insodream33779 - Hey, I’m Dreaming Insomniac! Or Insomniac Dream?
Hey, I’m Dreaming Insomniac! Or Insomniac Dream?

Demigirl, Asexual, Biromantic, maybe something else, I never stop exploring

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5 years ago

Ok, ok, this might sound crazy but just listen.

Do you know a song “Bird song”

The moment I heard it I thought: holy, this song is perfect for Steven and Steven is perfect for this song!

https://youtu.be/Jno8dow48NY

SPOILER ALERT, THE BUTTER IS SPOILED

When Steven shattered our favorite piece of... Jasper, he must have felt really guilty and a lot loooot more. But he surpassed all his thoughts and feelings about it trying to ignore it and find some kind of compromise with his emotions (guess, didnt work)

And he also was afraid of what everyone else will think about it.

***

“Well I didn't tell anyone, but a bird flew by

Saw what I'd done he set up a nest outside,

And he sang about what I'd become

He sang so loud, sang so clear

I was afraid all the neighbours would hear,

So I invited him in, just to reason with him

I promised I wouldn't do it again”

***

But those thoughts, guilt, anger, pain, they won’t go away no matter what. He keeps projecting those memories and thoughts that bother him, it’s like his mind or subconsciousness try to make him find help, make this pain go away, but he doesn’t listen to it.

***

“But he sang louder and louder inside the house,

And no I couldn't get him out

So I trapped him under a cardboard box

Stood on it to make him stop

I picked up the bird and above the din I said

That's the last song you'll ever sing

Held him down, broke his neck,

Taught him a lesson he wouldn't forget”

***

Even when he says he’s fine, he pretends that nothing of this ever happened, but...

***

“But in my dreams began to creep

That old familiar tweet tweet tweet”

***

It did.. it really did happen, and he can’t deny it any longer.

Everything he tried to hide, to “shove under the bed” and pretend it doesn’t exist. It all now hits him at once, making him realize how messed up is a situation he’s in. He doesn’t know what to do. He can’t lie, can’t pretend, can’t “play a role”. So there’s only Steven. And for Steven there’s nothing but a monster he think he became.

***

“I opened my mouth to scream and shout,

I waved my arms and flapped about

But I couldn't scream and I couldn't shout,

Couldn't scream and I couldn't shout

I opened my mouth to scream and shout

Waved my arms and flapped about

But I couldn't scream I couldn't shout,

The song was coming from my mouth”

***


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5 years ago
Too Bad

too bad

5 years ago

last man standing challenge 2020

 are you trying to write during quarantine but can’t seem to get motivated? do you like friendly competition, active discord servers with fun bots, and a reason to write every day?

well, then, welcome to the last man standing challenge!

how does this work? wtf even is this?

simple! starting on may 10th, you write 500 words a day, until you give up, or fail to write that much. the competition continues indefinitely, until there’s only one person left writing. that’s it!

seriously? that seems almost too simple.

nope, that’s it! 

so i can write anything for this?

here’s what qualifies and what doesn’t:

YOU CAN WRITE:

fanfic

original fiction

original nonfiction (cannot be assigned for school)

essays (cannot be assigned for school)

YOU CAN’T WRITE:

anything that was assigned schoolwork BESIDES assigned creative writing

everyday writing (shopping lists, emails, snail mail)

work related writing 

how do you know that i’ve written the required amount every day? and do i have to post my writing anywhere?

we’re on the honours system here, all you have to do is tell me that you wrote! in our server, we’ll have a channel just for saying ‘hey, i wrote!’ if you’re not in the server, just dm me on tumblr to say ‘hey, i wrote!’ 

as for posting, you’re encouraged to post on here or on ao3, depending on what you write, but it’s not at all required. if you post, please mention @bmc-gift-exchange so I can see your post! 

this sounds great! how do i sign up?

right here! it’s a super simple signup form, and once you sign up you’ll be sent the discord server link, it’s that easy!

make sure you reblog when you sign up, and tell your friends, so we can have as many people as possible!

any questions? send an ask or dm me! 

5 years ago
Here’s Arny)

Here’s Arny)

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

My friend is embarrassed and thinks she’s the only one and I said id prove her wrong.

5 years ago
He’s Fine, Can’t You Tell?

He’s fine, can’t you tell?

Fine. Just like ME.

This just sounded so hysterical and sad.


