i was playing some game, cant remember what its called buts its psp?? or smth and it's got kratos god of war in it. (the grey guy with red tattoos?) and theres a guy i really fuckin hate already.
smart arse face and dumbass top hat and moustache. the fucker kept dodging my attacks๐
anyways, it let you make your own character and i was just scrolling through some of like the clothes n shit.
it went from "deaths gauntlets" or smth to " cat ears" and and "cat paws" ๐ญ bro what is this game?? i love it lmao. i gave my guy a sword that looks like it's made outta flesh and its got an eye.
also started playing a metal gear solid game, which is fun. anyone got tips for playing either of em? or are they the kinda games ya just figure out on yer own?
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Hello,
How do you do ? I hop to be in a good condition.
This is my special campaign
We hope to help us by donating or sharing to others.
Every donation makes a different even if it a small.
As you know, the war began on October 7 and lasted ten months. During this period, we were unable to obtain food, drink, or treatment because we did not have money.
There is no source of income for the family at the present time, so we are unable to buy food, clean water, and medicine, especially after we are afflicted with the ongoing infectious diseases spread in the north like Hepatitis C disease.
Our house has been damaged a lot since the beginning of the war. We are from the north of Gaza and we are still in the north and have not displaced to the south. We displaced 10 times from place to another seeking to safety .
We hope for your help and support, even if only a little.๐๐
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This is the link if you would to read our story well ๐๐
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Thank you all
i can't donate anything unfortunately but i hope someone else can.
ive got a few ideas swirling around in my noggin right now but the one i wanna try first i want to see what you lot would prefer to read. they're all pretty similar but there'll be slight changes. It's going to be male reader since thats what im used to writing
when i say bikes i mean motorbikes/ dirtbikes. Also my asks and messages are always open, just in case any of you want something.
CW: uhh...this shits kinda sad ngl, death, details of injuries and said death, swearing, dont think there's anything too bad but let me know if there is
The day was bright as you lay in the field, the grass swaying softly against your face, exhausted from the day spent running around, completing errands for the villagers and then proceeding to goof off with simon. Simon, who was currently beside you in the cool blades of grass, your pinkie fingers hooked together, too embarrassed to properly hold hands. You both speak soft promises into the sky above, the blues and pinks of the lowering yet still bright sun being covered by the patchy pattern of leaves from the tree that you and Simon had taken shelter under, being the witness to your words.
The two of you began your daily walk back, all laughs and jokes, smiles and subtle flirts.
"hah! you should have seen the fruit stall owner! the way he was chasing after me just for a simple apple."
Simon recounts his adventures of the day before you had met up for the afternoon. You sigh playfully at your thief of a friend.
"honestly, si....what am i going to do with you, hm?"
Simon smirks, loving the sound of your nickname for him on your tongue, the way you shortened his name sounded so much better than the harsh way that everyone else says it. He's about to make a crude comment most likely but you both get interrupted as you see flames and hear the distant yet deafening cries of the fellow villagers that echoes through the once peaceful afternoon.
The two of you run, as fast as you could, desperate to help, lungs burning as they frantically search for oxygen in the thick smokey air. You frantically search for your family, friends or anyone who could explain this sudden chaos.Y
Through the smoke of your burning village you and Simon come across a group of men holding torches, wearing odd metal masks, armed with blades, arrows and spears, things you'd hardly seen before in the shelter of your peaceful village. Though you both knew that it could be nothing good.
You pause, never having been in such a life threatening situation before, your instincts and common sense weren't quite up to par and why should they be when all you've known was peace, the only chaos was when Simon stole something from the market.
"um...escuse me gentlemen? Do you know-"
Your polite and timid words are abruptly cut short as they shoot an arrow, the metal tip barely missing your widened eyes and instead causing your cheek to bleed. You were frozen, you felt like crying, being sick and running away all at once. The overwhelming feeling of having danger so suddenly thrown in your face. Luckily for you, Simon managed to snap out of his own trance, grabbing you tightly and pulling you along.
"come on! we need to go!"
You run to the forrest in hopes of losing the men, weaving through the old and and sturdy trees, memories of the times you and Simon would spend hours up in the branches briefly flash in your mind before being promptly tugged again by Simon to the side, your eyes catch a glimpse of the spear that had just about missed your head.
The heavy breathing of you both echoes through the darkening forrest, your warm breath creating clouds of vapour in the air, your lungs sting with the sharpness of adrenaline and exercise.
The strange men clad in metal and weapons can be heard, their chasing relentless, voices yelling at each other to guide more of them towards you. It goes silent for a few minutes, the only noise in the seemingly empty forrest being you and Simon's heavy breathing which you both desperately tried to quiet.
