"what Is It Doesn't-" It Will. "If" Is Made Up, "if" Does Not Exist Unless You Say It Exists.

under blue moon i saw you, so soon you’ll take me

up in your arms, too late to beg you or cancel it though

i know it must be the killing time, unwillingly mine

YOU ARE GOD

When I talk about the existence of ‘God’, I don’t mean the supreme-human being that most Christians/catholics believe in. And if you just happen to be a believer of those religions that I listed, I would suggest you scroll away, mainly because what I'm about to say would be considered offensive and ‘blasphemous’. 

I had to admit that I was close to giving up on the law until I had the pleasure of stumbling upon one of Bill Donahue’s lectures on Youtube. His teaching is very similar to that of Neville Goddard’s but Bill mainly analyzes the hidden meanings in the bible. He argues that the bible should not be taken literally but rather it is a treasure trove of metaphors and symbolism. 

So how are we ‘God’? 

For instance, Bill stated that the crucification of Jesus was a symbolization of suffering and long passage of endurance. One must go through the purge before they shall be awakened, similar to how Jesus was revived. 

Upon his reading of the bible, it was ‘God’ himself who stated that we were our own Gods and not Satan. Bill also talks about how each of us harbors the Single Eyes of Horus, where you may ask? It’s in the middle of your forehead, what he called the ‘pinnacle’. The pinnacle opens when your eyes close, signifying the detachment from the material world, and embodying a sense of consciousness of the inside realm. 

Most of us here embrace the existence of a supreme-human being, a teacher that guides us simply because we feel lost in the way. It’s uncomfortable being alone and that’s why most of us prefer to be followers, rather than our own leader. 

So how are you ‘God’? Well most of you are here because you wanted to seek a better life for yourself. You were born into a life you did not ask for, with a fate I know you weren’t meant for. No soul is meant to suffer as long as they are tattered to this Earth, but it is that same hurt that brought you here. Like Jesus, you’ve endured hardships and the moment you learnt about the law, that’s when death follows. 

The death of the old story and then…an awakening of who you really are. 

 The Pinnacle opens now if you allow it, embrace the paradox. Allow yourself to be the observer of your thoughts and let them go. 

You are the way (I AM)

You are the truth (I AM)

You are the life (I AM)

You are not the flesh, you are the being in the flesh. You are conscious. You are something perceiving something else. You are always watching. You are pure awareness and stillness. 

Be your own leader and teacher.

If you want to watch more of his lectures, I will link a playlist directly to my intro post. Bill has a lot of important source materials as well. I highly advise you to read his published work ‘Hidden Meaning’ if you wish to seek more insights on his analyzation of the bible.

me running errands 🍰💕

you can take everything from me. i'll leave with a smile on my face and conquer it all again. the power isn't with me. it's within me. 🪬💎

me rn

Im organising my wadrobe, looking for new house, new room, everything on Pinterest. I love shopping on Pinterest 😗 the psych-k is going to work it has to🤝

Agent Provocateur Rozey bra and thong.

what i had to realize is that not everything works for everybody. everyone is different so 1 method can work for a person but it may not work for someone else. so what do u do? figure out what works for u. if affirming every hour is too much then dnt do it. if doing psych k every hour is too much than dnt do it. do what makes u feel good. yes sometimes we do need a push but to overdo it & stress ourselves out isnt worth it. the simplest things make life so much easier.