Really, If You Think About It, Im All Of Your Guy’s Evil Twin

i felt bad about this acc then i read my own post and laughed so nvm it’s amazing

world? i am so happy as of late. The things that bothered me so much just aren’t. The fuck ups and things i hated are so far away. The fear i had! It’s distant!

I can sit here and observe this peaceful ocean, this lovely field of calm

Healing is worth the struggle :D

i’ve been living

and thinking recently.

its been nice.

okay im feelin better but still sad

i dont wanna b lonely,

but sometimes im a ghost so-

do i have a choice?

i just miss him honestly

sweet summer and bitter longing.

i miss him.

A promise and a hope.

I won’t miss him for long.

He’s so lovely.

the novelty of having a pet will never wear off on me i’ve had animals my entire life for 23 entire years and i still sometimes stop and go holy fuck there is just a little guy in my house

ah to be famous.

to leave my home to watch people pour out of their own houses and follow behind me.

To be the leader of a procession of my fans, all moving in sync.

None of them smile. They follow along behind me eyes unnaturally wide. People ahead join our procession regardless of if they know me or not. Some try to run away screaming. No one gets very far.

Ah fame. The best way to summon an army... an army who’s purpose is unknown. All we bring is chaos.

i feel

the stars are

singed

with the ash of burnt words

the night sky is

scorched

with longing for another

my bed is

burning

with the emptiness of being

without you.

my lover,

come home.

this is a dumb idea but here i am finally on here, ready to say some stupid shit lol