Im-made-of-crushed-little-stars - I'm Made Of Crushed Little Stars

fighting the urge to say thank you for talking to me

When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life

"It made me so happy to hear you laugh again" Yet you are the only reason I even did. You make me so happy yet you make me so angry, so sad and so hurt. I don't want to lose yourself, but I can't lose myself more in the process of trying to keep you close.

I try and try and try, yet you seem to move further away from me after every try.

Why won't you let me love you?

Please don't tell me that this is all just a sick and twisted game that you are playing, because the game you would be playing is called "My feelings" and I would lose every time.

i just want attention why does everyone hate me

i feel like a terrible person every waking hour and i cant stand this feeling

i dont understand how i want to be absolutely adored and forgotten at the same time

and most of all i feel ugly

I'd cut my heart out for you

I just love you so much..

I want this to be serious but I'm also like rlly afraid.

Theyre wonderful, they absolutely are, the person I'm afraid of is myself. I'm afraid of fucking up, afraid of not loving enough, so afraid my mind makes up this concept of loving too deeply and being afraid of that because I'm afraid of being hurt or crossing the wrong lines.

AHHHHHHHHHHH

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