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5 years ago

I sleep with little stuffed bear Arny)

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

My friend is embarrassed and thinks she’s the only one and I said id prove her wrong.

5 years ago

Maybe it happened. But we will never see...

Steven! Needs! A! Real! Mom! Please! And! Thanks!

Steven! Needs! A! Real! Mom! Please! And! Thanks!

5 years ago

Should just know that I’m around

If you need to talk this out

Wanna scream it out loud

But too sad to make a sound

Know it’s hard when you have no friends or someone to talk to. If someone need to talk or is just lonely you can message me.


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5 years ago

I don’t take meds but I will still Reblog it If someone forgot.

Also, it reminds me of the song “Meds” by “Placebo”: https://youtu.be/WO9ewCO7TYI

insodream33779 - Hey, I’m Dreaming Insomniac!
Or Insomniac Dream?
5 years ago
Literally The Funniest Quarantine Meme

Literally the funniest quarantine meme

5 years ago

Why everything I like needs to end???

Why Everything I Like Needs To End???
Why Everything I Like Needs To End???
Why Everything I Like Needs To End???
5 years ago

Just a thought.. I think “My time” (oyasumi oyasumi, close your eyes and you’ll leave this dream) is perfect for Steven Universe. Just a thought. Just a thought.

Just A Thought.. I Think “My Time” (oyasumi Oyasumi, Close Your Eyes And You’ll Leave This Dream)

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5 years ago

SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER

Ok, the finale was cool and everything, but...

It was like “I am good now, I’ve got therapy, talked with everyone and dealt with my problems, but I won’t show you that, because It’s Rebecca Sugar and it’s her show”

Rebecca... why???

Well, at least, I think someone will write a good fanfiction about it. Right?

Right...?

(Or Rebecca will make mini series, but I’m afraid to hope)


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5 years ago

Well, I was close

*****************SPOILERS*****************

Ok, finally, I have a theory! Do you remember how pink diamond looked on SU (poster? List of villains? Never mind)

*****************SPOILERS*****************

She is pink! But why? Some people think that Steven hurt her, and it’s possible.

But remember, in “Change your Mind” her face became pink, after Steven pointed out her childish behavior? I think he can (and maybe Pink diamond could), similar to Blue control other gem’s emotions. He could have used this ability in the episode “Reunited” when he by touching others could fill them with DETERMINATION (sorry, not sorry).

So, where was I.

Steven can control others emotions, but right now he’s an emotional wreck. He’s mad, desperate, disappointed and guilty. And maybe, when he comes to a homeworld, looking for a way to control his powers, he has one of his “outbursts” and it affects White. If Steven shattered Jasper, what would White do? Will she hurt Steven and corrupt him? Or will she hurt someone else, which will make Steven even more guilty and terrified?

5 years ago
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5 years ago

He helped everyone, but himself was alone.

He pushed them away and they didn’t reach out.

Now too terrified of what he has done,

tries to repair What Should’ve never been wound

Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments

some notable parallels - Why so Blue? vs Fragments

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also one bonus that didn’t really fit the chronological order

Some Notable Parallels - Why So Blue? Vs Fragments
5 years ago

*****************SPOILERS*****************

Ok, finally, I have a theory! Do you remember how white diamond looked on SU (poster? List of villains? Never mind)

*****************SPOILERS*****************

She is pink! But why? Some people think that Steven hurt her, and it’s possible.

But remember, in “Change your Mind” her face became pink, after Steven pointed out her childish behavior? I think he can (and maybe Pink diamond could), similar to Blue control other gem’s emotions. He could have used this ability in the episode “Reunited” when he by touching others could fill them with DETERMINATION (sorry, not sorry).

So, where was I.

Steven can control others emotions, but right now he’s an emotional wreck. He’s mad, desperate, disappointed and guilty. And maybe, when he comes to a homeworld, looking for a way to control his powers, he has one of his “outbursts” and it affects White. If Steven shattered Jasper, what would White do? Will she hurt Steven and corrupt him? Or will she hurt someone else, which will make Steven even more guilty and terrified?


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5 years ago

Yep, he is

Reblog if Steven Universe is taller than you.

Reblog If Steven Universe Is Taller Than You.
5 years ago

Everyone’s watching, but I can’t, cause I’m not allowed to spend money in internet, and there’s no Free sites for Steven right now((

Though, Steven, I’m rooting for ya, don’t give up!!


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5 years ago

Oh my gosh, it’s amazing?!

