Childhood best friends turned into something more, at least with the label. Katsuki Bakugo, a fast-rising hero and fast-learning guy who is ever so slow in getting attached to and loving someone. Even three long years into a relationship, and your friends even forget you're even dating. Nothing happening, spare a few kisses.. like 3 kisses, during high school. Graduated and living together, and you guys have done absolutely nothing to further the relationship. Are you sure you're not just friends? CW: Smut, brief domestic violence discussion, virginity loss, aggressive flirting from creeps, gore with pro hero stuff (lmk if i missed any) Applies to all chapters regardless of it is in said chapter.
The Beginning blurb
Headcanons : just explains your relationship / his side of things more.
Prologue : 3.2k words (highly recommend reading this, fills some gaps)
Part 1 : 3.6k words
Part 2 : 3.4k words
Part 3 : 4.3k words
Part 4 : 3.8k words
Part 5 : 10k words
Part 6 : 5.4k words
Part 7 : 8.1k words
Part 8 : 2.6k words
Part 9 : 5.1k words
Part 10 : 3.1k words
Part 11 : 6.7k words
Part 12 : 2.2k words
Part 13 : 3..4k words Final Part
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hii so if you take request right now and if you arent busy could you do a request where the reader is pregnant and katsuki was in a mission somewhere and he gets the call that she is in labour? maybe she was with mina or someone when her water broke? and he runs to the hospital? but not the like the serious way like reader just mad at him through the contractions for not coming earlier and shouting at him through the pain and bakugo just taking it all nodding if you dont do request right now please ignore it love your other oneshots they were fabulous :)
âď¸ . . . genre. fluff, giving birth
âď¸ . . . pairings. bakugou x fem!reader
âď¸ . . . requested? yes by anon
⤿ Bakugou sprints from a mission to the hospital after YN goes into labor, only to get yelled at through contractions for being late.
Katsuki Bakugou was on a mission. A quick one, supposedly low threat, in and out. No big deal.
Until his phone rang.
And it was Mina.
Screaming.
âKATSUKI SHEâS IN LABOR!!â
He froze mid-fight. âSHEâS WHAT?!â
âWater broke! Sheâs yelling at everyone! Iâm driving her to the hospital now, YOU BETTER GET HERE FAST!â
He bolted.
Meanwhile, you were in the backseat of Minaâs car, gripping the door and yelling.
âWHERE IS HE?! I SWEAR TO GOD MINA IF HE MISSES THISâ
âHeâs on his way! Heâs probably flying or exploding or running with those weird loud feet of his!â
You groaned through another contraction. âIâM GOING TO DIVORCE HIM AND NAME THE BABY AFTER KIRISHIMA.â
Bakugou did explode-run. Straight to the hospital. He looked borderline unhinged by the time he burst into your room, hair a mess, shirt half tucked, hands slightly singed from his explosive sprint.
You were mid-contraction when you spotted him.
âYOU!â
âHeyâ
âYOU TOOK YOUR SWEET TIME!â
âI RAN HERE FROM THREE CITIES OVER!â
âSHOULDâVE LEFT SOONER!â
He moved beside you and gripped your hand, completely unfazed by your death glare.
âYell all you want, babe. Iâm here now.â
You squeezed his hand with a strength that would make a grown man cry.
âYOUâRE NEVER TOUCHING ME AGAIN AFTER THIS, KATSUKI!â
âYes, dear.â
âNEVER!â
âGot it.â
You screamed. He nodded. You cursed his name. He held your hand tighter.
And when it was all over, and the cries of your baby echoed in the room, you sobbed and clung to him.
ââŚYou made it,â you whispered.
He kissed your forehead, eyes soft despite everything.
âOf course I did. Youâd kill me if I didnât.â
Š jxwl4k 2025
Okay imagine this - (you don't have to do it, you can delete this if it makes you uncomfy, I love you and you have done nothing wrong ever) - but IMAGINE okay?
Bakugo Katsuki, The Dynamight, number two hero, and his child with you is quirkless (bonus if reader is also quirkless)
Imagine the disappointed ambition - he was so sure the kid would inherit his quirk or something similar, he was so sure - especially since the kid looks like Katsuki - and yet...
I guess I'm in mood for hurt-comfort đ
Honestly, I see this affecting our dearest mama here, as itâs likely for Katsuki to really fall for someone after being a bully/jerk to them.
Imagine his quirkless sweetheart, desperate to please and impress at all times because theyâre just useless without a quirk (thanks to his bullying in the past) and realizing their child inherited their quirkless gene?
Pro-Hero Katsuki Bakugo x Quirkless Fem! Reader!
Growing Pains
cw: SFW ⢠Language (R) ⢠Hurt/Comfort ⢠Bully to Lovers ⢠Child Care (tis the season) ⢠Pro-Hero Katsuki ⢠Fem! Reader ⢠Marriage ⢠Katsuki learns how to communicate a little better
A child is a gift so precious one must always be careful never to forsake it.
Thatâs what his hag-mother always said at least. The endless joy though which his daughter brought truly lived up to her words though. A gift. A precious, incredibly tiny and fragile, gift he swore to never forsake as he held the bundle in his arms at the hospital.
You looked beautiful even after so long in labor. Joy painting your features and making his heart ache from the sugar being injected into his veins. The love and adoration in your eyes only making his resolve harden further, to protect you both and love you two till his last breath.
So what changed from that moment till now? As a normally happy rambunctious toddler sits in complete stillness with eyes wide in horror. You didnât look any better, skin perspiration more than his own on a usual day, lip being chewed until the skin breaks and heâs forced to grip you tightly.
âHeyâ,â his gruff voice wakes you up.
âIâm so sorryâŚâ his brows furrow in confusion, your apology unexpected and odd.
âThe fuck are you sorry for?â He feels the atmosphere in the room start to divulge, his child and you both acting as if youâd heard a cancer diagnosis and not something heâd already considered the possibility of. Of course heâd wanted his daughter to have a quirk, but it didnât call for such a grave reaction.
âItâs all my fault⌠Iâm so sorry babyâŚâ the tears freak him out more, your tears flowing endlessly as you stare at him with such hopeless eyes heâs startled to his core. Dark garnet eyes widening as a sick feeling enters his gut, something churning he canât even name. âI failed both you and our daughter, making her weak and worthless like meâ,â Heâs going to be sick for sure, the sterile little clinic room starting close in on him.
Heâs Dynamight, number 2 pro hero, and only because shit for brains Deku was better with the media but still, heâs not sure what to do. How to fix it, as you hold your child and cry, asking for forgiveness from him.
It makes him remember every instance of the past he cringes and does his best to avoid thinking on. Every tug of your hair, every shove to the floor, every time he made you feel small for something so superficial as not having a quirk.
Your tears were endless, and they seemed to spur on his daughter as well, her little sniffles making him nearly enraged as the door creeks open at the worst moment and the doctor returns.
The womanâs sympathetic gaze make him want to punch her, the way she seems understanding and not offended as himself.
âIt can be a hard acceptance Mrs. Bakugo, Iâm happy to recommend some quirkless support groups for the two of you, then we can look at some family care plansâ,â
âWhat. The. Fuck. Are you talking about? Support group? They donât need a fucking support group, your raggedy ass bitchâ!â
âKatsuki!â âMr. Bakugo?!â âPapa?â
It didnât matter, he wasnât hearing words anymore, top blown and his tempter unleashed as he nearly blows the door off after throwing you both over his shoulder and storming out. Cursing the entire way, uncaring of the phones being pulled out and people whispering and recording. Heâd get an earful from the agency but it hardly computed in his mind.
Your fault? It seemed clear enough it was his fault. When all he ever did was make you feel belittled for your quirklessness, small and weak because of it, and now what did it do?
It passed on to his own fucking kid. His fault. This was his fucking fault.
His own eyes were admittedly wet as he shuts you both up in the car. Making sure you both are buckled in safely before he nearly screams once heâs seated behind the wheel. He wants to scream more, yell and break something to deal with the flood of guilt and shame washing him like an old friend.
He never apologized, only pushed it all away like the bullying and harassment never occurred when he started courting you. Heâd been in love with you, and that bullying was his sick revenge for making him feel so much adoration for a single individual.
His frame engulfs the seat, muscles taunt and wide chest heaving as he calms down slowly to your silent tears and wobbly bottom lip.
âKatsuki⌠can we not have any discussions with her in the carâŚ? Maybe weâŚ,â you lick your lips as you fumble over yourself like a nervous wreck in the passenger seat, eyes wide and pacifying as you give him a look filled with a plea. ââMaybe we could have her stay with your mother tonight?â
Because you think heâs angry at you and at her.
For being quirkless.
The most defenseless and precious people to him, the two heâd sworn to never hurt or mistreat, now looking at him with complete devastation and heartbreak. His daughter is never usually so silent and still, sitting like a little doll in her car seat.
