Ill-doit-anyway - Prove Them Wrong

Day 28/100

// 29/08/23// - TW ED - today was hard. I woke up knowing it was a hard day, I didn't wanted to eat so my bf had to came home and bring some food. I was feeling like it was the right thing, that I deserved that but then I got home after bandoneon class and argued with my mom for "using a young boy like him (he's younger) to eat all of his food while I could just eat whatever I find at home like plain cookies" so yeah... I decided to skip dinner and just go to bed and watch To the bone

Went to bandoneon class

Went to sign language class

Teo came home with food bc I didn't wanted to eat

Watched half an episode of Stranger Things at Teo's place after class

Watched To the Bone

Day 57/100

// 27/09/23// today I finally felt spring and took this picture in that moment

Worked

Clean the mealworm boxes

Water my plants

Ate

Read Mistborn

Put my clothes on the closet

Day 99/100

// 08/11/23//

Practiced

Worked

Day 48/100

// 18/09/23//

Worked

Day 109/100

// 18/11/23//

Took a midterm (failed)

Went to practice

Took another midterm (got the max score and approved)

Day 34/100

// 04/09/23// - TW ED - I'm writing several days after this, I can't even remember what I did during that day, the only thing I remember is having the biggest breakdown over many thing but also over food. My parents went to my room and talked to me while I cried in my bed, they worried a lot and I'm grateful because sometimes they are part of my problems but they took the time to listen and be there for me and even saying sorry. Even my cat who's not the most affectionate came and lied on my lap looking at me, just like my dog but he's always there for me.

After that I had the breakdown over food. My mom told me that she left me something to eat if I felt better later and I felt like I had to eat it because she took the time to do it for me but also didn't wanted to eat bc of my body. I ended up calming down and finally ate it and I'm glad I did

So! Basically what I remember I did was:

Work

Ate

Open to parents

Day 92/100

// 01/11/23//

Went to the theater

Learned Slay by Everglow's break for the next day's practice

Ate

// 10/01/2024//

I'm back (? I'll change how I post since doing it everyday was a bit overwhelming sometimes hehe

I'll also try to use this as a diary probably more than just a list of things I did that day

Anyway, I hope everybody had a great time during the holidays and if not know that it'll get better <3

Worked

Printed college stuff

Cooked for me and my bf

Picked up a donation to the shelter I help at

Watched Digimon

Day 104/100

// 13/11/23//

Worked

Ate

// 13/04/2024// - TW PET LOSS - Bambú, my beautiful hedgehog passed away last month, he was 4 years and a half and enjoyed naps under the sun and mealwworms more than anything else in this world. And today my friend Jessica gave me this artesanal plushie... She ordered it during her vacations and even asked my mom for Bambú's pictures so the woman who made it could make it as much similar to him as she could. Of course I cried when she gave it to me lol She's the best girl i could ever find and i'm so grateful to have someone like her in my life <3 I was having some troubles dealing with Bambi's passing but without knowing she's helping me to cope with this so I'm really grateful ;-;

The creator of Bambú's plushie: analu_vellon (https://www.instagram.com/analu_vellon?igsh=MTdteWtyYjJzaW81Zg==)