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prissy girl energy pt 2 🎀

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hi everyone, another generic blog from a teenager with a good life trying to help you the best way I can. don't be cruel, I'm on my period😛

for now, you can call me 'saint' | she/her

Sou apenas mais uma herdeira chata da América Latina (🇧🇷),

sun ♍, rising ♈, moon ♏ (in case you find this shit relevant lmao)

my blog is currently only about loa and other things that I repost. but topics I'm interested in: series, movies, books, fashion, loa (obviously), gossip, personal care, and self-improvement.

ask: open! if you need advice, want to share experiences, need a reality check, or just want to talk about anything. 🩷

Sempre falo isso em quase todos os meus posts, não falo inglês fluentemente (ainda)!! então se há erros gramaticais nas minhas postagens é por causa disso.

i hate girls that try to give early 2000s mean girl but just end up looking dumb and lifeless. if you’re gonna try to, make it fucking work LMAO!

just me complaining and being grateful for law at the same time 😻😻😻

hi everyone, it's been a while since I showed up here without being late at night or high.

so many 'boring' things have been happening in my life lately, and damn, i can only be grateful for knowing the law.

for example, there's an entrance exam period here in my country for college. It's a fucking blessing not to have to worry about that like other people.

If I want to study whatever I want or if I want to study 10 different courses at the same time without having to pay anything, i can. I have the power.

It's a blessing not to worry anymore about money, or insecurities about my appearance, or if some idiot will try to deceive me, or about my future, or if one day my life will be as monotonous and depressing as the guy from Fight Club.

regarding the 'bad' things (which are actually quite trivial compared to the gigantic problems I had before knowing the law), these are things that I MYSELF manifested. i was l spoiled and ungrateful for a while, complained about some things, and guess what happened? these things got worse as I kept complaining. because that's exactly how the law works, it brings into reality what I speak. If I complain that my hair looks terrible, it stays that way. If I say that my life sucks, the law just listens to me. that's what happened, but obviously a big part of my bad mood comes from my depression (which I could heal once and for all, but I prefer to continue with treatment).

anyway, this is just something I would write in my diary, but since it's related to manifestation, I decided to write it here. I didn't think much when I wrote it. but it can serve as encouragement and advice for someone.

feeling discouraged is normal, especially when dealing with an illness, but PLEASE be careful with what you frequently say and think ☠️. you may not realize it, but they always manifest 🤷🏽‍♀️.

if you constantly think that your affirmations don't work, then the law will prove you right about that. if you say that nothing goes right for you, then it will be true. my loves, EVERYTHING you speak/think and believe frequently becomes fucking real. be careful.

I think that's all I had to say so far. I'm already getting out of my depressive state, I made a list of short and long-term goals, and I can't wait to bring everything into my reality because I can and deserve it. And you should do the same! 💋 thank you for the love you've been sending me and for the interactions with my posts, it means a lot to me. ❤‍🩹❤‍🩹

Manifesting is easy asf & you don’t need to lift a finger

Okay hello. I just wanna say you don’t need to overcomplicate and do whatever somebody tells you. You make the rules okay?? Just persist. “Act” like you already have gotten your desire and just dwell in that feeling. You can do this by affirming, visualize yourself living with your desires, anything you want as long as you’re living in the end. You can literally just assume that you have your desires.

It’s so easy. You make the rules. You don’t need to ask bloggers the same question over and over when you already know the answer deep within. You create your reality. Whatever you desire is literally already yours. Why? because whatever you “want”, you already got. You are the most powerful manifester in the universe and it’s so easy for you to manifest. Literally anything is possible.

Do you wanna affirm just once to get your desires? Go ahead. It will work. Why ? Because you said and assume so, and you make the rules. Visualize? go ahead, it will work too. Do nothing? Yes. Whatever method you use, it’s gonna work for you if you assume so. You’re literally not required to do anything anyone else tells you to.

So literally there’s no need to affirm 25/8, no need to listen to subliminals, or even to do any of the stuff i mentioned above. You are literally so powerful and limitless it’s insane. I know people worry that they’re not “doing enough” but listen… you literally don’t need to. Manifesting is not some sacred out of this world science. it’s the easiest thing in the damn world. 