I Luv Tis Game
I Luv Tis Game
I Luv Tis Game
I Luv Tis Game

I luv tis game

requested by @perishablehomosexual, view their original au post!

5 years ago
Dead Friend AU

Dead Friend AU

Where Danny dies and to cope Sam and Tucker make an ongoing story of if he turned half ghost instead while also trying to overcome the grief and trauma

Each ‘episode’ is based on a real event and how if Danny were still there he would fix it (jhonny 13 is just a jerky guy jazz dates, vlad is a friend of the fenton family trying to help them move on from Danny’s death, the box ghost is just a silly idea Tucker had at three in the morning and it was the first time since the accident he and Sam laughed that hard).

Phantom planet happens when Tucker and Sam know they need to move on, even though they still resist it (as seen in how they are angry with Danny in the episode) but decide to give Danny the best cheesiest sappiest ending they can think of.

5 years ago
A Few Doodles I Did A While Back For My Witch Hunt Au Series. I Had Done Those Before The Chapters Where
A Few Doodles I Did A While Back For My Witch Hunt Au Series. I Had Done Those Before The Chapters Where
A Few Doodles I Did A While Back For My Witch Hunt Au Series. I Had Done Those Before The Chapters Where
A Few Doodles I Did A While Back For My Witch Hunt Au Series. I Had Done Those Before The Chapters Where
A Few Doodles I Did A While Back For My Witch Hunt Au Series. I Had Done Those Before The Chapters Where

A few doodles I did a while back for my witch hunt au series. I had done those before the chapters where written so they aren’t very accurate to the scenes ^^;

Chapter 5 will be up here soon. https://nyxglitch.tumblr.com/tagged/witchhuntau

6 years ago

100 Delicious, Dirt-Cheap Recipes for the Starving Student

Most students don’t have a lot of cash to spend on food, but that doesn’t mean you have to go hungry. With the right recipes and some kitchen savvy, you can eat great even on a student’s budget. Here we’ll share 100 tasty recipes that you can make on the cheap. Along with saving money on meals, budget-savvy students can also save big on a college education by attending inexpensive online colleges.

Breakfast

Get a good start to your day with these cheap-o breakfasts.

Hash browns: Hash browns are cheap and easy to make, and cheaper than a trip to IHOP.

Puff pastry chicken and bacon: You can make bacon and chicken in puff pastry using this recipe.

Microwave scrambled eggs: Make scrambled eggs in the microwave with this recipe.

Breakfast burritos: You can make these burritos ahead for a quick microwave breakfast.

Onion quiche: This quiche makes a delicious, incredibly cheap breakfast.

Omelet in a bag: Boil eggs and some handy ingredients for this simple, cheap omelet.

Frittata: Add eggs to cheese, vegetables, and herbs you have handy in your fridge to make a frittata.

Ramen

A college staple gets dressed up in these recipes.

Antipasto ramen salad: With ramen, pepperoni, black olives, onion, and Italian dressing, you’ll find yourself with a great ramen salad.

Beef & Broccoli Stir Fry Ramen: This dish makes a delicious stir fry from ramen.

Chinese style ramen with veggies: Make your ramen a little bit healthier with some vegetables added in.

Ramen noodle alfredo: Turn your ramen noodles Italian with this recipe.

Beef & Broccoli Ramen: Add some meat and veggies to your ramen to make this dish.

Spring ramen salad: Take a fresh approach to ramen with recipe.

Hamburger ramen: Ground beef with ramen makes for a great meal.

Chicken hollandaise ramen: Add chicken and hollandaise to your ramen for this meal.

Egg drop noodle soup: You’ll combine ramen, eggs, and flour to make this tasty soup.

Lo mein ramen: Follow this recipe for ramen lo mein style.

Creamy veggies and ramen: Add celery soup and vegetables to ramen, and you’ll have a great meal.

Pasta ramen salad: Use ramen as the base to make this delicious pasta salad.

Sandwiches

Use these recipes to step up your sandwiches.

Hot Dog Egg Sandwich: Get a good portion of protein and flavor from this sandwich.

Egg Salad Sandwich: Cook up some hard boiled eggs for a cheap, tasty sandwich that’s really versatile.

Monte Cristo Sandwich: This sandwich is a delicious hybrid of grilled ham, cheese, and french toast.

Grilled chicken and apple sandwich: This hot sandwich is healthy, affordable, and delicious.