Heâd always been a confident man. Unshakeable and firm in his resolve because he refused to settle and let himself be anything less than the best.
For all he is though, heâs never felt more helpless and human.
You flinch when the first tear falls.
The sight just as jarring as the realization your child is like you.
Katsukiâs eyes widen before narrowing as he grits his teeth and bares them like a hurt animal, tears spilling as he slams his head on the steering wheel in frustration. The windows tinted and thankfully adding a touch of privacy heâs grateful for now.
âIâm sorryâ!â Itâs wobbly and hissed like a curse, his apology burning his throat as he forces it out. He canât look at you as he wipes at his face, shaking his head as he clears it to focus long enough to repeat himself.
âIâm so fucking sorryânever, never did I think less of you âcuz you didnât have a damn quirkâ! I was an asshole, a piece of shit that didnât know how to deal with my crush on you, so I fucking ruined it by picking on you.â His eyes are blood shot, kept wide to prevent anymore liquid spillage but the way his entire face and body scrunch up, itâs difficult to believe heâs able to stop himself on sheer will alone.
âPapaâŚ?â Itâs like a slap to the face when he looks over at his daughter to see a spitting image of you both in her, features more like him but personality following you in a way that makes him melt.
âYâlisten good,â he gathers himself up better as he addresses your daughter now. âYou will never be less than anyone else, quirk or no quirk, yâhear me?â
âButâ,â
âNo buts. Itâs not up for debate. A quirk doesnât classify a personâs value. It never has. We just associate them with power when in fact, a bunch of useless quirk havinâ shit stains run the country. A quirk ainât power kid, power is in will, and thatâs all you.â Heâs glad you kindly dismiss his slip in language, watching as her little eyes widen and well with tears too.
âSo Iâm not bad?â
âYouâre the best damn thing thatâs happened since I met your mom. I love your mom, donât I? Sheâs great even if she doesnât have a quirk. Strong and resilient, patient and smarter than Iâll ever be.â Heâs gripping the steering wheel so tight it may break soon if he doesnât release his grip.
Then heâs being met with you. Your arms wrapping around him, your own muffled cries in his shirt. His hands are around you just as quickly, pulling you into him as much as the small space in the vehicle allows, breathing you in and calming himself as he reaches out and unbuckles your daughter to pull her little body into the bear hug too.
âYou mean itâŚ?â Your whisper barely audible as he holds you both close.
âI donât say shit I donât mean.â
And thatâs enough for this moment. While heâs not a great man, Katsuki truly never lies, sometimes honest to a point itâs painful.
This is a bittersweet pain though.
Dividers/ @cafekitsune
dabi's first kiss is when you run into him in an alleyway while trying to get away from someone following you. he's just there, minding his business. when you approach him, ask him to help (to which he reluctantly agrees), and ends up making out with you with his back towards the street, effectively hiding you (and him bcs his dark clothes) from whoever was following you around.
hey ash can i please request soemthing? a katsuki bakugo x female reader they are married and reader is like extremely weak? like physically and she got pregnant-a high risk one the type where the doctor would say to consider a abortion? something like that? you dont have to do this Just a request from a fellow follower love your works they are chaotic and love them :)
Hii mllâĄ
Of you can request anything I appreciate itttâĄ
I hope this is up to your expectationsâĄ
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Bakugo had never imagined himself the marrying typeâat least not back when he was the hotheaded teen with a short fuse and a tunnel vision for victory. But somehow, you had wormed your way into his life with gentle hands and soft words, the exact opposite of everything he used to think he needed.
He used to think strength was everything.
But then he married you.
You werenât strong like him. Not in the way that counted for most people. Your body was fragile, your energy limited, and your constitution was nothing short of worrying. Some days, heâd carry you from the bed to the couch because your muscles trembled too much. He always did it without complaint, though he grumbled under his breath just to keep up appearances. Youâd laugh and call him a softie, and heâd call you a brat.
But he never once resented it. Not once.
Because you were the only one who could make him feel calm. Needed. Loved.
So when you told him you were pregnant, his reaction was⌠complicated.
He stared at you for a full minute before the words even processed. You were sitting on the couch in one of his old shirts, fingers wringing the hem, face pale and eyes a little wet. Youâd looked scaredânot of him, but for yourself. For the tiny, forming life inside of you.
And he felt like the ground tilted beneath him.
You were already so delicate. The idea of you carrying a childâhis childâthrough nine months of hellish strain made his stomach twist in fear.
Of course, the hospital visit only made things worse.
âThe pregnancy is high-risk,â the doctor said, voice carefully neutral. âYour body might not handle it. If complications arise, it could be fatal⌠for both of you.â
Youâd gripped Bakugoâs hand then. He could still feel how cold your fingers were. The doctor kept talking, listing options, risks, and the word he hated more than anything in that moment: abortion.
Bakugo didn't speak. He didnât trust himself to.
The moment you two left the office, you waited until you were in the safety of his car to finally whisper, âKatsuki⌠what should we do?â
He didnât answer right away. His knuckles were white on the steering wheel.
âDo you⌠want to keep it?â he finally asked, voice low.
You nodded, tears slipping down your cheeks. âI want to try. Even if Iâm scared.â
He looked at you for a long time. Your face was full of fear and hope, all tangled together. You werenât strongâat least not in the way people measured it. But he had never seen someone braver.
âYouâre not doing this alone,â he said, turning fully to face you. âIf weâre doing this, weâre doing it together. Iâll be there for every damn second.â
You gave him a watery smile, and he kissed you before you could say anything else.
---
The following months were hard.
You were in and out of the hospital more times than either of you could count. Bakugo adjusted his patrol schedule, sometimes canceling it altogether just to sit beside you during check-ups. The staff got used to seeing the pro hero sitting with you, his scarred hands cradling yours, whispering quiet reassurances that didnât match his usual brash image.
There were nights heâd sit beside your bed, wide awake while you slept restlessly. Heâd talk to your belly when you were too tired to stay conscious, his voice low and steady.
âYour momâs the toughest damn person I know, you hear me?â heâd mutter, fingers gently tracing circles on your skin. âSheâs stronger than any hero out there.â
Sometimes the fear crept in.
Like when you collapsed while walking across the kitchen.
Or when the doctors said your blood pressure was too high again.
Or when they prepared an emergency bag âjust in case.â
But you always pulled through. Even when your body screamed and the world felt like it was stacked against you, you kept going.
Because you had a reason now. A heartbeat you heard on fuzzy monitors. A future wrapped in warmth and baby clothes folded neatly in drawers. And Katsukiâs hand, always there. Always strong. Always steady.
---
The birth wasnât easy. It was a blur of beeping machines, sterile white lights, and a level of panic Katsuki never wanted to experience again.
They rushed you in after you started bleedingâtoo much, too fast.
He wasnât allowed in the OR.
He punched a wall.
Paced like a caged animal.
Nearly lost it when a nurse asked him to âstay calm.â
But thenâ
A babyâs cry.
And the nurse came out.
âA girl,â she said. âSheâs healthy. And your wife⌠she made it. Sheâs going to be okay.â
Bakugo didnât remember sitting down, but he did.
Didnât remember the tears, but they came.
When they let him in, you were pale, exhausted, barely awakeâbut smiling. And in your arms was the tiniest, angriest baby he had ever seen.
âSheâs got your scowl,â you whispered hoarsely.
He looked down at the two of youâhis whole world in one hospital bedâand something in him broke open.
He kissed your forehead.
âYou scared the shit out of me, idiot.â
You laughed weakly. âWorth it?â
He looked at the baby again, who had just punched the air in protest.
âYeah,â he said softly. âYeah, it was.â
Can you pls do an âasking my gf awkward questionsâ with Bakugo abt periods or any girlsâ struggles? Ofc everything is jst pure innocence & genuine curiosity đ¤
âď¸ . . . genre. fluff
âď¸ . . . pairings. bakugou x fem!reader
âď¸ . . . requested? yes by anon
⤿ bakugou asking yn awkward questions.
It started with a TikTok trend.
Mina had dared Bakugou to try the âasking my girlfriend awkward questionsâ challenge. Of course, he scoffed and said, âThatâs stupid.â But then he saw the look in your eyes, teasing, expectant, daring him back and well⌠maybe it wasnât such a dumb idea.
So here you were, cuddled on the couch, phone recording as Bakugou awkwardly cleared his throat.
âAlright, I got questions,â he muttered, glaring at the phone like it personally offended him.
You giggled. âFire away, Katsuki.â
ââŚSo, uh. Period cramps. They actually hurt like that?â
You blinked. âYeah. Imagine your insides trying to kill you once a month.â
His eyes widened. âWhat the fâseriously?!â
You laughed, watching him furrow his brows like he was preparing for battle.