Source: Qinraijin

girls after a long day of doing absolutely nothing

omg i feel inside me i'm going to void tonight. my journey with void was tough, i've been trying for a while and i wanted to get into void before my classes started (they already cried lol so i'm absent because i really want to get into void first). but damn I feel SO STRONG I'm going today! I'm so happy even without trying to go?????? I would like to raffle (Sorry for the amateurish English!!! I'm still not fluent, but when I step into the void tonight, I'm going to become a polyglot!!!!)

to improve, when I went to check the time was 01:11 and it's March 1st.

⚠️Attention:⚠️ very long post. It talks a little about: state of lack, take your desire off the pedestal, time it takes for a manifestation, get distracted about your manifestation , self-concept, and Cassies

one more night high and having crazy epiphanies about manifestations. and another day using a translator to translate my text to post here, because I haven't claimed to be fluent in English yet 😛 So, as I always warn, if there are possible grammatical errors, it's for this reason.

I'm here to bring you an analogy I created while discussing with a friend haha. (Yes, this time there's nothing about lana del rey!)

you know those people who humiliate themselves for others? Who do everything for someone specific to love them, try to talk to them even if it's unhealthy, or beg them to stay in their lives. (yes, it's quite depressing and sad)

i haven't been like that much in life, usually when someone didn't care about me, i cared even less about them. but I won't lie, there have been situations where I may have humiliated myself a little, but it's human.

anyway, going straight to my analogy, let's imagine that you struggling to manifest something is a friend "Cassie," and the manifestation will be her ex-boyfriend, okay? (i swear it will make sense in the end)

what I write outside the parentheses is Cassie's situation, and what's inside the parentheses is possibly the situation you're going through on your manifestation journey.

okay, you have this friend Cassie who keeps saying that her ex-boyfriend doesn't care about her, doesn't respond to messages, and shows no signs, and she's going crazy and desperate about it (just like you when you see no progress in your manifestation). so she does EVERYTHING to get him back (just like you when you try multiple methods non-stop and feel needy). and as Cassie's friend, you think, "poor cassie, she doesn't deserve to suffer like this" (and she really doesn't deserve it, just as you don't deserve to suffer for your manifestations). there are also moments when she sends a message for you saying, "I'll forget him this time, I promise." but after two days, she's there messaging him again (just like you affirm on the first day all motivated and trying to convince yourself that this time your manifestation will come true, but after a few days, you see no progress and start panicking), and then she gets very sad because she thinks they will never get back together and she will never be happy with him again (just like you think you can't manifest anything, that the universe hates you, that you will never get what you want, that the loa doesn't work). But meanwhile, there are other people out there getting back with their exes and you admire them, wondering what it would be like if it were you... (just like when you look at other people's success stories and think "why can't I do it?") spoiler: You can do it too, honey. If everyone else can do it, so can you. Wake up.

If I were Cassie's friend, I would tell her to STOP acting like that and start valuing herself and just distract herself. because let's be honest, men ALWAYS come back, right? 🤣 and many people may disagree with me on this and think that if she doesn't chase after the guy, he won't come either. but that's how it works for me, even before I started using the law. every time I started valuing myself and stopped begging for others' love, the person came to me. so let's agree with my thinking on this, okay?

and one more point that I think is worth mentioning is that if Cassie really doesn't want to do this alone, maybe a manifestation coach would be a good idea (if it were a real situation, I would suggest her to seek a therapist). There are nuances about "manifestation coaches," I honestly don't use them and I recommend working on your self-concept. but it's an option if you want, but please do thorough research and find a trustworthy one.

returning, what can you do to not be another Cassie? I'm telling you to stop doing whatever you're doing to try to achieve your desire? no. just get out of the state of neediness and desperation, like a Cassie. you don't need that, my love. you don't need to worry, "Is my manifestation coming?" You don't need to use a thousand methods because you don't think it's enough. whatever you believe will bring your desires, will indeed bring your desire. If you believe that jumping three times, building a castle, and kicking an elderly person will give you what you want, guess what? If you do all that, then you will get what you desire. and if you believe that affirming once in your life will get you a beachfront mansion, guess what? you will achieve that.

so, to not be a Cassie:

1 - trust what you're saying, please trust yourself. nnow that ONLY WHAT YOU THINK is the truth, and it will be. (my last long post talks about this exactly, I highly recommend it, okay).

