I Really, Really Hate How Awful I Am In Regards To Keeping In Contact With Others. I Want Healthy And

I really, really hate how awful I am in regards to keeping in contact with others. I want healthy and fulfilling relationships with my friends, but it’s very hard for me to wholly invest myself. I want to talk to you, but it’s difficult for me to muster the energy to do so sometimes. I want to hang out with you, but isolation also sounds nice right now. I’ll read your texts, but I’m not necessarily in the mood to reply at the moment. Then I feel anxious attempting to reach out when I do have the energy and I am in a good mood because I feel like I pushed you away and you dislike me now, so I usually remain isolated. I feel selfish because of it. And I feel like a bad friend.

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1 month ago

kind of insane that you can go to doctors for years and have them look up your nose every single time and not one of them remarks on the actual state of your nose - not the fact one of your nostrils is 90% deviated and you can't even get a Qtip up there for a covid test - because they're not NOSE doctors - and then you go to the nose doctor at age 30 and he's like "wow your nose is fucked up!!! you've been living like this? lol yeah i can fix this. i do 10 of these surgeries a day. i'm the nose guy. you want me." and it's true


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1 week ago
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This is about Sci-Hub. yeah we get it.. gatekeep knowledge and protect the interests of capital…

2 months ago

I'm so ass at measuring distance that if I woke up in a Saw trap and the only requirement was to "run 30 ft, give or take a foot or two" I would still fuck it up and get slaughtered


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2 months ago

Shout out to people with auditory processing disorder!!!

1 month ago

"You just gotta trust the process", says man working with no plan, no clear idea of what the ultimate outcome should look like, and even less of a clue about whether this is the way to achieve it.


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1 week ago

If your tummy itches when you wear jeans, you have a nickel allergy and should paint the back of the buttion with nail polish. Okay I am going into the woods forever now. I love you.

2 months ago

it sounds stupid but nobody talks about how many years of joyful swimming transphobia and dysphoria take away from you


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3 months ago

self-sacrifice, praise kink, and non-con surgery/body modification

gonna be real here, this Could Be Worse! Not sure what I'd sacrifice myself for, but generally speaking I'd like to live please

Spin this wheel of ~300 AO3 tags three times.

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(did not, in fact, figure it out)

(18, they/it, aroace)Hello! I haven't a clue what I'm doing. I'm just gonna exist here, don't mind me lmao-I'm currently in the following fandoms: The Magnus Archives, UTMV, RegretivatorI draw sometimes (very rarely, when the stars align and i'm motivated for once)heads up: i probably won't post anything for now (i might later though? maybe??) but i am still very much Alive

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