Calling All Metal Family Fans!

One day ill be satisfied with the work i create

Yes.

“The…..Maw?“

OK ITS DONE, this alternate ending to little nightmares 2 bc i was THAT hurt by the ending

i may explore and build on this au bc i have IDEAS :D

repost shh

I don’t know why but when I’m alone, I’m forcing myself to not sleep, eat or do anything that normal human being needs.

I try not to be suicidal, but it seems that my mind just decided “hey, if you’re not doing it, I will”

And it’s not just physically, it’s like deep inside I want to ruin my life, to ruin everything that keeps me from ending myself. Why? Shouldn’t my brain make not wanna die?? Shouldn’t my subconsciousness try to prevent my death??

I’ve just found a way to insult someone like a professional. I like it.

Okay but: Dib with an ugly beard.

Little animatic of this post by @pipiezexal bc i can't stop thinking about it

I'm sorry but I saw ur tags on that QPR ask, and I'll be honest I've always been a little confused by the concept? Maybe you can shed a little light (if not that's cool it's not ur job or anything), but what makes a QPR "more than friends"? Cause you mentioned like holding hands and snuggling and stuff but I do that with my platonic friends all the time? I can't tell if maybe there's an aspect to this that I'm missing....

I guess it’s mostly the intent! Physical affection is not inherently romantic or platonic, if its something you do with your platonic friends thats fine! if its something you feel like you could only do with a romantic partner thats fine, too! To me, I think the main thing about QPR is how the people involved feel about eachother. (I could also be interpreting this wrong as I am no expert on the subject, myself, but if anyone wants to correct me, please do so! I am mainly going on my personal experiences as an aroace person)  Like,,, IDK it feels like sexual or romantic attraction is supposed to feel OBVIOUS when you’re experiencing it? It never was for me. For me personally, I’ve desired the committment and affection that is usually typical of a romantic relationship. But I’ve never really had ROMANTIC feelings toward another person, before. In relationships I’ve been in while i was still figuring myself out, romantically, it was mainly the sheer idea of labling it as a “romantic relationship” that kinda just bugged me? I liked the idea of having someone close to you, who just KNEW you and GOT you and could be affectionate with you. But... i didnt want that romantically, yknow? But also it feels different than Just Being Friends with someone. Personally, I wouldnt wanna raise a kid or marry someone who i only considered a friend, but a person probably would with their QPP. (thats just me though, its different for everybody) As far as I’m aware, QPR’s usually have a level of commitment that is generally associated with Romantic relationships, which is mainly how it seperates from a general platonic friendship. That’s mainly as far as my knowlege on the subject goes. If anyone in a QPR or knows more about it than I do would like to elaborate further, I highly encourage it! I guess the TLDR would be that QPR’s are basically a way to describe a relationship that doesnt quite follow the general ideas of what people usually consider Platonic or Romantic relationships.

He helped everyone, but himself was alone.

He pushed them away and they didn’t reach out.

Now too terrified of what he has done,

tries to repair What Should’ve never been wound

some notable parallels - Why so Blue? vs Fragments

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also one bonus that didn’t really fit the chronological order

Ok, ok, this might sound crazy but just listen.

Do you know a song “Bird song”

The moment I heard it I thought: holy, this song is perfect for Steven and Steven is perfect for this song!

https://youtu.be/Jno8dow48NY

SPOILER ALERT, THE BUTTER IS SPOILED

When Steven shattered our favorite piece of... Jasper, he must have felt really guilty and a lot loooot more. But he surpassed all his thoughts and feelings about it trying to ignore it and find some kind of compromise with his emotions (guess, didnt work)

And he also was afraid of what everyone else will think about it.

***

“Well I didn't tell anyone, but a bird flew by

Saw what I'd done he set up a nest outside,

And he sang about what I'd become

He sang so loud, sang so clear

I was afraid all the neighbours would hear,

So I invited him in, just to reason with him

I promised I wouldn't do it again”

***

But those thoughts, guilt, anger, pain, they won’t go away no matter what. He keeps projecting those memories and thoughts that bother him, it’s like his mind or subconsciousness try to make him find help, make this pain go away, but he doesn’t listen to it.

***

“But he sang louder and louder inside the house,

And no I couldn't get him out

So I trapped him under a cardboard box

Stood on it to make him stop

I picked up the bird and above the din I said

That's the last song you'll ever sing

Held him down, broke his neck,

Taught him a lesson he wouldn't forget”

***

Even when he says he’s fine, he pretends that nothing of this ever happened, but...

***

“But in my dreams began to creep

That old familiar tweet tweet tweet”

***

It did.. it really did happen, and he can’t deny it any longer.

Everything he tried to hide, to “shove under the bed” and pretend it doesn’t exist. It all now hits him at once, making him realize how messed up is a situation he’s in. He doesn’t know what to do. He can’t lie, can’t pretend, can’t “play a role”. So there’s only Steven. And for Steven there’s nothing but a monster he think he became.

***

“I opened my mouth to scream and shout,

I waved my arms and flapped about

But I couldn't scream and I couldn't shout,

Couldn't scream and I couldn't shout

I opened my mouth to scream and shout

Waved my arms and flapped about

But I couldn't scream I couldn't shout,

The song was coming from my mouth”

***

Esto es de un fanfic que convertí a cómic Si quieren el cómic lleguen a 20 ❤ aquí les dejo el link

http://locacath.blogspot.com/2020/06/entre-sus-brazos-metal-family-fanfic.html

This is from a fanfic that I draw as a comic if you want the comic give me 20 ❤ here's the link

https://locacath.blogspot.com/2020/06/flesh-to-flesh-one-to-one-metal-family.html?m=1