My Day Be So Fine

reblog if you’re gay and love broadway

I wanted to add to this with my experience as a gay teenager who fell in love with a perceived straight guy:

I’m a Charlie kinnie so I can confirm: THATS HOW IT FEELS TO FALL FOR A ‘STRAIGHT’ GUY!!

I was so amazed with him, he was the center of my thoughts most of the time but at the same time I felt so sad. It’s such a strange feeling, loving someone more than I could allow myself to show. I didn’t want to make him uncomfortable, and I was scared to lose him because I loved him so much.

I wanted to be around him all the time, I longed for him to feel the same but knew in the back of my mind he would never. but like charlie, I was wrong.

For Charlie the moment that ‘changed the friendship to something else’ was the scene at the party where they kissed, and later had a talk about it

For me it was pulling him aside from our friend group and telling him about my feelings, it was when I knew things were going to change between us, for the better or for the worst. After a couple of weeks and some dates he officially became my boyfriend and we kissed.

It may have been an opposite progression from the show but It was still very similar (for my story it might’ve taken longer but it’s still similar)

There are other things that are different, such as the progression of the friendship and relationship and the showing of affection but all in all it’s very similar, and I find comfort in finally seeing representation on how young gay romance actually is, because there’s very little out there that actually got the point of how it is.

For anyone wondering; I’ve known him as a friend for more than a year and we’ve been dating officially for abt 2 and a half months and no, he’s not straight, and yes he started questioning his sexuality at about the same time he met me (which I’m not saying is connected but….)

I love him very much and hope we stay together because honestly I’ve never felt this way towards anyone else, but I am young so idk what’ll happen :/

I think we all agree that Heartstopper is amazing, both cinematic and story wise. But in my opinion one of the greatest things it accomplished is portraying pure, romantic love. Of course like most people that watched the show I felt incredibly lonely after, but I also felt at peace for the first time in forever. Somehow, I was always scared of falling in love because most relationships portrayed in the media focus on the physical and sexual aspect, which sometimes makes you forget that love is so much more.

Heartstopper managed to make me want to fall in love again and I love the show all the more for it.

Some days, it’s a ‘i feel the rage of a thousand burning suns encase me in their suffocating warmth until I choke with the desire to burn down everything and everyone in my path’ day until I get home, drink water, eat and sleep and then I’m like ‘nvm I’m fine I guess’

Did someone say cowboy au?!?!

Saw this this morning and I just doodled this in class so here ya go

How do i explain in a non comedic way that virgil would make a good cowboy???

Like im completley non joking when im saying i want an au where virgil and logan are gay cowboy lovers and pat and ro are like “damsels in distress” that can secretly kick ass

Yknow???

Happy pride month! This is for the #fanderspridemeetup2019

Dan’s name was originally Aniel Howell, but when he met Phil it became Daniel Howell….if you know what I mean… *wink*

so i was just drawing some sanders sides and thought of a good thing to post so i went here and thought ‘oh ill just check up on some things’

but NO! i just had to spend an hour on here and forget what i wanted to post!

SORRY FOR MISSING THE FIRST 2 DAYS OF WEEK 2 i didn’t really understand the prompt for week two so I’m just gonna draw the sides withe the flags I identify with (or used to identify with) so here it is

Y. E. S

The collab we all need

@amazingphil @danielhowell @thatsthat24