I Ate Soap Today

good morning

OK I WAS JUST BEING DEPRESSING AN HOUR AGO BUT LOOK WHO SHOWED UP AT MY DOORSTEP JUST NOW!!!

he told me nikolai and chuuya are coming soon

these thingie,s ar ebarely holding on but im just going to levea it like rhat

woosopsowowwowospospwowps

woahwiajwh

when my parents were forcing me to listen to them read the bible they told me i could draw during it and i got all excited because i love drawing with boring background noise and it just feels all cozy but then they told me i was only allowed to draw shapes and patterns to 'help me focus' or whatever so i channeled all of my rage into absolutely ruining these pages (also you can see that i managed to hide nikolai and sigma :3)

lowkey i hated mizuki before i realized i was in lgbtqia

I GET THEM NOW 💔💔💔😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️☹️

i think i need to get diagnosed with something

idk what but something i dont think im normal

maybe im neurodivergent

warning spoilers for chapter 118 bsd

"KENJI IS ALIVE!!!" i say as they drag me away to the mental asylum

i wanna disappearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

me and my brother basically only communicate with plushies and dolls and we each have huge stuffed animal collections that all have names (we usually forget the names of the ones we dont use often but we just rename them ₍^. .^₎⟆) we also have different universes where they act differently or have different education (for example one of them who is six years old is a doctor in a different universe) its gotten to a point where its awkward for us to talk with our normal voices to eachother but we still understand if its the stuffed animal talking or the actual person doing the voice somehow

conclusion: playing with plushies/dolls/stuffed animals is best communication method

also have this picture of snowy and his grandmother