âThatâs not even the worst part,â you added casually. âThereâs bloating, mood swings, cravingsâŚâ
âCravings I get,â he mumbled. âYou ate two whole pints of ice cream last week and cried watching a cat video.â
You swatted his arm. âDonât expose me!â
He smirked, then hesitated before asking the next one. ââŚIs it true you just, like, randomly bleed? Even in your sleep?â
You nodded. âYeah. Itâs like a horror movie, but less fun.â
Bakugou looked genuinely horrified. âAnd yâall just⌠deal with it?â
You shrugged. âYeah. We kinda have to.â
There was a pause. Then he muttered under his breath, âYouâre all tough as hell.â
You blinked. âWhat was that?â
âI said youâre badass, alright?â he snapped, cheeks just a little red. âHaving to go through all that every month? Shitâs brutal.â
You grinned and leaned into him. âAww, is that sympathy from the great Bakugou Katsuki?â
âShut up,â he grumbled, wrapping an arm around you. ââŚBut yeah. I didnât know it was that bad. You ever need anything, just tell me, alright?â
You smiled, heart full. âThanks, Katsuki. Youâre the sweetest.â
He scoffed. âDonât tell the others.â
Š jxwl4k 2025
this is the best dad katsuki thing ive ever read
This one is rlly longđ
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The hospital reeked of antiseptic and tension. The fluorescent lights flickered overhead as Bakugo Katsuki paced the floor like a caged animal. His handsâusually steady in battleâtrembled slightly. Outside the delivery room, his world was unraveling.
"Mr. Bakugo," the nurse called gently. "Sheâs in distress. Weâre doing everything we can."
He didnât answer. His crimson eyes were locked on the swinging double doors that had swallowed you hours ago.
Youâhis wife, his partner, the only person who could call him a dumbass and still get a smile out of himâwere behind those doors. And you were fighting a battle even he couldn't charge into fists-first.
Twelve Hours Earlier
Your water had broken in the dead of night. Youâd barely gotten a full sentence out before Bakugo was already tossing clothes into a bag and barking at the cab company over the phone. By the time you reached the hospital, contractions were tearing through you like lightning, each one worse than the last.
Something wasnât right.
The baby was breach. Your blood pressure spiked. You were losing too much blood. They rushed you into an emergency delivery, voices sharp and fast. Bakugo hadnât been allowed in.
Present
Time blurred. Katsuki hated feeling useless more than anything. He should be in there. He should be beside you, holding your hand, telling you it was going to be okay even if his chest felt like it was going to explode.
A sudden scream tore through the hall. Your scream.
His knees buckled. He hadnât even heard himself move before he was slamming into the door, fists glowing faintly, ready to break it downâ
"Sir!" a nurse barked, shoving him back. "You can't go in there!"
"Thatâs my damn wife!" he snarled. "Let meâ"
The screaming stopped.
Too abruptly.
Bakugo froze. The world stopped moving.
Seconds felt like eternities until finally, the doors opened and a doctor stepped out, blood on her scrubs and exhaustion in her eyes.
"Sheâs alive," she said softly. "And so is your son. But it was close. Too close."
His legs gave out and he collapsed into the nearest chair. His hands covered his face as air finally returned to his lungs. Alive. You were both alive.
"You can see her now."
He stood shakily, pushing into the room. You looked like hellâpale, exhausted, barely able to lift your eyelidsâbut when you saw him, a weak smile curved your lips.
"You look like shit," you whispered.
A choked laugh escaped him. He grabbed your hand and pressed it to his lips. âDonât ever scare me like that again, dumbass.â
Then he saw the tiny bundle in your arms. Wide red eyesâhis eyesâblinked up at him.
"Hey, little guy," he said, voice thick. "Youâre already causing trouble, huh?"
You laughed faintly, and Bakugo leaned in, touching his forehead to yours.
"Next time," he murmured, "we're adopting."
---
Two Weeks Later
You were finally home.
The scent of sterilized hospital air had been replaced by the warmth of your shared apartment, still littered with unopened baby gifts and half-assembled furniture. It felt surreal, like you had died and somehow gotten a second chance.
Katsuki hadnât left your side since the hospital.
Heâd been quieter than usualânot cold, but... different. Protective. Watchful. The explosions were fewer, the yelling almost nonexistent. And at night, when he thought you were asleep, you caught him just staringâat you, at the baby, at the scar the IV left on your hand.
Like he couldnât believe either of you were still here.
You shifted slightly on the couch, wincing. Your body still ached like hell. The stitches, the swelling, the pressureâno one talked about how brutal recovery would be. You felt raw. Fragile.
"Katsuki," you called weakly.
He appeared instantly from the kitchen, a bottle in one hand and your pain meds in the other. "Need something?"
"Come sit with me."
He hesitated. "Youâre still hurting. I donât wanna crowd you."
You reached out, fingers curling in the air.
He sighed, set everything down, and slid onto the couch beside you. Carefully. Gently. You leaned your head on his shoulder, your newborn cradled against your chest, tiny breaths warm against your skin.
"He looks like you," you murmured.
"Poor brat," he said, but his voice was soft.
Your fingers laced with his.
"Youâve been quiet."
He didnât answer for a long time. Then:
"You almost died." His voice cracked. âAnd I couldnât do shit about it.â
You turned to look at him, eyes brimming. "But I didnât. We didnât. Katsuki, you didnât leave me. Not for a second. That means everything."
He clenched his jaw. âIâve fought villains who tried to kill me. Iâve been stabbed, exploded, buried under rubble. I can deal with that. But you, bleeding out and screaming and I couldnât even touch youââ He broke off. âIâve never been that fucking scared in my life.â
Tears slipped down your cheek, and you pressed your lips to his temple. âYouâre here. Iâm here. Our sonâs here. Thatâs all that matters.â
He looked down at the sleeping baby, chest rising and falling in sync with yours. âHeâs tiny.â
You smirked. âSo were you. Until puberty hit like a damn truck.â
A reluctant chuckle rumbled from him. âIf he has even half your stubbornness, weâre screwed.â
âHalf yours, you mean,â you teased.
The room went quiet again. You nestled closer, letting yourself breathe in his warmth, his scent. Safe.
âI thought I was ready to be a dad,â he said suddenly. âI trained for it. Got the nursery set up, read every damn book. But the second they handed him to me, I realized I didnât know shit.â
You smiled sleepily. âYouâre already doing perfect.â
âYouâre just saying that âcause I havenât blown up a diaper yet.â
You both laughedâquiet, tired, and a little broken, but real.
He looked at you, really looked, eyes softer than youâd ever seen them.
âI love you,â he whispered.
You blinked. Bakugo never whispered.
âI love you too,â you whispered back, voice catching.
And for the first time in weeks, you both finally exhaled.
---
Three Months Later
âYou sure youâre okay without me for a few hours?â you asked again, already halfway out the door.
Bakugo rolled his eyes, baby monitor clipped to his sweatpants, your son strapped into a carrier on his chest like a slightly confused koala.
âDâyou think I canât handle him or something?â he grumbled.
âI think he shat through three outfits before noon yesterday, and you nearly declared war on baby wipes.â
Katsuki scowled. âOne time.â
âOne time per diaper.â
You kissed his cheek before he could argue, smirking. âYouâll be fine, Dad of the Year.â
The door clicked shut behind you.
And just like that⌠it was quiet.
Bakugo glanced down at the wide-eyed little boy strapped to his chest. âAlright, kid. Just me and you.â
The baby blinked, then made a soft gurgling noise.
âYou better not be loading your diaper already.â
**
The first twenty minutes went smooth. Katsuki heated a bottle with military precision, burped the baby like a pro, and even played peekaboo without blowing anything up.
Then the baby started crying.
Loud.
Katsuki checked the diaper. Clean. Tried feeding him. Refused. Burping? Nothing. Pacifier? Launched like a missile.
âAre you broken?â he hissed, bouncing him awkwardly.
The baby wailed louder.
Bakugo, future Number One Hero, demolisher of villains, destroyer of fear itself⌠was being absolutely obliterated by a 12-pound infant.
âAlright!â he shouted over the crying. âYou win, gremlin!â
He tried the ultimate move: laying on the couch with the baby on his chest, just like you did.
It worked. Instant silence.
ââŚSeriously?â
Tiny fingers gripped the collar of his shirt, and the baby let out a satisfied sigh, snuggling deeper against him.
âTch. You just wanted to lay on me, huh?â Katsuki mumbled. âClingy little nerd.â
He didnât move. Not even when his phone buzzed. Youâd texted: Everything okay?
He snapped a photo of his son sleeping peacefully on his chest and sent it back.
Weâre good. Donât rush.
He stared at the photo for a long time, warmth blooming in his chest. The kid looked so much like you when he was relaxed. And Katsuki realized something he hadnât said out loud yet.
He loved this.
Being a dad.
The mess, the noise, the confusionâit was all chaos he could handle if it meant protecting you and this little bean.
âYouâre not that bad, yâknow,â he muttered. âMight even grow up to be cooler than me.â
The baby snorted in his sleep.