You and Simon turn to each other, a smile of relief on both your faces. You were finally safe, you began to think of all the ways to save the villagers, maybe you could find a nearby lord? Or maybe they'd just leave on their own?
But it doesn't take long until everything around you seems to go dull, that relief you felt just moments ago going cold, as you watch the spear tear through Simon's chest, the cracking noise of sharpened metal breaking bones and flesh of the man you adored embedded in your memories forever. You fall to the ground with him, almost as if you had been wounded yourself. The strange men seemed to believe so anyways as they left, not even checking if you two were dead, almost like this whole thing was just for their own sick enjoyment, enjoying the pain of families watching each other die, their only relief being the hope of seeing everyone in the afterlife.
As you fell to the floor everything felt dark, dull, an empty feeling of loss covered you. The moss on the forest floor was cool against the heat of your living body. You could see the way his eyes were fading, that beautiful brown that made you think of nature and warmth, going a ghostly grey. Your hands grasp onto him.
"no...no,.no, no... si! Please dont, you have to stay with me. Im begging you! I cant be without you...si, please"
A tight feeling in your heart takes away the rest of your breath, you can't speak properly anymore, only managing garbled pleas as if that would save the dying man in your arms, as if that would get rid of the spear in his back that pierced through his chest. Through your begging you still couldn't manage to utter those three words that you'd both been hanging off the edge of your tongues, those three words that was so obvious between you yet because they were never spoken neither of you dared to go further than friends.
The trees suddenly felt like they were watching, mocking you for your feeble love, laughing at how easily he was dying. They loomed over you, the bark twisting into cruel smiles as you begged Simon to stay with you.
He tries to brave a smile, barely breathing as he gets out his final words.
"god....I love it when you call me that"
And with that you saw the playful light drain from his eyes, that oh so beautiful brown gone pale.
You cried, you don't know for how long but you remember seeing the sun disappear in the corner of your eye more than once. As you cried your grip on Simon's icy body only got tighter, as if you could transfer your warmth to him to bring him back.
HIIII
so youโve mentioned that youโre into animeโฆ
have you ever watched FMA?
if so can i get your thoughts/opinions on it
if not then you should watch it, 100%.
episodes 3-4 are HEART WRENCHING so prepare yourself if you havenโt seen it
hello, sorry i took a while to answer! ive been busy with studying.
but yes, i have watched FMA (full metal alchemist right?) but i dropped it after i got distracted by something else a few years ago and when i went to watch it again Netflix betrayed my trust by deleting it so ๐
But i think i got as far as mustang near a train station and being pissed because some guy got killed?? i already saw the dog....
But it was quite good! and i really liked the concept of it and ngl when i was younger (15? i forgot when i watched it) i had a small crush on edward, i thought he was pretty badass
Eggs: egg fried rice or eggy bread, anything else makes me feel sick.
Steak: not bothered as long as it aint raw or burnt, so probably medium.
Milk: again not bothered, usually whatever's in the fridge lol, so semi skimmed. i guess.
Alcohol: havent tried any, closest thing to alcohol is bitter shandy and ginger beer, highly recommend those, delish. (they're just fizzy drinks)
Warm drink: always love a good cuppa (tea) no sugar tho. hot chocolate's nice too. but @xi1dius cup-a-soup is not a fucking drink, it is a crime against god.
Priest!Johnny, Incubus!Ghost, Succubus!Reader has been mentioned in a convo of my friend and I when we were discussing Johnny's catholic upbringing. So Ghost and the reader tempting him into submission?
(I know incubus and succubus don't mean gender)
from my brief research an incubus is a male demon that fucks sleeping women and a succubus is a female demon who appears in dreams to seduce men....so there's a theme going on here lol. also a disclaimer, i know fuck all about religion, i may have gone to Catholic schools but it went in one ear and out the other so the religion part is probably really vague to avoid offending someone.
suggestive themes ahead read if you want, if not, scroll.
im imagining that ghost does all the work during the day, leaning against the poor priest who is trying to do his job, giving speeches and sermons, chest against his back as he whispers some of the filthiest things imaginable.
Johnny trying to give a speech "and then god said-"
only to hear ghosts grumble behind him
"fuck me till the sun comes up"
Johnny definitely halts and stutters, he knows he shouldn't but damn, he could feel the heat radiating from ghost behind him and that voice of his wasnt helping.
You and ghost are like a tag team, once Johnny settles in for the night ghost gives you a high five and goes to rest while you have your fun.
You switch his dreams from the usual ones of his family or pets or the occasional nonsensical dreams to ones including you, telling him to do whatever he really desires, and it almost worked if it weren't for the slip up of you mentioning ghosts name, after that he woke up and refused to go back to sleep.