Canned salmon sandwich: Add celery, horseradish, and swiss cheese for a delicious, healthy meal from a can.

Turkey, chutney and avocado grilled sandwich: This sandwich is an exotic, cheap treat.

Grilled Cheese Sandwich: The classic college staple, grilled cheese sandwiches pack a lot of flavor for very little cost.

One Pot

These simple recipes can be pulled off in one pot.

Creamy cauliflower soup: This vegetable soup is cheap, easy, and surprisingly tasty.

Cheap chili: Use chopped beef, tomatoes, and more for this cheap chili.

Butternut Squash Soup: Take advantage of cheap winter vegetables with this soup.

Slow cooker BBQ chicken: Combine cut up chicken with your favorite barbeque sauce for this recipe.

Crockpot lemon chicken: Get inexpensive cuts of chicken and make this lemony meal for lots of flavor without lots of money.

Minestrone soup: Eat this classic soup for a healthy, cheap meal.

Cheeseburger soup: This soup is hearty enough to be a meal.

Slightly Italian crockpot chicken recipe: With chicken, artichoke, onions, and spices, you’ll get an Italian chicken meal in a slow cooker.

Cranberry pot roast: Beef roast and cranberries offer a lot of flavor in this crockpot meal.

Crockpot potato soup: Make this soup from chicken broth and potatoes.

Corn, Bacon, and Potato Chowder: This hearty chowder is great for winter eating.

Chilled avocado soup: Check out this recipe for a healthy, refreshing treat.

Slow cooker pulled pork: Make pork shoulder in the crock pot using this recipe.

Middle East Chicken Soup: This ethnic chicken soup is a cheap, tasty, treat.

Bean soup: In this bean soup recipe, you’ll find lots of protein for just a little money.

Salads

Use these healthy recipes to make cheap, delicious salads.

Caesar salad: Combine romaine lettuce, parmesan cheese, croutons, and dressing for a classic salad.

Simple spinach salad: In this tasty salad you’ll find sweet pears and spinach.

Bowtie Pasta Salad: Throw together some pasta, tomatoes, and other vegetables for this salad.

Cucumber salad: This salad is fresh, delicious, and cheap.

Caprese salad: This caprese salad is simple and delicious.

Chicken Caesar salad: Eat this recipe as a salad, or put it into a wrap for a healthy, cheap treat.

Simple green salad: Here you’ll find a simple, inexpensive salad with great flavor.

Pecan mandarin orange salad: Get a bright and sweet salad from this recipe.

Cucumber salad with sour cream: This salad is cheap and refreshing.

Salmon orzo salad: With salmon filets, or even canned salmon, you can put together this salad treat.

Casserole

You’ll find delicious casseroles in these recipes.

O’Brien Casserole: Use O’Brien potatoes, beans, lean meat, and some veggies for a great potato casserole.

Baked Tuna Chow Mein Microwave Casserole: Pop this tuna casserole in the microwave for a quick meal.

Easy cheap casserole: This casserole combines easy, affordable ingredients.

Penne Pasta Casserole: Make this tasty pasta casserole for $3 or less.

Meatloaf: ground beef combined with ketchup, onions, and more makes a great meal for less than a dollar per serving.

Four Bean Casserole: This casserole is popular at potlucks and with barbequed meals.

Tuna casserole: With canned tuna, you can make a healthy, delicious tuna casserole on the cheap.

Pizza & Pasta

Get your grains with these recipes.

Microwave Mexican pizza: Use tortillas, cheese, salsa, and sour cream for this pizza.

Bagel pizza: Use this recipe to make pizza on a bagel.

Spaghetti: Pick up multigrain pasta with tomato sauce and mushroom for a big meal without a big budget.

Feast of Pasta: Create this casserole with pasta, onions, and other simple ingredients.

Shrimp with ricotta sauce on pasta: Upgrade your pasta dish with this recipe.

Easy calzones: Use cheese, vegetables, and pepperoni in these easy calzones.

Olio e Aglio Pasta: This side dish combines angel hair with oil and garlic.

Pasta salad: Combine your favorite pasta with salad dressing, and olives, vegetables, or herbs you have handy.

Pasta and Ricotta Cheese: This pasta favorite is a crowd pleaser.

Entrees

These recipes offer affordable main dishes.

Baked potato: Often served as sides, a baked potato can be the main dish-just add lean meat, beans, or chili.

