2022 / 2024

good reminder!

Saw this on Reddit, just wanted to share it with everyone.

Xoxo, Eli

please recommend some good places to get loungewear sets 😩

stud dykes in tank tops

my favorite genre of man is one that is head over heels obsessed with his love interest that he can barely be in her presence without screaming crying or throwing up

through my most recent obsession (cough cough) the wnba I have realized my true calling is to be a wag I want to sit court-side at my wife’s games look pretty and support my woman while she spoils me rotten

your desires come from the god within you. you don't know why you want that specific relationship, career, house, and life. you just do. the I AM in you wants to fulfill them. to be them.

if you're conditioning your desires, you're conditioning god. if you refuse to feel fulfillment because you don't feel worthy of it, you're taking the fulfillment from the god. you're telling the creator that it's not worthy of its creations.

the only way to please the god is to please yourself.

happy national boyfriend day! 👩🏽‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏻

IF YOU WANT TO MANIFEST INSTANTLY WORK ON YOUR SELF CONCEPT.

This morning i was in the car and i thought, i’m gonna affirm on my way to school just because. so i put on slade’s “i am” subliminal, and the whole 15 minutes on my way to school i affirmed things like i have perfect self concept, i’m a victim of lucky girl syndrome, i do nothing yet get everything, everything always works out for me, i’m the universe’s favorite, etc.

then when i was in 5th period today bored out of my mind i thought. let me check my messages, so i went on my family’s group chat and i saw my mom say this:

YALLLLLL I WAS SHOCKED. MIND YOU MY MOM WORKS FOR A NONPROFIT ORGANIZATION SO I WAS LIKE ?!!!? BUT IM SEEING BEYONCÉ ON SEPTEMBER FIRST FOR FREE😩😩.

this was the most random thing ever and i love it.

update

saw beyoncé. and i was absolutely in loveeeeee plus since we had access to a suite we had access to free food in the lounge and it was amazing although the steak was too rare for me. the hotdogs were good though.

i love the concert so much i booked tickets for the show on her birthday for my aunt and grandma too (me and my mom agreed that we had to see her again) . i couldn’t get the stage seats cuz it wa s last minute but i did get floor seats real close to the stage. which were closer than my suite so i’m happy. anyways yeah ✌️

﹏𓊝∘˚ STOP SCRAMBLING FOR THINGS YOU ALREADY HAVE 𓇼∘˚

why? well because it’s already done

if you can’t see that it’s never. gonna. happen. You either got it or you don’t, you don’t ever have to meet in the middle with the 3D. ever. Don’t need to study, you have them grades. Don’t need that expensive skincare, you have glass skin. Don’t need to workout you have your dream body. You don’t need to induce pure consciousness, you have your dream life.

And funny enough, this is the mindset that helped me induce for the first time. I only went in to the meditation with the mindset that I already had my dream life so i don’t need anything, including pure consciousness. “Why would i need to induce something i already have?”

Even though my circumstances differed, I stopped with the “I need to shift so bad”, “I would do anything to induce the void state”. I knew I had to stop being reliant on the void, I knew everything counted on it. So I told myself it was already done, there was nothing to do. At all. I wasn’t scrambling talking about “omg the day is almost over and I haven’t induced” why would I need to when I already did? I told myself that there was nothing to be afraid of, i can’t be afraid of failure when i already had my dream life. Would someone be scared of failing their classes when they are already holding a degree in their hand?

I told myself that I was only inducing the void to relax “nothing special” since i induce all the time. I don’t need to meet in the middle. And neither do you. You don’t have to fry your brain with different techniques, you either have your dream life or you don’t. There is no build up. There is no “void journey” where you go through trial and error. Because you don’t need to.

The desperation and the pedestal went away immediately after I accepted my dream life was here. And because of that there was no fear that I was gonna “fall asleep”, there was no fear that it “wouldn’t work”. I am pure consciousness. And because of that I was able to induce.

You need to realise that your dr isn’t a dream anymore it’s just your cr, you aren’t tied to one reality just because your awareness is placed here. There is another version of you reading this. You are infinite, you can shift in a millisecond and you have. Stop making this huge journey, it’s just yours it’s not that deep fr.

Tell yourself you are the “I AM” i don’t care what your outerman has to deal with. You aren’t your outerman, your innerman (you) already ha everything, that’s enough.

Tell yourself that inducing pure consciousness should be for relaxation or “just because” it really lets your subconscious know that you have nothing to be desperate over since you have everything. There nothing to procrastinate over because your dream life belongs to you. Would a couple with a baby be talking about how they are constantly procrastinating the act of trying for a baby? no, they already have one. You already have your dream life.

You don’t have to meet in the middle for anything, and that includes the state of pure consciousness. You already are pure consciousness.

Accept it’s yours, that’s the key to getting it.