âYeah, alright, donât push it.â
**
When you walked in an hour later, you found them both fast asleepâKatsuki snoring, the baby drooling on his chest, one tiny fist tangled in his dadâs ash-blond hair.
You smiled and quietly snapped a photo.
The caption would read: My boys. Chaos level: manageable.
For now.
---
Ten Months Later
Your son had started babbling a while ago, but it was mostly incoherent nonsenseâ"ba-ba," "da-da," the occasional squeal that sounded like a baby pterodactyl mid-meltdown.
Katsuki had been watching him like a hawk, waiting for the first real word. It had practically become a competition between you twoâwho would he say first? "Mama" or "Dada"?
Katsuki refused to lose.
âYou know I carried him for nine months, right?â you said, folding laundry one afternoon.
âYeah, and I carried your ass through every post-labor breakdown, so Iâd say weâre even,â he grunted, ruffling your sonâs spiky blond hair as he sat chewing on a toy grenade (definitely plastic).
Your son looked up at him with wide, mischievous eyes and suddenly let out a loud, clearâ
âBoom.â
Silence.
You blinked. âDid he justâ?â
Katsukiâs eyes widened. âNo. No way. Say it again, brat.â
The baby giggled. âBoom!â
âOh my god.â
Katsuki stood there frozen for a moment, and then his mouth curled into the smuggest grin youâd ever seen.
âThatâs my boy.â
You threw a sock at his face. âKatsuki, his first word was âboom.ââ
âIâm proud as hell.â
âHeâs not a grenade!â
âHeâs mine, so yes, he is.â
Your son squealed again. âBoom!â
Now he was bouncing.
âStop encouraging him!â you said, even though you were trying not to laugh.
Bakugo squatted beside him and bumped their foreheads together gently. âBoom, huh? Youâre gonna be a damn legend.â
You shook your head in disbelief, watching your two pyro-twins grin at each other like chaos incarnate.
Katsuki looked up at you, full of fire and affection. âGuess we know what kind of quirk heâs leaninâ toward.â
You groaned. âWe are so not baby-proofed for explosions.â
Katsuki smirked. âGuess I better teach him control before he blows up the crib.â
Your baby babbled happily between them again. âBoom!â
Yeah. You were definitely raising a little dynamite.
And honestly? You wouldnât have it any other way.
---
Age: 2 Years, 3 Months
Your sonâs first day of daycare was supposed to be normal.
Youâd packed his snacks, extra clothes, diapers, wipes, and left strict instructions that he was âsweet, a little stubborn, and very attached to his Bakugou-brand plushie.â
You also wrote in bold: âIf he gets upset, avoid loud noises. They tend to... backfire.â
The teacher smiled politely. âWeâve handled all kinds of quirks. Donât worry.â
You didnât.
Until the phone call.
Three hours later.
Bakugo answered it on speaker.
âHello, this isâuhâMiss Hikari from Little Hero Steps Daycare. We have a small situation.â
Katsukiâs eyes narrowed. âIs he hurt?â
âNo! No, heâs fine. Perfectly fine. A little excited, actuallyâŚâ
Your stomach dropped.
ââŚbut the plastic slide may have, um... detonated.â
Katsuki let out a low snort. âHe blew up the slide?â
âIt was only the top half,â she added quickly. âAnd technically, it was more of a pop than a boom.â
You could feel Katsukiâs pride from across the kitchen.
âAre the other kids okay?â you asked, horrified.
âYes! No injuries. He wasnât upset, just⌠showing off. He said âBoom!â and thenââ
âThatâs my son,â Bakugo said, folding his arms with a smug little smirk.
You elbowed him. âThat is not a good thing.â
âDidnât say it was bad either.â
**
When you arrived at the daycare, your son was sitting on a beanbag with three teachers around himâlike he was some kind of dangerous celebrity.
His hair was wild, his cheeks were smudged with soot, and he looked way too pleased with himself.
âMommy! Daddy!â he yelled, running over and nearly tripping on his own feet.
âHey, you little menace,â Katsuki muttered, picking him up.
âBoom!â he chirped proudly, like it was his name.
One of the teachers came over, cautiously.
âWe think his quirk is starting to develop. Itâs... early, but very similar to yours, Mr. Bakugo.â
Katsuki beamed. âDamn right it is.â
You groaned. âPlease tell me weâre not banned.â
The teacher laughed nervously. âNoâthough weâre investing in more fireproof playground equipment starting immediately.â
**
That night, after your son was passed out in his crib, soot still faintly dusting his forehead, you collapsed on the couch.
âHeâs gonna be a handful,â you murmured, resting your head on Katsukiâs chest.
âYeah,â he muttered, stroking your hair. âHeâs gonna be a hell of a hero too.â
You smiled, eyes drifting closed as you listened to your husbandâs heartbeat under your cheekâsteady, strong, and forever explosive.
Just like the little boy down the hall.
---
You were pregnant. Again.
You hadnât meant for it to happen quite so soonânot when your firstborn was still blowing up laundry baskets for fun and calling it âtraining.â
But the second those two pink lines appeared, your stomach flipped. Part nerves. Part excitement. And a lot of âoh god, how is Bakugo going to react?â
**
You told him on a quiet evening. Your son was asleep (finally) and the living room still smelled faintly of scorched Play-Doh.
You sat beside him, heart racing.
âIâm pregnant.â
Bakugo blinked. He looked at you. Then at your stomach. Then back at you.
ââŚAre you sure?â
You nodded, biting your lip.
He leaned forward slowly, resting a hand on your thigh like he thought the couch might explode.
âHoly shit.â
You laughed. âThatâs⌠not the response I expected.â
He stared at your stomach for a long time before finally saying, softly, âYou okay with this?â
âIâm scared. But yeah. I want this.â
He nodded, jaw tightening. âYou nearly died last time.â
âI know.â
âYou think I can do this again?â His voice cracked, barely above a whisper. âWhat if I lose you this time?â
You reached for his hand. âThen you hold me tighter and fight harder.â
Bakugo clenched his fists, then gently rested one palm on your belly.
ââŚYou better be a chill baby,â he muttered. âI canât handle two demolition experts at once.â
**
Your son found out a week later when he walked into the kitchen, pointed to your tiny bump, and said:
âBOOM 2?â
You choked on your orange juice. Katsuki burst out laughing.
From that point on, the baby was Boom 2 to him.
**
As the months passed, your second pregnancy felt... different. Easier in some ways, harder in others. Your son was older now, talking more, asking endless questions.
âDid I live in your belly too?â
âYou did, baby.â
âWas I loud?â
âYou screamed the whole time.â
He nodded proudly. âBoom!â
Katsuki didnât stop worrying. Not for a second. Every time you winced, he was at your side. Every time you had a check-up, he came. He argued with nurses over your chart. Practically threatened the OB into promising you a safer delivery plan.
âI lost my shit once,â he told the doctor. âIâm not doing that again.â
**
One quiet night, a few weeks before your due date, he crawled into bed behind you and wrapped his arms around your belly, pulling you gently against his chest.
âStill scared,â he whispered against your skin.
âI know,â you whispered back.
âBut I want this. I want all of this. You, himââhe nodded toward your sleeping toddler down the hallââand this tiny bomb too.â
Your heart melted.
âI want them to know theyâre loved,â he added, voice thick. âNo matter how loud, or messy, or crazy it gets.â
âTheyâll know,â you promised, turning to kiss him softly. âBecause they have you.â
Katsuki didnât answer. He just held you tighter, his hand on your belly.
And somewhere inside, Boom 2 kicked like they were already ready to make an entrance.
Just like their brother.
Just like their dad.
---
It started with a kick.
Not just any kickâone that rocked your whole body at 3:12 a.m.
You groaned, gripping the edge of the bed.
Katsuki shot up like a soldier under fire.
âContraction?â he barked.
âYep,â you hissed, breathing through it.
He was already movingâbag in hand, grabbing your shoes, shouting toward the baby monitor: âStay asleep, Boom #1!â
**
This time around, the doctors were ready. And so was Katsuki.
Still, even as they guided you into the labor room, he was white-knuckling the edge of your bed, eyes locked on you like if he blinked, youâd vanish.
You reached for him.
âIâm okay,â you said between waves of pain. âIâm okay.â
âIâm not letting go of you this time,â he muttered, voice low, jaw clenched.
And he didnât.
Not when your screams broke through the walls.
Not when the monitors started beeping faster.
Not when the doctor said, âWe need to move quicklyâcordâs wrapped.â
He held your hand through it all. Pressed his forehead to yours. Whispered every curse word in the book, followed by: âYouâve got this. Youâre stronger than anyone Iâve ever met.â
And when the final cry rang outâ
A high, sharp wail that cut through the air like lightningâ
Bakugo exhaled like heâd been holding his breath for nine months straight.
âSheâs perfect,â the nurse whispered.
âShe?â you breathed, dazed.
Katsuki blinked. âA girl?â
They placed her on your chestâtiny, red, angry as hell. She immediately latched onto your hospital gown like she was ready to fight the world.