Mexican hot dogs: This twist on hot dogs is extra delicious.

Chili: With beef, tomatoes, and beans, you can make a delicious chili.

Tuna patties: Put tuna, egg, relish, crumbs, salad dressing, and other simple ingredients together to create yummy tuna patties.

Cheap beef stroganoff: This recipe offers a cheap version of beef stroganoff.

Vegetarian chili: Use soy protein, tomatoes, and beans for a protein and fiber packed chili without any meat.

Eggplant parmesan: Eggplant parmesan makes a cheap and delicious vegetarian meal.

Vegetarian sweet and sour tofu: If you’re looking for a great vegetarian meal on the cheap, check out this recipe.

Parmesan chicken: With breadcrumbs, parmesan, and chicken, you can make this very tasty main dish.

BBQ chicken: Slather chicken with barbeque sauce, pop it in the oven, and enjoy.

Lemon Herb Roasted Chicken: Make some delicious chicken in a slow cooker with this recipe.

Salmon patties: Use canned salmon, bread crumbs, and other simple ingredients for this healthy, cheap dish.

Meatballs and orzo: Make these easy meatballs instead of using store bought frozen ones.

Sides

Use these recipes to complement your entrees on the cheap.

Buttered baby carrots: Sweet, tender carrots make up this side dish.

Roasted asparagus: Follow this simple recipe for a healthy, cheap vegetable side.

Spicy mac: Make macaroni and cheese with Taco Bell hot sauce.

Garlic toast: Use this recipe for delicious garlic bread that will please any taste.

Microwave macaroni and cheese: Make your own homemade mac and cheese in the microwave.

Pesto stuffed cherry tomatoes: Pesto, ricotta, and tomatoes come together for this delicious side that’s great for potlucks.

Scalloped potatoes: These scalloped potatoes are easy and creamy.

Bean and rice salad: This salad is delicious and cheap.

Green beans amandine: With this recipe, you can omit almonds for even more money savings.

Onion scones: In these simple scones, you’ll find lots of flavor.

Potato croquettes: These croquettes are a great way to use your leftover mashed potatoes.

Twice-baked potatoes (microwave): Make this cheap potato classic in the microwave for easy cooking.

Broccoli and cauliflower salad: This salad is cheap and packed full of nutrients.

Desserts

Satisfy your sweet tooth with these affordable dessert recipes.

Chocolate chip cookies: Create cookies with chocolate chips, M&Ms, nuts, or even pretzels with this recipe.

1 step brownies: Turn a chocolate box cake into simple, cheap brownies using this recipe.

Balsamic strawberries with marscapone cheese: A few delicious ingredients make for a tasty, cheap treat.

Cheap and quick cookies: This recipe will show you how to turn cake into cookies.

Lemonade pie: Simple ingredients go into this delicious, cheap pie.

Easy baked apples: Apples, brown sugar, cinnamon, butter, and raisins come together in this microwave recipe.

Super easy microwave peanut butter fudge: Only two simple ingredients to into this peanut butter fudge.

6 years ago

One day ill be satisfied with the work i create

6 years ago
This Is The Lucky Ace. Reblog To Recieve A Wad Of Cash That Is Oddly Specific To Your Current Needs.

This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.

6 years ago

ROTG FANS, MR JOYCE NEEDS OUR HELP!!!

He’s just posted this on IG, read carefully:

ROTG FANS, MR JOYCE NEEDS OUR HELP!!!
ROTG FANS, MR JOYCE NEEDS OUR HELP!!!

DREAMWORKS IS ACTIVELY CONSIDERING DOING A TELEVISION SERIES OF THE GUARDIANS.

It’s happening!!! We have to support him and the Guardians, let’s do our best!!!

#ibelieveintheguardians ❤️

6 years ago

if you use music to cope with anxiety, depression or to help with your ADHD (like me) reblog, I'm trying to prove a point to my teacher

6 years ago

Title: where there is light, a shadow appears Rating: K+ Warnings: Minor language, panic attacks, references to past violence/blood/injury Timeline: A few days after the last chapter. Summary: What should have been a simple thing, the rehearsal for Rapunzel’s coronation ceremony, becomes increasingly complicated as cracks in the façade start to emerge.

A/N: hey readers! i’ve been highly anticipating this chapter and can’t WAIT to hear what you all think about it! reblogs and comments are loved, appreciated, and super helpful! - Aqua

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