at least is on the right path with admitting to himself what he WANTS) (tsc3 has me waiting on my knees) (please let them hope and get what they hoped for please)

Cat& Laila are never gonna be allowed back in that damn apartment after Jeremy and Jean get together & get to intimacy like they’re gonna go at it nonstop 😭

ok i'll try treating tumblr like my personal diary again:

a couple days ago i accidentally spiralled back into an unhealthy obsession with the aftg series which was so random but it's about four years after i've read the og trilogy for the first time and imagine my reaction when i found out there's a sequel about my favourite character like hello??????? i haven't slept properly since monday but now i've read all five existing books and how to survive until the release of the sixth one is beyond my comprehension i fear

anyway i forgot how aftg makes my mental health state ten times better and hundred times worse at the same time wtf is this piece of literature