You laughed through tears. âSheâs already like you.â
Katsuki stared at her.
Just stared.
His eyesâthose wild, stormy eyesâwere wide and full of wonder.
âYouâre kidding me,â he whispered. âIâve got a daughter.â
You reached for his hand. âYouâve got us.â
He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, then to your daughterâs.
âI swear on my damn life,â he whispered, âno oneâs ever gonna mess with you.â
She let out a fierce little squeak.
And he smiled, completely undone.
**
An hour later, you were resting, and he was sitting by the bed with your baby girl tucked into the crook of his arm.
âName?â you asked, eyes heavy but heart full.
He looked down at her, then at you.
âWhat about Kaori?â he said. âStrong. Bright. Means fragrance or light.â
You smiled. âKaori Bakugo. Itâs perfect.â
And for the first time that night, the hospital room felt still. Safe.
Because no matter how explosive your little family was becomingâ
It was built on something unshakable.
Love. Fire. And a whole lot of Boom.
---
Two days after Kaoriâs birth, you came homeâsore, exhausted, but glowing. Kaori was tiny, sleepy, and wrapped like a burrito in her fuzzy explosion-patterned blanket that Katsuki insisted she wear home.
Your front door creaked open slowly.
Bakugo carried Kaori in with terrifying precision, like she was made of nitroglycerin.
Inside, your two-year-old son was standing barefoot in the hallwayâholding a plastic grenade in one hand and a drawing in the other.
âMommy!â he shouted, running at you.
You caught him one-armed, lifting him up, groaning slightly. âEasy, baby.â
Katsuki stood back, rocking gently with Kaori in his arms. âHey, Boom #1,â he said softly. âWanna meet your sister?â
Your son blinked, looking at the tiny pink bundle.
âThatâs her?â
âYup.â
âShe looks squishy.â
âShe is,â you said, chuckling. âGentle, okay?â
He padded over on tiptoes, peering up at her like she was some sort of sacred relic.
ââŚShe doesnât go boom?â
âLetâs hope not,â Katsuki muttered.
âSheâs your baby sister,â you explained. âHer name is Kaori.â
He tilted his head. âCan I keep her?â
Katsuki smirked. âSheâs not a pet.â
âBut I love her already,â your son said proudly. Then leaned close and whispered (as if it were a spell): âBoom.â
Kaori stirred slightly⌠and farted.
A loud one.
Your son lost it.
âSHE DOES BOOM TOO!â he screamed.
Katsuki nearly dropped her from laughing so hard. âOh god. Sheâs already like you.â
**
You all settled in the living room. Kaori slept peacefully on Katsukiâs chest while your son built a pillow fort and declared it the "Boom Base."
âShe can live in the base with me,â he announced.
âSheâs not old enough for base life yet,â you said.
âIâll protect her,â he added matter-of-factly. âFrom monsters. And spiders. And broccoli.â
You looked over at Katsuki, who was watching the two of them with a look youâd only ever seen twice before: once on your wedding day, and once when your son took his first steps.
âDidnât think I could love more than I already did,â he murmured. âBut damn.â
You scooted closer and leaned into him, Kaori safe between you.
âLooks like weâre officially a team of four.â
âCorrection,â Katsuki said. âWeâre a squad.â
A very loud, occasionally explosive, wildly chaotic squad.
And honestly? You wouldnât trade it for the world.
Hey darling! Lovely to see you back, your writings were a part of my daily routine as it serves me some comfort for the day! đđ
Was wondering if I may request a katsuki bakugou x reader (long term relationship) where the relationship kinda hit a plateau and everything irritated him a lot, however, reader takes in all the (uncalled and unnecessary) mean words said by katsuki whilst trying not to get mean with him either until one day, reader just silently cried and he noticed it, just pause and reflected on his actions and how he has been treating reader lately (ending with some comfort if possible, thank you!)
I noticed you do titles for your writings, if I may suggest; âHavenât I given enough?â Of course, if you have an alternate title better suited for this, by all means do use it! âşď¸
Havenât I Given Enough?
The days had blurred into routine. Wake up, train, eat, work, sleepârepeat. Somewhere along the way, your relationship with Katsuki had settled into a monotonous rhythm, neither moving forward nor back. It wasnât like you werenât happy. You loved him, and you knew he loved you. But lately⌠lately, everything seemed to set him off.
âThe hell are you staring at?â he snapped one evening as you looked at him across the dinner table.
You blinked, startled. âNothing, I was justââ
âTch. Then quit lookinâ at me like I did somethinâ wrong.â He shoved a bite of food into his mouth aggressively, shoulders tense.
You exhaled softly, looking down at your own plate. He had been like this for weeksâshort-tempered, irritable, lashing out over the smallest things. You had chalked it up to stress. He had always been intense, but this was different.
At first, you tried to brush it off, meet his frustration with patience. You told yourself he wasnât truly mad at you, just taking his exhaustion out on the person closest to him. But no matter how much understanding you offered, his words still cut.
âCan you stop hovering? I can do my own shit.â
âDamn it, Y/N, do you ever stop talking?â
âFuckâs sake, do you have to be so damn sensitive about everything?â
Each one was a tiny wound, adding up until they felt like bruises beneath your skin. You swallowed the hurt each time, refusing to snap back, even when his words stung. But tonight, as you sat across from him in silence, something inside you cracked.
You didnât even realize the tears had started falling until you saw his gaze shift, his chewing slowing as his eyes locked onto your face.
You werenât sobbing, werenât making a soundâjust sitting there, staring at your untouched plate, tears slipping down your cheeks no matter how much you willed them to stop.
For the first time in weeks, the air between you stilled.
ââŚThe fuck,â Katsuki muttered, his voice quiet, almost bewildered. His brows furrowed, like he couldnât quite believe what he was seeing. âAre you⌠cryinâ?â
You pressed your lips together, hating how weak you must have looked. You shook your head slightly, but another tear slipped free, betraying you.
Katsuki put his fork down with a sharp clatter. You didnât move. Didnât speak.
And that was when it hit him.
The way you just sat there, silent, shoulders slightly hunchedânot arguing back, not calling him out, not pushing him awayâjust⌠taking it. The weight of every harsh word, every frustrated sigh, every unfair remark.
His stomach twisted.
ââŚShit.â
He ran a rough hand through his hair, guilt crawling up his throat. When the hell had he become this person? The kind who made you cry? The kind who took his bad days out on the one person who never deserved it?
His chair scraped against the floor as he pushed back from the table. You stiffened slightly when he moved, but before you could say anything, Katsuki was kneeling beside your seat, one of his calloused hands reaching up to cup your cheek.
ââŚBaby.â His voice was softer now, strained with something raw. âIâm sorry.â
You closed your eyes at the warmth of his palm, inhaling shakily. He had said a lot of mean things lately, but thisâthis felt genuine.
âI didnât mean toâŚâ Katsuki swallowed hard, his thumb brushing a stray tear away. âDidnât mean to be a fuckinâ asshole. I justââ He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âI donât know what the hellâs wrong with me lately. Workâs been⌠I dunno, shit. But thatâs no excuse. Youââ His grip on your cheek tightened, just slightly, like he needed you to hear him. âYou donât deserve that. Any of it.â
Your lip trembled. You wanted to say it was okay, that you understood, but the truth was⌠it hurt.
ââŚI know you donât mean to,â you whispered, finally speaking, voice fragile. âBut it still hurts, Katsuki.â
The way his whole body tensed at your words was almost heartbreaking. Like he hadnât fully realized just how much he had been hurting you.
âFuck,â he muttered under his breath, squeezing his eyes shut for a second before meeting your gaze again. âIâm sorry, Y/N. Iââ He hesitated, frustration flickering in his eyesânot at you, but at himself. âI love you,â he said, voice firm but filled with something vulnerable. âI donât say it enough, but I do. And I swear, Iâll do better.â
A shaky breath left your lips, the tension in your chest easing slightly. Slowly, you reached up, covering his hand with yours.
ââŚI love you too,â you murmured, voice thick. âJust⌠donât push me away like that again.â
His throat bobbed as he nodded. âYeah. I wonât.â
And for the first time in weeks, Katsuki didnât just hear youâhe listened.
fragile hearts.
bakugo katsuki x f!reader
angst, hurt and comfort. toxic rs (?) happy ending.
aftermath of the screaming competition youâve had with your boyfriend last night.
Synopsis: You and Bakugo were dating for years already but having a romantic relationship with him doesnât mean that heâs less meaner to you. Yesterday, he was really tired from training and overworked. When you tried to take care of him, he snapped and said hurtful things for the nth time. This has been happening over and over already.
You were laying down on the bed while scrolling on your phone. Him, on the other hand, is busy with his computer, playing a game and acting unbothered. Both of you refusing to talk to each other.