You and ghost keep at it, day and night, trying to wear the stubborn priest out until one day you both appear in front of him, or rather, you on one side and ghost on the other, warm breaths against his ears as you both whisper to him and he finally cracks, it feels so good and yet he knows it's wrong, but he can't think for long when he has both you and ghost on him like animals.
i dunno how to end this one sorry, i feel like i didn't do the idea as much justice as i could've but i don't have much experience with religion or religious guilt so my apologies if this one turned out crap
I've started watching peaky blinders and Im ill which made me think of this and it wont go away so now it's everyone else's problem too.
I've only watched one season so far so might bot be accurate to his character but im trying ;-;
warnings?: mentions of war, scars (not SH), possible PTSD stuff?? violence, alcohol, swearing...im really bad at warnings but i think that's everything unless you need a warning for the french too (jk)
Thinking about Thomas Shelby who owes you a favour. You own your own little group of miscreants but you dont deal with guns or betting, you grew a hate for guns after the war and made a rule to anyone who entered your pub that no guns were allowed. And you didn't do betting because there was too mich competition and dick measuring going on.
What you did deal in and make a living off of, was information, connections, you knew how to get things and what people had done behind closed doors, you were the eyes and ears in the walls. So of course Thomas had come to you for information, but he knew you wouldn't give it for free which is why he offered you a favour.
"anythin you want...any time, just for the information on the blokes I wrote down on that paper"
He says to you, and you take the offer, having the favour of a peaky blinder was valuable.
But what you weren't prepared for was how you'd use this favour.
It's late at night, your group had gotten into some trouble, a fight with another group that you'd prodded the bear with too much. You loose a few of your men, and that bothered you but what shook you the most out of your calm composure was the use of guns in that fight, the ringing was still in your ears as you stood outside Thomas Shelby's door.
When he opens the door you dont even greet him, just blurt out.
"im cashing in that favour. "
To which he raises an eyebrow but lets you in anyways, waiting silently as he tries to neaten his hair, messed up by a rough sleepless night.
"fuck......can i stay?...just for the night?"
You quickly realise how that sounds and sigh before trying to fix it.
"shit, not like that...i just...i just need to hear a heartbeat that isn't my own"
And somehow you got the great Thomas Shelby to agree on your favour, he convinces himself that it's just a favour, that it doesn't mean anything. But the fact you came to him instead of anyone else almost warmed his cold heart. He knew how it felt when the war wouldn't leave, when it made a home in your head and buried itself deep into your bones so that when they creak all you remember are the cries of your comrades.
So there you are, settled on his bed with your head on his chest, listening to the soft thuds of his heart. Your arms are tucked closely to yourself, trying to have the only contact being your head on his chest because this was humiliating enough as it was.
Your eyes close as you focus on the sound of his heart, it drowns out the sound of guns from both today's fight and the war, the sound of your own heart beating too fast because your body seems to still think there's a frenchman nearby and waiting with another gun.
You don't even realise you fell asleep until you wake up to the unfortunate reality that people tend to move in their sleep, finding your arms entwined around Thomas, your legs tangled with his.
Thomas himself was just as surprised when he hadn't heard any shovels that night and then awoke to see his hand ever so gently cradling your head to his chest, almost as a reflex he brushes his thumb across your shortly cropped hair. His eyes trail down, only now noticing the scars from war across your back and arms, he almost touched them and would've if he didn't know that it would probably wake you up.
You both untangled yourselves and lay apart and in silence when you were more awake.
"....this never happened."
You both agree in silence, knowing what would happen if anyone found out as well as the risk of getting attached which was never even thought about by either of you.
It was never spoken of again, both of you going back to just business, you almost forgot about it too.
Until you were sat in your pub, drinking peacefully with the chatter of the men, only to be disturbed when Thomas Shelby walks in, looking more unnaproachable than usual, he makes a beeline for you and murmurs something you weren't expecting.
"i need a heartbeat"
and it clicked, it was like an accidental secret code because no-one else knew what happened that night.
i love watching the most random shit with my grandma, like we've gone from peaky blinders to arcane league of legends ๐
Her only complaints about arcane is how they walk and she really doesn't like the war general mother (i forgot her name)
i got recession ๐ im sorry everyone. my bad ๐๐ the office made a mistake
here's a random word generator--whatever word it gives you is now the thing you are the deity of
Man i love arcane, the art is absolute perfection
but....
this? ^??? this fills me with rage because WHY THE FUCK IS HIS HAIR WHITE BUT HIS BEARD STAYS THE SAME!??!!
HE GOES TO THE SPIRITUAL VOID OF GAYNESS AND HIS BEAR JUST CAN'T BE ARSED TO CHANGE TO WHITE TOO???
WHY??
18 he/himi like drawing, animals, anime, reading.you can talk to me abt anything lol. i dont mind. My asks are always open.
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