Well I Did Ask-

man...

one shot, two bullets

Diasomnia Dorm | Lilia Vanrouge

summary: when told to shoot down the traitor in their team, he always knew that it would be you. however, he didn't think that it'd be so difficult.

trigger warning(s): angst, war, mentions of blood, death

authors note: i know you i walked with you once upon a dream

Lilia held the gun in his hand, slightly raising a brow before letting out a sigh, approaching one of his dearest friends. A smile appeared on his face, sitting next to them on the dirt.

"[y/n], are you dozing off?" He asked, tittering as their eyes shot open and they instinctively reached for the weapon nearest to them. "Haha, calm yourself, it's only me."

They staggered in their words, "O-Oh... my apologies, Lilia. I thought you were someone else." They said, piquing his curiosity. "I've been awfully paranoid for the past few days, haven't I?"

"Hm. Quite." He adjusted himself, staring straight ahead. "Have you been experiencing any nightmarish infestations in your daze?" He questioned, earning a nod.

"I couldn't get proper sleep once the dark comes. And once daylight appears, I wish to pass out, yet I can't..."

His eyes glanced in their direction, "Well, come here, then."

And then they looked back at him, "Pardon?"

"A comrade so dear to me unable to taste the sweetness of sleep? Even I require such. So, come. You can sleep against me for as long as you'd like." He smiled so cunningly yet looked genuinely sweet, "I can sing you a lullaby if that's what you wish."

Their brows rose and a pout formed on their lips, "Do you view me as a child? What nonsense." They crossed their arms, aggressively laying their head on his lap. "Very well, considering you offered, I shall sleep for as long as I please."

He chuckled, his hand gently patting their head.

"... don't complain if your leg cramps."

"I wouldn't dream of telling you."

For the first time in a while, [y/n] managed to feel the satisfying essence of sleep and dreams. And in their dream, they imagined a life where they wouldn't know what a gun is or the thought of killing their comrades. For a bit, they're at peace.

As a few more weeks passed, the soldiers would hear the news of an infiltrator living amongst them. Such thorough search leads to little to no sources, but the higher-ups know it's one of them.

Lilia's presence was requested by the lord of the Valley of Thorns, who had also known about the traitor. As he was a remarkable soldier and was trusted by many, the lord instructed him to track down the traitor and assassinate them at once.

Bestowed upon him was a specialized gun that contained two bullets. With his strong eyesight, he was only given two. If he's unable to shoot them dead the first try, he can surely finish them off with the second one.

He obliged with the lord's wishes, leaving his presence with him eyeing the gun in his hands. The actions he performed felt unknowingly nostalgic, but he paid no mind to it.

His hearing allowed him to find the culprit, and though he wasn't surprised, he did feel some sort of pit drop in his stomach. But, once more, he paid no mind to such.

As he got outside, he looked over his shoulder to see [y/n] sneaking up behind him, causing them to flinch at his sudden motions.

"Ah! Lilia!" They huffed.

"Hehe, did I startle you?"

"As always... honestly, your instincts are just... crazy, but in a good sense." Their shoulders sink as a dramatically defeated expression loomed their face.

He approached them, slinging an arm around their shoulders, "Either way, I'd take 'crazy' as a compliment. I very much appreciate you, [y/n]." He grinned.

"And I to you, Lilia."

The smile on his face slightly faltered but he maintained the grin, ushering [y/n] to a secluded place as he was quick to notice the two neatly wrapped boxes in their hands. As he did so, they casually gave him his box that had a lovely silk wrapping it. Grateful as he was, he took it, thanking them for the extra food they made.

"I'm pretty sure I'm a better cook than you, anyway, so this is my treat." They snickered, "Don't you enjoy my cooking?"

He looked at them, "Of course I do. Now, come, let's enjoy this together before we get caught."

"Alright, Lilia."

How sudden the turn of events has led to. A nice and calm conversation resulted in Lilia holding the gun against [y/n]'s temple, though he continued to smile, his eyes were as cold as the winter breeze kissing one's skin.

"I know you're the infiltrator, [y/n]." He whispered, taking a bite out of the food they made.

They side-eyed him; one expects to have a shaken breath and hitched form, but all they were was calm. The expression on their face remained unfazed as though they continued the conversation they shared just earlier.

"You're so admiring, Lilia." They whispered.

Confused yet curious, he asked, "Are you buttering me up to escape your demise?"

Their head turned, the gun now pointing at their forehead. "Can't I express my admiration for you? Why must I escape such inevitable consequences when I'm fully aware that I'll end up just like that in the end?"

"Our lord assigned me the duty to assassinate you. But, if I may ask, why are you so relaxed at the brink of death?" His eyes glinted as he cocked the gun with his thumb, index ready to pull the trigger at any moment.

"I predict in the future that we will meet once again, so why should I fear?" They moved closer, hand pressed against the ground, which caused him to slightly back up. "Besides, being killed by a true friend of mine is something I adored dreaming of."

Their food was long forgotten on the ground as they gradually crawled up to him, such dazed fondness glistened behind their gleeful eyes.

"What are you doing?" He whispered.

"Something I've dreamed of."

Their lips pressed against his and their eyes closed, a vision of them when they were much younger, dancing together carelessly under the rain as the moon caressed the droplets that rolled down their skin ever-so.

For they knew that the promise he mumbled under his breath can never be fulfilled. That one day, they could marry one another and raise children to become as mighty as he was.

A dream he never thought they walked through in their head as he pulled the trigger. He held their limping body as it now laid against his chest. The food they created was stained with the blood that splattered through the hole in their head.

Tears drowned his eyes while a soft hue of red cascaded his face, flustered by what they sealed.

Oh.

Oh.

Lilia let out a laugh as he had startled the freshmen that were talking about him. He appeared in between Ace and the Prefect, and he was quite curious of them.

A human with no magic? Now that's interesting.

His eyes locked with theirs, and the mischievous smile on his face disappeared.

They stared back at him, slightly uncomfortable with his staring. "What? Is there something on my face?" They asked, fingers nearing their cheek.

The smile traced back and he let out a hum.

"Nothing... I just knew you, once upon a time."

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Bro this argument is still going on. They’re fucking brothers, period. They were raised together as brothers. No other way around it.

Please educate YOURSELF person (not you nine)

this is the definition of sworn brothers by a chinese author, so stop spreading hate and educate yourself (I’m being genuine btw, I used to hate on ships like those too, but not anymore cause it isn’t actual incest)

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❗AVOID THESE PEDOPHILES AT ALL COSTS! ❗

I was scrolling through Tumblr and came across a post of KNOWN PEDOPHILES ON TUMBLR (many of which have or want to rape actual children/minors)

THERE ARE ACTUAL PEDOPHILES ON TUMBLR TRYING TO GET IN TOUCH WITH MINORS ON TUMBLR

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No. I don’t, I see them as little brothers 😭😭

I like Idia and Cater because they’re one year younger than me but don’t simp. That’s pretty much it