You heard him sigh to himself. His focus shifts ever so often during his match as he sneaks a glance at you from his peripheral vision. He knows he snapped at you yesterday, but at the same time he was frustrated and tired after having practiced the same move over and over for hours on end. That was no excuse to snap at you, of course, but heâd never admit that. But even while feeling a pang of guilt in his chest, Bakugo keeps his mouth shut and continues to watch his match.
The game comes to a pause and he looks over again at you. The guilt starts to eat at him more as he thinks about what he said to you yesterday. He feels the urge to say something, but his ego and pride holds him back from doing so. He sighs to himself again before deciding to talk to you.
âHey.â
You didnât, however, said anything and just keeps scrolling on your phone. That made him want to approach you, thus he sits on the bed right where you are and gives you a sidelong glance. Seeing you scrolling on your phone and looking like you donât want to talk to him, you heard him sigh to himself again.
âHey, can we talk?â
You just took a quick glance at him, âAbout what?â
Itâs not like you really donât know what he wants. He didnât fail to notice how you respond curtly. He doesnât know if itâs because youâre still mad at him or not, but he chooses his next words carefully. He doesnât want to seem like heâs being defensive towards you.
âI want to talk about yesterday⌠because I know I got a little heated and⌠said some things I shouldnât have said to you.â
He keeps his eyes on you, trying to read your expression to gauge what youâre thinking. He is honestly pretty worried that youâd give him a negative response⌠and quite honestly, that youâd just ignore him and not talk to him at all, which he honestly thinks he deserves but still doesnât want to happen.
âI just⌠need to get my head focused and I kinda lost my cool,â he says quietly as he struggles with his words. Bakugo isnât good with verbal emotions but he really wanted to express himself to you without saying the wrong things.
âItâs fine. I apologize for bothering you, too. Sorry, Iâll let you focus now,â you muttered.
âIs that it?â
You didnât fail to notice the frustration in his face as he said that. He wasnât sure if itâs because youâre not even remotely forgiving to him and youâre just going to disregard his attempt at trying to talk to you⌠or if youâre not interested in talking at all. Either of those two things makes him extremely frustrated as his ego is telling him to just ignore it, but his heart is telling him to keep going.
He furrows his eyebrows and grits his teeth while holding back the urge to get snappy with you. He takes a deep breath and clenches his fists⌠thinking carefully on what to say next.
âNo⌠I donât⌠I canât justâŚâ he pauses and looks at you for a second before he grabs your wrist, ââŚDonât just say âitâs fineâ and brush it aside.â
He moves closer to you and looks you in the eyes. He is really trying hard to get you to say something more than just âitâs fineâ right now. He needs you to say something⌠anything. He doesnât like this kind of tension between you two, especially since he is the reason for it.
He tightens his grip on your wrist slightly before continuing to speak. This clearly shows how frustrated, worried, panicked, and guilty he is with the whole situation.
âPlease⌠talk to me. Donât act like youâre just okay with it because I know youâre not.â
You were looking down, trying to act fine when it really wasn't, âItâs fine, Katsuki. Really,â you said in a low voice so he wouldn't notice your voice shaking.
He scoffs with frustration at you. He hates how you keep just saying the same thing over and over, as if you canât even be honest with him. This whole situation is really testing his patience.
âNo, itâs not fine. You wonât even talk to me!â
He says while gritting his teeth and furrowing his brows. He is trying really hard to not lash out at you, but youâre really pushing his buttons right now.
You scoff and almost rolled your eyes as you heard him. You recalled what exactly he said yesterday when he snapped at you, you were just doing what he wanted and now heâs still gonna snap at you for doing that? Shouldnât he be happy?
âIâm just not meddling with your business.â
He lets go of your wrist as he leans back and runs his hand through his hair as he tries to rein in his frustration. He is honestly getting to the boiling point at this point because you are not saying what he wants to hear.
âYouâre not gonna mess with my business? Youâve always meddled in my business,â he says dryly. He canât even help but chuckle bitterly at how hypocritical that sounds as he feels the irony of the whole situation.
You didnât respond. This is what happened last night, too. You know for sure heâs gonna keep going and repeat all the things he already said. Like what always happens.
He scoffs silently to himself as he looks at you, âYouâve always been around me and now all of a sudden you donât want to meddle with my business?â
You were keeping your head on the ground, trying not to snap because you know it wonât help. And itâs his job, not yours.
âIsn't that what you wanted?â
He furrows his eyebrows as he gives you a perplexed look. He doesnât know what youâre trying to get at, which is even more infuriating for him.
âWhat do you mean what I wanted? I never said I wanted you to not meddle with me,â he says in a slightly annoyed tone as he looks at you with a sharp glare.
âYeah, thatâs not what you said last night,â you replied, getting tired of him acting like itâs not his fault why youâre acting this way.
He scoffs as he looks away, clenching his jaw. He didnât expect you to bring that up so casually. The memories of what he said last night came rushing into his mind and honestly⌠he is starting to regret it.
ââŚThatâs not what I meant⌠you know that.â
âIt is pretty much what you meant. Thereâs no way you didnât mean it one bit when you brought it up so many times.â
âCanât you just forget that I said those things?â
Hearing that, you scoff and roll your eyes. Forget it? Just forget everything he said? How can you just forget it when everytime he snaps at you, it was the same thing he says over and over? Thereâs no way he didnât mean it, right?
He can hardly reign himself in anymore. The frustration and agitation is getting the better of him. He is clenching his fists so hard now with a murderous glare in his eyes. He looks like heâs about to explode at any second from this whole situation.
âWhy are you acting like this? Are you really that petty because I said some shitty things?â
He raises his voice and steps even closer to you, his eyes fixed on your face. At this point, heâs already lost his cool.
He continues, his voice is getting louder and louder as he talks.
âI told you to stop meddling in my business, so what? All of a sudden youâre acting like I told you to piss off and not talk to me anymore?!â
You scoff for the nth time this day, âIâm just minding my own life. Like you told me to.â
His grip on your shoulders tightens as his fingernails dig into your skin, it starts to hurt. The tension in the air is so thick you can cut it with a knife. Heâs clenching his jaw so hard it looks like heâs about to gnaw all his teeth at this point from how strained he is because of all this.
âKatsuki.. youâre.. hurting me. Please, let go,â you said weakly, almost whispering. You closed your eyes shut as you felt his grip just tighten even more, you were already feeling his nails digging right on your skin, despite wearing a sleeve.
He just scoffs and lets out a dry, bitter laugh. He tightens his grip on your shoulders even more as he locks you in place. He continues to glare at you as he speaks with a cold and sharp tone.
âWhy? You deserve it. If youâre being difficult, you should expect me to be rough back at you,â he said as if he was out of his mind.
âYouâre so frustrated you donât care if you hurt me?â you asked as if you donât already know the answer, considering how he acts right now and whenever heâs tired and snapping at you.
âLet go, please. You were hurting me verbally.. through words.. just a day ago. And now you're.. doing it.. physically. You donât even care anymore?â you muttered in a weak tone. You were tired and you canât take anymore of this anymore.
He furrows his eyebrows and his grip on your shoulders tightens even more. He clearly doesnât like you bringing that up, but he keeps his cold glare on you as he continues to respond.
âYou still deserve it and shouldâve seen it coming for you acting like this. After all, I gave you a way out when I told you to forget about it, but you just kept acting so damn cold.â
Your eyes just widened at his response. Heâs.. not thinking clearly. I deserve him hurting me physically because I did what he wanted? Because I chose to stay out of his business like he told me to? Was it my fault?
You couldnât take it anymore. You keep your eyes shut, preparing yourself to ask the question you never thought will cross your mind.
âKatsuki, at this point.. shouldnât we just.. end this?â
He stops and freezes as he hears that word come from your mouth. He looks at you with his eyes wide as he feels a wave of shock go through his body.
âEnd this..?â
He says with a disbelieving tone. He can hardly believe the words that just came out of your mouth. With that, he lets go of your shoulder. You put a hand on it, considering how it hurts so much. He was gripping it like he intended to make you bleed.
As he lets go of your shoulders, he steps back, staring at you with a surprised and disbelieving look.
âWhat do you mean end this? Do youâŚâ
He stops, the words getting stuck in his throat. Itâs almost as if his mind canât even process it.
âDo you mean end our relationship?â
He says, his voice sounding strained. His eyes are locked on your face, searching for any answers to the hundreds of questions swirling in his head right now.
You didnât say anything, and your silence was his confirmation. He stops and stares at you. He canât believe what you just said. It feels like someone had just suddenly ripped his heart out from his chest.
âWhyâŚ. Why do you want to end this?â
He asks, his voice hoarse and weak. He feels like heâs about to collapse from the wave of disbelief and shock that just hit him.
He steps closer to you and grabs you by the shoulders, looking at you with a desperate look. He just canât understand what youâre thinking, and is desperately trying to cling onto anything that can salvage this whole situation.