2 - take your desire off the pedestal. your desire may be your biggest dream in life, I don't care. take it off the pedestal. the powerful person who can have anything they want is YOU, not your desire. tou are a thousand times greater than your desire. you don't chase after your desire, your desire chases after you. you know when manifestation coaches tell you to start manifesting just a blue butterfly or a candy? well, it's because for you, that's not difficult. It's something you find easy to manifest and know it's totally possible to have. but you can literally manifest a Porsche at the same speed as manifesting an ice cream, okay? take your desire off the pedestal; you are fully capable of having it.

3 - get out of the state of lack. In the law of assumption, some people talk a lot about states and some manifest just by being in the state of the wish fulfilled and ready, they succeed. but the state of lack is literally when you feel the lack, the absence of your desire. you don't feel like you have it or you don't feel worthy of it, so you probably fall into a spiral of despair with millions of thoughts like "what will I do if I don't achieve it?" "I don't see any progress" "time is passing and I don't have my results". Anyway,

- But what do I do to heal my state of lack?

just don't be in it 💐💐💐 yes, it's easy, okay. please believe that it's easy and it will be. I know it's very easy to affirm when you're motivated, especially after reading a success story. but motivation doesn't last forever and I don't think it's healthy for you to keep restoring your motivation by reading success stories all the time. there's nothing wrong with it, but you don't need success stories to heal. every time you feel like you're entering the state of lack, start trusting yourself. when it happens to me, I start affirming "none of this, I have my desires" "I don't care about what my 3D shows me" "I have what I want", I also imagine myself with my desire as if I really have it now. I'll admit, there are times when I start affirming this to avoid entering the state of lack and at first it feels like I'm feeling wrong, the feeling of hopelessness even. but regardless of how I feel, I keep visualizing and eventually start feeling strong and motivated again. in those moments, you have to be strong and disciplined with yourself, okay? you can do it.

4 - try not to care about time or the 3D reality. i know it's difficult, but please live in your imagination and believe that if you have it in your imagination, you have it now. about time, it depends, okay? Some people manifest in seconds because they believe they can, while others manifest in weeks because they think it takes weeks. if you're the second type of person, you can definitely manifest in seconds if you allow yourself to do so. self-concept affirmations help a lot in this aspect. Just don't worry about time in the 3D reality. If you know that in your mind you have your desire NOW, then you have it now. once you're fully living in your imagination, it will come in the 3D reality. I know it's difficult, but just trust yourself and your mind. I promise that if you live 100% in your mind, your desire can come very quickly.

5 - distract yourself! don't spend the whole day thinking about your desire. usually, the desire comes when you accept that you have it and continue living your life. I know it's complicated, especially when it's something you want, but distract yourself to avoid excessive and negative thoughts about your manifestations. and please get off tumblr for a while

6 - improve your self-concept, please. Just do that, and your manifestation journey will be much easier.

I think that's it for today. I talked a lot as always 😛😛

I usually don't respond to people asking for help here on my blog (mainly because I don't receive any requests) but if you're having problems, you can send me a message, and I'll respond ❤‍🩹 I just want to help someone like loa bloggers helped me when I needed it. good night everyone, and stay hydrated.

okay, this post has its reblogs off but i just wanted to say

please please please never pay someone to manifest/tap into the void for you, i don’t care what the circumstances are this will always be a scam to me, and people who do this will always be scum to me, like preying on people, who you know are suffering and are desperate, for your gain. And it isn’t to “help them” so don’t lie, if you wanted to help you would teach people how to do it themselves

please guys no matter how desperate you are do NOT pay someone to enter the void or manifest for you. because it has to be from you. For example, if they go to the void to manifest weight loss for you, they will shift to a reality where you lose weight, you won’t be in that reality. which is why it will always be better to do it yourself.

don’t let people scam you in broad daylight loves, ik it gets hard, like so hard, but YOU CAN do it, don’t allow these serpents to prey on you in a vulnerable state. @trynafindbarbiee do better

kisses 💋💋