âCan you just⌠can you explain whyâŚ?â
He says, his voice cracking from trying to hold back the emotions in his chest right now. You shut your eyes again. You chose to ignore the pain in his voice because you know how weak you are when it comes to him.
âI tell you whatâs wrong, that you hurt me. You mock me and try to make it my fault. This just keeps happening over and over again. You donât want to change, thatâs why itâs happening again and again. Itâs tiring,â you finally said, finally saying what you have been holding back out loud.
He falters as he hears you say that. His grip on you loosens as he stares at you, trying to process the words you just said.
âIâŚ. I hurt you? Why didnât you just tell me that?â
He canât help but look at you, his expression now looking like a mixture of guilt, regret, and disbelief in himself. All this time, he thought you were just fine and didnât know that he was hurting you with how he was acting.
You try not to roll your eyes as he asked that, âI did tell you! All you replied was that I deserve it!â
He stays silent at your reply. Thatâs right. You did tell him. He remembers now that you did, but he got so caught up in his anger that he brushed you off.
ââŚI didnât mean it like that,â he says quietly. He doesnât know how to make this better anymore, the regret of his actions now weighing heavily on his chest.
He steps even closer to you, his arms now reaching out to wrap around your waist, pulling you tight to his chest. He buries his head against your shoulder, his grip on you tight and desperate as he tries to hold back the flood of emotions in his chest right now.
âI⌠Iâm so sorry,â he finally said.
Itâs as if heâs at the verge of sobbing right now. He feels so guilty and remorseful for what heâs done to you, and now itâs all crashing down on him at the thought of losing you.
You didnât do anything as he hugs you, didnât hug him back. You just let him.
His voice is weak and shaky as he struggles to keep it together. His body is trembling from the mixture of emotions in his chest right now as he continues to hold you tight against him.
âPlease⌠please tell me I can fix thisâŚâ He whispers against your shoulder, his voice raw and strained as he clings onto you, desperate to hold on.
He keeps his head buried against your shoulder, his hands gripping the back of your shirt tightly. Itâs clear that he is trying his best to rein in his emotions right now, but he is on the verge of breaking down due to the guilt and regret that is crushing his chest right now.
âPleaseâŚ. Iâll do anything, just donât⌠donât end this,â he practically pleads with you, his voice cracking slightly from his struggle to keep it together.
That was your last straw. You sighed, knees starting to give up. You were weak. Weak when it comes to him. You canât handle it when he shows his emotions.. his vulnerable side. Youâre weak and so hopelessly in love with him.
You didnât say anything but wrap your arms around him, hugging him back and burying your face against his chest.
The moment you hug him back, he lets out a shaky exhale of relief. Itâs at this point that he lets go of the last of his self control, and just breaks down into your embrace.
His whole body trembles as he clings onto you tightly, his arms wrapping around you as he buries his head against your shoulder. His body feels like itâs collapsing at this point as all the emotions in his chest just come out.
His chest is heaving as he struggles to catch his breath, his body and mind overcome with an overwhelming tsunami of emotion.
âPlease... Iâm sorry... Iâm so s-sorry...â
He keeps repeating it apologetically as he hugs you even tighter, his hands clenching the back of your shirt. Itâs like heâs scared that if he lets go of you, youâll just disappear and leave him forever.
âI promise... Iâll change. Iâll do anything to be b-better for you... Please, j-just.. donât... leave me....â
It was your first time hearing him talk like that, admitting that it was his fault, and that he will change. For you. It was the first time you see him act like this. He was scared to lose you. So scared. And you donât want to leave him either. Despite all the things that happened and what he did, you canât help but want to be the one who stays beside him, protect him, take care of him, and love him.
âIâm.. holding you onto that,â you muttered in a soft, weak voice.
He nods vigorously against your shoulder, his arms around you hugging you even tighter. Thereâs a slight sense of relief in his body now after hearing that youâre not leaving.
âI will... I promise,â he says, his voice shaky and vulnerable as he holds you like heâs holding onto dear life right now. He has no plans of letting you go any time soon.
He takes a deep breath as he continues to hold you tightly in his arms. His body is still trembling slightly as he clings onto you, the whole emotional outburst leaving him feeling weak and vulnerable. He continues to bury his head against your shoulder, not wanting to let go just yet and wanting to stay like this with you for as long as possible.
Ok, i read ur rules! And say in ur master list that you do mha? If you still do mha, (idk if this is ok to ask) but can you do some fluff + angst with bakugo x fem! Reader, where she has a black magic quirk, and from a very early age sheâs heard voices in her head. And they stop for a bit but she heard them agian and freaks out! So bakugo notices shes veeery quiet and asks her whats wrong and she spills the truth about her quirk and how if she over uses it she hears voices telling her to do bad things(NOTHING SERIOUS)
Bakugo and reader have a sorta friendship but with something going on between them? (Mutual pinning)
I HOPE THIS IS OK!!! I read ur rules and i hope this isnt violating them đđ
donât worry it isnât lmao! but Iâd love to do this so tysm for sending this in! so without further ado. . . enjoy ŕ´Śŕľŕ´Śŕ´ż(â˘Ě á <) !!
đ¤ synopsis: your quirk makes you different from others..you hear voices that give you malicious thoughts. but, your âfriendâ bakugou katsuki helps you silence them and explore both of your unspoken feelings for each other.
đ¤ trigger warnings: references to intrusive thoughts, mild psychological distress.
đ¤ pairing: bakugou katsuki x fem!reader
đ¤ side note: - - > 2nd part of this story
the voices had been quiet for months. you'd almost forgotten what it was like to have that constant background noiseâthe whispers that came with your quirk. black magic, they called it. the ability to manipulate shadows and dark energy, bending them to your will. it was powerful, useful even, especially during hero training at u.a.
but the cost was something no one else could see.
use us⌠we can make you strongerâŚ
the first whisper came during lunch period. you froze mid-bite, your chopsticks hovering over your bento box as the familiar, slithering voice wrapped around your mind.
let us in⌠just a little more powerâŚ
"shut up," you muttered under your breath, closing your eyes tightly.
"the hell did you just say to me?"
your eyes snapped open to find bakugou katsuki standing over your lunch table, his crimson eyes narrowed with suspicion. of course, he'd choose now to approach. the two of you had this⌠thing. not quite friends, definitely not enemies. training partners who somehow always ended up paired together. late night study sessions that lasted longer than necessary. hands that lingered a second too long when passing notes.
"not you," you said quickly, heat rising to your cheeks. "sorry, i was justâ"
he'll think you're crazy if you tell him. everyone always does.
"just what?" bakugou dropped into the seat across from you, his lunch tray clattering against the table. "you've been acting weird all morning. more than usual."
you managed a weak smile. "didn't know you paid such close attention, explosion boy."
he scoffed, but you didn't miss the slight pink tinge on his ears. "hard not to notice when you're spacing out during combat training. you nearly got yourself blasted."
you had almost forgotten about that. earlier in the day, during all might's class, you'd hesitated just a moment too long when the voices first started whispering again. bakugou had pulled his punch at the last second, his explosion detonating harmlessly to your left instead of directly in your face.
he's waiting for an answer. lie. lie.
"i'm fine," you said automatically, the rehearsed response you'd been giving teachers and classmates for years whenever the voices got bad.
bakugouâs eyes narrowed further. "bullshit."
the cafeteria around you buzzed with activity, your classmates laughing and chatting, oblivious to your internal struggle. kirishima and the others had left bakugou alone for once, perhaps sensing he had other plans for lunch period.
he'll leave you too when he knows the truth.
"i said i'm fine," you insisted, pushing your food away. your appetite had vanished the moment the voices returned.
bakugou leaned forward, his voice dropping to a growl that somehow managed to be both threatening and concerned at the same time. "you think i don't notice when something's off with you? we've been training together for months. i know when you're lying."
you stared at him, taken aback by his perceptiveness. it was easy to dismiss bakugo as just an aggressive hothead, but you'd learned there was so much more beneath that explosive exterior. he noticed things. he paid attention.
tell him⌠see how quickly he runsâŚ
the voice was getting louder, more insistent. you pressed your palms against your eyes, trying to block it out.
"hey." bakugouâs voice softened marginallyâas much as bakugou katsuki could soften anything. "let's get out of here."
before you could protest, he had grabbed both your bags and was heading for the exit, clearly expecting you to follow. and despite everything, you did.
he led you to the rooftop, a quiet spot where few students ventured during lunch. the spring air was cool against your skin, helping to clear your head slightly.
"talk," he demanded, dropping his bag and leaning against the railing.
you hesitated, wrapping your arms around yourself. "it's my quirk."
"what about it?"
don't tell him don't tell him don'tâ
"the voices are back," you blurted out, the words tumbling from your lips before you could stop them. "when i use too much of my quirk, they⌠they start talking to me."
bakugouâs expression didn't change, but he watched you intently, waiting for you to continue.
"they've been quiet for a while," you explained, pacing now. "i thought maybe i'd gotten better at controlling it. but this morning, during training when i used that shadow field technique⌠they came back."
he thinks you're weak. broken. useless.
you shuddered, and bakugou took a step closer.
"what do they say?" he asked, his voice uncharacteristically careful.
you laughed bitterly. "oh, you know. the usual. use more power. do bad things. helpful stuff like that."
bakugouâs face darkened. "have you told anyone? recovery girl? aizawa?"
you shook your head. "my parents know. it's been happening since i was little. the doctors said it's a⌠side effect. the darkness my quirk controls, it's like it has a consciousness of its own. the more i tap into it, the more it tries to influence me."
he'll report you. they'll expel you. you'll never be a hero now.
"they're talking right now, aren't they?" bakugo asked suddenly.
you froze, surprised again by his insight. "how did you know?"
"your eyes do this thing," he said, gesturing vaguely toward your face. "they get all unfocused, like you're listening to something far away."
you'd never realized you had a tell. the fact that bakugo had noticed made something warm flutter in your chest, momentarily drowning out the malicious whispers.
"yeah," you admitted. "they're telling me you'll think i'm crazy. that i should have kept my mouth shut."
bakugou snorted. "if i thought you were crazy, i wouldn't waste my time training with you."
he's lying to make you feel better. he pities you.
"they're saying you're lying," you said softly.
without warning, bakugou closed the distance between you, his hands gripping your shoulders. the touch was firm but not painfulâgrounding.
"look at me," he demanded.
you raised your eyes to meet his fierce crimson gaze.
"do i ever say shit i don't mean? do i ever fucking lie to make people feel better?"
you couldn't help but smile slightly. "no. that's⌠actually one of the things i like about you."
something flashed across his faceâsurprise, maybe even pleasureâbefore he schooled his expression back to determination.
"then believe me when i say this. i don't give a damn about the voices. we all have shit to deal with. my quirk could blow my arms off if i'm not careful. half-and-half has his daddy issues. deku has⌠well, everything about him. your thing is voices. so what?"
he doesn't understand. no one can understand.
"it's not that simple," you argued. "they get worse when i use more power. and sometimesâŚ" you hesitated, never having admitted this part to anyone before. "sometimes i want to listen."
instead of recoiling in horror as you expected, bakugouâs grip on your shoulders tightened reassuringly.
"of course you do," he said gruffly. "power is tempting. i know that better than anyone. remember the sports festival?"
you did. his rage, his refusal to accept a victory he didn't earn. the way he'd been chained to the podium, wild-eyed and furious.
"but you didn't give in," you pointed out.
"neither will you," he said with absolute certainty. "you're too stubborn."
despite everything, you laughed. "was that a compliment, bakugou?"
he released your shoulders, a hint of that familiar scowl returning. "don't get used to it."
he'll never understand you like we do.
the whisper was softer now, less convincing. you took a deep breath, focusing on bakugo's presenceâsolid and real in front of you.
"they're quieter when you're around," you admitted. "i don't know why."
a flash of something like pride crossed his face. "good. then i'll just have to stick around more."
your heart skipped a beat. "what are you saying?"
bakugou crossed his arms, looking somewhat uncomfortable with the turn in conversation. "i'm saying next time they start talking, come find me. i'll make enough noise to drown them out."
the offer was so perfectly, uniquely bakugo that it made you smile despite everything. this gruff, explosive boy who showed his care through actions rather than words.
"are you sure?" you asked. "it could happen anytime. middle of the night. during class."
he shrugged. "so? not like i sleep much anyway."
he'll get tired of you. they all do.
"the voices say you'll get tired of helping me," you said quietly.
bakugou stepped forward again, and this time when his hand reached for you, it was to brush a strand of hair from your face with surprising gentleness.
"let me make something clear," he said, voice low and intense. "i don't do shit i don't want to do. and i don't walk away from challenges."
"is that what i am? a challenge?" you weren't sure if you should be offended or flattered.
the corner of his mouth quirked up in that half-smile that always made your heart race. "you're a pain in my ass. butâŚ" he hesitated, clearly wrestling with what to say next. "you're my pain in the ass."
coming from bakugou, it was practically a declaration of love.
he'll neverâ
the voice was cut off as bakugouâs hand cupped your cheek, his calloused palm warm against your skin. for once, his perpetual scowl was gone, replaced by something softer, more vulnerable.
"tell the voices to shut the hell up," he murmured, "because i'm about to kiss you."
your breath caught in your throat. "bakugouâŚ"
"katsuki," he corrected. "if we're doing this, you use my name."
"katsuki," you whispered, testing the feel of it on your tongue.
and then his lips were on yours, firm and warm and insistent. the voices that had plagued you all morning fell completely silent, drowned out by the thundering of your heart and the sensation of bakugouâno, katsukiâpulling you closer.
when you finally broke apart, the silence in your mind was blissful. whether it would last, you couldn't know. the voices would return eventually. but for now, with bakugouâs arms around you and his forehead pressed against yours, they couldn't reach you.
"they're gone," you breathed in wonder.
he smirked, that cocky confidence returning. "told you i could drown them out."
the bell rang in the distance, signaling the end of lunch period.
"we should get back," you said reluctantly.
bakugou didn't loosen his hold. "skip with me."
your eyes widened. "skip class? you never skip class."
"first time for everything," he shrugged. "besides, we need to figure out how to deal with those voices. might take all afternoon."
"and how exactly are we going to do that?" you asked, unable to keep the smile from your face.
his answering grin was both wicked and tender. "i have some ideas. but firstâ" he leaned in again, his lips brushing yours softly, "let's make sure they stay quiet a little longer."
as you melted into his kiss, you couldn't hear a single whisperâjust the beating of two hearts and the promise that whatever darkness came, you wouldn't face it alone.
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when katsukiâs copying your snaps so you pull a move
you sat, scattered across your bedroom with your friends. you decided you should all have a sleepover because you hadnât hung out as a group in a while. as you all continued to giggle and watch a show on your television screen, your phone lit up.
a notification from katsuki, who you were sending photos of yourself to every couple of minutes. of course, he copied them with ease and without a care in the world.
but suddenly, your eyes widened, and you grinned like the cheshire cat. you had an amazing idea. you held the camera not too far away, and flexed your arm, showing your muscle. you giggled, would katsuki really fall for the trick and send you the same pose back?
less than a minute later, he opened the photo, but tsuyu sat next to you and leaned against her arms behind her. she asked, âare you feeling okay? you donât appear to be interacting with the group as much.â
you nodded, âiâm okay, iâm just trying to get my boyfriend to do something,â then smiled at her clueless face. she was adorable.
you gained another notification from katsuki, so you clicked it and opened the photo.
jesus christ. his muscles were huge.
his shirt was off, and his bicep had a scar on it, he was looking into the camera with a glint in his red eyes and a smirk on his face. you blushed, and your lips stretched into a smile. you saved the photo to your camera roll, and he immediately texted you a message.
âglad you think i look that goodâ
you rolled your eyes and smiled, and suddenly you heard a knock on your dorm door. the room went silent, and mina picked up the remote control and paused the show you were watching. everyone looked at each other, then at you. after a couple of seconds, there was another knock at the door and a sigh. you stood up and timidly walked over to the door, then opened it.
katsuki stood there in a black tank top with a white skull in the middle and sweatpants. his muscles still stood out even in his top and pants, and he smirked down at you, then raised his eyebrows.
you looked back at the quiet room and smiled, âdonât worry guys, itâs just katsuki!â
ây/n, he probably came here to be with you. you can let him in, you donât have to ask us.â you smiled at kyokaâs words, then you squealed and jumped.
your boyfriend didnât say many words, but you latched onto his bicep and tugged him into your room. he locked the bedroom door then you pushed him onto the bed to watch the show with the girls. you sat crisscrossed with him and switched positions frequently until you were comfortable.
once he laid down on your bed, you immediately followed after him and slung your leg and arm over his body. he groaned and gently pushed your head away when you tried to nuzzle into him, but you whined.
he grinned, knowing he was just trying to irritate you. he then placed his large hand on the back of your head and pulled it back closer to his body, and once everyone was looking away, he kissed your hair.
katsuki would never admit it, but he just wanted to lie down with you. didnât care much to talk or show you anything, but wanted to be in your presence. you would always be the one to bring his mood up.
words werenât needed to express his love for you, and vice versa.
but a couple of minutes later, the two of you were passed out, snuggled together in your bed. ochaco stood up from the bean bag and leaned over.
she whispered, âaww, look at those two! theyâre adorable, iâve never seen bakugo like this!â she placed her hands together and spinned.
but mina had a different idea.
âyeah, theyâre cute, but eijiro can use this as blackmail, and so can i,â she joked. she took her phone out and made sure the flash was off, before smiling with malicious intent and looking at all the girls. they giggled, and she finally took the photo.
she sent it to eijiro, who texted back, âi always knew he was down bad for herâ
hope u guys liked this one! tysm for so many likes on my first katsuki post